The Queen of Romance: A Summer of Sweet Classics
Chapter 52 Irreplaceable
Chapter 52 Irreplaceable
In the summer vacation of my freshman year in July, I went back to the mountains to visit graves.
Someone has always cleaned my father's tomb, so it was clean when I went.A pine tree planted in front of the tomb a few years ago has grown to half the height of a person.The canopy is lush.I stood in front of the tomb for a long time, while Gu Yanzhi was waiting at the foot of the mountain.
I still remember my father's voice.And that distinctive tone of voice when he speaks.With a little indescribable gentleness and calmness.My mother used to say that he was more patient than any father in town when it came to teaching me to walk a little bit more slowly.And I always remember that when I was young, he carried me up the mountain, and he was telling jokes while being slightly bumpy.
I have never dared to forget anything about him, nor have I forgotten it.Sometimes I even dream about it.Obviously it has been a long time ago, but in the dream, the feelings are like yesterday, but the picture is slightly old yellow.Sometimes it's just a dream about my father, nothing else, just him standing there quietly.He looked at me gently, with a faint smile in the corner of his eyes.
However, every time in the dream, it is rare to hear his voice.He has been silent all the time, and his back is always straight, as if he has never left, and he can always talk and rely on him.
Every year I come back to visit the grave, ranging from once to three or four times.Every stay is not short, and I will tell my father about the recent big and small things.The characters mentioned here include Ye Xunxun, Yan Yujiang, Yannan, and occasionally the helpless Li Xiangnan. Of course, Gu Yanzhi is still mentioned the most.And this year should be the longest time I have stood in front of the grave.
During a dinner not long ago, Jiang Yannan looked at Gu Yanzhi and me while biting his red wine glass.That smile meant a lot.Not long after, shaking his wine glass, he said leisurely, saying that Gu Yanzhi might have been sent by my father somewhere to take care of me instead of him.Such a wonderful encounter, if it was earlier or later, it would be a different scene.From the very beginning until now, for me, everything happened smoothly and just right.This kind of fate is only destined by God.
Jiang Yannan, according to Gu Yanzhi's comments, was often full of obstinate words, and occasionally enlightened.I think his remarks this time should belong to the latter.I stood silently in front of my father's tombstone for a while, looked at his facial features in the photo, thought for a while, and finally said in a low voice: "Father, do you think that I am too happy now? I am so happy that I am so happy. It seems true. I always feel that it is normal to cut off more than half of the things I am experiencing now. I feel that I have been on the cloud all the time, but this feeling should be accumulated and fed back slowly in the future. Give it all at once, in case Once it runs out, what should I do?"
There was no answer around.Only the wind in the mountains brushed gently.With the softness and warmth of early summer, it is like the palm that gently fell on my eyelids when my father coaxed me to sleep many years ago, so unforgettable.
When I went down the mountain, the sky was close to dusk.The clouds in the distance of the mountains are tall and vast, like randomly cut silk and satin.Gu Yanzhi was leaning against the side of the car, wearing an off-white shirt, his posture couldn't be more casual.A pair of sunglasses hung on the nose tube, reflecting my slowly approaching shadow.Then he hugged my waist, a natural movement.He looked down, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "feel a little sad?"
I told him: "I told my father about my college entrance examination just now, saying that I lost the chain when answering the questions. I must have failed this time. After I finished speaking, I felt the pine tree next to the tomb shake twice. You said , Could it be that he knew about it and blamed me?"
Gu Yanzhi hummed, took off his sunglasses, put them on the bridge of my nose, and said with a smile, "Then I'll go and talk to your father."
I thought he was just joking, but Gu Yanzhi really went up the mountain.I watched him disappear behind the bushes, and it was half an hour before I saw him come down.Gu Yanzhi had never done this before, so I went up to him and asked him what he was doing on the mountain, and he said that he just loosened the land under the pine tree next to the pine tomb, and talked to my father a few words by the way.I asked him what he said, Gu Yanzhi smiled and said, "Guess what?"
I said, "If you go up rashly, my father may not even know you."
Gu Yanzhi said: "You can rest assured, he must know me." After speaking, he opened the car door to get in.
I hugged him tightly from behind, not allowing him to move, and insisted on finding out what he said on the mountain.In my mind, I was thinking quickly whether I had left something in this person's hands recently, and then I was very frustrated to find that I was full of things. Gu Yanzhi casually sued my father and I was powerless to defend.This realization was simply desperate, so I was more anxious as a matter of course, and insisted on making him explain it clearly with the force of tearing his shirt, and in the end Gu Yanzhi was finally worn out by me.
He glanced at me through the sunglasses and smiled slightly: "Wanwan, don't stare at me like that. I didn't say anything bad about you."
"Then what did you tell him? Tell me, tell me."
He thought for a moment, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly.The next moment my two wrists were suddenly caught by him.The whole person was pressed forward by a force on the car body.I struggled subconsciously, but it didn't work. The face in front of me was getting closer and closer. I tried to turn my face aside: "Wait, wait! This is outside! Outside!"
The tip of the nose was bitten by someone, and someone said slowly: "I just know it's outside."
After speaking, it was a deep kiss that could not be breathed for a long time.Until my mind went blank, I heard his deep voice in a trance: "I just told your father, when we come to the mountains next year, maybe he has become my father-in-law. Please let him go Be mentally prepared."
I can't tell the difference between east, west, north and south.With a dazed sound, he was led into the car.After 5 minutes, the car had already driven halfway, and I suddenly turned my face: "What did you just say? Father-in-law?"
He said, "Ah."
I paused, and was made even more erratic by his extraordinarily calm voice: "I think, I seem to have misunderstood something, and I always feel that something is wrong..."
There was a still calm voice in the erratic: "Wanwan, you have not misunderstood. After your 20th birthday, we will get married."
"..."
I stared at him and digested this sentence for 3 minutes.
When he spoke again, he was still incoherent: "Wait a minute, when did you tell me that we were going to get married? You never said that before, right! You just went up the mountain and told my father about getting married? At that time, I clearly haven't graduated from college yet, who, who wants to marry you so early!"
"You can register first, and the wedding will be held after you graduate." He said calmly, then took a moment to glance at me, his voice became softer and softer, "Wanwan, when you are 20 years old, I will already be 30 years old. "
"It's not wrong to say that..." His tone was so soft that I couldn't help but murmur, but I still felt that something was wrong, "But, I always feel that something is missing..."
With a noncommittal look, he suddenly took out a piece of chocolate out of nowhere, and handed it to me with one hand: "Candy?"
I said:"……"
……
Coming back from the mountains, according to the original plan, the next step should be a trip to the seaside.However, in the end, he was no match for Gu Yanzhi's change of business trip.On the third day after we returned to T city, Gu Yanzhi went to A city together with the secretary.The night before I left, I sat by the bed and watched him pack his luggage, and asked, "How many days are you going to go?"
"About half a month."
I oh.Pausing for a while, he folded the shirt at hand and handed it to him.He asked again: "Have you been in City A for the past half month?"
He hummed and said, "I can bring you some pastries from over there. It is said that the taste is not bad."
I thought in my heart that I had no interest in pastries, so I raised my face and asked, "Will you be busy during this time?"
He stopped slightly, turned his head, and looked at me.I immediately added: "I'm just asking casually, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer." After a pause, looking at the ceiling, I added casually, "Of course, if you tell me, you have nothing to lose, right wrong?"
Hearing a chuckle, suddenly the waist tightened, and the whole person was pinched and brought into an embrace.Subconsciously grabbing a bit of the fabric, the chin has been lifted.The person in front of me had a handsome face, and there was still a smile in the corner of his eyes: "It doesn't matter if you're busy or not. You can try calling when you remember, and see if I can answer it within three rings."
I whispered: "Then, what if you don't pick it up? For example, which secretary is looking for you, or which beauty is looking for you, or, which beautiful secretary is looking for you..."
My chin was pinched and I shook it slightly.There was a bit of amusement in Gu Yanzhi's voice: "If someone is worried, can you go with me?"
I looked at him and felt a little discouraged.
At a certain point, it will always become greedy.The more responses you get, the more greedy you get.In the past, Gu Yanzhi was on a business trip, which was actually the same as now. After so many years, I never asked him these questions.But now I asked him so much in one breath.After asking, I still feel that I can't grasp it.And after stripping away this emotion, I even had some faint resentment toward him—you can clearly see my nostalgia for you, but the smile on your face has not changed, and the tone of teasing is relaxed, and you have not shown the slightest response reluctant.
I was a little depressed, and immediately forgot what Gu Yanzhi promised just now, and only remembered his joke.He took his hand away from his chin, with a hint of anger: "I'm not going."
I had already said this, and on the second day, it was natural that Gu Yanzhi and the secretary left together.Gu Yanzhi's secretary-general looks beautiful and a bit heroic, and at first glance, he is a good representative of capable and mature women.I thought about the future development trend of my character, and felt that I would never achieve this kind of temperament.So he couldn't be Gu Yanzhi's secretary.So I can only give up and watch them walk out of the living room together with a little jealousy.While looking at it, I thought that I should blow some cold wind last night. If Gu Yanzhi saw me with a cold and a fever early this morning, I don't know if he would feel distressed.You won't just give me a back view so casually.While thinking like this, Gu Yanzhi and the others had already gone farther and farther, and they were about to step into the car. Finally, I couldn't hold back, and stood on the steps and coughed twice with all my strength.
