Second Master Xue of the Red Chamber has space

Chapter 618
Jia Zhu was so frightened that she wanted to yell out, but she couldn't move her whole body at all, she just felt the wind blowing from behind her, and after a while, the person behind seemed to move slowly and walked in front of him.

"You...you are Yunluo...!"

Originally, Jia Zhu didn't dare to open her eyes to look at it, but she couldn't help being so exhausted, and finally mustered up the courage to see someone who made her think about it day and night.Yunluo's clothes are still the same as when she was an aunt in the mansion, but her stomach is not bulging, and her clothes look much looser, and her pale face makes her look even weaker.

Just now Jia Zhu was terrified to death, but now that she saw Yunluo, she was still terrified, some were just pleasantly surprised.

He stood up and came to Yunluo in two steps, and reached out to grab her hands: "It's really you, Luo'er, I finally saw you! Why don't you know why you never dreamed of me after you left?" Do I miss you so much?"

Yunluo was stunned for a few seconds, then abruptly pulled her hands out of Jia Zhu's big hands, and snorted coldly, "Miss me? Master, don't lie to me."

Seeing that Yunluo was so alienated, Jia Zhu was taken aback for a moment. She had never been so indifferent to herself when she was alive.Suppressing the throbbing pain in her heart, Jia Zhu turned Yunluo's body to let her look at her, and said softly, "What's the matter with you? Although we have been separated for a long time, I want to dream about it every day." You, it's hard for me to see you now, why are you so indifferent to me?"

Yunluo said: "Do you still want to ask me? Well, since you asked, I will tell you. Although I died that day, but because I was thinking about my grandfather, I refused to drink Mengpo soup or cross the Naihe bridge. I became a lone ghost wandering under the nine days and could not be reincarnated. At first I also thought that the Lord was thinking of me, but who would have thought that after I died, there would be a new person by my side, within a few years Several children have been born, and even Guaner, who I gave birth to, I rarely see. Do you still miss me like this? You can only hear new people laughing, but you can’t hear ghosts crying in the middle of the night, right? Blaming me for not meeting you in my dreams, how did you know how easy it is for me to enter your dreams? But after all, I am already a person in the underworld, so how can I always meet you in my dreams? It will damage your lifespan, so I have no choice but to stay by your side every day, watching you and others love and have children. Today you come to take the exam, and the black soul-calling flag has already recruited me, but I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it Keeping the Yin Qi, I didn't want to show up, but... I... I..."

When Jia Zhu heard this, he felt heartbroken. It turned out that Yunluo had been guarding by his side and never left.

He stepped forward and hugged Yun Luo tightly, sighing deeply: "I thought... I thought you were resentful that I didn't save your life, and that's why you refused to see me. It turns out that's the case, it's so... stupid Girl, you blame me for having other people around me, but you never asked me if those women are the ones I want. After you left, all the women in the world are not the same to me, and What's the difference? No, it's not just that, without you, I feel so boring even living.

I wanted to go with you, but... I didn't have the courage to die, so I had to live like this.My mother told me to get married so I could forget about you, so I let them arrange it.My father wanted me to read good books and pass the exams, so I took classes with Mr. Li.My relatives and friends asked me to take care of my body and seek medical advice everywhere to nourish me, but I never obeyed.That Xue Hong... He knew that he had good intentions and gave me a rare good medicine, but I just don't want to let my body get better, do you know this?
Now, I finally see you, I don't know if it's in a dream or what, I just beg Luoer, you don't leave me again, or it's good to take me away like this, promise me, okay? "

When Yunluo heard Jia Zhu's words, she was terrified, and hurriedly said: "Master, how can you think like this? If you are not here, what will our daughter do? And... and Mrs. Madam? Isn't it unfilial to you?" ?”

Jia Zhu shook her head: "I was always thinking about these things, so I delayed meeting you. I am not the only male in the family, and now that Baoyu has grown up, he is better than me in this subject. , I have nothing to worry about. As for Guan'er... Don't worry, Li Wan is a good person, she has always treated our daughter well, I think, even if I am gone, she will definitely treat our daughter well."

Yunluo's eyes were full of tears, and she cried out in pain: "I just wanted to see you, to ask if you still have me in your heart, and to go to hell with you after you die in the future, why did you ...Then, what about grandma? After you leave like this, don't you think about the relationship between husband and wife? I can see that although grandma is indifferent to you, she is affectionate to you. You can't... for me... ..."

Before Yunluo finished speaking, Jia Zhu's index finger pressed her thin lips: "There are some things that I only realized after you left. I, Jia Zhu, were lucky to be born in such a wealthy family. There are many women in my life. I thought I could enjoy the blessings of everyone, but without you, I realized that my heart is very small, and I can only pretend to be you, Luoer. Li Gongcai is an extremely smart woman, so she naturally knows that I only have respect for her and no love for husband and wife. She has a son like Lan Er and several concubine children, and she puts most of her thoughts on it on weekdays In terms of filial piety to parents, housekeeping and taking care of children, the distance between me and me is not only getting farther and farther, but she even talks less. Even if I am sick, she seldom comes over. My aunt takes care of me. Tell me, even if I really leave, will she still care? "

Yunluo frowned: "But...that being said, even though I am a ghost, I am not an enchanter after all. I have my own life, if I forcefully take you away, I am afraid that I will be wiped out. This...so It can't."

Yun Luo said "no" and pushed Jia Zhu hard. Jia Zhu was stunned and suddenly woke up.It was already daylight at that time, and there were minced meat and a broken inkstone cover scattered on the ground. Only then did he realize that everything just now was a dream. He only saw Yunluo in a dream in the examination room.

Jia Zhu smiled wryly, tears flowed quietly down his cheeks, but he quickly wiped them away.He looked up at the sun in the sky, the morning sun was shining on his face warmly, he stood up and packed his things, called the soldiers to hand in the papers, and when he walked to the entrance of the examination room, he heard Jia Lian call him: "Brother Zhu ,How are you?"

(End of this chapter)