Second Master Xue of the Red Chamber has space

Chapter 665
Love, there will never be only a sweet look, it has too many passers-by, deep love, erroneous, relatively silent... This is an emotion, but also a philosophy, and it does not Not everyone is born free and easy, knowing that the tighter you grasp, the more you will lose, but you can retain some beautiful truths when you let go.

In love, everyone is like a child who can't eat enough sugar, making troubles unreasonably and playing tricks just to get a little more sweetness.

As for Liu Xianglian, who was almost able to taste the bone-biting honey, after hearing Ye Siyang's words, she knew that she was completely hopeless. He was stunned for a few seconds, looked at Ye Siyang in disbelief, and vomited A line of complaint: "You...how can you bear to treat me like this? You clearly know...you clearly know that saying such words is like punishing me, but why are you so cruel?"

"Mr. Liu, I'm not..."

"That's enough! Don't call me Mr. Liu! Since you are determined to have such a relationship with me, what else can I say? Do you want me to pester you with shamelessness? But even if you follow you every step of the way, what's the use? You can never forget him in your heart, can you? If...if it's someone else, it's just him! I...Ziying and him have a great kindness to me, Liu Xianglian. If it weren't for the two of them, I'm afraid I would still That playboy, the mud that can't support the wall. I lost to him, but I can't even complain. Heh... how can I deal with myself?"

"you……"

Ye Siyang couldn't bear it, and wanted to say something more, but Liu Xianglian raised her hand to stop her: "Stop talking. He didn't soften his heart when he faced you, and he didn't change his mind. I know you won't either. That being the case, then we have nothing to talk about. If there is a destiny, see you in Jianghu. I, Liu Xianglian, have no other advantages, but I still have some self-knowledge. I'm sorry for bothering you for a long time..."

After this, Liu Xianglian left Ye Siyang. He didn't care at all where Ye Siyang went, or in other words, he forced himself not to care anymore.

After the two separated, Liu Xianglian wandered around aimlessly, and whenever he went, he would always go to those scenic spots and have a look at some special delicacies, but it's a pity that no matter how beautiful the scenery is, he can't win his eyes anymore No matter how delicious something is, it is tasteless to him.

After wandering like this for several months, one day he passed a monastery.Coincidentally, when Liu Xianglian passed by, the abbot of the monastery was returning to the mountain gate from outside, and met him face to face.The old abbot suddenly stood still, grabbed Liu Xianglian and recited a Buddhist name, saying that he had a deep connection with Buddha, and asked him if he would like to become a monk.

In fact, according to Liu Xianglian's current desperate mentality, it is the same whether he can become a monk or not. Maybe he will follow the old monk and get tonsure at some point.But at this moment, he seemed to suddenly feel blessed, thinking about everything at home, and why he had worked hard day and night to practice martial arts for so many years.

Suddenly Liu Xianglian felt that she had been such a jerk these days.It seems that his entire life revolves around Ye Siyang alone. His ambitions he has set since childhood have not yet been realized, and there are still a lot of things that should be done, but he lives in an illusory dream every day and refuses to do so. When I woke up, I wasted time and wasted the opportunity of scientific examination. I am still wandering around in this world, completely forgetting the mission I should shoulder.

And the old monk who stopped to talk to him suddenly laughed, the voice sounded far and near: "Hahahaha, the haze is gone, you should go out to your place."

After saying this, the old monk raised his hand and waved it in front of Liu Xianglian's eyes. Liu Xianglian was stupefied, and suddenly felt that the old monk was walking very fast. In the blink of an eye, he entered the temple, and the mountain gate responded. When Liu Xianglian came to her senses, the place he was standing facing the northwest, at that moment Liu Xianglian understood - I am such an idiot, Xue Hong and the others have all fought and made meritorious deeds on the battlefield, what am I doing now?
It would be easy if there was a goal for the march. After that, Liu Xianglian took out all the silver taels she had on her body, bought horses, prepared dry food, and rode to the XZ battlefield alone.

Not to mention, Liu Xianglian went very smoothly along the way, and rarely slept in the wilderness. Most of the time, there was a temple or he had to enter the town before dark. At least he didn't suffer any crimes before entering Xining.The reason why it became what Xue Hong saw was because the climate in XZ was really bad.Xue Hong and the others were accompanied by a large army, even if it was a small army going to General Yanxin's account, there were plenty of resources along the way. After all, Liu Xianglian was only one person, and she seldom traveled far, so naturally she was not so well prepared. .But at any rate, he was lucky enough to catch up with Xue Hong and the others at the most embarrassing moment. Otherwise, Liu Xianglian might really be buried in the desert, and no one would know why this person disappeared by then.

After hearing what happened to Liu Xianglian, Xue Hong felt unspeakably awkward: "Erlang, I..."

Want to say sorry?But Xue Hong said that he is also very innocent, he can't control other people's feelings, just like he can't control the wind and clouds in the sky, so what if he has a portable space?He is a man, not a god.

Seeing Xue Hong's expression, Liu Xianglian knew what Xue Hong was thinking, and there were no outsiders here, so he said, "Second brother Hong, you don't have to be like this. Things in the world are like this, how can everything be as you wish? It’s all about life. Thinking of me, Liu Xianglian, who lost her relatives when she was young, and her family was in decline, she had to rely on her aunt to live. It was you and Brother Ziying who took care of me until now. This kindness has not yet been reciprocated, and the mission of Guangzong Yaozu has not yet been completed. , Liu Xianglian can't and doesn't dare to live in chaos. I made a mistake a while ago, but I don't regret it. Some things, if you don't experience it, you don't understand it. Once you understand it, those things are in the past, and it's not worth letting go In my heart. I am like this, so don't worry about it like this. Hey, compared to this, we have been talking for a long time, and my stomach is rumbling again, give me something to eat!"

After going around in a big circle, she asked Liu Xianglian to educate herself.Xue Hong laughed, and said in her heart that you should really be as free and easy as you said.

Liu Xianglian silently picked up the bowl of porridge, and when she lowered her head to drink the porridge, she just covered up the wry smile on her face.What if it doesn't?Life will continue to go on, and I will continue to walk on the path I should take. Is it because I am embarrassed to death that this is my only way out?It's better to keep everything in your heart, whether it's pain, sourness, sweetness or dreams, just leave it to yourself to savor it.

(End of this chapter)