The Queen of Romance: A Summer of Sweet Classics

Chapter 210 Brain Fever
Lin Xiaoya now has a headache when she thinks about going home.The working day has become her most welcome day. Lin Xiaoya is more diligent than before. As the saying goes, if you are frustrated in love, you are proud in the workplace. It is not bad for Lin Xiaoya at all.She accomplished several beautiful things in just one month, and won the praise of her boss, and because of the upcoming year-end assessment, Lin Xiaoya was rumored to be promoted soon.

Lin Xiaoya came out of the building and looked up at the sky between the two buildings. It was dark and lifeless, and the twilight was old, which made people feel tired.She looked down at the pale and hard stone slabs, the wind was blowing, she wrapped her coat tightly, and hurriedly hailed a taxi and stuffed herself into it.

This winter has been extraordinarily cold.Their marriage seems to be getting colder with the coming of winter.

They were in a cold war, and their relationship was getting worse and worse, but they couldn't quarrel with Su Shaoxuan, so the room became more depressed.In terms of stamina, Lin Xiaoya is definitely not as good as Su Shaoxuan, so sometimes she really wants to scream, but every time she walks up to Su Shaoxuan holding her breath, Su Shaoxuan always looks at her flatly, every time the eyes are exactly the same, without emotion, without ups and downs , as if looking at a stranger.

It turned out that they were already strangers.

Lin Xiaoya "harassed" Qin Baoran's house at night, which set a precedent for her not going home at night. Now she can not go to that big house, but she doesn't dare to separate blatantly, so she only stays with her on weekdays. I still have to go back to the original apartment every weekend.Every time the text message "I'm going to the original apartment today" is sent, Lin Xiaoya's sense of guilt and relief will increase at the same time.Su Shaoxuan never replied to her, neither agreed nor objected, so Lin Xiaoya automatically treated him as the default.

On weekends, she either spends time in coffee shops or teahouses, or wanders around shopping malls like a ghost.Qin Baoran was busy being sweet and noisy with her family Hao Shuaishuai, and Lin Xiaoya was a single flower blooming in various places in this city.Once she walked from one end of the pedestrian street to the other, and then from the other end to this end. She looked at the store on the right for the first time and the store on the left for the second time. When she came back, she found a famous brand store she liked very much at the end. Walking around, turning back, and back again, the whole process is purely killing time.Lin Xiaoya thought mischievously, wondering if Mr. Lu Xun would burst out of the coffin seeing her not cherishing time like this.

When staying with Su Shaoxuan in the past, even though they bickered boringly, they were two people after all, and drinking with each other was much better than drinking alone, and the taste was also very different.When Su Shaoxuan was at home on weekends, the two of them would always talk about the topic.During the time when he was newly married, he rejected all the entertainments he could push on the phone, sometimes even three or five noon dinners in one morning, he was quite patient for the first two, but Su Shaoxuan would get impatient later on, Although the language is still polite and polite, but the words are always fixed, no matter how you say him, he will not move.Once, a certain director of the company happened to call, and Su Shaoxuan waited patiently for the chatter on the other side. Later, when the other side finally finished speaking, Su Shaoxuan dismissed him by saying "I'm not free".

They were playing with building blocks like two children. Lin Xiaoya shook the small building blocks up and down, left and right, laughed at him and said, "Mr. Su is so smart."

Su Shaoxuan sat down, his fingers were nimble and proficient, and dozens of small gadgets returned from messy to neat in a short period of time.Lin Xiaoya was dumbfounded, his speed was simply too fast.Su Shaoxuan just smiled: "Didn't I say that when I was young, I couldn't play those video games, all my dad bought me were these educational toys. This thing is too pediatric, tsk tsk, there is really no way."

After he finished speaking, he shrugged his shoulders with a look of helplessness on his face.Lin Xiaoya pinched him while laughing, and said, "Su Shaoxuan, let's save some life for others, so hello, hello, hello everyone."

He nodded, and continued to say very cooperatively: "Hello everyone is really good."

During that time, the two of them had been playing this childish game, Su Shaoxuan said that she played these games better than Bubble Bobble, and Lin Xiaoya seemed to have found the fun of her childhood, shouting that these things are boring, and at the same time searching everywhere with great enjoyment.

But Su Shaoxuan always seems to like to match something about her childhood when she plays.Once she bought a jigsaw puzzle for 1000 yuan. In the picture, the girl's hair was messed up by the wind, and the boy hugged her tightly behind her.Su Shaoxuan shook his head after reading the preview picture: "Where do you want to hang this thing?"

Lin Xiaoya looked around. In fact, when she bought it, she originally wanted to hang it in the bedroom, but it seemed that the style really didn't match.So she said: "Why are you so uninterested, this kind of thing is to enjoy the process, and you shouldn't think about the result first."

