I'm the villain, evil boy, his father
Chapter 310 Lin Xiaoyun's Head, and Xiao Chen's Curtain
Chapter 310 Lin Xiaoyun's Head, and Xiao Chen's Curtain
"what--!"
"Little Yun!"
"no no--!"
When Zhao Tian slowly opened the wooden box, his face changed drastically, followed by a heart-piercing exclamation of grief, his hands trembled, and the wooden box fell to the muddy dirty ground with a clatter.
Gululu!
A woman's head rolled out of the wooden box, facing up to the sky, it was Lin Xiaoyun!
At this moment, Lin Xiaoyun's face that was full of vitality, radiant and charming in the past has turned pale.
Her eyes were wide open, and her small mouth was also open, showing how terrified and desperate she was when she was about to die!
"How could this happen! How could Xiao Yun die!"
"Xiao Yun! Xiao Yun!"
Zhao Tian muttered to himself as if in a state of insanity, and the rays of light grabbed Lin Xiaoyun's head from the muddy sewage with both hands.
Hot tears could not stop streaming down from his eyes.
what--
He raised his head to the sky and let out a loud cry, his heart was pierced with grief.
"Zhao Pu!"
"You devil! Why did you kill her, how could you kill him!"
"I'm going to kill you! Kill you!"
Zhao Tian roared like crazy, and he was going to fight Zhao Pu desperately when he got up!
It's a pity that two tall and tall bodyguards stood in front of him with expressionless faces, and as soon as they stretched out their hands, they pushed the frail Zhao Tian to the ground, in a panic.
"Xiaotian, is that all? You want to fight me too?"
Zhao Pu pushed away the bodyguards, and slowly came to Zhao Tian, condescending, looking down at Zhao Tian who fell in the mud, shaking his head with a sad and pitiful expression.
Then, with contempt and pity in his eyes, he continued, saying:
"I'm doing this for your own good. After this, you will grow up overnight, right?"
Speaking of this, Zhao Pu paused slightly, Fang Zi sighed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said again:
"I know you must hate me to the core at this moment, but it doesn't matter, I welcome you to hate me, and I am waiting for your revenge at any time."
"Perhaps, from now on, I will be the biggest motivation for you to live!"
After finishing speaking, Zhao Pu turned around and left. Yang Xiao and the others also took a look at the drowned Zhao Tian, and then lifted their feet and left.
"My son, I am waiting for you as a father!"
"Ha ha!"
"Waiting for you to kill me!"
Zhao Pu's loud laughter came from far away from the rain curtain, and gradually his people disappeared in the rain and fog all over the sky.
Bang bang bang!
Zhao Tian was lying in the sewage, crazily smashing the ground, his face was distorted by anger and hatred, like a wounded beast!
"Zhao Pu! Zhao Pu! If I don't kill you in this life, I swear I won't be human!"
"I will let you experience the most painful torture in the world. I will let all the people closest to you die in front of you! I will let you kneel in front of me one day and beg me!"
"Woooooo-"
Zhao Tian burst into tears, and as if thinking of something, he hurriedly hugged Lin Xiaoyun's head in his arms, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world.
"Xiao Yun, don't be afraid! With me here, no one can hurt you anymore!"
"I will take you away from here, take you away from here, from now on, no one can separate us."
While crying, Zhao Tian murmured softly.
He held up Lin Xiaoyun's head and face, and once again looked at this familiar and beloved face, then he slowly lowered his face, leaned closer, and kissed Lin Xiaoyun's pale and cold forehead lightly.
Then, he found the wooden box again, wiped it clean, carefully put Lin Xiaoyun's head in, and gazed at her affectionately again.
"Xiaoyun, let's go, no matter what you want in the future, I will listen to you, I will listen to you..."
Zhao Tian slowly closed the lid, hid it in his arms, stood up, staggered, and disappeared into the rain with disheveled hair.
………………
"master……"
On the tall building, Yang Xiao stood behind Zhao Pu, watching Zhao Tian stumble away together, not only hesitating to speak but also hesitant to speak, as if he had some scruples about what he wanted to say.
"Old Yang, if you have anything to say, you might as well just say it. You probably want to ask if this is good for Zhao Tian?"
Zhao Pu didn't look back, but said calmly.
