The Queen of Romance: A Summer of Sweet Classics

Chapter 76

The red button was quickly pressed down, Huo Xiyin covered her mouth, but her fingers trembled violently.She wanted to take a sip of the drink to calm her mind, but found that she couldn't hold the cup at all, as if her whole body was out of strength.

In fact, she originally thought that even if she couldn't accept it calmly, at least she wouldn't be so excited that she lost her reason and calmness.She originally thought that she had already done enough psychological construction, but she obviously overestimated herself. Now she seems to be falling apart, and all the strength in her body seems to be drained.

Huo Xiyin took a deep breath desperately, not daring to blink her eyes, and her breathing slowed down, for fear that the tear that was slowly condensing in her eye socket would fall down.She deleted Xia Weiyang's phone and put it back to its original location, then she kept turning her head and crossing her arms to look out the window.

Xia Weiyang never came back, she waited for 3 minutes, three big tears fell down in the middle, they were hot and round, after struggling for a long time, they finally dripped on the back of her hand.

As soon as the tears fell, it seemed that even the faith began to collapse.

She doesn't like to cry, and hasn't cried for a long time.Even if her parents died, she would not cry more than three times in total.Tears are always cheap, and she wants to despise herself when she cries.But she couldn't calm down her emotions, and there were uncontrollable tears streaming down her cheeks. Her makeup must have been a bit messy.

The restaurant was very quiet, and her breathing was clearly audible.She just called on the spur of the moment, without thinking of the consequences.And she hung up the phone in such a haste, she didn't know how to react properly if Ji Zhandong had called.

But she waited for 5 minutes, and the phone call over there was not dialed back.Huo Xiyin couldn't sit down anymore, she felt embarrassed and a little embarrassed, so she grabbed her handbag and left without saying goodbye.

As soon as she got home, she washed her face in a hurry and lay down on the bed, but she didn't fall asleep all night.She kept her eyes open, her mind was blank, and her senses were dull.She wanted to drink water, but didn't want to move.She heard the phone ringing again later, but she didn't answer it, but covered her head with a pillow.

Huo Xiyin struggled to go to work the next day only to find out that it was Ji Zhandong's missed call. The time was 11 pm, and she was usually not in bed at that time.Huo Xiyin looked at the name on the screen again, then turned off the screen, and threw the phone into the bag, pretending not to see it.

She herself felt that she was a shrunken turtle who was deceiving her ears and stealing her bell.

Huo Xiyin has been sleepy all the time, and she was still listless when she went out to eat with Jiang Xing after get off work.Fortunately, this beautiful senior Jiang himself is a radiant and hot sun, shining wherever he goes.Her bunch of dog tail flowers followed behind him expressionlessly, and Jiang Xing, who was troubled by the attention all the way, didn't say anything.

After all, they are familiar, and the atmosphere is very relaxed.Huo Xiyin, regardless of seniority, superiors and subordinates, insisted on pushing back his words without incurring blame.

It seems that most of the opposite sexes she met and interacted with often had this kind of good temper.

Jiang Xing took the menu and asked her: "Has the taste changed now? I remember you liked to eat boiled fish when you were in college. What about now?"

"It hasn't changed much." Huo Xiyin sighed, "Unexpectedly, you still remember it now."

"I have always had a good memory for the opposite sex." Jiang Xing smiled, "I still remember that you used to buy very large bags because they could hold things. After they were sold out, you liked to stuff a lot of things in them, saying that they could be bought from time to time. need, and claiming that leaving packets empty is a waste."

"But all my bags are very small now." Huo Xiyin said, "I now find that the way I used to do it was very unwise. I carried a lot of unnecessary things, just like the shell of a snail, which weighed heavily It's useless again. Didn't you say that you will never come back after leaving the country, when did you change your mind?"

"Hey, because I found out that if I was asked to marry a blonde beauty in a foreign country, I would not be able to accept it. If you want to marry a wife, it's better to be in China."

Huo Xiyin burst into laughter: "That's it?"

Jiang Xing took a sip of tea and said with a smile: "The principle is almost the same. I went around a lot outside, and finally found that it is better to go home. And there is another point, I miss you very much, I can't bear it, so I came back. "

Huo Xiyin felt chills: "That's really my honor."

Jiang Xing still smiled brightly and staringly, scooped up a small cup of soup and put it in front of her, and said, "Papaya, beauty, I remember that you seem to like drinking it."

Huo Xiyin sighed deeply: "Don't you feel tired after memorizing so many things? I've been thinking for the past two days, if a bowl of Mengpo soup is put down in front of me, I will definitely drink it without hesitation."

"Don't speak in such a tone of vicissitudes, like an old woman who is dozens of years old."

"Now I really hope that I can get old quickly."

"You were never like Xi Yin before," Jiang Xing looked at her with a faint smile, "You never did this when your parents passed away two years ago."

