Fallen grid shop

Chapter 84 Comeback
The first chapter returns to the place of fireworks
Rodden City in winter is still bustling. Although Zangchun City is as warm as spring, once you step out of the barrier, it feels like two worlds.

Goose feathers and heavy snow fell one after another, Cang Yue put down the box, brushed the snow falling on the top of her head, and tightened the cloak for her.

Maybe it was because she stayed in this human world for a long time before, or she experienced too many things, or Cang Yue stood beside her, and when she returned to this city, Luo Luo seemed to be relieved.There is no imaginary fear, and there will be no flashbacks again.

Heavy snow covered the city white, Cang Yue carried the suitcase in one hand, and led Luo Luo to the station with the other.It was already afternoon when they returned to the familiar hut of Grid Shop.

This year's Aurora City is colder than usual.Although there hasn't been much change in the store, Luoluo feels that her inner feelings are completely different from before.

"Hey, Xiaobai." After Luoluo put away her things, she handed Cang Yue a cup of brewed black tea.

"Ok?"

"Perhaps this is the last time we live in such freedom."

"Well, not necessarily. When we can find a suitable successor, I will bring you back and live this kind of life again. We will plant a peach tree at the door, here"

Looking at Cang Yue who was seriously planning for the future, Luo Luo couldn't help laughing.

Such a good life!Luoluo thought so.

"Xiaobai, if there is an afterlife, what kind of life do you want to live?"

"I, I haven't thought about it."

"If it were me, I would like to be an ordinary human being, build a small house, and plant some flowers. Every time the weather is sunny, I would take my cat out to bask in the sun."

Cang Yue patted her head, propped her chin and said seriously: "Actually, if there is a suitable opportunity, I can help you realize this wish in this life."

Speaking of it, Aurora City is really a paradise.If it wasn't for the responsibility and hatred, Luoluo would have wanted to live with Cang Yue like this forever.

"In the days of stability, I sometimes want to give up revenge. I also think that if my mother is still there, if grandpa can wake up, maybe I am still a child, and I can still run out like this, even for a short time. Yes, it is also possible to live a human life in this way.”

Cang Yue looked at Luo Luo in front of her and said such words with her head down, took out a small notebook and handed it to her.

That was his previous diary, which contained trivial and messy records of everything about his escape, including the changes in his heart.

"When I first left Tibetan Spring City, I would often have nightmares, and sometimes I would suffer from insomnia all night. In my dreams, I dreamed that my mother committed suicide in front of me, and that my father was killed in front of me. The scene appeared over and over again. At that time, my heart was full of hatred and fear, and I would always swear in my heart that sooner or later, I would kill Zhong Xu with my own hands to avenge my father and mother."

Luoluo was holding the diary, flipping through it while listening to Cang Yue.

"and after?"

"I have been running away for a long time, and I have been haunted by nightmares for a long time. Every day I plan how to take revenge, what kind of magic can kill Zhong Xu, how can I avoid all the elves who chased me, until you escaped to find me, I Hesitated."

Luoluo stopped what she was doing, and looked up at Cang Yue.

"why?"

"Because I suddenly couldn't find the meaning of revenge. At that time, I really wanted to give up revenge, and I also wanted to live a peaceful life with you. I was also thinking, once revenge is successful, I can get What? The dead elves are dead forever, even if I kill them, so what?"

"Then since you gave up, why didn't you come back to me at that time?"

Cang Yue smiled wryly: "Because there are some elves or people in this world, they can't let you go just because you want to let them go. If Zhong Xu could let me go at that time, maybe I will listen to my father's words in a long time, Live well, and will not risk your life for revenge. After all, the lives of my father and mother rest on me."

Luo Luo looked down at the diary in her hand and remained silent.

"When I killed Zhong Xu, I was not as happy as I imagined. Maybe I was excited at that moment, thinking that he deserved what he deserved. However, when he slowly died in front of me, I would feel sad, even sympathetic. , like a stick in the throat, just like when Zhong Wuqi died. Maybe my father is right, we shouldn't live for hatred. But Luoluo, you must think about why you did this."

Luoluo nodded, took out the ribbon her mother left for her, and rubbed it in the palm of her hand.

"Recently, I always dream about my mother and about my childhood. I don't understand why the world has changed so fast. Elder Feng was once such a respectable and upright elder, and Zhong Xu was obviously such a careful and gentle elf. Zhong Wuqi is so kind, why, why did everyone change?"

"No one is born to be a bad person, but there is too much darkness eroding every fragile soul."

Cang Yue held Luo Luo's hand, and said softly: "Whether you decide to take revenge, or just come out to relax, I will accompany you, but Luo Luo, I hope you are safe and happy, and leave the rest to me. "

The snow that had just stopped not long ago started to fall again, Luoluo sat in front of the table in a daze.It was already dark outside, and this small shop that hadn't been open for a long time was lit up with warm yellow lights at this moment.

Luoluo locked the doors and windows and sat slumped in the shop, looking at the grid on the wall, thinking about messy things.

Obviously she hates war so much, she hates killing so much, but when she thinks of the scene where her mother died to save her, Luoluo can't help but get red eyes.

This matter is destined to become a knot in Luoluo's heart.She couldn't figure out why Elder Feng did such a thing, let alone his purpose of killing so many elves.

In this continent of Sisena, she couldn't even find the hiding place of the cloaked elf.Luoluo is now extremely afraid of the word "future", as if anything with this word gives people a fear of the unknown.

"Mom, if I still decide to avenge you, will you be angry with me?"

No one responded in the empty store, Cang Yue was reading in the study, Luoluo summoned flames, which burned a dagger mark on her left wrist.The excruciating pain caused beads of sweat to ooze from Luoluo's forehead, and Luoluo smiled in satisfaction.

She was afraid that she would forget the pain due to the passage of time, and this dagger mark would always remind herself of the pain of losing her mother.

"He must be found. He does not deserve to live, and he is responsible for my mother's death."

As the night grew thicker, the wind and snow came in through the crack of the door, Luo Luo curled up in Cang Yue's arms, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.

The seriously injured father, the comatose grandfather and maternal grandfather, the dead mother, and the seriously ill monk all seemed to have passed away in just one year.

(End of this chapter)