The next moment, Gu Yanzhi stopped his movements and turned around to look at me.I coughed twice again with a calm face, and he finally walked back towards me.However, before he approached, the housekeeper suddenly came out, covered most of my sight, and asked me with concern: "Miss Du caught a cold last night?"
I lowered my voice and tried my best to pretend that my throat was uncomfortable: "Ah."
"Sore throat?"
"what."
The housekeeper's expression was kind: "It's okay, I just have a secret recipe handed down from my ancestors. After drinking a few simple things, I'm very good at catching a cold. You'll be alive and kicking in half a day. Don't stand here in the air. I'll call someone when you enter the house." Go make you some medicine."
"..."
I struggled and refused to leave, and finally waited until Gu Yanzhi walked back in front of me.Soon the butler also saw him, and before I could speak, he opened his mouth in surprise: "Why are you back, Master, don't you want to catch the flight?"
I looked weak and said softly, "I suddenly feel dizzy, I seem to be sick and have a cold."
The housekeeper said from the side: "Didn't you still have a bad throat just now? Why are you dizzy again?"
"..." I turned my head and replied viciously, "My throat is uncomfortable and my head is dizzy, can't I?"
After speaking, he turned his head back and looked at Gu Yanzhi eagerly.After a while, his fingers finally got his wish and touched my forehead, and said, "Is there any other discomfort?"
I was about to say something else when the housekeeper interrupted and said, "Miss Du Wan just caught a cold, and the people at home will take care of her and she will recover soon. Don't worry. It's almost half o'clock, so hurry up let's go."
I said:"……"
I stared blankly and hopelessly at the butler, almost wanting to poke a hole in his back.Soon I heard Gu Yanzhi hum, and asked me, "Shall I ask Yan Yu to come over?"
That's not the answer I wanted to hear at all.Suddenly feel a little discouraged.
As if none of these childish behaviors made sense.My shoulders slumped slowly, I looked at the ground, and said weakly: "No, no need. It's just a little bit of cold, and drinking some water will make it better. Don't you want to go, then we'll see you later."
After speaking, he turned and entered the house, and went upstairs in one breath.Soon the sound of an engine starting in the yard was heard.I lay down beside the bed, watched the car gradually fade away and disappeared from sight, and propped my chin in a daze for a long time.Suddenly someone knocked on the door behind me. I was startled and jumped up. Yan Yu was standing at the door with a medicine box, pushed his glasses, and looked at me with some expressionless expression.
He said: "Gu Yanzhi called and said you had a cold, and asked me to come and have a look. Please don't come to me for this kind of minor ailment in the future, okay, it doesn't make sense to people who don't study medicine, do you know that you are simply overqualified? By the way, what about Gu Yanzhi and others? I didn't see him downstairs just now."
I groaned and said in a low mood, "He eloped with the secretary."
Yan Yu said: "..."
Gu Yanzhi and his secretary eloped for more than a week and did not come back.
During the first week of this period, I suppressed all kinds of messy emotions every day, and calmly adhered to the principle of "since you walk away so freely and ignore me, then I don't care about you", and didn't call Gu Yanzhi .
But that doesn't mean I can't hear his voice.Every morning and evening, Gu Yanzhi would make two fixed phone calls to return home.When he called in the morning of the first day, I had just finished breakfast and was reading a book in the living room.I didn't look up until I heard the butler shout "Master" into the phone.The butler looked back at me, smiled and hummed.I immediately sat upright as if nothing had happened.At the same time, he turned his expression into a cold and indifferent one.Soon the butler came over with a mobile phone and told me that Gu Yanzhi wanted to talk to me. I said oh and told the butler that you should tell him that I haven't woken up yet and ask him to hang up. Then I heard Gu Yanzhi's call The voice came from the loudspeaker, and he said slowly, "That's it."
I said:"……"
Our non-salty phone calls lasted five days.On the sixth day, I felt that I had basically endured to the critical point. When the clock struck nine o'clock in the night and Gu Yanzhi's call arrived as scheduled, I answered the phone when it rang halfway: " Hey, why do you have to call home every time, can't you dial my cell phone!"
He answered unhurriedly over there: "It's just for the convenience of checking posts."
I said:"……"
I hold the phone, and there is a voice in my heart.I really want to ask him if he calls me back regularly, does he think that I am just a task that he should do in different categories, or he doesn't care about my perfunctory.Fortunately, I was still a little calm. I couldn't help but think about it and at the same time knew that I was just thinking too much, but I still couldn't help not thinking about it.The consequence of this is that I feel that I have become a rope that is messy and unclear.
I hesitated and whispered, "Then what are you doing now? I mean before you called."
I still can't hold back.I still want to ask him this question.What's more, I actually want to be on the phone with him all the time, knowing what he is doing and who he is with.Even without his voice, at least I can hear his breathing.Of course this is impossible after all.It's even outrageous.I am well aware of this myself.It's just that I finally realized that the six days I've held back as if nothing had happened, fell short at this moment, and it spurted out fiercely.
He said, "I took a pencil and drew something."
"What did you draw?"
He pondered for a moment, and then he spoke with a tone of interest: "It's a pretty fun ball."
I know that Gu Yanzhi's sketches are very good.Although there are few paintings, they are often vivid.While imagining him holding a pencil and drawing with his cuffs half rolled up, no matter how he thinks about it, it looks as good as a painting in itself.Suddenly, some jealousy was slowly brewing, and the words blurted out involuntarily: "I really hate that pen."
Gu Yanzhi let out a "hmm" at the end of the voice, and finally realized what I said just now, his face burned red in an instant, and he hurriedly covered up: "What, nothing! I have no other meaning! It's your own thought Too much, okay! Don’t laugh! Hey, you’re still laughing! Don’t laugh!”
I saw my annoyed look about to jump in the mirror not far away, and the laughter over there finally stopped slightly.I heard Gu Yanzhi's voice, clear and deep, with a gentle tone far better than before: "I miss you too."
I was suddenly quiet from the hop.Hear yourself breathing here.Seeing the person in the mirror with his cheeks puffed up and his cheeks raised, he looked a little bit resentful.After a while, I denied in a low voice: "I didn't miss you."
But my behavior in the next few days was clearly ironic.I remembered Gu Yanzhi's promise that the phone rang three times, and kept hypnotizing myself. Since Gu Yanzhi said he missed me, since he had already given me this promise, I have no reason to give up.After two days of hypnosis, I finally finished hypnotizing myself, and I called City A one morning.
The phone rang only twice before being picked up.Sure enough, I heard Gu Yanzhi's voice: "Wanwan."
I sighed calmly.According to the plan just now, the question was somewhat casual: "What are you doing? Are you busy?"
"Not very busy," he said.
I suspected that I heard someone coughing violently over there.In an instant, I finally realized that today should be Monday.According to the usual practice, Gu Yanzhi should be sitting in the conference room at nine o'clock in the morning.I said, "Are you in a meeting?"
Gu Yanzhi replied: "No."
I heard the faint sound of something falling to the ground over there.Paused: "Did you really not have a meeting?"
He said in a firm tone: "No."
I was finally relieved, and confidently said, "That's good. Well, I have nothing else to do when I call, just to check. Since you can check me, I can always check yours, right? Now Since you have answered within three beeps, there should be no problem. I'll hang up first."
Immediately, he was stopped by the other side. There was a little smile in Gu Yanzhi's voice. I can imagine that at this moment, he is as gentle as before, with a smile on his face: "You don't even have a last message?"
I bit my lip.He hesitated for a while.Waited there patiently and silently.I don't know how long it took, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and said "I miss you" quickly, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
I finally realized that some things simply cannot be covered up.It's like the water slipping through the cracks of the fingers, like the suppressed cough in the throat, and the longing to cover up.I sat on the bed, my mind was full of the tone of Gu Yanzhi's speech just now, and the good-looking smile that might appear on his face.The more I think about it, the more I can't sit still.Just when he jumped out of bed, the butler came in with a glass of water, and said with a smile, "Why are you so anxious?"
"No. I'm just a little tired from sitting." I said without incident, "How long does it take to take a flight from here to City A?"
"About two hours. What's the matter?"
"It's just a random question." I said again, "So, does Gu Yanzhi also stay in our hotel in City A?"
The butler thought for a while, then smiled and said, "It should be like this."
When the housekeeper left, I made up my mind within 2 minutes.
Rarely have I thought so quickly and acted more decisively than thought.It only took half a minute to find all the bank cards and relevant ID documents, and then found a backpack from the cloakroom, and finally spent half an hour changing clothes.Half an hour later, I ran out of the bedroom, and when I was going down the stairs, I happened to meet the butler going upstairs with a bouquet of flowers.I stopped the car in time, looked at him and said calmly: "Just now Ye Xunxun called me and asked me to go to her house to play with her for a while. I will be back before nine o'clock in the evening."
The butler didn't doubt that he was there, and only said with a smile that he knew.The next moment I rushed out at lightning speed.
After I went out, things went so smoothly that I felt that even God was taking care of me.
From taking a taxi to the airport, it usually takes an hour. This time it took only 35 minutes without any hindrance.I ran all the way into the terminal and bought the latest flight from city T to city A.Takeoff is 45 minutes later.When I went through the security check, I was thinking about the itinerary for the day.Tell yourself that I'm just going to City A to take a look at Gu Yanzhi, and I'll come back after I've finished.In this way, no one will know what I did during this day, and the time I go back to Gu's house will be before Gu Yanzhi calls to check the post at the latest.Thinking this way is more optimistic.I didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate about such behavior.
Four hours later, I arrived in front of Gu's hotel.