"I'm getting old, so I can't stand it anymore." Huo Xiyin lowered her head to eat, lowered her eyebrows and eyes, and said nothing more.

Jiang Xing smiled indifferently at her attitude of avoiding the topic, shook his head, and asked her: "The unit needs to change work clothes, do you have any ideas?"

"As long as it's not mandatory, it doesn't matter what work clothes you change into. Anyway, I'm sure you won't like the style."

"So listen to your opinion. Didn't you like clothing design before? What kind of look do you want?"

"I like to design fashion. Tooling is like school uniforms in my school days. You can't live without being despised. There is no style or model, and the effect on the body is just ineffective."

When she was talking here, a phone call came, and the ringtone suddenly rang. Huo Xiyin only glanced at the caller ID, then turned the phone upside down on the table, and the surrounding fell into silence again.

Jiang Xing looked at her with great interest and smiled: "Hey, this action is really beautiful, done in one go. Who is so unlucky, you are so unwelcoming."

Huo Xiyin pursed her lips and lowered her head without speaking.

"Actually," Jiang Xing slowly stirred the soup in the porcelain bowl, raised his head and smiled at her, "I saw you at dinner last night."

Huo Xiyin raised her head suddenly: "What did you see?"

"Well... I was just passing by and didn't see much. I just saw you holding your mobile phone and making calls, but I didn't see you turning your head and holding back your tears."

Huo Xiyin was annoyed, to be more precise, turned into anger from embarrassment, and her voice became colder several times: "Now is not the time to tell bad jokes. Also, peeking at other people's embarrassment, senior, your actions are not kind."

"Really anxious?" Jiang Xing raised one hand in a gesture of surrender, "Calm down, I won't say anything. I only saw it occasionally yesterday, and I was far away from you at the time, so I didn't see it clearly. What did you say? I haven’t heard anything, and I have absolutely no malice.”

His smiling face was twitching, and Huo Xiyin's answer was to step on his foot severely under the table.She wore pointed high heels, enough to be used as a murder weapon.Her shoes spun on his insteps, Jiang Xing gasped in pain, until his facial expression was distorted, Huo Xiyin withdrew his feet unsatisfied.

Jiang Xing frowned and gritted his teeth and sighed: "You must have been troubled recently? You used to be very patient with such small things."

Huo Xiyin resumed eating like a lady, and said slowly, "I'm really not in a good mood recently, and I'm also a little irritable."

"Find some time to go to the hospital. You are too thin. I believe I am not the first person to tell you this."

"Well, I'm planning to go this weekend too."

When Huo Xiyin was sleeping at night, she found three missed calls and a short message in her mobile phone.One of the calls was from an unfamiliar number in the city, and the other two were from Ji Zhandong.The short message is also from him.

This is the first time Huo Xiyin has received a text message from Ji Zhandong.She and Ji Zhandong rarely have a tacit understanding in this regard, and they always feel that short messages are not as convenient and direct as phone calls.Usually when he couldn't get through to her phone number, he would always choose another matter to call back, but this time Ji Zhandong chose to tell her with a short message.

"I'll be back in three weeks at the earliest. In these two days, find some time for Xiao Zhang to accompany you to the car dealership to look at the car." The number of words in his text message was actually quite a lot, and there was a string of phone numbers behind it .

Huo Xiyin intuitively couldn't think of his mood and expression when he was texting, and she didn't want to delve into it. She just felt a little stuffy in her heart, like a stone was pressing on her, she couldn't breathe, her mind was dizzy, and she couldn't turn around.

She was in a daze for a while before she came back to her senses. She said "Got it, I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep first" and quickly turned off the phone, then threw the phone to the corner of the sofa as if venting her anger, and went to the bathroom without looking back.

On the way to work the next day, she received a call from Ji Zhandong's driver, Xiao Zhang, who was sincere and polite, Huo Xiyin thought about it and did not refuse.The other party was not Ji Zhandong. She couldn't find any reason to refuse, and it didn't matter whether she refused or not. Besides, she really wanted to buy a car, so she set the time on Sunday.

Huo Xiyin finally decided to go to the hospital.Her sleep has been the worst in history recently, and she can’t fall asleep normally even after taking Valium tablets at night. A slight sound can wake her up until dawn; I ate less than three bites.

In September, the weather is still hot and dry.Huo Xiyin has the practice of having a physical examination every quarter, and is familiar with several of the doctors.There are always so many people in the hospital. She waited dizzily, sitting on a chair and looking at the technical terms on the paper in her hand, and found strangely that she knew all the words, but she couldn't understand them when spelling them into words. familiar.

The doctor who performed the surgical examination on her happened to be a former high school classmate of hers, and Huo Xiyin's meticulous and amiable attitude gave Huo Xiyin a sense of security.They chatted for a while during the inspection, recalling their high school days, and said a few words about the current situation.

