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Chapter 124 Butterfly breaks cocoon
All living things that have grown have experienced a long period of pain before they can turn into butterflies.It's not that fate treats you unfairly, it's just that your new life is more dazzling than others.

This is what Lan Xiaodie's mother told her.

As an ordinary pollen insect, Lan Xiaodie sits on the leaves all day long, watching the sun rise and set, feeling bored.

"Xiaodie, if you could be reborn, what would you do?"

This is a question my mother often asks her.But Lan Xiaodie couldn't figure it out.She didn't even know if she could really become a beautiful pollen butterfly like her mother.

It seems like every day is the same life, getting up to eat, being laughed at by everyone, coming here to watch the sunset, and then going home to sleep.

Lan Xiaodie hates this kind of life, hates her own body, and even hates staying with other bugs.But after a long time, she got used to it, and when her mother went out, she sneaked here just like a bug to watch the sunset.

Lan Xiaodie likes to sit on this leaf and watch the sun go down little by little, as if the gentle light can soothe all the wounds in her heart.The colorful light reflected on the lake is really beautiful.

"What do you want to do? What do I want to do?"

Lan Xiaodie watched in bewilderment as the afterglow of the setting sun in the distance disappeared little by little, until the starry sky shone in the dark sky, then she turned her head and went home disappointed.

"Mom, will I really become a beautiful butterfly like you?"

Lan Xiaodie looked at her mother who folded her wings and went home, lowered her head and asked in a low voice.

"Silly boy, of course."

"Today, Xiaochan laughed at me again. They all seemed to hate me, saying that I was ugly, and they didn't want to play with me."

Lan Xiaodie pouted, complaining a little disappointed.

"It's because they don't understand your cuteness, baby, in fact, you are very cute, cuter than other bugs." Mom comforted Lan Xiaodie by touching her head.

In the past, Lan Xiaodie would be happy after being comforted by her mother in this way, but recently, she has always lost interest.

"Maybe I'm really bad"

Back in the room, Lan Xiaodie lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep, thinking of Xiaochan and their sharp laughter during the day, Lan Xiaodie couldn't help feeling sad.

"Silly bug, those words are nothing more than your mother's words to comfort you. A bug will always be a bug, only! Yes! Yes! Worm! Son!"

That sharp laughter was like a needle, piercing Lan Xiaodie's heart one after another.

"I'm not a bug, my mother said I'm a butterfly, one day I will be a butterfly!"

Amidst the sharp laughter of all the bugs, Lan Xiaodie yelled out these words and ran away crying.

Yes, my mother said that she is a butterfly, and one day she will become a butterfly, and my mother will not lie to her.

On the leaf where the setting sun can be seen, Lan Xiaodie huddled herself into a ball, secretly wiping away her tears.

It's not just once or twice like this during the day, it happens all the time.Every time Lan Xiaodie cried and secretly thought, one day, one day I will be able to turn into a butterfly for those bugs who laugh at me to see.But which day it was, she didn't know.

So after waking up the next day, she still had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue walking through the group of bugs who laughed at her, towards the leaves where she could watch the sunset.

"Hey, butterfly, why haven't you grown wings yet, hahahaha."

"Did she forget her wings at home?"

"A bragging and delusional bug."

Lan Xiaodie didn't speak, and walked forward quickly with her head down, but bumped into another bug.

"Xiaodie?"

Lan Xiaodie rubbed her sore head and looked up, it was none other than another pollen insect like her in this Chongchong residential area.

"It's Luo Xiaoyang."

Without saying a word, Lan Xiaodie took Luo Xiaoyang's hand and ran to the place where the sunset could be seen.

Sitting there, Lan Xiaodie looked at the setting sun without saying a word, Luo Xiaoyang looked at Lan Xiaodie beside him and laughed.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"It's nothing, I just don't want to stay there and talk to you, I hate that group of bugs."

Luo Xiaoyang lay down looking at the bright sun in the distance.After a long time, he said, "I don't like it either."

Lan Xiaodie and Luo Xiaoyang can be regarded as childhood playmates, but as they grew up, Lan Xiaodie stopped playing with Luo Xiaoyang because of their gender.

Until she found this place, she ran here all day long.It is rare to meet Luo Xiaoyang once.

"Xiaodie, I seem to be reaching the butterfly stage soon."

Luo Xiaoyang said calmly, seeing Lan Xiaodie beside him indifferently, Luo Xiaoyang sat up.

Only then did Luo Xiaoyang see the tears on Lan Xiaodie's face.

"Why are you crying? Can't bear to part with me?"

Lan Xiaodie looked at the smiling Luo Xiaoyang beside her and said angrily: "You can change as you please, it's none of my business."

Lan Xiaodie was sobbing softly, but now she burst into tears.

"Hey, don't cry, it's not like I won't come back again."

"I'm the only worm left, why am I the only worm left!"

Lan Xiaodie burst into tears, suddenly a warm hand wiped her tears, Luo Xiaoyang said: "Trust me, you will be able to turn into a butterfly soon."

"Luo Xiaoyang, did you come to tell me this on purpose today?"

Luo Xiaoyang nodded, and received a severe beating from Lan Xiaodie.

After returning home that day, Lan Xiaodie never saw Luo Xiaoyang again.

Lan Xiaodie, who was absent-minded all day long, was noticed by her mother.Finally one day, Lan Xiaodie told her mother that Luo Xiaoyang was going to turn into a butterfly.

"Really?" Mom gently stroked Lan Xiaodie's head, without saying anything.

"Mom, I also want to turn into a butterfly."

"Why? If you turn into a butterfly, what do you want to do?"

Here it is again.Lan Xiaodie lowered her head and thought for a long time, but couldn't come out.

"I just don't want to be a caterpillar anymore."

"Baby, being a caterpillar is actually a very happy thing. When every caterpillar was young, it always hoped to grow up quickly, to transform into a butterfly, to transform, but you know? Caterpillars often have to grow up It is a hundred times more painful than other creatures. Because we have to trap ourselves in our own cocoon, and then melt into a nutrient solution, and then regenerate."

"God is really unfair." After hearing her mother's words, Lan Xiaodie lowered her head and complained in a low voice, "Why is our whole life so painful. Painful when we were young, painful when we grow up, and still painful when growing up."

Hearing what Lan Xiaodie said, her mother laughed instead.She gently touched Xiaodie's head and gave her a book of poems.

"What is this?" Xiaodie flipped through the book and asked her mother.

"This is a compliment written by everyone. Xiaodie, do you know that all growing creatures have gone through a long period of pain before they can turn into butterflies. It's not that fate treats you unfairly, it's just your new life , is more dazzling than others, and has received more praise."

Xiaodie flipped through the book, thoughtful.

Two weeks later, the afterglow of the setting sun made her small face extraordinarily round.She lay there lazily looking at the sunset in a daze, when suddenly a guy came out from behind her, calling her name with a weak but excited expression.

(End of this chapter)