I haven't got off the taxi yet, I just turned my head to open the door, when I suddenly saw Gu Yanzhi walking out of the hotel lobby in the distance.He was wearing sunglasses, and the people behind him were all wearing white shirts and trousers, but he was the only one who was wearing a casual light-colored shirt.
I watched them get into the car.He also buckled up his seat belt.Turning to the driver, he said, "Follow them for a while."
I followed all the way to the clubhouse in a gray building, and saw someone stepping out of the car in front.The driver, who had never spoken, suddenly said, "Little girl, who are you in the car you asked to follow?"
I said: "One of them is my brother. He eloped to City A with his secretary, and he hasn't been back to our place for a long time. Someone asked me to take him back. Do you know where this clubhouse is? ?"
The driver let out a long sigh, and looked at me with a meaningful look: "Then this task will be difficult for you this time. This club is the most famous gold sales place in City A, and there are all kinds of tobacco, alcohol, beauty and women in it." The most top-notch thing in the whole city A. It's quite easy to get in, as long as you have money. But it's too difficult for people to get out of it."
Most of my heart went cold in an instant.
In the blink of an eye, a group of people in the car in front had already entered the clubhouse, I quickly jumped out of the taxi, pretended to be a little casual mixed in with another group of people who were about to enter the clubhouse, and walked in looking at the ground all the way.After entering, I found that the interior decoration is completely different from the outside.Magnificent and extravagant.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm down.
I have heard a few words about this type of clubhouse before.They all learned from the chats of the students during the break that they were talking about Mingdu, the most famous entertainment venue in T City.However, there are very few news in total, and those who talked about it were all boys, and they all looked mysterious and unspeakable.However, there was clearly a little envy and yearning mixed in the expression.Until Ye Xunxun overheard a chat, and immediately started to shoot the case.She gave them a disdainful look: "Aren't you just a group of beauties who smoke and drink! What kind of tone are you all pretending to be! Low-grade! Shameless! Wretched! Want to go! Okay, I treat you! Waiting for you to come back one by one and let the academic affairs Director, please remember!"
Li Xiangnan was concentrating on peeling oranges at the time, and when he finished peeling, he handed it to me, and I said, "Thank you, I don't want it."
Li Xiangnan turned to Ye Xunxun and said, "Has Yanyu been to Mingdu?"
This sentence made Ye Xunxun explode for some reason, and immediately glared at him: "He dares!"
I stayed in place for a while, surrounded by corridors and boxes, a little dazed.He took a few steps in a random direction, and suddenly a stern female voice came from behind: "Hey, what are you doing! What are you doing here!"
I shook my shoulders, and when I turned around, a middle-aged woman in a dark red uniform was walking towards me quickly, her high heels clacking.I took a step back, and she had already stood in front of me, looked me up and down several times, her tone was stern, with a hint of contempt: "It's from Department A again, right? Wang Yuan doesn't seem to have trained you well, you Which box did you run out from again? Do you still have any rules? "
I opened my mouth and said, "There is a guest in beige casual clothes, a total of five people came in together just now, you know he..."
Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted: "Mr. Gu from T city, right? What's wrong with him, which girl here doesn't like him when he comes back? You can't even stand him, who else can you bear? Now you guys Why are you so squeamish, do you feel that the club should hold you for offerings, right? Why are you! Don’t come here if you have the backbone. If you don’t have the backbone, then don’t pretend to be hypocritical with me! Get back to me immediately Go to the third floor, run outside after a little grievance, it's against you!"
My mind was full of the phrase "he came back" and so on, but I didn't understand the rest.There was a rumbling sound in my head.While still in a trance, he was involuntarily dragged into an elevator, and reached the third floor in the blink of an eye, then pushed into a room, and then pressed on a stool.
I said, "Wait, I'm not from here..."
Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted: "It's not here? It's not an employee here? Come on, how many times have you used this excuse to evade it and think I can believe it?"
I said:"……"
She said, "How long have you been here? Come to work without even putting on makeup? Which team leader do you work for? Tell me!"
"...You are mistaken, I am really not an employee here."
But no matter what, the middle-aged woman in front of her still didn't believe it.Without any explanation, I straightened my body in front of the mirror for her, and then she picked up the cosmetics on the table and applied them to my face.I kept stepping back, and she forcibly grabbed my shoulders and pressed me to the spot. The result of my constant struggle and her constant suppression was that this makeup took a long time to finish, and then I looked in the mirror again, almost consciously out of their own.
Before I finished digesting the facts, the middle-aged woman said: "Okay, just follow me to the box."
I'm still trying to struggle: "I'm not..."
This time, she only had time to say the first three words before she was dragged out of the room.Pulled all the way to the other end of the corridor and stopped in front of a box.There were three other girls standing there, and one of them was about to knock on the door, but when she heard the sound, she turned her head and looked at each other.The middle-aged woman behind me twisted my arm, and then pushed me forward: "Bring her in together." Then she said coolly to me, "Don't you dare to be obedient, wait until I get out tonight Make sure you have good fruit to eat." He said and opened the door of the box.
A faint smell of alcohol and tobacco soon filled his nostrils.Not far in front of me, I saw the person I wanted to find when I came to City A today.The posture is somewhat careless and lazy.He was chatting with the man on the sofa opposite, and when he heard the sound turned his face, there was still a little smile on the corner of his mouth.
I said:"……"
That afternoon and that night, I learned a lot.Far beyond the scope of knowledge that Ye Xunxun once taught me.For example, I really realized what a nightclub is, what a real box princess is, and the so-called dinner party is not enough to eat, sometimes it automatically comes with after-dinner entertainment.Also, the relationship between a man and a woman is not as simple as Ye Xunxun's dream kiss.
However, at the moment when Gu Yanzhi and I met our eyes, there was only a buzzing sound in my head.
The man sitting on the sofa opposite Gu Yanzhi turned his head, glanced at me, and said softly, "This little girl looks a little strange."
The middle-aged woman's voice sounded behind me. Instead of being cold and stern just now, she was as gentle as a spring breeze: "This is a new girl who came a few days ago, and she doesn't know the rules. If I bump into something tonight, it's definitely not She did it on purpose, so please bear with me more."
I said:"……"
I wore an unsuitable makeup and felt more embarrassed than ever.Instinctively, I was about to step back, and I saw Gu Yanzhi stretching out a hand towards me.There is still that calm and unhurried appearance in every gesture.I stopped here and didn't want to move, but suddenly someone pushed my back. Unprepared, I took a big step forward and plunged into an embrace firmly.
I smell a bit of refreshing breath other than the smell of tobacco and alcohol.I struggled a couple of times, and was firmly held in Gu Yanzhi's arms.I grabbed his arm hard, and heard him say slowly: "Okay. You go out first."
When the box door was closed again, I just raised my head, and my jaw was pinched.In front of him is a pair of eyes that are close at hand, slightly squinted, with a faint smile at the end of the eyes.Close enough to breathe and hear each other.I couldn't help shrinking back a bit: "I just heard that you..."
The tip of my nose was bitten hard, and I retreated before I could react.His waist was pinched so tightly that he couldn't even move.I looked up and saw his black eyes.It was clear that his breathing was deeper than usual.I watched helplessly as he grasped the back of my head and slowly approached me.He opened his mouth close to the corner of my lips, and his voice was far softer than breathing, almost dripping water: "Miss me? We all found here."
His breath is warm, sprinkled on the skin, making people shudder involuntarily.I tried my best to push the distance away, but it was useless. I felt his body temperature through the thin cloth, with a burning sensation.Inexplicably, I felt that the current situation was a little strange, and I was a little panicked. I gathered myself together and tried my best to maintain my composure: "Who, who misses you! I just, just come to City A to have fun. It's not that you are here alone, and you are not here with me at all. You're fine!"
I heard a chuckle, was pressed into my arms again, and my back was rubbed twice.It was easy to raise my head to breathe, but my jaw was pinched and fixed again. I watched Gu Yanzhi get closer and closer until the tip of his tongue was sucked into his mouth.
I was caught off guard and tasted a mellow taste of sake.There was a choke in the throat, the entanglement in the mouth retreated a little, and soon came back again.The force was ferocious, still carrying the coolness and drunkenness of alcohol.Repeat this several times, almost tossing and sucking with the force of swallowing.My fingers gripping the hem of the shirt became looser and looser, and the stars gradually lit up in front of my eyes, and the sky was spinning.
I don't know how long it took to stop.I closed my eyes and gasped for breath in a paralyzed state.There was a wet wipe on the side of the face, and I began to wipe it off inch by inch.First the cheeks, then the forehead, the chin, and finally the eyes.His movements were gentle, and it took a long time to clean up all the makeup.During this process, Gu Yanzhi's back was firmly picked up by Gu Yanzhi's arm.Then I heard a low and indifferent male voice beside me: "Gu Yanzhi, I remember that you were not so interested in these places before."
I was half hugged and half hugged and stood up, and there was an unhurried answer above my head: "I have something to do today, we can discuss it another day."
The other party was silent for a moment, and said with a little anger: "You are as shameless as Yan Yu! Why are you people from T City like this!"
Gu Yanzhi hummed calmly: "Because we are different from you, we all have families."
"..."
On the way back, I was getting more and more drunk.
Barely opening his eyes, his thoughts began to become chaotic uncontrollably.All I know is that the person in front of me is familiar to me, and I was hugged into the car by him all the time.After the seat belt was buckled, there was a light kiss on the forehead.After a while, the car started slowly, and the memory behind it was blank. When I reconnected, I was already lying on a soft bed with a crisp dark gray sheet. My person has a pair of beautiful eyebrows and smiling eyes.
