seek immortality

Chapter 874
This is the heart demon dream.

As long as he dared to hint to himself, anything could happen.

Even though Shang Renzhen was dying not long ago, he now showed a happy look again.

He "forgot" everything.

Those memories were torn to pieces by himself, buried, pretending that they didn't exist.

But if a memory is so easily erased, how can he teach him to remember it so deeply for so many years.

Another voice in Shang Renzhen's head howled for a long time, and finally gave up.

Standing at the entrance of the courtyard, Shang Renjiang watched Shang Renzhen finish dancing his sword, and smiled with satisfaction: "You should find a better master."

This time, she said this sentence when they met.

Shang Renzhen's expression was dull for a moment, then he smiled slightly, pretending that he didn't hear it.

Shang Renjiang walked over, full of "maliciousness".

"The wedding date has been fixed, he will live here for a month, until I get married, he will personally pick me up to his house."

"What wedding date?" Shang Renzhen's heart skipped a beat, and some memory fragments that had been forcibly dusted in his heart came out again, flying around arrogantly in his mind, carrying countless dust, making him He can't wait to crush it, hydrate it, and destroy it just like some paper.How come these memories are not fake?Why are they still there?Shouldn't it disappear along with his hint?
Shang Renjiang muttered to herself, but Shang Renzhen didn't speak, which didn't stop her from speaking.

She counted slowly with her fingers: "I saw him. He looks like a young knight. I heard that he is indeed a knight. Many girls like him, but he said that he only cares about me, ah Zhen, he said that he fell in love with me as soon as he saw me. There is a person who likes me at first sight. I think, if we are together in the future, we will be very happy, right? He said he not only likes me, he wants to Marry me, he told me these words, Ah Zhen, I like him too, no one has ever said such sincere words to me."

"Ah Zhen, he can also dance swords. If he can, I really hope he can be your master. However, he can't stay outside all the time, he has to go home, but he said he would take me back, can you You know, his swordsmanship is exquisite? I saw him, he is really powerful, he saw my eyes, concentrated, never even turned away, I believed what he said, maybe he really met me for the first time When it came to me, he fell in love with me."

"Perhaps what you said is right. I shouldn't underestimate myself. How can anyone hate me? Well, I can't say it so arbitrarily, but since some hate me, there must be someone who likes me? I really don't like I used to think it was so bad, Ah Zhen, Ah Zhen, do you want to go with me? If I introduce you, maybe I can let him take you as an apprentice. I hope you can make progress in the way of swordsmanship, You deserve it."

"A Zhen..."

"he……"

"and also……"

Shang Renzhen's expression changed from indifferent to full of smiles, as if that was his original intention, as if he really was smiling so happily.In Shang Renzhen's mind, another voice said contemptuously: "Facing an illusion, you dare not hurt? Your heart is too soft, you are too weak! No wonder she wants to leave you, you really are not worthy of her, A swordsman naturally likes sharp, sharp swords, sharp people! You are so weak, it really makes people look annoyed!"

Shang Renzhen smiled, he smiled, but he could neither hear what the voice in his head said nor what Shang Renjiang said.

His eyes were determined, as if he had made up his mind.

When Shang Renjiang finally finished speaking, he asked, "That man, what's his name?"

"His name is Zhang Zeng!" Shang Renjiang said those two words, his eyes seemed to glow.

Shang Renzhen laughed again, desperate and lost.

Zhang Zeng.

Zhang Zeng.

He really couldn't avoid it.

She couldn't avoid it either.

The man who made Shang Renjiang marry far away and indulged his concubine to kill Shang Renjiang was none other than Zhang Zeng.In the heart demon dreamland, this is the link that must not be bypassed.Shang Renzhen only met Zhang Zeng once. When Zhang Zeng and his concubine were kidnapped back to the Shang clan, they were hung together in the ancestral land of the Shang clan.At the end of the hanging, the bones were exposed, the flesh was rotten, and they were all still alive.The best thing Shang Renzhen did was to learn not to kill people. He cut off 390 pieces of flesh as thin as cicada's wings from these two people.

Shang Renzhen suddenly reached out and hugged Shang Renjiang's shoulders.

He said: "Sister Ajiang, you want to marry far away, so take me with you, I want to learn how to sword."

Shangren Jiang couldn't help being overjoyed: "Okay!"

Shang Renzhen tilted his head slightly, he was only in a dream, dared to hug Shang Renjiang, dared to hug her shoulders, dared to get close to her face, dared to kiss her cheek.He just didn't dare to marry her, he just didn't dare to express his heart, even if it was an illusion he conjured up, he didn't dare to hurt her, her people, her heart, or let her be with her... Together, he faced the self-blame and fear after having a wicked heart.

