Fast time travel: the heartthrob villain wants to die

Chapter 230
He doesn't think there's anything wrong with the path he's on, and that hasn't changed in the slightest since they got to know each other.

Su Wangshu was enlightened when he was young, learning how to stand upright, and wanted to break out of the world with a man's body.

No one could have foreseen that the fulfillment he found would be filled inch by inch by Lin Siyan.

In addition to the human accidents she taught him with her words and deeds, she also used her existence to teach him what "missing" is, so he has the most daunting treasure.

He'd better end it early, or make a quick dive.

Lin Siyan vaguely noticed that Su Wangshu's mood had changed, but since he was injured, he didn't continue to ask questions, but turned around and found a spare coat to put on for him.

The slender fingertips touched Su Wangshu's shoulders to tuck the corners of his clothes tightly so that he would not be disturbed by the cold.

Will the hands that are so warm now be out of reach in the future?Su Wangshu felt a little uncomfortable all of a sudden, these are all the effects of love Gu...

The day the truth is revealed will eventually change both of them.At that time, if she... Forget it, he shouldn't be able to answer these questions. He only hopes that the day when the answers are revealed can be farther away from the present, and farther away.

The embarrassment multiplied in the silence, and the gradual pain and complicated emotions became a rope, dragging Su Wangshu into a dreamless sleep.

On the second day, the Tianji Army's preparation squad returned to the court, and Su Wangshu got up very early.Just as he was about to pull away to pack his bags, his shoulders suddenly sank, and then a light breath hit the side of his neck.

He subconsciously stretched out his hand to help him, and only then did he catch Lin Siyan who was pouring over him.

Finally fell asleep, but the corner of Su Wangshu's mouth curled up in an imperceptible arc.The candles finally burned out, the darkness spread unreservedly, and the night was about to end again.

In a small corner where no one could see, before the first ray of dawn arrived, Su Wang stretched out his arms and hugged the sleeping person in front of him tightly.

As if they were meant to be, as if they were just the most ordinary young couple in the world and nothing could separate them.

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Lin Siyan fell asleep, but when she opened her eyes again, she was shocked by the scene around her.

In April in the world, the peach blossoms are scorching and enchanting.

The graceful willow branches drooping on the bank gently blow across the river

Disturbed a pool of spring water.

Lin Siyan squatted down, looking at the reflection in the water
The woman in the reflection is wearing a long dark blue dress, slightly curly waist-length hair, and her unparalleled face looks even more radiant and moving against the warm spring sun.

Lin Siyan was slightly startled, and stretched out his hand to disturb the reflection in the water swaying in the wind.I didn't expect that after 30 years, when I came back, my clothes and appearance were the same as when I left

She seemed to be able to see a blindingly bright white light flashing past when she was desperate that year, and all the strength in her body was pulled away.When he woke up again, he had already entered the fast travel world.

However, time flies like a white horse, and it has been more than [-] years since this farewell.

Lin Siyan stood up and looked around, relying on fragments of memory to recognize that this is the outskirts of his old house.

Flowing red leaves, peach blossoms with human faces.
There are too many good memories and times between you and him engraved here.

He is a brother, a best friend, a confidant.

After 30 years of absence, I don’t know how he is doing well
Will he be saddened by his departure?
Or have you already found a good match and a beautiful woman in your arms?
A dull pain surged, Lin Siyan wanted to rush to the old house as soon as possible, but his footsteps began to hesitate.

Thinking about it, the mood here is probably the "closer to the hometown is more timid" mentioned in the poem.

Lin Siyan sighed softly, and walked forward, walking through the familiar peach forest.

The peach trees, which were low and thin in the past, are now lush and luxuriant.

When the breeze blows, the sky and the earth are like a wave of pink rolling waves, and then a rain of petals lingering in fragrance.

Lin Siyan couldn't help but walked into this rain curtain, walked a few steps, but saw a lonely figure standing in the depths of the peach blossom.

The figure that has been lingering in his mind for 30 years suddenly burst into his eyes, gripping Lin Siyan's heart tightly.

The back was clearly tall and straight, but it carried an unconcealable desolation.

Lin Siyan only wanted to get closer, and even closer...

The person in front of him seemed to hear the sound, and slowly turned his head, and the petals on his shoulders fluttered and fell.

His gaze swept over Lin Siyan and he was slightly stunned, but after a while, he pulled out a bleak smile, turned around and didn't look at you anymore.

"What's wrong with me, I'm dreaming again in the daytime..."

He seems to be talking to Lin Siyan, but also seems to be muttering to himself

There was a self-deprecating chuckle in the voice, but it was very sad and bitter, which made Lin Siyan speechless for a while.

Trying to suppress the pain in her heart, Lin Siyan walked towards him slowly, hugging him from behind.

Lin Siyan's movements are so light, as if this is really just a dream, and it will shatter and dissipate with just a little force.

Reaching out to embrace him, just like when she was a child, Lin Siyan gently pressed her cheek against his back,

"Brother, I'm back"

The figure in front of him immediately froze, his muscles tensed, and then he trembled slightly
He turned around in Lin Siyan's embrace, stared blankly at the girl in front of him, opened and closed his thin lips, but his voice was fragmented,
"You... aren't you dreaming? Are you really... back?"

His eyebrows and eyes are as handsome and straight as before, but there are a few traces of time sculpted for nothing.

As if being run over by a blunt knife in her heart, Lin Siyan took his slender hand and gently pressed it against her cheek,
"It's me, brother, not a dream..."

The cold fingers with thin calluses gently slid across the warm and delicate skin, like a piece of jade sliding through the soft brocade.

The touch under his finger was so real, he was like waking up from a dream, and his originally dull eyes gradually gathered a raging fire.

The fire was full of ecstasy, fury, and all kinds of unspeakable sorrow.

His palm slid down from your face, and he tightly held Lin Siyan's somewhat thin shoulder, the movement was so forceful that even his fingertips turned white.

Before Lin Siyan could make a sound, he pressed heavily on the trunk of the peach tree behind him.

The branch swayed and trembled slightly, and in an instant, the fallen flowers fluttered to attract the eyes.Among the chaotic red flowers, Lin Siyan saw his white shirt's chest heaving and rising, and his eyes were blood red.

"30 years... why did you leave! Why did it take you so long to come back..."

His voice was hoarse and broken, and there was a hint of grievance in his questioning.

It is rare for Lin Siyan to see him so emotionally out of control, and he was slightly stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer

In my memory, he always had an elegant and calm demeanor, his sword eyebrows were slightly raised when he spoke, and there was a half-truth and half-fake smile on his lips, so why was he so calm like now
Lin Siyan's trance fell into the man's eyes, but it aroused his anger even more. With a cold snort, he lowered his head and grabbed her white and soft cheeks fiercely.

(End of this chapter)