A voice asked me softly, "Wanwan, do you want to sleep?"
I shook my head slowly, stretched out my hand to touch the long eyelashes in front of my eyes, and murmured: "I always feel that there are still some things I haven't asked clearly, so I don't want to sleep very much..."
My hand was caught and kissed tenderly one by one from the palm to the fingers.a long time.He asked gently: "What do you want to ask?"
I was kissed so weakly that I subconsciously restrained my moans.It took a long time to say each word slowly: "Someone just told me that you have been to that kind of place many times. Do you like that kind of place very much?"
"I don't like it." He gently hooked a few of my fingers, rubbed them slowly, and said in a low tone, "I like you."
My nose suddenly felt a little sour.After thinking for a while, he whispered: "But I think I like you more than you like me. You see, I miss you so much, I miss you and think of me running over. But you don't seem to care that much at all. You only After making two phone calls, can't you make one more call? I actually hope to see you all the time. But I can't tell you, I hope you are mine, and you can't leave me. You It’s not mine, you belong to yourself. I should be yours. But I hope you are mine, I really hope my teeth can be sharp enough, if I can hold you in my mouth all the time, and I won’t let go wherever I go, then It's the best."
He moved slightly.Come closer, wrap your arms around my waist, lower your head, kiss me bit by bit from forehead to eyelids, to nose tip and mouth.Soft as the newborn down feathers of a chick.After a while, when I heard him speak, he was still very gentle, but he didn't smile, and looked solemn: "Wanwan, I love you very much."
I look at him.Suddenly felt that at this moment, his brows and eyes were so gentle.
Finally, the eye sockets are sore.I grabbed his collar and pulled him down bit by bit until I couldn't see the distance.I hugged his neck and bit his lips hard.
The strength of hugging me tightened suddenly.Gu Yanzhi's breathing suddenly became heavy.I was pressed on the bed lightly and lightly, just in the range of being unable to struggle.The waist was pinched, his fingers caressed a certain area, my whole body froze, and the next moment he picked it up and pressed him tightly.
What followed was a strange feeling of being at a loss, which I had never experienced before.
The ankle was held and moved, and then the calf was kneaded inch by inch from bottom to top.I felt that the bones all over my body became softer, faintly softer than the previous deep kiss.Couldn't help struggling a bit, and let out a soft moan from his nose.When I felt that I couldn't breathe, the lips finally parted a little, my throat was inexplicably dry, and I swallowed dejectedly.And soon his lips were held in his mouth and kissed.This time, it was like a torrential rain, overwhelming the sky.
The two legs were picked up and hung around Gu Yanzhi's waist.In a daze of consciousness, he noticed that the delicate touch of his fingers crossed the hollow of the leg and stretched to the middle of the two legs.This posture is a bit cool, I shrink back a little, his fingers have touched the sensitive skin like a spider web one step ahead, this feeling is extremely unfamiliar, I immediately subconsciously close my legs.
I hear his breathing.Still calm, but faintly seemed to carry a bit of restraint.I felt like my body was heating up rapidly, out of control.Suddenly he was bitten on the chin, and he called my name softly: "Wanwan."
"……what?"
He looked down at me, his eyes were warm and deep, and his voice was low and low: "Today, I will perform the ceremony of Duke Zhou in advance, okay?"
I realized what he meant after ten seconds.His face was red all the way to his ears.
"You said, you mean, the husband and wife...you want...I..." I couldn't look directly into his eyes, looked at his flowing jaw, and said incoherently, "I, you..."
One of his hands touched a little skin on my waist, and he squeezed it lightly and slowly. I felt a shudder all over my body, and heard his voice slowly: "Huh? What should I do to you?"
"..."
I am no longer the age when I was 11 years old and ran wildly.I have read some books, heard some things, and although most of them have been tasted, I already know what it means to be an adult.
Boys are not the only ones who are interested in occasions like Mingdu.During a class break, I also heard two girls at the back table bring up this topic.The tone is excited and cautious.And the relationship between men and women that finally extended to Mingdu is different from the relationship between men and women after falling in love.It was the end of the third year of high school at that time, and they gave up the books and the discussion became more and more heated, until I was listening in front of me, and I felt my face was red and my ears were hot.Can't help but look back, their restricted topic finally stopped, and they coughed twice in a disguised way.
I also secretly read some encyclopedias before.Although it is only superficial, but also vaguely understand that two people who like each other, want to get closer, there is more than simple actions like hugging and kissing.
I can feel the violent beating of my heart at this moment.Not really scared, just very nervous.
The person in front of him slowly lowered his head, his eyes were gentle.It reflected the shy look on my face with flickering eyes at the moment.He got down again and started kissing me bit by bit.From the chin to the neck, and the collarbone, and then move up, until the root of the ear, and finally close the earlobe, and then tap it lightly with your teeth.
This feeling is very unfamiliar, and he can't help but groan.With a faint cry.His eyes were blurred by tears, and he vaguely saw the soft light in the center of the room.When I spoke again, I found that my voice was unimaginably soft: "...does it hurt?"
My hand was held, fingers intertwined.His thumb rubbed lightly on the back of my hand: "I'll try to be as light as possible. But it should still hurt."
"...Is there always such a time?"
He kissed my forehead, and his tone was gentle: "It should be like this."
I raised my head, tried my best to hide the uneasy feeling in my heart, and looked at him a little nonchalantly: "Then, in the future, will you do this kind of thing with others again?"
He answered me softly, "No."
"What's more..." I paused for a while, raised my face and looked at him hesitantly.
——I really want to ask him jealously, what about before?Before I met you, and after I met you, have you ever done this with someone else?
But such words are still unspeakable after all.
I still have a sliver of reason, telling me that the past has nothing to do with me.I can't really put Gu Yanzhi in my pocket and it belongs to me alone.Although I really want to.All I can do is try to make him like me a little bit more.And jealousy obviously shouldn't count in this effort.I'm sure I didn't say this question aloud, but the next second I clearly heard a voice answer me clearly and gently: "Nor have I ever been before."
"..."
I look at him and his face is above mine.Close enough to count the eyelashes clearly.It is thick and curved.I really like the way he is holding me now.Tightly grasping the hem of his shirt, trying to stay calm, said in a low voice, "...to turn on the light."
At the moment when I fell into the dim vision, I saw a little smile in the corner of Gu Yanzhi's eyes.He heard the pounding of his own violent heartbeat.There is also the increasingly clear and short breathing in the darkness, the two are mixed together.Instantly heats up the cheeks.Still rejoicing that Gu Yanzhi finally won't see him again this time, he noticed his cheek approaching, nose tip to nose tip, eyelid to eyelid, rubbing against me lightly.
After a while, it felt like he was finally moving a little away.He spoke in a low voice, unhurriedly, still implying calmness and composure, but also full of gentleness: "Wanwan, don't be afraid."
My throat was dry and I was having difficulty breathing.Secretly nervous to such an extent.After a while, he whispered, "No, I'm not afraid."
He chuckled in the dark: "Really?"
I was a little annoyed by his laughter and kicked him.Soon, he took advantage of the situation to hold the two calves, and hooked his waist again.My hand couldn't reach his neck for a while, it was empty and there was nowhere to put it, and he quickly held it in his palm.
The whole person hugged him and sat in his arms.There was a delicate and gentle touch on the back, and the buttons on the dress were peeled off one by one from top to bottom.In the darkness, he couldn't see his face clearly, but he could clearly hear the rustling and intertwining of his clothes.My back was exposed to the air, and immediately felt a bit of the coolness in the air, but my cheeks were already burning to the extreme, and suddenly I felt my hand being pulled by him and stopped on his shirt, and I heard him softly say: "Wanwan , Help me untie my clothes."
I still remember some details from later that day.It took a long time to unbutton his shirt, and an equally long time to strip his clothes off.My fingers were limp and limp, and he was patient, kissing my forehead and eyelids.Every stroke was tender and gentle, and every time since.
I also remember the sudden courage I felt when I stripped his clothes off.The dress hadn't been completely peeled off from my body, I pushed him back suddenly, he paused, and then fell down.I rode on him, bent down, and bit down on his neck that Xiao had thought about countless times.
My teeth are sharp, and I bite hard.A bloody smell soon spread.It took a long time before I let go, and finally remembered that Gu Yanzhi hadn't moved halfway during this period, not licking the wound with sincerity, and was about to add another "sorry" that was even more insincere, when I suddenly heard Gu Yanzhi muffled snort.
I let out a cry, and my conscience finally broke out: "Is it a little painful..."
The last half word was rolled back into the mouth by a sudden and fierce kiss.I didn't have time to say another word, I was pinched by the waist and pushed back on the bed, my hands were grabbed and pressed on the sides of my shoulders.I can't move my body.My lips and tongue were intertwined tightly without gaps, my brain gradually went blank, and I was soon out of breath.
When I tasted the burst of fullness and pain, there was a starlight in front of my eyes.
There is such a person.He is ten years older than you.His eyes are cool and quiet.He is always wise, handsome, calm and calm.In another world, he covered the sky with one hand, turned the clouds and rained.But in front of you, he always goes along with your wishes.The corners of his eyes smiled softly.He taught you everything you ever wanted to know.Take you through the most wonderful scenery.Carry you through all the thorns and mud.Cover all the wind and rain for you quietly.
He has all your favorite words in the world.And he is ultimately yours.