'I lived in confusion for so many years, and in the end I even lost myself.My life is as cold and cold as eternal night, and the only light I have is you.When I lose you, I don’t even have the only light in my life.My life is so dark, why didn't I stay with you earlier?I can't give you the same brightness, but I can be the wind that accompanies your flight.If you never come back, why don't you take me with you? '

Ten days later, the Shang clan prepared Shang Renjiang's dowry, Zhang Zeng drove the horse, and Shang Renzhen sat outside the carriage, driving the carriage for Shang Renjiang.He persuaded the patriarch and elders to marry Shang Renjiang far away. ——She is going to such a far place, she can't live without her relatives, right?Even in his own dreams, Shang Renzhen had to work hard to convince the illusions one by one.

Every time he persuaded a person, another voice in his mind would sneer: "Fool! You can't even pass this level!"

"Trash!" "Coward!" "It's ridiculous!"

Shang Renzhen had no expression on his face, and only smiled when he turned his head to talk to Shang Renjiang occasionally.

The chariots and horses married far away arrived at Zhang Zeng's mansion.

His beauties flocked out to greet him.

This was something Shang Renjiang didn't expect, her pretty face was pale, which made Shang Renzhen's heart ache.

Decades ago, Shang Renjiang came to Zhang's house alone. Seeing such a scene, how did she face it?She had to go through all that alone, and in the end, even if she wanted to go through it, she couldn't live it!
In the illusion, Shang Renzhen was with her.

The concubine who deepened her love stood quietly among a group of people, like a person with no sense of existence.

Zhang Zeng used the Yingying Yanyan in his room to protect her from being a target; Zhang Zeng used a wife from a big clan to improve his status in the Zhang family, so that she would no longer be criticized by her elders.

Shang Renjiang left the Shang clan and married here, but only saw Zhang Zeng taking good care of another woman.

Those things he said before were just lies, lies he told in exchange for the woman he really wanted to love to enjoy better things.

Shang Renzhen didn't dare to think about it, when Shang Renjiang learned about all this decades ago, what was he thinking!
Shang Renjiang was sad, but she finally had Shang Renzhen beside her to relieve her worries.

When she complains, he can listen; when she dances a sword, he learns it seriously.

It was as if they had just changed places, and their identities had never changed. They still lived a good time that they could have spent in the Shang clan.Naturally, some people want to make things difficult for Shang Renjiang, but now, there is already a Shang Renzhen by her side!No one can bully her to be alone, no one can bully her to be alone, no one can hurt her heart, her life.

……

Everything is the same as it was decades ago. The only change is that there is another Shang Renzhen beside Shang Renjiang.

Shang Renzhen has plenty of ways to make Zhang Zeng and his lover live all kinds of sad and painful days.

Shang Renjiang will soften his heart, but he will not.

He and Shang Renjiang are slowly getting old, and in this world, time finally begins to turn again.Of course he remembered what he was like in middle age, and he had grown old too.He began to slowly think about what Shang Renjiang would look like if he got old, maybe his temples would be gray, maybe there would be faint lines at the corners of his eyes, maybe there would be more and more lines symbolizing annual rings, he tried hard to recall See what a woman will look like when she gets old, and then slowly try to stick it on her face.

When Shang Renzhen got old and Shang Renjiang got old, they gradually stopped moving, and they did less and less things together.

Because the sword dance can't move anymore.

This is not the Shang clan, and no one can take care of them anymore. They live in the most remote yard of the Zhang family, and only meet and talk every day. Two swords are thrown aside, slowly rusting, weathering, and disappearing.The peach blossoms bloom and fade, and the four seasons gradually gain warmth.The spring is getting hotter and colder, the summer is as passionate as fire, the autumn is slowly becoming bleak, and the winter is cold and windy.Their annual rings slowly change with spring, summer, autumn and winter, spring, summer, autumn and winter, spring, summer, autumn and winter.

They started talking just sitting on the stone bench.

Talking about some old-fashioned things, I may have said it many times, but Shang Renzhen's memory is not good.If he couldn't think of a new topic, he would forcefully forget it and start talking again.He felt that his real age was really getting old, yes, he should have been like this if there was no infinite jade.Shang Renjiang never grew old, it would be great if they could grow old together.With such thoughts in mind, Shang Renzhen looked at Shang Renjiang, with more and more tears welling up in his eyes.

I love to cry when I am old.

His hands were on the stone table, and so was Shang Renjiang.

Her hand was no longer delicate and tender, but he still couldn't help holding her hand.

He quietly walked to Shang Renjiang's side, and at the moment when the bleak fallen leaves fell to the ground, he quietly kissed her on the cheek.

'I regret. '

'If I had known that there would be no more you in my life, I should have been reborn with you. '

'Sister Ajaan, come back, claim my life, and take me with you. '

When the wind blows, Shang Ren shakes and turns into bones, and the bones turn into ashes.

Dreams are broken.

(End of this chapter)