The devil bullies the upper body: baby, you are so sweet

Chapter 528 Ning Jia (Extra)
What is it like to like someone?
It's morning thoughts, evening thoughts,
It's in the eyes, in the heart, it's all about her.

What does it look like to like a person who belongs to you?

No complaints, no regrets,
It's sugar wrapped in glass slag, full of holes, but she still misses her.

I'm Ning Jia. Before I was five years old, I was Xiaoyu's elder brother Xiaojia. Wherever I went, I would lead Xiaoyu, elder brother Xiaojia, who would grow up to marry me.

Brother Xiaojia, where are you going?Take me with you, I promise not to make trouble, I will be very good.

Brother Xiaojia, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of the cold, I want to hug you to sleep, so I won't be afraid.

Brother Xiaojia, hide the snacks with you. Mommy always won’t let me eat snacks. If you hide them with you, she won’t be able to find them. Don’t steal them. Well, if you really want to eat them... just eat them. , who told you to be my brother Xiaojia?

Brother Xiaojia, I really want to grow up quickly. After I grow into a beautiful bride, I can marry Brother Xiaojia.

……

fool.

Fool.

slug,
Crybaby.

Naughty me, how many nicknames have I had with Xiaoyu?A lot, a lot, so much to recall the past, it's all sour, sweet and sad.

"Brother Xiaojia, after I finish watching Grandpa, I will return to you very quickly. I will bring you a lot of delicious snacks. You have to stay at home obediently and wait for me. Let's pull the hook."

At that time, what was your reaction?

"Okay, let's go quickly, it's not that we can't see each other, let's go quickly."

Impatient,
Perfunctory,

fool around,

Indifferent.

We never cherish what we have. When we lose it, we wake up and regret it.

Xiaoyu, I lost you, is it God's punishment for me?

I searched and searched for many years in the sea of ​​people, and finally, I found you. I returned to the country overnight, and I transferred to your school and your class.

I have imagined countless kinds of pictures and scenes where we meet?

You will rush over fiercely, beat me with clenched fists, and ask me why I haven't looked for you all these years, why I found you so late; but I will open my arms, hug you tightly, and use the most gentle The voice, speaking to you over and over again:
Sorry,
From now on, I will never let go of your hand.

But, you forgot me, together with our childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, all forgotten.

You have a boyfriend, he is Shen Yan, a very dazzling and unruly young man, you will scold him angrily, beat him, you will stare fiercely, you will be fierce, but... the depths of your eyes are full of affection and love love.

You guys are very much in love.

I found you, but you no longer belong to me. We ended up missing each other by accident.

Not reconciled, really not reconciled.

I have been looking for you for so many years, but you have fallen in love with someone else, you have forgotten everything about us, those laughing and cursing, passing by, only I remember, leave me alone to wait.

I found a chance to chat with you, your reaction was very strange, but it made me happy, don't you...remember me?
But, no, your alienation and politeness made my heart sink to the bottom.

The little girl who grabbed my hand and yelled that she would wear a beautiful wedding dress and marry me when she grows up, will never come back.

Is it fate?
That night, I was lying on the cold floor, drunk, paranoid, if, if I took you away and made you and Shen Yan far away from each other, would it be possible for you... to fall in love with me?

Yes.

But, I don't want to.

My girl, I hope you are happy, even if your happiness is not given to you by me, I also wish you a happy life.

Countless dark nights, tossing and turning, dreaming back at midnight, I always think, if you recover your memory, you remember me, remember our past, will you...give me a chance?
A chance to compete fairly with Shen Yan.

Later, you told me the answer yourself, and it completely made me give up.

Xiaoyu, I looked at you, shed tears in front of me, and called me Brother Xiaojia sadly, you said, you remembered everything, but you forgot our childhood agreement.

"You will always be my little brother Jia."

forever,

Brother Xiaojia,

A sentence full of warmth, but sentenced me to death. There is no possibility between me and you. Yes, you have fallen in love with Shen Yan, so how can it be possible... to fall in love with me?
You are affectionate and unfeeling.

Affectionate, to Shen Yan, unfeeling, to me.

But, in love, there is no right or wrong, only loved and never loved.

Later, I experienced many things, and I left you and returned to Ning's.

"Son, you can find better ones."

I smiled, yes, in the rest of my life, I may meet that her, but that her will never be you again.

Through the Internet, I know that you have published books, made movies, and won many awards. Your life is colorful and flourishing. In your brilliant life, there are shadows of Shen Yan everywhere.

The first movie you made, Shen Yan appeared at the end of the movie, telling you affectionately about your encounter, acquaintance, love, enjoyment, and confession to you.

In your daily life, there is the silhouette of Shen Yan working hard in the study, the home where Shen Yan is cooking in a floral apron, and the arrogant look of Shen Yan knitting a scarf for you.

You are very much in love.

I thought, I would just like this, silently watching you, until one day, I received your wedding invitation.

marry.

Big dream first.

My girl, the girl who clamored to grow up, put on a wedding dress and marry me, was about to get married, but the person she married was not me.

Sadness, sadness, and then, the relief and freedom of the past like the wind.

I went back to China and attended your wedding. When I saw you, I thought, you are the most beautiful bride in the world, my girl, I wish you happiness.

In this world, there is a lot of love that cannot be obtained. After a long time, love will fade, and time will heal everything and smooth out all the troubles.

I gradually took over Ning's, busy, very busy, and occasionally I would know what movies you made and what awards you won, and I thought, you are excellent and great.

When I love you, it turns into I loved you, sigh, but cruel.

Yes,

My love for you has become the past tense, I think of you less and less, those sweet and sad pasts are becoming more and more blurred, I don’t remember, I really don’t remember.

Humans have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Loving you makes me miserable, so I don't love you anymore.

Maybe, one day in the future, I will fall in love with other girls, or love at first sight, or long time, I will fall in love with others, life is so long, if there is no one who can make me smile when I think of it, there is no one , can make me hug tightly, then, what a cold thing it must be.

(End of this chapter)