This is the most powerful happiness I have ever had in my life.No match.
(End of this chapter)
In the summer vacation of my freshman year in July, I went back to the mountains to visit graves.
Someone has always cleaned my father's tomb, so it was clean when I went.A pine tree planted in front of the tomb a few years ago has grown to half the height of a person.The canopy is lush.I stood in front of the tomb for a long time, while Gu Yanzhi was waiting at the foot of the mountain.
I still remember my father's voice.And that distinctive tone of voice when he speaks.With a little indescribable gentleness and calmness.My mother used to say that he was more patient than any father in town when it came to teaching me to walk a little bit more slowly.And I always remember that when I was young, he carried me up the mountain, and he was telling jokes while being slightly bumpy.
I have never dared to forget anything about him, nor have I forgotten it.Sometimes I even dream about it.Obviously it has been a long time ago, but in the dream, the feelings are like yesterday, but the picture is slightly old yellow.Sometimes it's just a dream about my father, nothing else, just him standing there quietly.He looked at me gently, with a faint smile in the corner of his eyes.
However, every time in the dream, it is rare to hear his voice.He has been silent all the time, and his back is always straight, as if he has never left, and he can always talk and rely on him.
Every year I come back to visit the grave, ranging from once to three or four times.Every stay is not short, and I will tell my father about the recent big and small things.The characters mentioned here include Ye Xunxun, Yan Yujiang, Yannan, and occasionally the helpless Li Xiangnan. Of course, Gu Yanzhi is still mentioned the most.And this year should be the longest time I have stood in front of the grave.
During a dinner not long ago, Jiang Yannan looked at Gu Yanzhi and me while biting his red wine glass.That smile meant a lot.Not long after, shaking his wine glass, he said leisurely, saying that Gu Yanzhi might have been sent by my father somewhere to take care of me instead of him.Such a wonderful encounter, if it was earlier or later, it would be a different scene.From the very beginning until now, for me, everything happened smoothly and just right.This kind of fate is only destined by God.
Jiang Yannan, according to Gu Yanzhi's comments, was often full of obstinate words, and occasionally enlightened.I think his remarks this time should belong to the latter.I stood silently in front of my father's tombstone for a while, looked at his facial features in the photo, thought for a while, and finally said in a low voice: "Father, do you think that I am too happy now? I am so happy that I am so happy. It seems true. I always feel that it is normal to cut off more than half of the things I am experiencing now. I feel that I have been on the cloud all the time, but this feeling should be accumulated and fed back slowly in the future. Give it all at once, in case Once it runs out, what should I do?"
There was no answer around.Only the wind in the mountains brushed gently.With the softness and warmth of early summer, it is like the palm that gently fell on my eyelids when my father coaxed me to sleep many years ago, so unforgettable.
When I went down the mountain, the sky was close to dusk.The clouds in the distance of the mountains are tall and vast, like randomly cut silk and satin.Gu Yanzhi was leaning against the side of the car, wearing an off-white shirt, his posture couldn't be more casual.A pair of sunglasses hung on the nose tube, reflecting my slowly approaching shadow.Then he hugged my waist, a natural movement.He looked down, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "feel a little sad?"
I told him: "I told my father about my college entrance examination just now, saying that I lost the chain when answering the questions. I must have failed this time. After I finished speaking, I felt the pine tree next to the tomb shake twice. You said , Could it be that he knew about it and blamed me?"
Gu Yanzhi hummed, took off his sunglasses, put them on the bridge of my nose, and said with a smile, "Then I'll go and talk to your father."
I thought he was just joking, but Gu Yanzhi really went up the mountain.I watched him disappear behind the bushes, and it was half an hour before I saw him come down.Gu Yanzhi had never done this before, so I went up to him and asked him what he was doing on the mountain, and he said that he just loosened the land under the pine tree next to the pine tomb, and talked to my father a few words by the way.I asked him what he said, Gu Yanzhi smiled and said, "Guess what?"
I said, "If you go up rashly, my father may not even know you."
Gu Yanzhi said: "You can rest assured, he must know me." After speaking, he opened the car door to get in.
I hugged him tightly from behind, not allowing him to move, and insisted on finding out what he said on the mountain.In my mind, I was thinking quickly whether I had left something in this person's hands recently, and then I was very frustrated to find that I was full of things. Gu Yanzhi casually sued my father and I was powerless to defend.This realization was simply desperate, so I was more anxious as a matter of course, and insisted on making him explain it clearly with the force of tearing his shirt, and in the end Gu Yanzhi was finally worn out by me.
He glanced at me through the sunglasses and smiled slightly: "Wanwan, don't stare at me like that. I didn't say anything bad about you."
"Then what did you tell him? Tell me, tell me."
He thought for a moment, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly.The next moment my two wrists were suddenly caught by him.The whole person was pressed forward by a force on the car body.I struggled subconsciously, but it didn't work. The face in front of me was getting closer and closer. I tried to turn my face aside: "Wait, wait! This is outside! Outside!"
The tip of the nose was bitten by someone, and someone said slowly: "I just know it's outside."
After speaking, it was a deep kiss that could not be breathed for a long time.Until my mind went blank, I heard his deep voice in a trance: "I just told your father, when we come to the mountains next year, maybe he has become my father-in-law. Please let him go Be mentally prepared."
I can't tell the difference between east, west, north and south.With a dazed sound, he was led into the car.After 5 minutes, the car had already driven halfway, and I suddenly turned my face: "What did you just say? Father-in-law?"
He said, "Ah."
I paused, and was made even more erratic by his extraordinarily calm voice: "I think, I seem to have misunderstood something, and I always feel that something is wrong..."
There was a still calm voice in the erratic: "Wanwan, you have not misunderstood. After your 20th birthday, we will get married."
"..."
I stared at him and digested this sentence for 3 minutes.
When he spoke again, he was still incoherent: "Wait a minute, when did you tell me that we were going to get married? You never said that before, right! You just went up the mountain and told my father about getting married? At that time, I clearly haven't graduated from college yet, who, who wants to marry you so early!"
"You can register first, and the wedding will be held after you graduate." He said calmly, then took a moment to glance at me, his voice became softer and softer, "Wanwan, when you are 20 years old, I will already be 30 years old. "
"It's not wrong to say that..." His tone was so soft that I couldn't help but murmur, but I still felt that something was wrong, "But, I always feel that something is missing..."
With a noncommittal look, he suddenly took out a piece of chocolate out of nowhere, and handed it to me with one hand: "Candy?"
I said:"……"
……
Coming back from the mountains, according to the original plan, the next step should be a trip to the seaside.However, in the end, he was no match for Gu Yanzhi's change of business trip.On the third day after we returned to T city, Gu Yanzhi went to A city together with the secretary.The night before I left, I sat by the bed and watched him pack his luggage, and asked, "How many days are you going to go?"
"About half a month."
I oh.Pausing for a while, he folded the shirt at hand and handed it to him.He asked again: "Have you been in City A for the past half month?"
He hummed and said, "I can bring you some pastries from over there. It is said that the taste is not bad."
I thought in my heart that I had no interest in pastries, so I raised my face and asked, "Will you be busy during this time?"
He stopped slightly, turned his head, and looked at me.I immediately added: "I'm just asking casually, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer." After a pause, looking at the ceiling, I added casually, "Of course, if you tell me, you have nothing to lose, right wrong?"
Hearing a chuckle, suddenly the waist tightened, and the whole person was pinched and brought into an embrace.Subconsciously grabbing a bit of the fabric, the chin has been lifted.The person in front of me had a handsome face, and there was still a smile in the corner of his eyes: "It doesn't matter if you're busy or not. You can try calling when you remember, and see if I can answer it within three rings."
I whispered: "Then, what if you don't pick it up? For example, which secretary is looking for you, or which beauty is looking for you, or, which beautiful secretary is looking for you..."
My chin was pinched and I shook it slightly.There was a bit of amusement in Gu Yanzhi's voice: "If someone is worried, can you go with me?"
I looked at him and felt a little discouraged.
At a certain point, it will always become greedy.The more responses you get, the more greedy you get.In the past, Gu Yanzhi was on a business trip, which was actually the same as now. After so many years, I never asked him these questions.But now I asked him so much in one breath.After asking, I still feel that I can't grasp it.And after stripping away this emotion, I even had some faint resentment toward him—you can clearly see my nostalgia for you, but the smile on your face has not changed, and the tone of teasing is relaxed, and you have not shown the slightest response reluctant.
I was a little depressed, and immediately forgot what Gu Yanzhi promised just now, and only remembered his joke.He took his hand away from his chin, with a hint of anger: "I'm not going."
I had already said this, and on the second day, it was natural that Gu Yanzhi and the secretary left together.Gu Yanzhi's secretary-general looks beautiful and a bit heroic, and at first glance, he is a good representative of capable and mature women.I thought about the future development trend of my character, and felt that I would never achieve this kind of temperament.So he couldn't be Gu Yanzhi's secretary.So I can only give up and watch them walk out of the living room together with a little jealousy.While looking at it, I thought that I should blow some cold wind last night. If Gu Yanzhi saw me with a cold and a fever early this morning, I don't know if he would feel distressed.You won't just give me a back view so casually.While thinking like this, Gu Yanzhi and the others had already gone farther and farther, and they were about to step into the car. Finally, I couldn't hold back, and stood on the steps and coughed twice with all my strength.
The next moment, Gu Yanzhi stopped his movements and turned around to look at me.I coughed twice again with a calm face, and he finally walked back towards me.However, before he approached, the housekeeper suddenly came out, covered most of my sight, and asked me with concern: "Miss Du caught a cold last night?"
