Empress Doomsday, please put on your vest

Chapter 260 Is It Disgusting
"I'm sorry... Mom..."

With tears in her eyes, Jia Sihui tightly grasped the warmth in her hands, as if grasping her mother's hand, "I'm sorry... I was wrong..."

"Mother……"

"I did not do it on purpose……"

"It was my mother who gave up on me first..."

"I was really going to collapse..."

"Sorry……"

"Mother……"

"I shouldn't...kill you..."

The secret hidden deep in his heart was exposed in front of Chi Qian in this way, and when the person whose wrist was tightly pinched by Jia Sihui heard the secret, he just raised his eyebrows and said to the system: "Ah Tong, I didn't expect the Blue Star to Is there someone as cruel as me?"

"The master just threw them to the garbage star to fend for themselves, and didn't kill them himself."

As a qualified system, it will not put the charge of kinsicide on the head of the master.

"It's almost killed. They are so useless, how could they survive."

To her, those few people were just greedy passers-by who existed in her memory.

The system was silent for a while, and then continued to make excuses for its owner, "The meaning is different. The owner's parents did not take care of the owner, while Jia Sihui's parents have been with her for many years."

"That's true."

The person who was a little indifferent to family affection put the small flashlight aside, and touched Jia Sihui's forehead wet with cold sweat with his free hand, but he didn't know that the moment he touched it, he met her fiercely opened eyes of prey.

Both of them were silent, and in the end Jia Sihui let go of her hand, moved her dry lips, and said with a wry smile, "You... heard everything?"

When she was talking in her sleep, she was also half-awake tormented by nightmares. When Chi Qian stroked her forehead, she woke up smoothly, and her eyelids were less heavy.

"Ah."

Jia Sihui suddenly felt disgusted, especially dirty, and a disgusted expression appeared on her face, "I'm disgusting, right? I'm a pervert, I killed my mother, and pretended nothing happened It's disgusting the way it's been!"

"You're just trying to survive."

Chi Qian's plain words made Jia Sihui burst into tears, as if someone had lifted the hard shell and was already defeated, "My father went out to find supplies and didn't come back for several days, and then... Mom As if she knew something, she just lay on the bed all the time, no matter what I said, she didn’t respond to me, when there was still something at home, I obediently cooked food, and she wouldn’t drink the water, and she wouldn’t eat the cooking, just like that Lying in bed……"

"I was really scared at that time. I lost my father, and even my mother didn't want me anymore."

"I called Song Yuxin, I wanted a little comfort, but she is so selfish, how could she be so selfish..."

"I just... want her friend to care about me... Even saying don't worry, everything will be fine, that's enough..."

Jia Sihui curled up and covered her face guiltily, "I think my mother wanted to die, and I wanted to die with her, so I covered her with a pillow, but when it was my turn, I was scared..."

"I really...disgusted myself...sorry..."

"Did I disgust you too?"

She looked at Chi Qian with teary eyes, as if she was looking for something in her, but also as if she was about to give up something.

　Sometimes I wonder if there is a cutie from the perspective of this character, and use the perspective of the role to understand this character. God's perspective may think that Jia Sihui is disgusting, but from her perspective, I feel that she is a bit pitiful.Seeing the state of your loved ones in front of you, coupled with external factors, is actually very easy to make people collapse, right?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)