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Chapter 495 No.18 Task: The Girl Who Loves Vanity ([-])

After Bai Xiaoxiao got 100 yuan, she went to buy a beautiful dress and didn't take it to heart at all.

Unexpectedly, within a few days, the school grassroots confessed to her.

The name of this school girl is Zhou Xiyuan. Zhou Xiyuan is handsome, not to mention that his family is rich. Many girls in the school like him, and Bai Xiaoxiao is no exception. It's just that she deeply knows that she is not worthy of Zhou Xiyuan, so she never She had hope for this secret love, so Zhou Xiyuan's sudden confession made her feel like she was hit by a pie, and she agreed to be with Zhou Xiyuan without much thought.

After Bai Xiaoxiao got together with Zhou Xiyuan, she didn't live the sweet life she imagined. On the contrary, because there were too many girls in the school who liked Zhou Xiyuan, she was embarrassed every day, including her "friends". The little girl couldn't match Zhou Xiyuan, and asked Zhou Xiyuan if he was blind, but every time Zhou Xiyuan laughed and didn't answer.

It was obvious that Zhou Xiyuan was out to avenge Yu Wei, but Bai Xiaoxiao didn't know this. She was so devoted to Zhou Xiyuan that she didn't care what others did to her. It doesn't matter if her friends bully her, as long as she can be with Zhou Xiyuan.

Zhou Xiyuan was like a ray of light, dispelling all the haze in her life and giving her hope for the future. She even began to think about studying hard and getting into a good university in the future, so that she could be worthy of Zhou Xiyuan. If she pays the tuition fee, then she will kneel down and beg them, even if they force her to die, her parents will always agree.

Bai Xiaoxiao thought a lot, everything was about Zhou Xiyuan, she could become better for Zhou Xiyuan, she only hoped that Zhou Xiyuan could go on forever.

Bai Xiaoxiao had too much hope, that's why when Zhou Xiyuan proposed to break up with her, she suffered so much, and ignored other people's beatings, and went to him again and again, hoping that Zhou Xiyuan could get back together with her. When he heard the conversation between Zhou Xiyuan and Yu Wei, he lost all hope and jumped from the teaching building.

At that time, Yu Wei and Zhou Xiyuan were in the classroom, and Yu Wei said, "Why do you bother to provoke Bai Xiaoxiao? Look at her, how she is being bullied now, and she still refuses to give up on you..."

Zhou Xiyuan said: "I will never let anyone who bullies you go."

"But she was just instructed."

"So what? I was instructed to show that she has a bad heart, and I am also doing harm to the people."

The conversation between Zhou Xiyuan and Yu Wei made Bai Xiaoxiao suddenly realize that she finally knew why Zhou Xiyuan, who had no relationship with her before, suddenly confessed to her, and finally knew that Zhou Xiyuan had never liked her.

This cognition made Bai Xiaoxiao, who had persisted for a long time, suddenly lose all hope. Thinking that she would go to him no matter how she was beaten for so long, and thinking that her parents asked her to go out to work after finishing high school, she jumped off the stairs. .

Bai Xiaoxiao committed suicide.

Bai Xiaoxiao, who committed suicide, wandered around the campus for a long time. She saw with her own eyes how sad her parents were when they heard the news of her death. With tears, I saw Zhou Xiyuan and Yu Wei's guilt, and saw many things that I hadn't seen before.

Bai Xiaoxiao was relieved.

She no longer complains about the unfairness of fate or her parents' favoritism. She no longer wants to live in a hazy life. She wants to go to college and say sorry to Yu Wei in person.

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This is a story about a cardamom girl who went through ups and downs and finally found her way back. Everyone has made mistakes, but paying for this mistake with life is too expensive.

After watching Bai Xiaoxiao's short life, Feng Buyu couldn't help but sigh slightly.

In fact, these people who appeared in Bai Xiaoxiao's life were not big treacherous people.

For example, Bai Xiaoxiao's parents made Bai Xiaoxiao drop out of school due to poverty. In addition to patriarchal factors, they also considered that Bai Xiaoxiao's grades were not good enough. If Bai Xiaoxiao insisted on studying, they probably would not refuse.

Like Yu Wei, she did nothing wrong, on the contrary, it was Bai Xiaoxiao who locked her in the toilet because she saw Qian Yankai, but she still felt guilty for Bai Xiaoxiao's death later.

Like Zhou Xiyuan, Zhou Xiyuan was indeed wrong, but he just wanted to vent his anger for Yu Wei. Although the method was a little tricky, he obviously did not expect this serious consequence before starting.

For example, Bai Xiaoxiao's homeroom teacher, no matter how much she hated iron but was disappointed in Bai Xiaoxiao in the past, she still couldn't help crying after Bai Xiaoxiao jumped off the building.

As for the students at school...

The evil in adolescence is the greatest evil, just like Bai Xiaoxiao, who can lock her classmates into the toilet for 100 yuan, she is not much better.

But as long as it does not cause too much harm to the parties and does not leave a psychological shadow in the hearts of the parties, then these mistakes will gradually be submerged in the long river of memory as time goes by.

Everyone has bad times, but as long as they don't murder, set fire, rape and plunder, as long as they can realize their mistakes, as long as they can correct them, this mistake is worthy of forgiveness.

Bai Xiaoxiao only has two wishes.

One is to study hard and stop being entangled with Zhou Xiyuan.

The second is to say sorry to Yu Wei personally.

The time when Feng Buyu came now was when Zhou Xiyuan and Bai Xiaoxiao broke up, and Bai Xiaoxiao was bullied by other girls in the school because of his pursuit of Zhou Xiyuan.

At this moment, Bai Xiaoxiao had already been beaten up. Feng Buyu climbed up the tree to receive the whole story, enduring the pain. After receiving the story and Bai Xiaoxiao's wish, Feng Buyu took a copy Throw a Yangyuan Pill into his mouth.

Bai Xiaoxiao is a good girl.

Even though she loves vanity and likes to take advantage of small things, but she has paid her own labor, and her love of vanity has not caused any harm to anyone except Yu Wei. The most important thing is that there is no revenge in her wish.

Although she was once subjected to school violence.

But in her opinion, she didn't commit suicide because of campus violence. What campus violence gave her was physical pain, which was far less than spiritual exhaustion. After she died, she figured it out. She likes the hope that Zhou Xiyuan brought her, that's why she suffered so much when she learned that Zhou Xiyuan didn't like her.

Feng Buyu saw the epitome of many girls at the bottom of society from Bai Xiaoxiao, she felt sorry for her, so she decided to help her counterattack.

After making up his mind, Feng Buyu jumped down from the tree, then limped towards the school gate.

Now Bai Xiaoxiao is just in her third year of high school, but she has to go to class every Saturday, has a day off on Sunday, and has class again on Monday, but Bai Xiaoxiao is a boarding student, so she has to come back in the afternoon on weekends.

In this way, the time is too short, so Feng Buyu decided not to stay in school.

She left the school, covered her injured face with her school uniform, and walked alone against the setting sun.

　I have always felt that everyone can be unkind sometimes, but as long as they do not make principled mistakes, they can be forgiven.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)