I lowered my voice and tried my best to pretend that my throat was uncomfortable: "Ah."
"Sore throat?"
"what."
The housekeeper's expression was kind: "It's okay, I just have a secret recipe handed down from my ancestors. After drinking a few simple things, I'm very good at catching a cold. You'll be alive and kicking in half a day. Don't stand here in the air. I'll call someone when you enter the house." Go make you some medicine."
"..."
I struggled and refused to leave, and finally waited until Gu Yanzhi walked back in front of me.Soon the butler also saw him, and before I could speak, he opened his mouth in surprise: "Why are you back, Master, don't you want to catch the flight?"
I looked weak and said softly, "I suddenly feel dizzy, I seem to be sick and have a cold."
The housekeeper said from the side: "Didn't you still have a bad throat just now? Why are you dizzy again?"
"..." I turned my head and replied viciously, "My throat is uncomfortable and my head is dizzy, can't I?"
After speaking, he turned his head back and looked at Gu Yanzhi eagerly.After a while, his fingers finally got his wish and touched my forehead, and said, "Is there any other discomfort?"
I was about to say something else when the housekeeper interrupted and said, "Miss Du Wan just caught a cold, and the people at home will take care of her and she will recover soon. Don't worry. It's almost half o'clock, so hurry up let's go."
I said:"……"
I stared blankly and hopelessly at the butler, almost wanting to poke a hole in his back.Soon I heard Gu Yanzhi hum, and asked me, "Shall I ask Yan Yu to come over?"
That's not the answer I wanted to hear at all.Suddenly feel a little discouraged.
As if none of these childish behaviors made sense.My shoulders slumped slowly, I looked at the ground, and said weakly: "No, no need. It's just a little bit of cold, and drinking some water will make it better. Don't you want to go, then we'll see you later."
After speaking, he turned and entered the house, and went upstairs in one breath.Soon the sound of an engine starting in the yard was heard.I lay down beside the bed, watched the car gradually fade away and disappeared from sight, and propped my chin in a daze for a long time.Suddenly someone knocked on the door behind me. I was startled and jumped up. Yan Yu was standing at the door with a medicine box, pushed his glasses, and looked at me with some expressionless expression.
He said: "Gu Yanzhi called and said you had a cold, and asked me to come and have a look. Please don't come to me for this kind of minor ailment in the future, okay, it doesn't make sense to people who don't study medicine, do you know that you are simply overqualified? By the way, what about Gu Yanzhi and others? I didn't see him downstairs just now."
I groaned and said in a low mood, "He eloped with the secretary."
Yan Yu said: "..."
Gu Yanzhi and his secretary eloped for more than a week and did not come back.
During the first week of this period, I suppressed all kinds of messy emotions every day, and calmly adhered to the principle of "since you walk away so freely and ignore me, then I don't care about you", and didn't call Gu Yanzhi .
But that doesn't mean I can't hear his voice.Every morning and evening, Gu Yanzhi would make two fixed phone calls to return home.When he called in the morning of the first day, I had just finished breakfast and was reading a book in the living room.I didn't look up until I heard the butler shout "Master" into the phone.The butler looked back at me, smiled and hummed.I immediately sat upright as if nothing had happened.At the same time, he turned his expression into a cold and indifferent one.Soon the butler came over with a mobile phone and told me that Gu Yanzhi wanted to talk to me. I said oh and told the butler that you should tell him that I haven't woken up yet and ask him to hang up. Then I heard Gu Yanzhi's call The voice came from the loudspeaker, and he said slowly, "That's it."
I said:"……"
Our non-salty phone calls lasted five days.On the sixth day, I felt that I had basically endured to the critical point. When the clock struck nine o'clock in the night and Gu Yanzhi's call arrived as scheduled, I answered the phone when it rang halfway: " Hey, why do you have to call home every time, can't you dial my cell phone!"
He answered unhurriedly over there: "It's just for the convenience of checking posts."
I said:"……"
I hold the phone, and there is a voice in my heart.I really want to ask him if he calls me back regularly, does he think that I am just a task that he should do in different categories, or he doesn't care about my perfunctory.Fortunately, I was still a little calm. I couldn't help but think about it and at the same time knew that I was just thinking too much, but I still couldn't help not thinking about it.The consequence of this is that I feel that I have become a rope that is messy and unclear.
I hesitated and whispered, "Then what are you doing now? I mean before you called."
I still can't hold back.I still want to ask him this question.What's more, I actually want to be on the phone with him all the time, knowing what he is doing and who he is with.Even without his voice, at least I can hear his breathing.Of course this is impossible after all.It's even outrageous.I am well aware of this myself.It's just that I finally realized that the six days I've held back as if nothing had happened, fell short at this moment, and it spurted out fiercely.
He said, "I took a pencil and drew something."
"What did you draw?"
He pondered for a moment, and then he spoke with a tone of interest: "It's a pretty fun ball."
I know that Gu Yanzhi's sketches are very good.Although there are few paintings, they are often vivid.While imagining him holding a pencil and drawing with his cuffs half rolled up, no matter how he thinks about it, it looks as good as a painting in itself.Suddenly, some jealousy was slowly brewing, and the words blurted out involuntarily: "I really hate that pen."
Gu Yanzhi let out a "hmm" at the end of the voice, and finally realized what I said just now, his face burned red in an instant, and he hurriedly covered up: "What, nothing! I have no other meaning! It's your own thought Too much, okay! Don’t laugh! Hey, you’re still laughing! Don’t laugh!”
I saw my annoyed look about to jump in the mirror not far away, and the laughter over there finally stopped slightly.I heard Gu Yanzhi's voice, clear and deep, with a gentle tone far better than before: "I miss you too."
I was suddenly quiet from the hop.Hear yourself breathing here.Seeing the person in the mirror with his cheeks puffed up and his cheeks raised, he looked a little bit resentful.After a while, I denied in a low voice: "I didn't miss you."
But my behavior in the next few days was clearly ironic.I remembered Gu Yanzhi's promise that the phone rang three times, and kept hypnotizing myself. Since Gu Yanzhi said he missed me, since he had already given me this promise, I have no reason to give up.After two days of hypnosis, I finally finished hypnotizing myself, and I called City A one morning.
The phone rang only twice before being picked up.Sure enough, I heard Gu Yanzhi's voice: "Wanwan."
I sighed calmly.According to the plan just now, the question was somewhat casual: "What are you doing? Are you busy?"
"Not very busy," he said.
I suspected that I heard someone coughing violently over there.In an instant, I finally realized that today should be Monday.According to the usual practice, Gu Yanzhi should be sitting in the conference room at nine o'clock in the morning.I said, "Are you in a meeting?"
Gu Yanzhi replied: "No."
I heard the faint sound of something falling to the ground over there.Paused: "Did you really not have a meeting?"
He said in a firm tone: "No."
I was finally relieved, and confidently said, "That's good. Well, I have nothing else to do when I call, just to check. Since you can check me, I can always check yours, right? Now Since you have answered within three beeps, there should be no problem. I'll hang up first."
Immediately, he was stopped by the other side. There was a little smile in Gu Yanzhi's voice. I can imagine that at this moment, he is as gentle as before, with a smile on his face: "You don't even have a last message?"
I bit my lip.He hesitated for a while.Waited there patiently and silently.I don't know how long it took, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and said "I miss you" quickly, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
I finally realized that some things simply cannot be covered up.It's like the water slipping through the cracks of the fingers, like the suppressed cough in the throat, and the longing to cover up.I sat on the bed, my mind was full of the tone of Gu Yanzhi's speech just now, and the good-looking smile that might appear on his face.The more I think about it, the more I can't sit still.Just when he jumped out of bed, the butler came in with a glass of water, and said with a smile, "Why are you so anxious?"
"No. I'm just a little tired from sitting." I said without incident, "How long does it take to take a flight from here to City A?"
"About two hours. What's the matter?"
"It's just a random question." I said again, "So, does Gu Yanzhi also stay in our hotel in City A?"
The butler thought for a while, then smiled and said, "It should be like this."
When the housekeeper left, I made up my mind within 2 minutes.
Rarely have I thought so quickly and acted more decisively than thought.It only took half a minute to find all the bank cards and relevant ID documents, and then found a backpack from the cloakroom, and finally spent half an hour changing clothes.Half an hour later, I ran out of the bedroom, and when I was going down the stairs, I happened to meet the butler going upstairs with a bouquet of flowers.I stopped the car in time, looked at him and said calmly: "Just now Ye Xunxun called me and asked me to go to her house to play with her for a while. I will be back before nine o'clock in the evening."
The butler didn't doubt that he was there, and only said with a smile that he knew.The next moment I rushed out at lightning speed.
After I went out, things went so smoothly that I felt that even God was taking care of me.
From taking a taxi to the airport, it usually takes an hour. This time it took only 35 minutes without any hindrance.I ran all the way into the terminal and bought the latest flight from city T to city A.Takeoff is 45 minutes later.When I went through the security check, I was thinking about the itinerary for the day.Tell yourself that I'm just going to City A to take a look at Gu Yanzhi, and I'll come back after I've finished.In this way, no one will know what I did during this day, and the time I go back to Gu's house will be before Gu Yanzhi calls to check the post at the latest.Thinking this way is more optimistic.I didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate about such behavior.
Four hours later, I arrived in front of Gu's hotel.
