Life is leveling and fighting monsters

Chapter 51 Self-Reflection
Zeng Xiao screamed and appeared in her room, and fell to the ground with a "bang"!
"What's the matter?" Rourou was so anxious that he couldn't care less about being exposed, rushed out of the system, and asked anxiously, "Why are you covered in blood? Are you injured?"

"Fatty..." Zeng Xiao hugged it in his arms and burst into tears!

The door was knocked "bang bang bang", and Zeng Ma shouted anxiously from outside: "Xiao Xiao, what's the matter? Did you have a nightmare?" She twisted the door lock: "You child! Why don't you get some sleep?" What are you locking the door for?"

"Mom!" Zeng Xiao got up, rushed over to open the door, hugged her mother and cried even more sadly!

Zeng Ma was shocked!

I saw something stuck on Zeng Xiao's grass-leafed hair, it was sticky and had a strong stench, the dust on his face was washed black and white by tears, and his nose was about to burst into bubbles!

"This... is this going to the trial? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you're already home!" Zeng Ma patted her on the back comfortingly, and was about to speak, when she suddenly felt that her hand was not right. The blood on her hands scared Zeng Ma almost out of her wits!
"Injured?" Zeng Ma hurriedly pushed Zeng Xiao away, walked around behind her, and saw a finger-thick hole in her coat on both sides of the shoulders, and the hole was soaked in dark red blood!

Zeng Ma wanted to help her take off her coat, and lifted her arm carefully, Zeng Xiao screamed, her face turned pale, and beads of sweat rolled down!

"It hurts..." The severe pain from the pierced shoulder blade made Zeng Xiao almost faint!
"Let's go to the hospital!" Zhou Xuran who was standing next to him said, taking out his mobile phone: "I'll call a car first!"

"But there are no injuries on her body!" Rourou explained: "Any injuries sustained during the trial will be repaired by the system when she comes out!"

"Then why is she in such pain?" Zeng's mother burst into tears of distress.

"It should be the body's own memory! Maybe it will be fine after taking a rest!" This is the first time Rourou has encountered such a problem.

Zeng's mother and Zhou Xuran helped her lie down. They felt the soft quilt under her body and smelled the familiar smell. The tight string in Zeng Xiao's heart relaxed and she fell asleep immediately!

Zeng's mother brought a wet towel to help her scrub, Zhou Xuran waved to Rourou and closed the door from the outside!

"Don't be too sad! You can't do anything about this!" Zhou Xuran sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at Rourou who was crying on the armrest of the sofa: "What kind of trial did she enter? How long has she been in? "

Rourou raised her head and said sobbingly, "It's... the primeval forest, go in for 10 minutes... More, I'm so useless! As her elf, I can't help you with anything!"

"10 minutes?" Zhou Xuran raised his eyebrows, Zeng Xiao is so unlucky?Encountering fatal danger just after entering?
"It's 10 minutes in reality, and there are about five hours in the trial!" Rourou wiped away his tears.

Zhou Xuran knocked on the coffee table subconsciously!

For a girl who has no experience in wild survival, it is already very good to be able to spend more than five hours alone in the virgin forest!

"I didn't think carefully this time!" Zhou Xuran was silent for a while: "When she recovers, I'll help her connect with a wilderness survival training course! It's not practical to just rely on the little things I searched on the Internet! ... Or Teach her some battle skills first, there is still one week before the competition for the strongest star master..."

Zeng Xiao slept until the next morning and woke up because she was hungry!

Before dawn, I went to the kitchen to cook a big bowl of noodles.

She was not good at cooking, and she often didn't want to eat the food she cooked. But today, she just put some oil and salt in it, and the salt was too little in the noodles, but she ate it all in one go, not even the soup was left. !

Rubbing his stomach, he burped in satisfaction!
"Morning!" Zhou Xuran came out of the room and saw Zeng Xiao who was full.

"Morning!" Zeng Xiao stopped him: "Are you free later? Let's talk!"

Zhou Xuran nodded: "Wait until I come back from running!"

Zeng's father came out on tiptoe, and gently closed the door: "Xiao Xiao, why is it so early today?"

