Transmigrated into a book and became an npc

Chapter 219 is coming
The more you grow up, the more trouble you get... The more you know, the bigger the blind spots of knowledge will be. The expansion of these knowledge points and the increase of blind spots don’t necessarily make you feel that the world is more attractive and make you feel that you want to To explore your unknown blind spot may also cause you to have a little fear of the unknown and stop you from moving forward.

Qi Yanran is like this.

In fact, she, Qi Yanran, constantly wanted to pursue everything she didn't know, not because her thirst for knowledge was stronger than others, but because she didn't want to let herself live in an unclear life.

She didn't want her life to come to an end, but when she looked back, she realized that all the joy and pain, heartache and happiness in her life, which she thought was doomed, were all ridiculous arrangements.

She has lived under the arrangement of others all her life, and she is extremely happy to feel that she has lived such a wonderful life in this life. In fact, the so-called wonderful life is just a ridiculous plan. She successfully completed it, so she got the corresponding Conversely, if she fails, she will just lose the reward, and she will not be able to escape the status quo that she was arranged for. She will just be arranged to complete another plan.

And these, she doesn't know at the moment...

Only when she is dying, may she be able to have the moment of being pitied... But no one knows, this so-called moment of being pitied may not be what she wants at all...

But once again, she was arranged to accept this cruel pity by wishful thinking, but she couldn't choose to refuse, because she was almost dying, and she didn't have any ability at all to fight against what she didn't want to accept. Really what she wanted.

And the saddest thing happens to be that you can't resist, you can't refuse, you just accept it with wishful thinking...

Therefore, in order to avoid this kind of forced acceptance or forced gratitude from happening again, Qi Yanran must act first, and she must make up for the past that she has forgotten, or in other words, the past that she accidentally forgot. Well, since the gap has been discovered, she can't let it go, she should find a way to fill it.

And that should belong to her in the first place, she wants to find it, what's wrong?Can't she do it?She can, but, in the past, she never thought that she would take forceful measures.

This time, she thought, she should clearly understand why every life, she will lose some memories about Xiao Xuqing more or less, and everyone around her knows this, but she doesn't know, she even I don't even know what I've forgotten...

So this is also a part that puzzles her, why doesn't everyone know about it?And everyone knew about her forgetting, but no one came to remind her, or reveal something to her, why can it be so consistent?
When she began to doubt and wanted to retrieve some fragments, the people around her began to behave without saying anything, again and again, every time it was like this, without any accidents.

This is also the part that confuses Qi Yanran. If she wants to be clear this time, then all parts should be clear, otherwise she will always live in doubt. The feeling can only be experienced Only people who know it can know that the feeling and experience of constantly going back and forth between doubts and denials is too bad...

"Siming? Right? That's how you call it? You're going to come to your dream tonight. If you don't come tonight, you can come tomorrow night. Anyway, you have to find a time to see me. If you don't come, I will talk to Xiao Xu." Qing is divorced, and when the time comes, I will tell him that the reason is that I fell in love with you. I divorced him because of you. Settle the bill."

snort!She doesn't believe that Si Ming will not appear, unless he is not afraid of Xiao Xuqing, but this possibility is basically zero. If he is not afraid, it is impossible to run into Qi Yanran's dreams so many times, and then threaten her again and again. It's a warning, unless he is full and free, who has the time to go back and deal with these boring things?Do you think this threat is fun?

So tonight, Qi Yanran is very confident that this command will definitely come, so at that time, Qi Yanran will definitely wait until Xiao Xuqing comes back, and then the two of them will lie on the same bed before she falls asleep, and she When you fall asleep, you will definitely have dreams. Even if you don’t have enough conditions, people will create the conditions to dream, because Si Ming is about to appear, how can there be no dreams.

And she felt that in the dream tonight, Xiao Xuqing would also come, because as a mortal with a fairy bone, he must be able to know that Si Ming would come to see Qi Yanran, plus the two of them met so frequently in the past, Therefore, Qi Yanran concluded that tonight's dream should be able to solve many problems, or even solve all problems, so she began to look forward to it.

In class all day long, Qi Yanran was thinking about her dream at night. She was thinking about the answer she wanted. She was doing a simulation, simulating the official answer that the two men would give her, which is the so-called official language. When she faced these official answers, how should she refute the so-called official answers.

Let them not be able to fool her, and then tell the truth, so that all problems can be solved once and for all, otherwise tonight's dream will be meaningless.

"Yang Yun, do you think Xiao Xuqing is a suitable partner? I have been thinking these days, it is really like what you said. At the beginning, I was also very courageous. I took someone to get the certificate. If it was someone else, I would have been scared to death. I went to get the certificate without even knowing how many people in the other party's family. I guess this kind of thing is only me. At least you have to know a thing or two about people. At least you need to know the number of people in the other party’s family and what the parents do. And before I get the certificate, I guess I have to meet the parents anyway. When I don’t see the other party, I have to hold the other party at least. See your own? But, neither of us has seen anything, so we went to get the certificate like this, oh, no, maybe he has seen my parents, it’s just me being stupid, I didn’t ask to see his parents, before Xiao Xuqing also reminded me whether or not to meet my parents, after all, marriage is a big deal, but I refused, and I said, marriage is our business, if I tell my parents, then it’s okay to get the certificate immediately It's impossible, so let's get a certificate first and wait for the opportunity, do you think I sent myself to the door by myself?"

Thinking about it, I feel that I may be lucky. Whether it is news about how many girls have been cheated, or the glass, it is implying that all girls should pay attention to protecting their own safety, but she, on the contrary, sent it up by herself. I really can't find any adjectives to describe her. How can you be such a big-hearted girl? ? ? ?

(End of this chapter)