Yang Xiao nodded, and said: "Young Master Tian is probably resenting you to the extreme at this moment, I really don't want you father and son to become like this."
Zhao Pu was silent for a moment, then said, "Why don't I know?"
"But as I said just now, all of this is for his own good!"
Yang Xiao was puzzled and said with a wry smile, "For his own good?"
Zhao Pu nodded, staring at the boundless world, said:
"Not bad!"
"It's all for his own good!"
"You have to know that Zhao Tian grew up in a good environment and grew up under my protection. Although he is in his twenties, his mind is very immature, innocent and naive, just like a flower. Once the flower that grows in the greenhouse loses my protection, he will be useless and bump into walls everywhere, how can he gain a foothold in the sinister world with his little cleverness?"
"You know, there are tens of thousands of talented people in the world. There are not many people who are more capable, scheming, and powerful than Zhao Tian. Without me, can he keep the huge family business of the Zhao family?"
"Can he survive the cruel predation of the weak? I'm afraid that if I die here, many tigers and wolves will come to carve up the Zhao family. At that time, how did Zhao Tian, a young child, play with those old foxes? In the end, I will definitely not be able to escape the tragic end of destruction!"
"Hey! This is also a tragic truth that has never changed since ancient times! Throughout the past and present, at home and abroad, how many families that were once brilliant have finally been submerged in the long river of history?"
"That's why I often alert myself and others. Since ancient times, there has never been an immortal country or an undefeated family. This is the reason!"
When Yang Xiao heard the words, he couldn't help but his heart shivered, and he was greatly shocked. Zhao Pu's profound knowledge and deep thoughts are really beyond the reach of ordinary people!
These wise and far-reaching remarks are really like golden and jade good words, which give people a kind of enlightenment. Listening to one sentence is better than ten years of great enlightenment.
"But, master, even if you are doing this for the good of the young master, you don't have to do this. If you are like this, the young master will hate you for the rest of his life and regard you as a great enemy?"
Yang Xiao became more and more puzzled.
Zhao Pu smiled and said, "There is no other way."
"Born in sorrow, die in peace! An ancient saying!"
"People like Zhao Tian have always been relied on. If a person has always been relied on and has others to help him handle everything, then he will not grow up in his entire life."
"This is the psychology of dependence!"
"If a person wants to mature and grow up quickly, he must have the ability to face the real world independently, and he must abandon dependence as much as possible. Just like Jia Baoyu in the novel Dream of the Red Chamber, he is a typical family shelter and dependence. Once the Jia family falls and loses support, he will not be able to survive independently."
"Zhao Tian is the same, and even all children are the same. He has to lose all his support before he can wake up and grow up overnight. Of course, this is passive, and he needs to endure great pain and setbacks."
"That's why we often say that the children of poor families start their own families early. This is the reason. It is because the children of poor families have no support and can only face this cruel society on their own. People are so sophisticated, and they are more sophisticated and calm than children of the same age when they speak and do things."
"Okay! Let's stop chatting. Everything from now on depends on his own fate. Whether he can be reborn from the ashes and become a butterfly from the cocoon can only be relied on by himself."
Yang Xiao nodded and sighed: "It's just that this is too cruel, but the law of survival in the world is like this. I hope the young master can start over again."
Zhao Pu turned around and said: "Last time you told me that Xiao Chen was almost at a loss, how is he doing now, when the time is right, I want to see him for the last time, and see if this spirited guy is still alive." It’s not as crazy as it was back then.”
Yang Xiaodao: "All his whereabouts are under our strict surveillance, but we did not go to trouble him according to the master's order, but just monitored his every move, but he has not been happy recently."
Then, Yang Xiao roughly explained Xiao Chen's matter, Zhao Pu nodded and said with a smile:
"He's already a son of a bitch with no claws or claws. You can look down on him if you monitor him. How about it? If you have time, arrange it. I'll go and see him, haha."
........................
In a small seaside town, recently, Xiao Chen felt lonely and pitiful.
Ever since he lost his system and escaped from Yancheng, he brought tens of thousands of yuan in cash and came to this remote and unremarkable seaside town with his anonymity. He lived in fear and anxiety.
