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Chapter 180 Never Entering the Palace Gate in This Life (33)
Pei Xiao is Pei Xiao, and the things she decides will not change, so when she saw Ren Jingyuan's side, she told him: "I will not enter the palace."

"Pei Xiao, don't you want to listen to me?" Ren Jingyuan... Lu Yin spoke extremely fast, as if he was afraid that Pei Xiao would not let her say it, "I don't have a wife and concubine. No one else, no heirs other than yours."

Such a promise is not trivial to Lu Yin, who has just ascended the throne and needs the stability of his descendants.

As for Pei Xiao's family, just now they were blown away by the cards thrown by those who had been pushed to the extreme by him before, and they had no relationship with her anymore.

"Thank you, but in the end it was I who failed your wrong love." Pei Xiao was also shocked, but it was only a moment, and it could not shake the memory in her heart.

"Are you really not interested in me at all?" Ren Jingyuan's expression was hurt, just like this autumn day, when the wind is cold and the flowers are dying.

"I like you, but I don't love you that much. The thought of spending my whole life with you can't compare to my pursuit of medical skills, my yearning for the vastness of the world, the four seasons of mountains and rivers, and my love for that palace city of disgust."

Pei Xiao raised her hand to stop the ridiculous promise he made. She spoke very slowly, as if every word had to be carefully thought out, but she still said it in a messy way. She slowly organized her inner thoughts with words.

Her heart is firm, but also chaotic.

"I can do more, treat more people, treat more diseases and save more lives, instead of just becoming a nameless and faceless queen in the history books, I think, and I believe I can achieve my goals. The ideal of a woman. A woman’s life is not just about getting married and having children, and placing the honor on our fathers, ancestors, husbands and sons, we ourselves can realize the value we should have.”

"I respect your ideals and beliefs, but Pei Xiao, where do you put me?" Lu Yin knew that he was as important as a country, but not as important as her dreams.

"I'm sorry, you..." Pei Xiao shook her head, she knew that saying these words would not help the matter at this time, so she changed her words.

"You don't have to be obsessed with me. You can marry wives and concubines, get married and have children. This is your responsibility in this position. For the stability of the country, the long-term peace and stability, and the balance of the harem is also the price you have to pay. Just forgive me, I don’t want to accompany you to perish in that palace city.”

"You are the country, and I am the ideal. We are on different sides, and each has his or her own destiny. That's good."

Now that the words have come to this point, Lu Yin can no longer let himself be entangled.Even if he can use power to tie her by his side, she won't be happy.

And he couldn't bear her to be unhappy.

As a result, even the words he spoke seemed humble and weak: "Will you come to the capital again?"

"I think we won't meet again. Women's jealousy is unreasonable. Since there is no such possibility, don't provoke them." If Pei Xiao wanted to break up, he would break it cleanly, without leaving the beginning and the end.

"Pei Xiao..." Ren Jingyuan subconsciously stepped forward and pinched her wrist, wanting to get closer to her and feel her temperature and presence.

The hot and dry palms and the rapid breathing all had a special smell, and Pei Xiao could understand his impulse.

"You want me?" Actually Pei Xiao doesn't mind, she has no love for this matter, it's just a routine, if she was able to please the old emperor for revenge in the previous life, it's okay to allow him to indulge once in this life.

Anyway, she didn't want to marry, and she didn't have a future husband to take responsibility for.

But Ren Jingyuan still let go of his hand, creating a safe distance between the man and the woman.

"You're right, since you haven't started before, don't add another start."

This time it brought her danger.

He couldn't even bear to make her unhappy, so how could he involve her future in unknown risks for his own indulgence?
"I wish I wasn't Lu Yin, and you weren't Pei Xiao. I didn't have such a life experience that if you are invincible, you have to climb up every step of the way. You and I are just Ren Jingyuan and Lin Qiao. We are the first general of the border city and You Fang. The little genius doctor here, I am sick, Injured, you will come to treat my injury and prescribe medicine. You said, in that way, can we still have a possibility to start?"

"Your Majesty..." Pei Xiao suddenly realized that Lu Yin's affection was much deeper than she had imagined.

So deep that even just the sound made her feel guilty.

"Call me Jingyuan." Lu Yin heard too many people calling him respectful, but no one could call him the name he had used for more than 20 years like before.

Pei Xiao opened her lips and followed the good advice: "Respecting each other from a distance is worse than forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes. In this world, in addition to the heights of temples, there are rivers and lakes far away."

Ren Jingyuan is also trying his best to make this conversation out of ambiguity so as not to make her feel uncomfortable, it is as light as complaints between ordinary friends: "I know, I know.

In the imperial city, the country is just a thin piece of information.The mountains, rivers, scenery and scenery of the four seasons are just ink stains written by officials.I sit in the world, but I also sit in the city of sorrow. It is difficult for me to leave the capital in this life. No matter how beautiful the mountains and rivers are, I can't see them.

But only when temples are stable can mountains and rivers be stable and rivers and lakes can be peaceful. "Only can you be allowed to travel in all directions in peace and stability.

Lu Yin let go of his hand, and retreated step by step, step by step, watching her getting farther and smaller in his eyes, but he couldn't bear to turn his eyes away.

He wants to take a second look, look twice, and remember it firmly.

If you miss this glance, you will never see it again in this life.

Lin Qiao, what I respect is not the distance, but you, you who are far away in the rivers and lakes.

"Respect!" Pei Xiao looked at him who was getting farther and farther away, her eyes shivered. She had suppressed her emotions for a lifetime in her previous life. She thought she was used to it and would never make waves again, but at this moment, her impulsiveness overwhelmed her. Her proud sense made her rush forward almost desperately.

The surprise in Ren Jingyuan's eyes almost burst into light, but the light suddenly subsided when she stopped.

Pei Xiao stood in front of him, with tears in her eyes and a smile on her lips: "I'll go and see."

As soon as the words started, the following words seemed not so difficult to say: "Four seasons, landscapes, heaven and earth, folk customs of ten directions, I will go and see for you."

"Okay, remember to write to me." Lu Yin's eyes were deep and deep, and his lips smiled lightly, "There are so many patients in the world, and they can't be exhausted. You... cherish yourself."

"I know."

Pei Xiao rang out the news that came out from Sui Pian's occasional fragments of words, those messy silences, a thought that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time emerged and grew, and she couldn't help but blurt it out.

"I can't let everyone get the best medical skills and treatment, but you can, you can let this country get the best level of medical public services under the same conditions... Seeing a doctor, epidemic prevention, military medical care, etc. , you can do all of this!"

"Okay, I will work hard to be a good emperor and make these things come true." Lu Yin found that when talking about his ideals, the usually calm Pei Xiao would panic, stutter, and be incoherent. This was something he could not let go. her reaction.

In her heart, medical skills are more important than him, and it has never changed.

(End of this chapter)