Su Shaoxuan smiled: "Then enjoy the process, and I won't bother you."

But he couldn't help but said after a while: "I remember your hands were very fat when you were a child, as if they were fleshy, why are you so thin now."

After a while he said again: "Lin Xiaoya, this is wrong."

"Lin Xiaoya, why are you so stupid to arrange things? It's almost the same as when you were a child."

Lin Xiaoya couldn't bear it anymore and said, "Su Shaoxuan, why do you like to recall your childhood so much?"

Su Shaoxuan's smile is still warm: "That's because you were the cutest when you were a child, and even being awkward makes people feel pleasing."

Lin Xiaoya went over to pinch him, but he dodged again, Lin Xiaoya threw the pillow, and he caught it with one hand.Later, the living room was messed up by them, and the two laughed together.

Su Shaoxuan always seemed to have such a mild and gentle appearance at home.Although his image on the outside seems to be very peaceful, but there is a little alienation in the peace, making people want to get close but dare not get too close.Lin Xiaoya thought of the first time she met him after the reunion. Although he smiled warmly, she felt an inexplicable sense of oppression and solemnity.Su Shaoxuan has many sides, and she can't touch the innermost part of each side.

Later, Lin Xiaoya thought about their pretty good time, and felt that they were more suitable for dating than marriage.Lin Xiaoya was very nervous on the eve of her wedding, so she kept hypnotizing herself, saying that marriage is just a little more responsibility, and it's nothing.

However, Lin Xiaoya later discovered that throughout the ages, no one seems to have said that marriage is a simple addition, subtraction, multiplication and division.A golden marriage is a flashy tomb.

From reunion to dating to marriage, Lin Xiaoya was always dragged away by Su Shaoxuan.According to what Qin Baoran said before, there is such a man who is so good that he can't be more good that he is willing to drag you away, Lin Xiaoya, even if you fall into it, you will die in peace, okay?

She just laughs.

Su Shaoxuan dragged her away, and she let him drag her away, neither resisting nor reconciled.Now when she thinks about those scenes that are still warm, her heart is always filled with tides, like the continuous rain, which makes her not even want to draw a curve at the corner of her mouth.

She thought about it carefully, and if Qin Baoran's professional writer's words were used to describe her, it would be: Lin Xiaoya is passive and awkward, like a tangled vine, she clearly wants to rely on her, but stubbornly pulls her vine If you pile up on yourself little by little, if you don't tell yourself that you are tired, it will make others feel that it is superfluous to give help.

Lin Xiaoya thought of Duan Jing.The marriage between her and her ex-husband gradually surfaced with the gossip of everyone.Duan Jing didn't love her ex-husband, and his ex-husband cheated, so the marriage came to an end.A simple explanation, but the taste probably only the person concerned can understand.

But Lin Xiaoya felt that divorce might be a relief.She remembered that sentence again, hello, hello, hello, everyone.Since the relationship is broken, why bother to hold on.She thought of her own marriage.

Lin Xiaoya admits that she is a little crazy now, but she wants a divorce.

Their relationship has completely broken down.But if Lin Xiaoya said that she has no nostalgia for these three years of marriage, that would be a lie.In fact, she regretted a little, why didn't she make more preparations before getting married, or communicate more fully after marriage when the relationship is still good, or...but everything she said now seemed to be in vain.

Lin Xiaoya sighed, she felt more and more like to use sighs to vent.She called Su Shaoxuan, um, the first phone call between the two of them in three months.

The phone was picked up quickly, and it was a little noisy over there, probably in a hotel.Su Shaoxuan's voice came clearly: "Hello?"

Lin Xiaoya was a little dazed, but quickly came to her senses and said, "In the hotel?"

"Well, wait a minute." There was a pause over there, and the voice became much quieter.

Lin Xiaoya cleared her throat: "Do you have time tonight? I have something to tell you face to face when I get home."

Su Shaoxuan's voice was steady and low: "Okay, then I'll go home early."

Lin Xiaoya exhaled, lying on the table and not wanting to get up.

She didn't expect Su Shaoxuan to come home earlier than her, and he was obviously on a social occasion just now.

Su Shaoxuan looked at her darkly, every movement of Lin Xiaoya was caught in his eyes.Seeing Lin Xiaoya feel uncomfortable, she hurried into the bathroom to take a shower.

When she came out, Su Shaoxuan put down the remote control, his eyes were so dark that it was hard to see clearly.

Lin Xiaoya didn't dare to look him in the eyes, she lowered her head and saw his fingers tapping lightly on the sofa.

She took a deep breath and said softly, "Let's get a divorce."

(End of this chapter)