"Hungry!" Zeng Xiao smiled and pointed to the bowl on the table: "Dad, when you come back from running, let's have a meeting!"

"Okay!" Zeng's father looked at her unexpectedly, the child still has to go through some things before he can grow up!It's just that the most uncomfortable part of this process is the parents!
He changed his shoes and warned: "Don't disturb your mother at home! She was worried about you and cried most of the night last night!"

"Yeah!" Zeng Xiao whispered, "It's my fault, I scared my mother!"

"What are you talking about!" Dad Zeng said seriously: "If the child doesn't look for his parents when he is injured and feels uncomfortable, then what else do the parents do?"

"Well, I see!" Zeng Xiao wiped away tears and said with a smile: "Dad, you go quickly! I'll make breakfast for you!"

After Zeng's father and the others went out, Zeng Xiao opened the refrigerator and looked through it. He decided to make the safest porridge, and then steamed the steamed buns that Zeng's mother had made!

After cooking everything on the stove, she turned off the light and sat alone in the living room, looking at the slightly pale sky outside the window, her heart was full of frustration and powerlessness!

This failed trial made her realize that there were too many things in this world that she was powerless to do!
Not to mention modern weapons, not to mention powerful monks, and not to mention aliens, she is powerless even in the face of slightly larger beasts on Earth!
Just before yesterday, although she was also vigilant and apprehensive, she didn't even realize that in her subconscious, as the unique system owner on earth, she actually had some hidden feelings towards other people and other things. contempt!

Yesterday's trial was like a blow to the head, knocking her out of this feeling of superiority!

Yeah, what's so great about her?
She is just a little monk who can't even cast a small spell at the first level of Qi training, let alone a beast, now she may not even be able to beat a dog, what is there to be proud of?Why do you despise others?
Her power is too weak to protect herself. She is still trying to protect her family and the entire earth!
In the darkness, she laughed at herself, and her tears fell quietly!

never mind!So be it!
Leave the task of saving the world to others!
From now on, she will only be an intermediary between the system and the earth, a thug who only needs to obey orders without thinking!

Will it be much easier?
Zeng Xiao pressed her chest hard, as if this could suppress the unwillingness surging in her heart!
"Zeng Xiao!" There was a sudden reprimand from the quiet living room: "Do you think that you don't have to take responsibility? Can you sit back and relax?"

"Who?" Zeng Xiao was surprised!
On the coffee table in front of the sofa, stood a small figure, only a rough outline could be seen in the dark!

Immediately she thought of the owner of the voice—the elf who scolded her after she was injured!

She smiled bitterly and said, "Otherwise, what else? Just like me, do you really believe that I can save the world?"

"I believe it! Not only I believe it, but also Rourou, and your parents all believe it!" The elf said with certainty: "The system's choice of host is not as simple as you think!
As a host, the only thing that needs to be satisfied is to have enough toughness!If you don't have this trait, the system won't connect with you even if it bumps into you!

It is human nature to think of retreating in the face of temporary setbacks!
But I believe that the system can choose you, which means that you have enough resilience and will definitely survive this test!
Moreover, you ask yourself, are you willing to hand over the fate of yourself and your family to others?
In the future, you will be just a puppet in the hands of others. If someone else's interests conflict with your family and you are ordered to abandon your family, what should you do? "

Zeng Xiao listened quietly, the tears in the corners of her eyes sliding down her cheeks in the dim light of the morning sun, but her hands clenched fists involuntarily!

Yes, not reconciled!

No matter who it is, there will be righteousness and selfishness!Among others, you will never be ranked first!
The only people who will consider you wholeheartedly are you and your parents!
"Actually, you already have the answer in your heart!" The elf's voice was bewildered: "No one is born invincible! If there is anyone on earth who can reach the state of invincibility, that person can only be you!
As long as you can face up to yourself, don't underestimate yourself, and don't be blindly arrogant, you can succeed if you stick to it!

Zeng Xiao!trust yourself! ...Everyone is worried about you! "

In the room, Zeng’s mother leaned against the door and burst into tears!

In the living room, the first ray of sunlight in the morning came in through the window, reflecting Zeng Xiao's eyes washed with tears, as if a small flame had been lit inside, shimmering and shining!
(End of this chapter)