I haven't got off the taxi yet, I just turned my head to open the door, when I suddenly saw Gu Yanzhi walking out of the hotel lobby in the distance.He was wearing sunglasses, and the people behind him were all wearing white shirts and trousers, but he was the only one who was wearing a casual light-colored shirt.
I watched them get into the car.He also buckled up his seat belt.Turning to the driver, he said, "Follow them for a while."
I followed all the way to the clubhouse in a gray building, and saw someone stepping out of the car in front.The driver, who had never spoken, suddenly said, "Little girl, who are you in the car you asked to follow?"
I said: "One of them is my brother. He eloped to City A with his secretary, and he hasn't been back to our place for a long time. Someone asked me to take him back. Do you know where this clubhouse is? ?"
The driver let out a long sigh, and looked at me with a meaningful look: "Then this task will be difficult for you this time. This club is the most famous gold sales place in City A, and there are all kinds of tobacco, alcohol, beauty and women in it." The most top-notch thing in the whole city A. It's quite easy to get in, as long as you have money. But it's too difficult for people to get out of it."
Most of my heart went cold in an instant.
In the blink of an eye, a group of people in the car in front had already entered the clubhouse, I quickly jumped out of the taxi, pretended to be a little casual mixed in with another group of people who were about to enter the clubhouse, and walked in looking at the ground all the way.After entering, I found that the interior decoration is completely different from the outside.Magnificent and extravagant.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm down.
I have heard a few words about this type of clubhouse before.They all learned from the chats of the students during the break that they were talking about Mingdu, the most famous entertainment venue in T City.However, there are very few news in total, and those who talked about it were all boys, and they all looked mysterious and unspeakable.However, there was clearly a little envy and yearning mixed in the expression.Until Ye Xunxun overheard a chat, and immediately started to shoot the case.She gave them a disdainful look: "Aren't you just a group of beauties who smoke and drink! What kind of tone are you all pretending to be! Low-grade! Shameless! Wretched! Want to go! Okay, I treat you! Waiting for you to come back one by one and let the academic affairs Director, please remember!"
Li Xiangnan was concentrating on peeling oranges at the time, and when he finished peeling, he handed it to me, and I said, "Thank you, I don't want it."
Li Xiangnan turned to Ye Xunxun and said, "Has Yanyu been to Mingdu?"
This sentence made Ye Xunxun explode for some reason, and immediately glared at him: "He dares!"
I stayed in place for a while, surrounded by corridors and boxes, a little dazed.He took a few steps in a random direction, and suddenly a stern female voice came from behind: "Hey, what are you doing! What are you doing here!"
I shook my shoulders, and when I turned around, a middle-aged woman in a dark red uniform was walking towards me quickly, her high heels clacking.I took a step back, and she had already stood in front of me, looked me up and down several times, her tone was stern, with a hint of contempt: "It's from Department A again, right? Wang Yuan doesn't seem to have trained you well, you Which box did you run out from again? Do you still have any rules? "
I opened my mouth and said, "There is a guest in beige casual clothes, a total of five people came in together just now, you know he..."
Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted: "Mr. Gu from T city, right? What's wrong with him, which girl here doesn't like him when he comes back? You can't even stand him, who else can you bear? Now you guys Why are you so squeamish, do you feel that the club should hold you for offerings, right? Why are you! Don’t come here if you have the backbone. If you don’t have the backbone, then don’t pretend to be hypocritical with me! Get back to me immediately Go to the third floor, run outside after a little grievance, it's against you!"
My mind was full of the phrase "he came back" and so on, but I didn't understand the rest.There was a rumbling sound in my head.While still in a trance, he was involuntarily dragged into an elevator, and reached the third floor in the blink of an eye, then pushed into a room, and then pressed on a stool.
I said, "Wait, I'm not from here..."
Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted: "It's not here? It's not an employee here? Come on, how many times have you used this excuse to evade it and think I can believe it?"
I said:"……"
She said, "How long have you been here? Come to work without even putting on makeup? Which team leader do you work for? Tell me!"
"...You are mistaken, I am really not an employee here."
But no matter what, the middle-aged woman in front of her still didn't believe it.Without any explanation, I straightened my body in front of the mirror for her, and then she picked up the cosmetics on the table and applied them to my face.I kept stepping back, and she forcibly grabbed my shoulders and pressed me to the spot. The result of my constant struggle and her constant suppression was that this makeup took a long time to finish, and then I looked in the mirror again, almost consciously out of their own.
Before I finished digesting the facts, the middle-aged woman said: "Okay, just follow me to the box."
I'm still trying to struggle: "I'm not..."
This time, she only had time to say the first three words before she was dragged out of the room.Pulled all the way to the other end of the corridor and stopped in front of a box.There were three other girls standing there, and one of them was about to knock on the door, but when she heard the sound, she turned her head and looked at each other.The middle-aged woman behind me twisted my arm, and then pushed me forward: "Bring her in together." Then she said coolly to me, "Don't you dare to be obedient, wait until I get out tonight Make sure you have good fruit to eat." He said and opened the door of the box.
A faint smell of alcohol and tobacco soon filled his nostrils.Not far in front of me, I saw the person I wanted to find when I came to City A today.The posture is somewhat careless and lazy.He was chatting with the man on the sofa opposite, and when he heard the sound turned his face, there was still a little smile on the corner of his mouth.
I said:"……"
That afternoon and that night, I learned a lot.Far beyond the scope of knowledge that Ye Xunxun once taught me.For example, I really realized what a nightclub is, what a real box princess is, and the so-called dinner party is not enough to eat, sometimes it automatically comes with after-dinner entertainment.Also, the relationship between a man and a woman is not as simple as Ye Xunxun's dream kiss.
However, at the moment when Gu Yanzhi and I met our eyes, there was only a buzzing sound in my head.
The man sitting on the sofa opposite Gu Yanzhi turned his head, glanced at me, and said softly, "This little girl looks a little strange."
The middle-aged woman's voice sounded behind me. Instead of being cold and stern just now, she was as gentle as a spring breeze: "This is a new girl who came a few days ago, and she doesn't know the rules. If I bump into something tonight, it's definitely not She did it on purpose, so please bear with me more."
I said:"……"
I wore an unsuitable makeup and felt more embarrassed than ever.Instinctively, I was about to step back, and I saw Gu Yanzhi stretching out a hand towards me.There is still that calm and unhurried appearance in every gesture.I stopped here and didn't want to move, but suddenly someone pushed my back. Unprepared, I took a big step forward and plunged into an embrace firmly.
I smell a bit of refreshing breath other than the smell of tobacco and alcohol.I struggled a couple of times, and was firmly held in Gu Yanzhi's arms.I grabbed his arm hard, and heard him say slowly: "Okay. You go out first."
When the box door was closed again, I just raised my head, and my jaw was pinched.In front of him is a pair of eyes that are close at hand, slightly squinted, with a faint smile at the end of the eyes.Close enough to breathe and hear each other.I couldn't help shrinking back a bit: "I just heard that you..."
The tip of my nose was bitten hard, and I retreated before I could react.His waist was pinched so tightly that he couldn't even move.I looked up and saw his black eyes.It was clear that his breathing was deeper than usual.I watched helplessly as he grasped the back of my head and slowly approached me.He opened his mouth close to the corner of my lips, and his voice was far softer than breathing, almost dripping water: "Miss me? We all found here."
His breath is warm, sprinkled on the skin, making people shudder involuntarily.I tried my best to push the distance away, but it was useless. I felt his body temperature through the thin cloth, with a burning sensation.Inexplicably, I felt that the current situation was a little strange, and I was a little panicked. I gathered myself together and tried my best to maintain my composure: "Who, who misses you! I just, just come to City A to have fun. It's not that you are here alone, and you are not here with me at all. You're fine!"
I heard a chuckle, was pressed into my arms again, and my back was rubbed twice.It was easy to raise my head to breathe, but my jaw was pinched and fixed again. I watched Gu Yanzhi get closer and closer until the tip of his tongue was sucked into his mouth.
I was caught off guard and tasted a mellow taste of sake.There was a choke in the throat, the entanglement in the mouth retreated a little, and soon came back again.The force was ferocious, still carrying the coolness and drunkenness of alcohol.Repeat this several times, almost tossing and sucking with the force of swallowing.My fingers gripping the hem of the shirt became looser and looser, and the stars gradually lit up in front of my eyes, and the sky was spinning.
I don't know how long it took to stop.I closed my eyes and gasped for breath in a paralyzed state.There was a wet wipe on the side of the face, and I began to wipe it off inch by inch.First the cheeks, then the forehead, the chin, and finally the eyes.His movements were gentle, and it took a long time to clean up all the makeup.During this process, Gu Yanzhi's back was firmly picked up by Gu Yanzhi's arm.Then I heard a low and indifferent male voice beside me: "Gu Yanzhi, I remember that you were not so interested in these places before."
I was half hugged and half hugged and stood up, and there was an unhurried answer above my head: "I have something to do today, we can discuss it another day."
The other party was silent for a moment, and said with a little anger: "You are as shameless as Yan Yu! Why are you people from T City like this!"
Gu Yanzhi hummed calmly: "Because we are different from you, we all have families."
"..."
On the way back, I was getting more and more drunk.
Barely opening his eyes, his thoughts began to become chaotic uncontrollably.All I know is that the person in front of me is familiar to me, and I was hugged into the car by him all the time.After the seat belt was buckled, there was a light kiss on the forehead.After a while, the car started slowly, and the memory behind it was blank. When I reconnected, I was already lying on a soft bed with a crisp dark gray sheet. My person has a pair of beautiful eyebrows and smiling eyes.