There is always a hope in his heart, that one day his system will suddenly appear, and he can make a comeback and make a comeback by relying on the system.
Therefore, he had this level of thought, and even though he was suffering, he still persevered.
Just like people can encounter adversity and setbacks, but they cannot be hopeless.
As long as there is still hope and ambition, then he still has the motivation and courage to live, as well as confidence and ideals!
Xiao Chen was like this, he went from a rich man, young and successful, full of romance, feasting, and extravagant life, all of a sudden to a person with no fixed place to live, food and clothing, and he still persisted in surviving.
It's just his hope and motivation, but as the days passed, the system never appeared and he became desperate again and again.
It has been several months, and his system has not responded at all, and it seems that it has really left him. This makes him very distressed and secretly resentful, but there is nothing he can do.
Seeing that the tens of thousands of yuan he brought was about to be spent, he was so anxious that he couldn't sleep all night, because he knew that going on like this was not an option.
Without a system, he is just an ordinary slut who can't do farts. He likes leisure, hates work, and saves face. How can he bow his head and do those hard and tiring jobs with meager income?
Moreover, he himself is a wanted criminal, and he was wanted on the Internet, and he used a fake ID card, so he dared not contact people even more, except for eating, he seldom showed up all day long.
Whenever he walked on the street, he seemed like everyone on the street was watching him secretly, as if everyone was doubting his identity.
This paranoia became more and more serious with the passage of time, as his character became more and more paranoid and dark.
He often lives alone in a small hotel worth tens of yuan, and he doesn't go out all day long. Even the meals are bought by the hotel owner's family at a cost.
However, people are social animals after all. After staying for a long time, they feel more and more lonely, very lonely, as if they no longer exist in this world, and other people live in another latitude space, not with him. A world space.
Whenever this happens, he becomes manic and almost crazy, and the only thing that can make him vent and comfort him is to hide under the covers and commit crimes.
Because only when committing a crime, can he feel a moment of spiritual comfort and comfort, and temporarily forget all his troubles and pains!
His morbid mentality became more and more serious as the days passed.
For this, he also knows, and he also knows that he shouldn't be like this, he must cheer up and don't give up on himself!
Therefore, after he commits a crime, he will regret and hate himself, and even scold himself, vowing that he will never sin again from now on.
But after a day or two, he couldn't help but want to commit crimes again.
"Trash! Garbage! Dirty! Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, how did you become such a person?"
"You are simply inferior to pigs and dogs. Your previous high spirits and ambitions have been eaten by dogs?"
"Look at what you have become now, are you still a person? You don't look like a person anymore!"
Bang bang bang!
While complaining to himself, Xiao Chen slammed his fist on the floor so hard that his skin was torn and blood flowed out.
After regretting for a while, he held the mirror and looked at himself. In the mirror, Xiao Chen had an unshaven beard, sunken eye sockets, a sallow complexion, and dull eyes. How could he still have the slightest charm of the past?
So, he felt sad again, and couldn't help but shed two lines of tears!
All afternoon, he sat dryly in this small room of less than ten square meters, until he seemed to hear the sound of running water in the corridor.
His heart was shocked, and his ears were pricked up, because he knew that someone was taking a shower in the corner bathroom.
bath?
woman?
There was a woman taking a bath, and Xiao Chen immediately thought of the beautiful figure of the innkeeper's daughter, and that graceful figure full of youthfulness!
Because, at this time, in this dilapidated small hotel where few people lived, that woman was often taking a bath, and he had inadvertently heard her humming songs in the bathroom several times.
Thinking of this, Xiao Chen couldn't help breathing a little faster, and even his blood seemed to flow faster.
He thought of the woman's smiling face when she saw him, her bright eyes, and her delicate voice when she spoke.
But when they met outside, the woman always spoke to him warmly first, but he always pretended to be indifferent and arrogant, nodded, and replied lightly.
In fact, deep down in his heart, he is very eager to talk to girls more, and wants someone who can care about him, love him, and listen to his pain and troubles.
But, somehow, every time he met a girl, he immediately changed into a cold look.
In fact, it was the inferiority complex in his heart, he, Xiao Chen, was no longer the rich and beautiful Xiao Chen before.
He is now a lost dog, a poor wretch, a wanted criminal who can only hide in a dark corner!