"I didn't expect you to be in T city. I didn't go to see you when you got married. It's a pity."

"At that time, it was over in a flash of brain fever, and it was too late to find friends to celebrate." The classmate smiled, "But it has been two years now, and I don't think there is anything inappropriate. What about you? I guess you are not married yet. ? There are not many people like me who get married after graduation."

Huo Xiyin was startled for a moment, then smiled: "Not yet."

"Where's the boyfriend? I have some, right?"

Huo Xiyin hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

"Remember to tell me when you get married."

She twitched the corner of her mouth: "Yes."

"The physical condition is not bad, but you are obviously a little weak. Are you busy with work recently? You should take care of yourself. You don't need to take medicine, go back and eat something nutritious."

For the fasting test, she did not eat in the morning.During the final gynecological examination, Huo Xiyin felt a stomachache and a headache due to insomnia. However, her consciousness was intensely awake. She was waiting for the diagnosis result and couldn't sleep.

The gynecological consultation room made her feel uneasy. She supported her head and heard the doctor who examined her finally speak with the diagnosis result.

"You're pregnant, less than five weeks."

"How?!" Huo Xiyin was in disbelief and almost screamed, but she was too weak to even scream.

"Is it an unwanted pregnancy?" The doctor looked at her surprised expression and softly comforted her, "I remember last time you said that you were engaged, so it's okay to have a child now. The condition of the fetus seems to be stable, but there are signs of miscarriage .Go back and pay attention to rest."

Huo Xiyin was stunned for a long time before finally accepting the reality, she murmured, looking at the table absently: "I've been taking Valium almost every other day for the past two weeks, and I'm not in a good mood recently, so is it suitable to keep it. "

"I don't see any major problems now. If you want this child, remember to come for a checkup every week. Now that you have it, it's best to let it be. You are too tired, and you should be careful, and you are too If you are thin, eat as much as you can when you go back home. But the first pregnancy will always be more or less panic, so relax and don't be too stressed."

Huo Xiyin's throat was choked, and his nose felt sore.She was unable to say anything, this matter was not within her planned plan, and it was beyond her tolerance, she suddenly felt very tired.

"Your fiancé will be very happy when he finds out." The doctor smiled. "Last time he accompanied you for a checkup. I thought you were a good match, and I could see that he cared about you too. Don't think too much, go back and talk to him." Tell me."

Huo Xiyin didn't even know how she got out of the consulting room.In a trance, she always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't figure it out clearly.Her brain is as slow as an old computer in the 90s, so slow that it makes people anxious.

Their protective measures have always been tight, and in all the times she can think of, there has never been a loophole.Her last period was inaccurate, so she couldn't distinguish between the so-called safe period and the dangerous period, so she took all protective measures.She won't remember them wrong.

Now she doesn't know what to do.Whether it was drug abortion or human abortion, she felt cruel.But if it is born smoothly, it will be difficult for her to adapt.She couldn't describe her exact feeling, she wanted to reject it intuitively, but she seemed instinctively reluctant.

She hated being so sloppy, but she was really at a loss.She turned a corner to the right and found that there were several women sitting on the bench next to her left.Most of them were very nervous holding the list.At this time, a young woman came out of a room slowly, and an elderly aunt was helping her. She was holding her belly, tears were on her cheeks, her lips were white from being bitten, and her complexion was even paler. , like a lost soul.

Huo Xiyin suddenly understood what this place was.Suddenly her heart beat faster, she was standing alone in the corridor, the sun outside was bright and warm, but she felt chills, and she suddenly felt helpless.

She still remembers that during college, a senior sister got married with a child, and she was about to give birth when she was wearing her graduation gown to take graduation photos in her senior year. happy people.There is a kind of maternal love shining on her face, and she is so happy that she is in a mess.

Huo Xiyin tried to think about Ji Zhandong's reaction after knowing she was pregnant, and she was not sure whether he would be full of joy.

But she was sure, if she had an abortion alone without telling him, and Ji Zhandong found out after everything was done, what would his reaction be.

He should be shocked, then angry and even furious, maybe he has the urge to strangle her to death.She had acted without consulting him, and that would have given him good reason to accuse her of acting privately, and would have made it clear that he wanted to keep the baby.As for whether his words came from the heart and whether they were sincere, she was not sure at all.

But in her complicated thoughts, she suddenly found that if she did that, she would still have a little bit of happiness.

She never saw him angry, never saw him disappointed, she never seemed to see his true emotions.It was as if he had been wearing a perfectly fitted mask, and if no one reminded her, she would have been kept in the dark.

Her emotions were complicated and intertwined, she was a little pained, and there was a deep panic that was almost uncontrollable.She had never experienced this kind of place, this kind of mood, this kind of encounter, which made her feel terribly strange.

She wanted to cry, really wanted to.

(End of this chapter)