A voice asked me softly, "Wanwan, do you want to sleep?"
I shook my head slowly, stretched out my hand to touch the long eyelashes in front of my eyes, and murmured: "I always feel that there are still some things I haven't asked clearly, so I don't want to sleep very much..."
My hand was caught and kissed tenderly one by one from the palm to the fingers.a long time.He asked gently: "What do you want to ask?"
I was kissed so weakly that I subconsciously restrained my moans.It took a long time to say each word slowly: "Someone just told me that you have been to that kind of place many times. Do you like that kind of place very much?"
"I don't like it." He gently hooked a few of my fingers, rubbed them slowly, and said in a low tone, "I like you."
My nose suddenly felt a little sour.After thinking for a while, he whispered: "But I think I like you more than you like me. You see, I miss you so much, I miss you and think of me running over. But you don't seem to care that much at all. You only After making two phone calls, can't you make one more call? I actually hope to see you all the time. But I can't tell you, I hope you are mine, and you can't leave me. You It’s not mine, you belong to yourself. I should be yours. But I hope you are mine, I really hope my teeth can be sharp enough, if I can hold you in my mouth all the time, and I won’t let go wherever I go, then It's the best."
He moved slightly.Come closer, wrap your arms around my waist, lower your head, kiss me bit by bit from forehead to eyelids, to nose tip and mouth.Soft as the newborn down feathers of a chick.After a while, when I heard him speak, he was still very gentle, but he didn't smile, and looked solemn: "Wanwan, I love you very much."
I look at him.Suddenly felt that at this moment, his brows and eyes were so gentle.
Finally, the eye sockets are sore.I grabbed his collar and pulled him down bit by bit until I couldn't see the distance.I hugged his neck and bit his lips hard.
The strength of hugging me tightened suddenly.Gu Yanzhi's breathing suddenly became heavy.I was pressed on the bed lightly and lightly, just in the range of being unable to struggle.The waist was pinched, his fingers caressed a certain area, my whole body froze, and the next moment he picked it up and pressed him tightly.
What followed was a strange feeling of being at a loss, which I had never experienced before.
The ankle was held and moved, and then the calf was kneaded inch by inch from bottom to top.I felt that the bones all over my body became softer, faintly softer than the previous deep kiss.Couldn't help struggling a bit, and let out a soft moan from his nose.When I felt that I couldn't breathe, the lips finally parted a little, my throat was inexplicably dry, and I swallowed dejectedly.And soon his lips were held in his mouth and kissed.This time, it was like a torrential rain, overwhelming the sky.
The two legs were picked up and hung around Gu Yanzhi's waist.In a daze of consciousness, he noticed that the delicate touch of his fingers crossed the hollow of the leg and stretched to the middle of the two legs.This posture is a bit cool, I shrink back a little, his fingers have touched the sensitive skin like a spider web one step ahead, this feeling is extremely unfamiliar, I immediately subconsciously close my legs.
I hear his breathing.Still calm, but faintly seemed to carry a bit of restraint.I felt like my body was heating up rapidly, out of control.Suddenly he was bitten on the chin, and he called my name softly: "Wanwan."
"……what?"
He looked down at me, his eyes were warm and deep, and his voice was low and low: "Today, I will perform the ceremony of Duke Zhou in advance, okay?"
I realized what he meant after ten seconds.His face was red all the way to his ears.
"You said, you mean, the husband and wife...you want...I..." I couldn't look directly into his eyes, looked at his flowing jaw, and said incoherently, "I, you..."
One of his hands touched a little skin on my waist, and he squeezed it lightly and slowly. I felt a shudder all over my body, and heard his voice slowly: "Huh? What should I do to you?"
"..."
I am no longer the age when I was 11 years old and ran wildly.I have read some books, heard some things, and although most of them have been tasted, I already know what it means to be an adult.
Boys are not the only ones who are interested in occasions like Mingdu.During a class break, I also heard two girls at the back table bring up this topic.The tone is excited and cautious.And the relationship between men and women that finally extended to Mingdu is different from the relationship between men and women after falling in love.It was the end of the third year of high school at that time, and they gave up the books and the discussion became more and more heated, until I was listening in front of me, and I felt my face was red and my ears were hot.Can't help but look back, their restricted topic finally stopped, and they coughed twice in a disguised way.
I also secretly read some encyclopedias before.Although it is only superficial, but also vaguely understand that two people who like each other, want to get closer, there is more than simple actions like hugging and kissing.
I can feel the violent beating of my heart at this moment.Not really scared, just very nervous.
The person in front of him slowly lowered his head, his eyes were gentle.It reflected the shy look on my face with flickering eyes at the moment.He got down again and started kissing me bit by bit.From the chin to the neck, and the collarbone, and then move up, until the root of the ear, and finally close the earlobe, and then tap it lightly with your teeth.
This feeling is very unfamiliar, and he can't help but groan.With a faint cry.His eyes were blurred by tears, and he vaguely saw the soft light in the center of the room.When I spoke again, I found that my voice was unimaginably soft: "...does it hurt?"
My hand was held, fingers intertwined.His thumb rubbed lightly on the back of my hand: "I'll try to be as light as possible. But it should still hurt."
"...Is there always such a time?"
He kissed my forehead, and his tone was gentle: "It should be like this."
I raised my head, tried my best to hide the uneasy feeling in my heart, and looked at him a little nonchalantly: "Then, in the future, will you do this kind of thing with others again?"
He answered me softly, "No."
"What's more..." I paused for a while, raised my face and looked at him hesitantly.
——I really want to ask him jealously, what about before?Before I met you, and after I met you, have you ever done this with someone else?
But such words are still unspeakable after all.
I still have a sliver of reason, telling me that the past has nothing to do with me.I can't really put Gu Yanzhi in my pocket and it belongs to me alone.Although I really want to.All I can do is try to make him like me a little bit more.And jealousy obviously shouldn't count in this effort.I'm sure I didn't say this question aloud, but the next second I clearly heard a voice answer me clearly and gently: "Nor have I ever been before."
"..."
I look at him and his face is above mine.Close enough to count the eyelashes clearly.It is thick and curved.I really like the way he is holding me now.Tightly grasping the hem of his shirt, trying to stay calm, said in a low voice, "...to turn on the light."
At the moment when I fell into the dim vision, I saw a little smile in the corner of Gu Yanzhi's eyes.He heard the pounding of his own violent heartbeat.There is also the increasingly clear and short breathing in the darkness, the two are mixed together.Instantly heats up the cheeks.Still rejoicing that Gu Yanzhi finally won't see him again this time, he noticed his cheek approaching, nose tip to nose tip, eyelid to eyelid, rubbing against me lightly.
After a while, it felt like he was finally moving a little away.He spoke in a low voice, unhurriedly, still implying calmness and composure, but also full of gentleness: "Wanwan, don't be afraid."
My throat was dry and I was having difficulty breathing.Secretly nervous to such an extent.After a while, he whispered, "No, I'm not afraid."
He chuckled in the dark: "Really?"
I was a little annoyed by his laughter and kicked him.Soon, he took advantage of the situation to hold the two calves, and hooked his waist again.My hand couldn't reach his neck for a while, it was empty and there was nowhere to put it, and he quickly held it in his palm.
The whole person hugged him and sat in his arms.There was a delicate and gentle touch on the back, and the buttons on the dress were peeled off one by one from top to bottom.In the darkness, he couldn't see his face clearly, but he could clearly hear the rustling and intertwining of his clothes.My back was exposed to the air, and immediately felt a bit of the coolness in the air, but my cheeks were already burning to the extreme, and suddenly I felt my hand being pulled by him and stopped on his shirt, and I heard him softly say: "Wanwan , Help me untie my clothes."
I still remember some details from later that day.It took a long time to unbutton his shirt, and an equally long time to strip his clothes off.My fingers were limp and limp, and he was patient, kissing my forehead and eyelids.Every stroke was tender and gentle, and every time since.
I also remember the sudden courage I felt when I stripped his clothes off.The dress hadn't been completely peeled off from my body, I pushed him back suddenly, he paused, and then fell down.I rode on him, bent down, and bit down on his neck that Xiao had thought about countless times.
My teeth are sharp, and I bite hard.A bloody smell soon spread.It took a long time before I let go, and finally remembered that Gu Yanzhi hadn't moved halfway during this period, not licking the wound with sincerity, and was about to add another "sorry" that was even more insincere, when I suddenly heard Gu Yanzhi muffled snort.
I let out a cry, and my conscience finally broke out: "Is it a little painful..."
The last half word was rolled back into the mouth by a sudden and fierce kiss.I didn't have time to say another word, I was pinched by the waist and pushed back on the bed, my hands were grabbed and pressed on the sides of my shoulders.I can't move my body.My lips and tongue were intertwined tightly without gaps, my brain gradually went blank, and I was soon out of breath.
When I tasted the burst of fullness and pain, there was a starlight in front of my eyes.
There is such a person.He is ten years older than you.His eyes are cool and quiet.He is always wise, handsome, calm and calm.In another world, he covered the sky with one hand, turned the clouds and rained.But in front of you, he always goes along with your wishes.The corners of his eyes smiled softly.He taught you everything you ever wanted to know.Take you through the most wonderful scenery.Carry you through all the thorns and mud.Cover all the wind and rain for you quietly.
He has all your favorite words in the world.And he is ultimately yours.
This is the most powerful happiness I have ever had in my life.No match.
(End of this chapter)
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