Never forget each other: NPC's training plan

Chapter 216 Can I Trust Him?
Please enter the text Now that Mu Jiaxin has already mentioned it, Xu Huanyan doesn't intend to hide it from her.In fact, she is also very entangled in her heart, because at first she found that she fell in love with NPC, but now she knows that it is not liking, but dependence.It was because Tang Qingfeng, an NPC, felt too real to her, causing Xu Huanyan to always be foolishly unable to distinguish between reality and games.Or it was because Tang Qingfeng always gave her a sense of security, a sense of security that she had never had before in reality, so that she could rely on Tang Qingfeng with confidence.I always feel that no matter what, he can carry it with me.Until An Yiru appeared in reality, this man behaved exactly like Tang Qingfeng in the game, which made Xu Huanyan a little at a loss, because the game and reality are different after all.Emotions in the game can also be healed by staying away from the game, but if it is an emotion in reality, it may be beyond redemption.Because Xu Huanyan has learned from Wu Sheng, she no longer believes the sweet words of those rich second generations.And Xu Huanyan is not stupid, she just came close to her with a purpose, although Xu Huanyan didn't know what he cared about about her.Because she knew that the other party had impure goals for her, Xu Huanyan had always been on guard against An Yiru.

But even so, An Yiru's gentleness and domineering still invaded Xu Huanyan's life every bit, making Xu Huanyan have to care about this man named An Yiru.Although she was angry at his dominance, she was also moved by his tenderness. Before she knew it, she had already begun to care about him so much.In the past, Xu Huanyan didn't realize her feelings for An Yiru, but since An Yiru left for a few days, Xu Huanyan found herself fidgeting all the time, because there was no news about An Yiru, Xu Huanyan always felt empty in her heart, Very uncomfortable.She was actually afraid that An Yiru would disappear suddenly and never appear in her life again.It was only at this time that Xu Huanyan discovered that she actually liked An Yiru so much that she couldn't help herself.But because she grew up in an orphanage, Xu Huanyan has always felt insecure, especially when she was with outsiders.So Xu Huanyan always held back her feelings, for fear of being discovered by others.She is like a paper tiger, afraid that others will discover the secret in her heart.

So when Mu Jiaxin asked this question, Xu Huanyan didn't know how to answer her, Xu Huanyan just sighed, and then said: "Jiaxin, I actually don't know. I don't know whether I should talk to you or not. He is together, after all, I no longer have the courage to love. I am really afraid, afraid of losing again. Children like us who grew up in an orphanage, the biggest advantage is that they are good at disguising and always like to pretend to be strong .So when you meet something you like, you never fight for it, because you are afraid that if you don’t get it yourself, you will lose it. Do you remember that someone sent a pair of very beautiful dolls to the orphanage? At that time, many children wanted Yes, but the dean gave them to us. Although all the children laughed and said that it’s okay, it’s the same for everyone. But then our dolls were lost. Were you crying for a long time? Later, the dean found out and found out It was Xiaomeng who played with us the best. Because of this incident, Xiaomeng never played with us again. Sometimes I wonder if it is right to lose a friend because of a doll ?If we gave this doll to Xiaomeng at the beginning, maybe we are still good friends now. Speaking of it, it’s all because of a sense of security, because I’m too afraid of losing it, so instead of always losing it in the end, it’s better not to go at the beginning Rob. I don't know how long An Yiru's love for me can last, so I dare not accept his intentions."

Xu Huanyan's words made Mu Jiaxin feel distressed. She couldn't help hugging Xu Huanyan, and then said: "Xiaoyan, I understand what you said. We grew up together, how can I not understand your thoughts. You speak Yes, children like us who grew up in an orphanage. We have seen all the cruelty of the world since we were young, and we know how to guess the minds of adults, just to let the adults praise us for being obedient. They are afraid that if they cause trouble to the adults, they will Wouldn’t you want us? But Xiaoyan, sometimes fate can be met but not sought after. If you miss it this time, you may miss it like this for the rest of your life. When you look back, don’t you have any regrets? Instead of waiting If you regret it in the future, it is better to seize the opportunity now, even if you will be injured, but so what? At least you will not leave regrets. Isn’t there a saying that you don’t want to last forever, but only to have it once? Although we always say that chicken soup for the soul is It's a lie, but I have to admit that what they said occasionally is very reasonable. Xiao Yan, be brave once, and give An Yiru a chance, is it equivalent to giving yourself a chance?"

Mu Jiaxin's words pierced Xu Huanyan's heart, yes, if she gave up An Yiru now, she would definitely regret it in the future.Xu Huanyan didn't want to have any regrets. Although she wasn't sure if An Yiru could be with her forever, Xu Huanyan wanted to follow her heart once in a while.She couldn't help asking herself, "Can I trust him? Just once, trust someone else again." The answer in her heart had already been determined, Xu Huanyan hugged Mu Jiaxin instead, and said thank you to her , she understood.Some things are really confusing to the authorities. If not for Mu Jiaxin's guidance, Xu Huanyan would not have figured it out so quickly.

Seeing that Xu Huanyan had figured it out, Mu Jiaxin breathed a sigh of relief, and then told Xu Huanyan to rest for a while.Now An Yiru should be back to buy vegetables, she went out to help, and Mu Jiaxin didn't believe that the young master An Yiru's cooking was edible.As soon as Mu Jiaxin walked out of the room, she saw An Yiru standing at the door and eavesdropping.Mu Jiaxin had known for a long time that An Yiru would definitely eavesdrop, so she couldn't help making gestures to him, indicating that An Yiru owed her a favor.An Yiru thanked Mu Jiaxin, and said that he would be very kind to Xu Huanyan, and that he would definitely help Mu Jiaxin with any orders in the future.Mu Jiaxin couldn't help being amused by An Yiru, no wonder he was able to walk into Xu Huanyan's heart, this thick skin is enough for others to practice for several years.But although An Yiru was joking, his eyes were very sincere.Mu Jiaxin believed that he would definitely do what he said, and it was right to hand over Xu Huanyan to him.

(End of this chapter)