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Chapter 161 Originating from Rawden City (Part [-])
Zhong Wenxun thought I didn't know about him and my mother, but unfortunately, I did.

I read my mother's diary full of love and hatred many times.

No one knew that there was such an item in my mother's relics, and no one knew that I hated him to the bone since I was a child, just like my mother hated him, and I hated him too.

I hate him for marrying my mother but his mind is full of that elf named Luoluo. I hate him for leaving our mother and daughter and returning to the Tibetan Spring City without hesitation for her life and death. I hate him more even though he knows my existence. Never want to see me.

Until the appearance of Su Mengliu today, asking me to overthrow all the previous hatred and decades of grievances, accept his love like a fool, and then watch him pass away from a distance, I can't accept it.

I would rather he never appeared from the beginning, I still hate him, hate him selfishly living well in an unknown place, and look forward to one day he can appear, and then take me out of here, to the legendary world Tibetan spring city where all the good things are concentrated.Instead of being like this now, I can really feel that I am losing my father and my last hope.

I didn't talk anymore that day, and I didn't even feel Su Mengliu's existence anymore.I got up and staggered towards the temple. Su Mengliu didn't stop me, but followed me until he watched me enter the temple gate.

Until now, I can't remember how I spent those few days. I only know that Master would come to see me in the room every day, and then leave with a sigh.

A week later, I heard the familiar voice outside the door in the room.Zhong Wenxun seemed to come to bid farewell, and said a bunch of things that sounded like last words, leaving something for me, and then there was no sound.

For some reason, Master was finally willing to see him, but after Zhong Wenxun left, he never mentioned him to me again.My life seems to have returned to its former peace, the only difference may be that Su Mengliu will bother me all day long.

Until that day, I lay on the bridge cable and looked at the clouds, and the birds flew through the blue sky without restraint.Rubbing his eyes in boredom, it seemed a little dry, and he felt unspeakably sad.

A face suddenly appeared on the top, it was Su Mengliu, he leaned down and pulled me up, touched my head and said: "Zhiyun, I thought about it, I will protect you in the future, you want to go to Tibetan Spring City, when I think about it If there is a way, I will take you there." His words were extremely gentle, and this kind of promise seemed to be written in my heart.

I turned my head to look at him, those sincere eyes didn't look like lies.But I didn't nod, I know, I can't do this.

"Don't waste your time in vain, and don't waste time on me. Find a normal human being to talk about love. I have a monster-like appearance, such long pointed ears and beige hair. I am destined not to leave here."

Seeing that he didn't speak, he held me tightly and refused to let go, so I turned my head away and didn't look at him anymore.

To be honest, I can't stand his eyes a little bit, those fiery eyes seem to be bewitching me to betray my promise with Master.

"You... what are you watching me do? Although I don't have much elven blood, I don't have a good end with you. It's like my father and mother. Monsters can only be monsters. I advise you not to take it too seriously .”

Su Mengliu didn't seem to care about these things, he didn't seem to hear what I said, and just asked me: "I just want to ask you, have you ever had me in your heart? Or are you just taking my words as a joke, Treat me as a playmate?"

He was very serious when he said this, I didn't want to lie to him, I avoided this topic in a panic, and fled into the temple in a hurry.

Seriously, I don't even know what I'm thinking.Obviously I really want to go with him, but reason tells me that I should calm down.

I have also seen many young men and women who tried to overcome everything with love. They went up the mountain to pray for eternity, and many of them ended up tragically.

What's more, we are so far apart, so far away that we can't even get close to each other in the world, how can I leave everything and leave with him, and watch him give up his life for me.

Hiding behind the door, I said to him disappointedly: "Su Mengliu, you go. I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to go with you. You have your own life, so why give up the life you should have for me? .From tomorrow onwards, don't come here again, and I don't want to see you either."

I don't know how long he stayed at the door, I only know that he said softly that day: "Zhiyun, what should I do with you, I want to leave you too, but I can't.

If you are not even willing, and only my wishful thinking is the only way to support it, you know how sad I should be. "

That day, I didn't answer him again, just sat by the door for a long time, from dawn to dark.Crescent Crescent had already hung willow branches, Master looked at me listless, and gave me a book of scriptures, which I copied for several months.

Since then, I have never seen Su Mengliu again.Maybe he met another human girl and lived a normal human life, or maybe he has taken over the position of the elders since then, and has been busy with the affairs of the city ever since.

I thought this way, and kept comforting myself like this, but I never thought that ten years later, I would still hear about him from the pilgrim by accident.

"Have you heard, Su Mengliu, the son of Elder Su, who learned the sorcery from somewhere, has disappeared."

"I've heard, I've heard, this incident is known all over the city. Some people say that he seems to have gone to Tibetan Spring City for some reason and can't get out."

"I heard that human beings signed a contract with the elves, and the forests of Cangchun City and Luoden City are the boundary. Once human beings trespass, they will violate the contract and be sent to Heyan City."

"Yeah, I don't know what happened to him all these years. He just wanted to leave here and go to Tibetan Spring City. But this human being has no magic and spiritual power, how can he go..."

The voices of the two pilgrims became farther and farther away from my ears, and my consciousness gradually became blurred.The incense in my hand had already fallen to the ground and broke, and when I woke up again, it was already on the bed in my room.

Master looked a little tired, and had already fallen asleep lying on my bed.I gently covered her with a piece of clothing, left a letter cruelly, packed up my things and left the monastery.

I used to think that he would forget me and start a new life, but who knew, it was me who harmed him.I want to find him back and tell him that I don't really care whether I can go to Tibetan Spring City or not. I believe in everything he promised me. I have him in my heart, and I only hope that he is safe.

This time, I don't want to run away.

I once heard my grandfather say that half-elves can live for more than 300 years, and those with strong spiritual power can even live for [-] years. Like me, they can live for at least [-] years.

I used to hate my half-elf blood, but now, I am very grateful for it, it gave me a long enough time to find Su Mengliu.

One day I will find him and tell him without fear that I love him.

(End of this chapter)