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Chapter 110 The Truth
"Fu Cheng, you will tell me, right? You won't hide from me, will you?"

Although Qi Yanran was unable to think because her father's words just exploded in her mind at the moment, and her ears were still buzzing, there was still a word in her heart that could not be ignored - child.

what childwhose child?Where is the child now?All kinds of questions circulated in her mind, she thought, except for her, everyone else should know about it, but they chose to avoid talking about it tacitly.

If it weren't for her father's emotional reasons today, she would still not know about this child.

But facing Qi Yanran's question, Fu Cheng...he fell silent.

From an emotional point of view, if possible, he hoped that Qi Yanran would never know the fact that it once existed, but from a personal point of view, Qi Yanran did have the right to know what happened to her back then.

However, what Qi Yanran suffered back then...was a hurdle she couldn't get over. She would selectively forget these related memories, which meant that these memories were destructive to her. Forgetting is a protection. Choice of mechanism.

"Yan Ran, actually..."

"You just need to tell me, will you tell me or not?"

This time, Qi Yanran didn't give Fu Cheng any chance to ambiguously speak, she was determined to know everything about the child after eating the weight.

"Uncle, can I have a chat with Yanran alone?"

Fu Cheng thought that if he really wanted to say it, let him face Qi Yanran alone and bear everything Qi Yanran gave him.

"Then I..."

Qi Lin looked at Qi Yanran and Fu Cheng, he wanted to say, then he should go back to the room first, but Fu Cheng didn't mean to avoid Qi Lin, he thought, Qi Yanran needs an environment where she can completely relax and trust her , it will be relatively easy to accept the fact that she may collapse again next time.

"No need, Dad..." Qi Yanran looked at Fu Cheng, "Follow me to the room."

Qi Yanran turned around and went upstairs, and Fu Cheng followed closely behind. Qi Lin looked at the back of the two people going upstairs and shook his head helplessly. What a wonderful couple, why can't they come together? Woolen cloth?

Qi Yanran's room should be on the second floor, separate from her parents' room, and her room is also some distance away from her parents', one on the east side of the first floor and the other on the west side of the second floor.

Fu Cheng followed Qi Yanran, always keeping a distance of one meter. After Qi Yanran walked to the door of the room, she opened the door, fumbled on the wall, and turned on the lighting switch in the room. She did not look back during the whole process, but turned slightly to the side. He turned his face, said something lightly, and closed the door.

"you……"

Qi Yanran walked into the house, and Fu Cheng followed closely behind. After quickly closing the door with his backhand, he reached out and grabbed Qi Yanran's arm, pulled it towards him, turned around and trapped Qi Yanran between the door panel and him. .

Fu Chengfu looked at Qi Yanran, she lowered her head, looked at the ground, looked at Qi Yanran from this angle, she lowered her eyelids, pointed nose, naturally slightly raised corners of her mouth, and the reflection cast by her thick eyelashes, Seeing Fu Cheng's heart fluttering.

He changed the hands that were originally on Qi Yanran's sides to wrap around Qi Yanran's back, and his chin rested gently on the top of Qi Yanran's hair.

"Yanran, can you stop being so persistent? Knowing some things may not make you happy. If you can live a little more confusedly, maybe... life will be happier."

"Fu Cheng, you are not me, you will not understand my feelings, I admit many things, not knowing is much happier than knowing, but that's because what you don't know is only a small part of it, and the people around you also Not everyone knows, but I am different, everyone knows my past, only I don’t know, I seem to live in my own world, all life seems to be arranged, you let me know and I will know , you don't want me to know, I don't know, can you feel that feeling? I am a person with my own thoughts, I am not a puppet, so I need to know, what have I experienced? Even if it is not good, it is okay It should be part of my life."

There is actually nothing wrong with Qi Yanran's request, she just wants to know her own life and what she has lost, why can't she even make decisions about her own life?The others made the choice for her wishful thinking, under the pretense that it was for her own good, but did Qi Yanran think the same way?Obviously not.

"Fu Cheng, can you just tell me? I want to think of myself in the past. Although there was Xiao Xuqing in the past, there was also you. I want to know about your past, because I care, even if those things in the past will It was my choice to crush me. I have no regrets. The worst I can do is to destroy it again. With you by my side, I feel at ease."

Fu Cheng looked at Qi Yanran's determined expression. Maybe she would be hurt, but with him here, he could protect her.

"Child..." Fu Cheng took a deep breath, "You once had a child, which belonged to you and Xiao Xuqing, but..." Fu Cheng's voice was trembling, "But the child died not long after it was born. Are you Seeing the child with your own eyes, it was...how it was not breathing at all, so...you were in a coma in the hospital for a month, and after you woke up, you forgot all the memories related to Xiao Xuqing. "

It turns out... there are some truths, after you know them, you really would rather not know them, and you might even complain, why did you tell you, but that is because of your obsession, the other party has no choice but to choose.

They have reminded you that the truth is far crueler than lies, but you chose the truth.

After Fu Cheng finished speaking, Qi Yanran was in a state of absent-mindedness for at least a few minutes, without any expression or reaction, as lifeless as a statue.

"Yanran, Yanran, can you please say something? Don't let uncle worry, and don't let me worry, okay? If you want to vent, just vent it out and I'll bear with it, okay?"

Fu Cheng was very flustered, what he was most worried about was Qi Yanran who didn't respond, that would make him feel uncertain, he didn't know how to take the next step.

He would rather that Qi Yanran could cry loudly, be distraught, even go on a hunger strike and close the door, it would be more reassuring than the current situation, at least you can have reflexive feedback on sadness.

Only when the numbness reaches a certain level, will it be completely indifferent, neither noisy nor fussy, and even the eyes will be dull.

However, when Fu Cheng called Qi Yanran just now, her body moved slightly, and Fu Cheng knew that Qi Yanran was stronger than he imagined this time.

(End of this chapter)