Transmigrated into a book and became an npc

Chapter 59 Behind the scenes
"What nonsense are you talking about? How could I not want you? You are a woman who can even risk your life for me, how can I not want you? If you don't talk about conscience-stricken things, how can you still be right now? Do I have no confidence? Do I really have to doubt my persistence in you? Qi Yanran, is this too hurtful? "

Listening to Xiao Xuqing's words, Qi Yanran unconsciously tightened her arms. She didn't doubt Xiao Xuqing's feelings, she just didn't believe in time.

"Xiao Xuqing, don't be angry. It's not that I don't believe you. I've just seen too much, and slowly I don't believe in the future. I know this is wrong, but I can't help but go to the bad side. Think about it, you said that if Pinyun is really like we guessed, her biological mother is no longer here, then her father and her biological mother must have loved each other, and they loved each other very much. Only when they love each other enough can they do something for each other. Going against one's own principles, and even doing things that are not accepted by the world, but what happens in the end? Killing people is just a nod. A person you once loved so much treats yourself like this. You think... How desperate is this? .”

Qi Yanran slowly got up from Xiao Xuqing's arms, raised her head, and looked at him. It turned out that Qi Yanran's eyes were always bright, and her rich expression seemed to be able to infect the people around her, so even though she was willful and arrogant, it made people I can't hate her no matter what, and when I think about her occasionally, she's also kind of irritatingly cute.

But for her now, for the past few days, there is only an indifferent expression on her face, and what can be read in her eyes is the sadness that she feels the same.

In fact, Qi Yanran doesn't like this kind of herself. She doesn't want people to feel that the whole world owes her. She only hopes that what she can bring to the people around her is her positive side. After all, life is so short, why use it? Come on and embarrass yourself.

Now she understands that the reason why she was able to say this sentence so easily at the beginning was because she had never experienced anything that could break her down. If she had, she would be able to understand when a person falls into a more miserable predicament than helplessness , Ending oneself may be the best ending.

How much courage does it take to do that?It is more merciful to end life than to live on.

"Maybe... the love back then will end up like this in the end. Maybe none of them thought of it, and no one wanted it, but it just happened. There is no turning back, and there is no chance to regret it. It is possible that they have regretted it afterwards. But still nothing can be redeemed, so I don't trust you, I just don't trust time, what she can bring is far less than what he takes away, the same is true for love, time allows her to coexist between people, but time does not It will keep her unchanged, love is like people, it will grow old because of time, is it like wine, it gets better and better, or is it like this clothes, there will always be a day when you can no longer wear it after a long time, there is no absolute , I don’t know, what will become of us in the end, I don’t want to think about it.”

Along the way, the atmosphere between the two of them seemed to be a bit heavy. Xiao Xuqing listened to Qi Yanran quietly. He knew that at this time, Qi Yanran just broke the original relationship in her world because she couldn't accept so many unexpected things for a while. Some understanding and definition of Qi Yanran, so Xiao Xuqing just held Qi Yanran, he thought she should be able to feel it.

"Host, you've been in a bad mood recently. It's probably not just because of the incident involving Xiao Xuqing's mother and concubine. The things behind it are so simple, right? The biggest factor is, is it because you don't want to complete the mission? Don't want to leave here?"

This little white fox is really... Why is he so diligent in showing up when he is sad?Could it be that this non-human likes to join in the fun so much?So keen on gossip?Or just watching and eating melons?

"Since you know it, you still ask, isn't this obviously poking my sore spot? I finally found a reason to vent my emotions at the right time, why can't you give me some advice? You? I don't have any vision at all. , if I don't vent it all in one breath, no matter how sad I am later, I will take it out on you and tell you."

It's like being woken up before you wake up, or running out of food before you're full, it's just crazy...

"Actually, host, have you ever thought about it, if you stay here, what you can get in the end, and what you can get when you return to the original world after completing the mission, which one do you want the most, or the most Worth it? I don’t think there is any way to make an absolute judgment, right? It’s unknown what you can meet and what you can gain by staying or leaving. There is no way to make a choice for unknown things, so how to decide is up to me I think you still need to listen carefully to the answer. Of course, the premise is that the system can allow you to stay and support your decision to stay."

Little White Fox means...Qi Yanran, she has a chance to stay and not leave?Not going back to the original world?Even after completing the task?But just now why did he say that the premise is that the system allows me to stay?The little white fox can't represent the system?
I need to get the operator behind the system in order to know the final answer?Qi Yanran thinks she is right to understand this way, right?

"You mean, everything you did with me from the beginning was also a task assigned to you by the system? It wasn't something you decided on your own based on the actual situation?"

"Bingo, the host, you are really smart, you can see through at all. It is really easy to communicate with people like you, and there is no need to repeat and emphasize. In the end, you need to confirm whether the other party understands. What you said omitted a lot of links in the middle."

"Don't flatter...Besides, I'm not a horse, so it's useless to do it, I don't even have a horse's legs, so I have to talk directly to the person who actually controls it, and I can only stay after I get his tacit approval. come down?"

So... May I ask the actual manipulator, how should Qi Yanran talk to him face to face?Impossible, it depends on her own imagination, right?

"That's right, host, you guessed it right, I'll pay you."

Can this little white fox please congratulate?Congratulations all day long, I don't know what it means?If you want to support her, then next time you don't have to do this flaw so carelessly.

"So... may I ask this person, how should I find his personal information and materials? Should I handle it by myself? If this is the case, then little white fox... you probably have the same fur with you. Just one last look, right?"

(End of this chapter)