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Chapter 64 Mole of tears
"Qin Xiao, go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion."

Xiao Xuqing gave instructions to Qin Xiao who was outside the carriage, and the carriage turned around and returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion.

For Qin Xiao, he is happy, because he was mentally prepared not to go home tonight, but now it is estimated that it is not the time, and he can still have a hot meal when he goes back. Happiness came too suddenly, and suddenly there is no The way to express the joy in my heart is to use it well, leaving only a silly smile on my face.

"I'll be home soon."

Just now when Qi Yanran opened the distance between the two of them, the atmosphere suddenly changed. Originally, they were so intensely in love that they fell in love until they turned white, but suddenly they became the center of the Arctic Circle at this moment, so cold that you doubt life.

"Okay, my father will definitely let Caiyue stay and wait for me. This has been the case since I was a child. As long as I don't go back, my father will always wait for me. At that time, I would still take Caiyue with me when I go out, so my father will wait for me personally. , now, I don’t even bring Caiyue out, so she waits for me to go back for my father. But when I don’t go back, my father will still wait for me, but instead he handles things in the study and waits for me every time. Yue went to tell him that I was back. No matter how late it was, he would come over to see if I was okay even just for a moment, so that he could rest peacefully. He is a good father."

Qi Lin is indeed a good father. From the moment Qi Yanran was born, Qi Lin was involved in everything she did. He even did it himself, getting up at night to feed her. When she was a baby, he helped Qi Yanran change clean clothes and even bathe the little Yanran. He participates in everything, as long as he can, he will participate.

He didn't want to miss Qi Yanran's growth, so Fu Pinyun didn't feel the slightest gap in his heart. Naturally, he was more jealous than envious of Qi Yanran. Whether it's envy or jealousy, she just knows that Qi Yanran is not as good as her, and she is not as happy as Qi Yanran, let alone as lucky as Qi Yanran.

Fu Pinyun may feel that Qi Yanran, who is not comparable to her in her eyes, can be happier and luckier than her, so why does she have to work so hard and try her best to please her parents, just to get them to look at her one more time?
Why can't you steal other people's things?As long as she is capable, as long as she is willing, why can't she go for what she wants instead of pleasing something that doesn't belong to her.

Since then, Fu Pinyun has changed. She knows that everyone in the world has a certain preference for weak women, but softness and strength can highlight the difference from other women. What she wants is not the same fraternity , what she wants is the one and only preference.

That's why Fu Pinyun revealed in front of Xiao Xuqing the harshness of her parents towards her, and the suppression and exclusion of Qi Yanran from an early age. Even after encountering all kinds of grievances, she still maintained her integrity. My purest heart, gratitude to my parents, and guilt towards my cousin Qi Yanran.

May I ask which man would not fall in love with such a girl after hearing this?What I think in my heart is to be good to her, very good, better, even better, just to feel sorry for her past experience.

Once a man has this idea, he will only worry about not giving enough, and never worry that giving too much will become a burden. That is really the most special existence.

Xiao Xuqing who was with Qi Yanran, although she knew that Xiao Xuqing's feelings for her were true, could not help but compare her with Fu Pinyun, the more she compared, the more she found that there was one thing she would never It was possible to get it, but Fu Pinyun got it.

That is the shyness and contradiction that a man who is just in love shows when he is in love with someone he likes. He needs to show calmness in front of others, but he has to constantly guess whether the other party will also be in love with him.

It was a state of constant switching between speculation and self-comfort, and that state was the best interpretation of that ignorance at the beginning.

You will worry about gains and losses, and you will be happy for a long time because of the other person's look, or you will be depressed all day long because of the other person's eyes.

This is only revealed to the first person, and Qi Yanran, unfortunately, missed these...

She has seen Xiao Xuqing worrying about gains and losses, and has also experienced his mood swings because of Fu Pinyun, so it will always be a thorn that cannot be removed. It's not that Qi Yanran doesn't want to, but that she can't.

That's why she intentionally or unintentionally compared herself with Fu Pinyun, although...she knew that he was useless in front of Fu Pinyun, but she just couldn't control her urgency to compare and to know who was better.

In reality, there will be no compassion, and the real existence has discouraged Qi Yanran time and time again.

In this relationship, it seems that only she has the initial ignorance, and Xiao Xuqing has long been unable to understand the meaning of the word ignorance.

It was a very unequal exchange of emotions, but Xiao Xuqing was so kind to her every time, and even directly stated to Fu Pinyun that Qi Yanran would be his future wife. All this really made Qi Yanran know that she was in Xiao Xuqing's heart. In my heart, but only in my heart, there are people who have been here before. Even if they are sent away, they can't erase what happened before. They can't erase all the traces left by their predecessors.

Qi Yanran thought, she must be really tired, so she fell asleep again on the way back home, and this time Xiao Xuqing carried her into the Xiangguo Mansion, sent her back to her room, and put her down gently. On the bed, helped her cover the quilt, brushed a few strands of hair to the side, and stayed on the sideburns with her hands, reluctant to take them away, her eyes seemed a little different from usual.

He sighed inaudibly, very lightly, so lightly that he himself thought, could it be a hallucination?
Finally, I left Qi Yanran's room. The weather was good, and the sky was full of stars, like pearls dotted on ink. The only regret was that there was no moon today.

Because there is no moon, the night seems to be more inky this night, and the stars appear clearer and more shining. If Qi Yanran had not fallen asleep just now, she would have grabbed Xiao Xuqing and accompanied her to the Huxin Pavilion in the garden to watch the stars. .

She seems to be so easy to satisfy all the time, this sky full of stars can make her happy for a long time, she will point to the stars in different directions one by one and tell Xiao Xuqing, the name of each star, this is her world There are.

Every time, when Qi Yanran told Xiao Xuqing about the stars in the sky, Xiao Xuqing always looked at Qi Yanran with a smile, and when she finished saying the names of the stars, she turned her head to check with him whether she remembered, and nodded slightly In that way, Qi Yanran would bend her eyebrows and smile even wider. The tear mole at the end of her left eye is a memory that Xiao Xuqing can't erase. The tear mole that should belong to Xiao Xuqing has been given to her in this life. Qi Yanran.

This tear mole was the sign that Qi Yanran loved him the most. She always liked to gently touch the tear mole, and then stood on tiptoe, approaching Xiao Xuqing and kissing the tear mole. She said that this tear mole made Xiao Xu Qing became even more charming than her...

(End of this chapter)