The emperor of the doomsday owl's wife is less square

Chapter 45 Never need anything to wrong yourself
Di Feiqing blamed himself.

The current Zhu Yan is only 16 years old, she is still a child, but she is enduring everything that she shouldn't have to bear, why doesn't Di Feiqing feel distressed?

It is also for this reason that Di Feiqing gave all his tenderness, all his patience, and all his pampering to Zhu Yan.

Hope she goes back to her old life.

The mood and life that a 16-year-old girl should have.

"Boss, are you guilty?"

Lei Ji looked at Di Feiqing, but Di Feiqing remained silent, but let people know that he was just guilty.

He should have been able to protect the child well.

Anyang looked over and frowned slightly, Di Feiqing looks like this now.
"You don't need to feel guilty. Now Yan'er is living a good life and is very happy. That's all right. Living according to Yan'er's own mind is what Yan'er wants. You are like this, but for her, it is a good thing." restrict."

Anyang said suddenly.

Di Feiqing was shocked, he was very concerned about Anyang's words.

She should? Don't like being restricted to live?
Zhu Yan and Lu Tianming walked to the first floor, Zhu Yan was sitting on the bar by the window, looking out boredly, as if the zombies walking outside were completely like zoo animals to her.

She is so beautiful.

The long black hair hangs down, and the delicate facial features are soft and beautiful, which makes people unable to take their eyes off.

"Yan'er."

Seeing such a beautiful beauty, Lu Tianming was a little excited, a little happy, wishing he could immediately step forward and hug her in his arms.

"I said, Mr. Lu, I don't know you very well!"

Zhu Yan's indifference made Lu Tianming's heart ache.

"You don't remember me?"

Lu Tianming's eyes were full of sadness, looking at the girl in front of him, his heart ached and he couldn't breathe, his face became paler and paler.

really
Zhu Yan thought about it, and then looked at Lu Tianming.

"Mr. Lu, as far as I know, Mr. Lu was just an employee of a company before the end of the world. Although I, Zhu Yan, was not liked by my father, I went to an aristocratic school since I was a child, and I was protected by bodyguards. It is impossible for you to know me. , or rather, you simply don’t have the ability to get close to me!”

Nice little milk voice, but no emotion at all, Lu Tianming tightly pursed his lips.

"I"

Seeing that Zhu Yan was completely unfamiliar with him, Lu Tianming suddenly didn't know what to say.

Zhu Yan was very indifferent, without any other emotions, which made Lu Tianming even more confused about what to say.

Zhu Yan smiled.

The exquisite face is full of flowers when it smiles, and it is so beautiful that it makes people's hearts beat.

"So Mr. Lu, what do you want to talk to me about?"

Lu Tianming opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word. How could he tell the child in front of him that he knew her in her previous life?
They were lovers in previous lives?
Lu Tianming clenched his fists tightly.

Stopped Zhu Yan's indifferent and alienated address, and looked at her smiling softly, but there was no smile in her eyes
"Zhu Yan, can I pursue you?"

Lu Tianming was instantly relieved.

That's right, Yan'er doesn't have the memory of her previous life, it doesn't matter, he can cultivate it slowly, and slowly make her fall in love with him.

Thinking so, he looked gentle.

Zhu Yan looked at Lu Tianming in front of her, and it took her a long time to regain her senses. This kind of tenderness was what she had expected, but
That was once.

When she came back to him and saw him being gentle to others.
When she watched him treat another woman meticulously.
When he obviously doesn't like me, but maintains an ambiguous attitude.
When he used her openly because of his strength.
When he gave another woman tenderness time and time again, and let himself be wronged.
Being him (her) too much has already obliterated all the tenderness given to her by the man in the first life.

Is there love between her and Lu Tianming?
Maybe.

But that kind of love cannot withstand a little wind and waves. Just a little bit of wind and waves will blow the seemingly beautiful love into pieces.

After returning from rebirth, Zhu Yan thought about many things.

Among them is Lu Tianming.

She found that she was a little stupid in her second life and did not see through Lu Tianming's original temperament. She had been living in the shadow of the person who treated her meticulously in her first life, and felt that Lu Tianming should be that kind of person.

But in the second life, Lu Tianming's temperament became more lively.

Because they all came into contact with people in the second life
After getting in touch with people, many of Lu Tianming's personalities were exposed. He had completely different personalities from the first life when there were only two people.

And that character!

It is precisely the character that is completely opposite to the man in Zhu Yan's mind, so when Zhu Yan died, she would say
you are not him
In this case!

Seeing Lu Tianming again, Zhu Yan actually calmed down a lot. Although she still had ups and downs, Zhu Yan actually understood a little bit.

The so-called "like attracts like and divides people into groups", what kind of people are Lu Tianming's friends like?
Can Lu Tianming's own personality really be separated from that group of people?
"Mr. Lu, although it's the end of the world and a lot of human nature has been lost, but Mr. Lu, I'm only 16 years old. Don't you think it's abnormal for a man so much older than me to pursue me?"

Zhu Yan looked at Lu Tianming with a smile.

In fact, Lu Tianming's temperament is extremely selfish, selfish and stubborn. For example, now, when he thinks of his past and present lives, he regards Zhu Yan as his own.

But Zhu Yan was never anyone's property.

Lu Tianming's expression changed.

"Yan'er."

Zhu Yan stood up, and felt that it was a mistake for her to agree to talk to Lu Tianming. Although she didn't say that Lu Tianming was wrong, after all, he could really risk his life for his lover.

However, some of his lack of humanity are indeed completely unacceptable to Zhu Yan.

So be it
In fact, many of their concepts are contradictory. She can't forget that she died in his hands, nor can she forget the despair that Lu Tianming brought to her after resurrecting her life.
enough
She, Zhu Yan, never needs to wrong herself for anyone or anything.

There's no need to let her stay with him just because that person reminds her of the past, wrong herself, and live under his control!
Seeing Zhu Yan going up the stairs without stopping, clenching her fists tightly, watching Zhu Yan's figure disappear.

"Yan'er, you are mine, you are mine"

His eyes were full of madness.

As Zhu Yan expected, Lu Tianming had some lack of humanity, even when Lu Tianming remembered the past, it did not change.

Possessive!
Want to control!
He feels that the person or thing is his, so he must control it in the palm of his hand, but if he feels that the thing or person is not his, Lu Tianming will become extremely terrified.
(End of this chapter)