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Chapter 12 Lin Zhao's Autobiography
A fortune teller once asserted that my fate was doomed to be gloomy, so my mother took the name "Zhao" and I became Lin Zhao.

When I was young, I was ignorant, and I didn't understand what people meant by prostitutes. I only knew that the existence of me and my mother was a stain and was not looked down upon by the world.

At that time, the family was poor. Although I ate every meal and suffered humiliation from other children, I didn't take it seriously. I thought this kind of life would continue forever.

Until the age of eight, my mother provoked the rich and powerful in the city. The rich and powerful man had a greasy belly and wanted to attack my mother. When I was young, I only knew how to stop him, but I was pushed to the ground. Scarlet blood soon flowed down my face and head, and the viscous blood blurred my eyes. At that time, I thought, this world is really beautiful, so beautiful that I want to lick my own blood.

I touched a knife, and as expected, I killed him, the fat man who wanted to humiliate his mother.

My mother didn't want to abandon me for that, which is fine.But my mother wanted to flatter the head of the Qiao family because of this matter, just to suppress the incident of my murder.

Marshal Qiao is very good. He raised his mother as his second concubine, and provided her with basic necessities, food, housing and transportation according to the wife's system. Even I, along with me, were protected by Qiao's residence.But he didn't take me to Qiao's mansion, he said that his daughter is what he loves most in his life, and he can't let his daughter be wronged.

I think this is also very good, I don't have to depend on others, and I don't have to worry that my vulgarity will hurt my mother.

But the young lady of the Qiao family came back from vacation. Since she came back, the number of times my mother visited me has gradually decreased, and my asylum has also been withheld.Every time my mother saw me, she became haggard, so I asked her not to visit me again. I said I was doing well, but I was not. .

But I can't change all of this. When I was eight years old, the young lady of the Qiao family wanted to bring me into Qiao's mansion. My mother was afraid of offending her, and she would treat me worse, so she sent me to the house in person. Enter Miss Qiao's yard.

I saw her, the eldest lady of the Qiao family that I had heard about from others, she casually put on a coat and came out, her brows were soft, not at all like the harsh words in other people's mouths.But I still pushed her away, I don't want to stay here, don't let her use me to torture mother.

I ran into a courtyard, and I heard a woman inside scolding the servants, so I deliberately bumped into her and provoked her, and finally ended up being beaten, scolded, fined, kneeling, and poured cold water. I felt like I was about to die. I'm probably going to hell because I've got life on my hands.

But I didn't expect that the eldest lady of the Qiao family actually saved me from a near-death situation. She stuffed a candy into my mouth, it was very sweet and fragrant, and it made my head sober a lot.After I woke up, I followed the example of the fat dog next door to his mother. I disturbed Miss Qiao's closet and trampled on her clean and beautiful clothes.

She was furious. I looked at her angry face and felt a sense of accomplishment in my heart. I thought she would leave me alone when I was sick, but she didn't. She was making a hidden promise to me. She said: " Little friend Lin Zhao, grandma knows that you want to anger grandma and ask grandma to kick you out. But grandma has to tell you that this is impossible. And there is a traditional virtue that you may not have heard of - respect the old and love the young, respect the old grandma first You only love children, so please be obedient from now on, okay?"

She will follow the jokes in my words, and I think she is very interesting.And the reason why I trust her is her eyes, a pair of clean and clear eyes, like gems without blemishes, I really want people to take it for themselves.

So I made provocations again and again, and I carefully tested her tolerance for me, and the results were very good. She would never blame me or punish me. She seemed to really treat me like a younger brother. Qiao The commander-in-chief saw everything she did, so he allowed her to take me to country y with him.

I know that she is a noble young lady, how could she take good care of me even if she is eating bread every day in country y by herself.I made up my mind in my heart that I will definitely take good care of her, at least in cooking.

But after going to Country Y, she seemed to be a different person. She looked at me with sarcasm and disgust, but my heart didn't hurt because I didn't think she was the Qiao Zhen I trusted.

This "Qiao Zhen" seemed to disdain to abuse me, so she hired a nanny at random to wash and cook for me.It's just that the nanny seemed very incompetent. She took away all the food in the apartment, and occasionally gave a piece of bread when she thought of me.The time I almost starved to death, I only had two loaves of bread a week. Fortunately, I could drink water to satisfy my hunger.

Later, I fainted in the apartment, and my neighbors found me. They were chattering without knowing what they were talking about. When I woke up, I was in the hospital.

After being discharged from the hospital, "Qiao Zhen" sent me to school. I was very happy, thinking that she had become the Qiao Zhen I trusted again, but when my eyes touched her eyes as if watching a virus, all my expectations were shattered.

I found out later that it was my neighbor who called the police for me, and "Qiao Zhen" had no choice but to send me to school.The school was not my school. I couldn't understand what my classmates and teachers were saying, and I couldn't guess the general meaning. At that time, I didn't remember what it was like to panic.I walked alone and kept quiet until an old professor who could speak the language of country h personally taught me the language of country y and taught me those courses.

Three years have passed, and "Qiao Zhen" is going back to country H. Before she left, she asked me if she wanted to go back with her, but I refused. She is not the Qiao Zhen I knew. no.

For another seven years, because of my mother's miss, I returned to Country H.I heard that Qiao Zhen liked An Jun, the young master of the An family, and she was rejected.I think my Qiao Zhen still hasn't come back, yes, time has made me think that that Qiao is really mine, exclusive to me.

Until that day when I returned to Qiao’s Mansion after the exercise with Marshal Qiao, I saw the ironic “Qiao Zhen” in her eyes before. Her eyebrows were no longer sharp, and seemed soft like ten years ago. I was pleasantly surprised and excited. I stood behind Marshal Qiao and dared not speak, for fear of accidentally letting her go.

At the same time, I was also very angry, why did she leave me for ten years!Ten years can change a lot, but it hasn't changed my expectation of her.She disguised very well and successfully deceived the eyes of Marshal Qiao, but she couldn't deceive me. Ten years was enough for me to carve her soft eyebrows into my heart.

She happened to be next to me when she sprained her ankle, and I pulled her leg back by a ghostly manner, and watched her fall to the ground. I felt very guilty, and was afraid that she would leave again because of this incident.

I became overwhelmed and wanted to stay away from her.Why would she treat me so indifferently after letting me worry about it for ten years when she came back.

My Qiao Zhen, she tried every means to help me in her own way, she thought that Marshal Qiao couldn't see it, she thought I couldn't see it, but she didn't know that we had already seen through her tricks.My Qiao Zhen is so silly and cute.

She used the poor excuse of healing her emotional injury to abandon me again, and she left me for six years.

When she returns to the country again, I will abandon the previous idea of ​​wanting to stay away from her. Now that she is back, then stay by my side.Even if it is "Qiao Zhen", let her stay by my side and wait with me for my Qiao Zhen.

In the next few decades, my Qiao Zhen did not become "Qiao Zhen" again, but she seemed to have some scruples and respected me like a guest, which is also very good, at least by my side.

The only thing I can wait for is - Qiao Zhen.

　I feel a little uncomfortable writing this chapter...

　　
　
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