What does he use to pursue others?What do you use to communicate with others?
He has no confidence and qualifications!
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen! I didn't expect you to have today, how ironic!"
"When you were in glory, did you want any women? How many women did you want? How many women took the initiative to hook you up and ask you to sleep with her?"
"Hehe, where are those women now? They're all a bunch of cousins! High-end chicks!"
Xiao Chen cursed angrily with a wry smile in his heart, the sense of loss in his heart made him shed tears again in pain.
At this moment, how much he wants to have a woman who truly loves him and doesn't care about his past gains and losses, can love her well, and is willing to be with him no matter what.
If there really is such a good woman, then what's the point of letting Xiao Chen die here?
Xiao Chen couldn't help being filled with emotions for a moment, wiped away his tears, and felt sorry for himself again in his heart.
"I don't want any nonsense success or fame, I don't want any prosperous and colorful life, I just want to have a woman who loves me and loves me, and is willing to grow old with me and stay with me for the rest of my life."
"If there is such a woman, even if I abandon everything for her, even if I die for her, I will be willing!"
"Alas! What a dreary life! This withered and hopeless life! How much longer can I endure?"
"Why don't I die! If I have the courage to die, I won't have so many troubles!"
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, you are a coward!"
After scolding and regretting himself for a while, he heard the woman's unique singing voice intermittently in his ears.
It's the innkeeper's daughter who is humming a song, probably she is enjoying herself humming while taking a bath!
Xiao Chen's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and his eyes stared blankly at the door.
He didn't know what was going on, but unexpectedly, he stood up quietly, tiptoed to the door, put his ear to the doorman, and listened quietly while holding his breath.
This time, the woman's attractive voice became clearer, accompanied by the occasional sound of rushing water.
Xiao Chen's breathing tightened, his complexion also changed, and his sallow face became hot in an instant, turning a little red.
He grasped the doorknob with trembling hands, opened the door gently, opened a gap towards the outside, and watched nervously for a while.
nobody!
There is no one!
It was empty outside, as quiet as a tomb, except for the sound of rushing water and the humming of a woman.
This is a dilapidated small hotel. It was opened in the urban junction. It was rebuilt from several floors of self-built houses, so there are not many people living there, and there are no strict security equipment. Except for the lobby on the first floor and the front room, cameras are installed. , there is no inside or aisle.
The bathroom is a shared one, and the bath is also in the bathroom, which is a small compartment.
Whenever Xiao Chen committed a crime, he would go to wash it, because he liked to be clean, so he knew what was going on there with his eyes closed.
Slowly opening the door, Xiao Chen stretched out one foot with his heart beating wildly, and then walked over slowly like a thief.
The voice became louder and more real, and Xiao Chen's heart was also beating violently, as if it had reached his throat.
He came to the bathroom door, peeked in through a small hole in the door.
This door is a wooden door, which has been in disrepair for a long time and is already dilapidated.
In addition to the squatting urinal, there is a bathroom separated by a large glass.
call!
I finally wrote this, and I have an explanation.
I will not write for the next two days.
(End of this chapter)
"what--!"
"Little Yun!"
"no no--!"
When Zhao Tian slowly opened the wooden box, his face changed drastically, followed by a heart-piercing exclamation of grief, his hands trembled, and the wooden box fell to the muddy dirty ground with a clatter.
Gululu!
A woman's head rolled out of the wooden box, facing up to the sky, it was Lin Xiaoyun!
At this moment, Lin Xiaoyun's face that was full of vitality, radiant and charming in the past has turned pale.
Her eyes were wide open, and her small mouth was also open, showing how terrified and desperate she was when she was about to die!
"How could this happen! How could Xiao Yun die!"
"Xiao Yun! Xiao Yun!"
Zhao Tian muttered to himself as if in a state of insanity, and the rays of light grabbed Lin Xiaoyun's head from the muddy sewage with both hands.
Hot tears could not stop streaming down from his eyes.
what--
He raised his head to the sky and let out a loud cry, his heart was pierced with grief.
"Zhao Pu!"
"You devil! Why did you kill her, how could you kill him!"
"I'm going to kill you! Kill you!"
Zhao Tian roared like crazy, and he was going to fight Zhao Pu desperately when he got up!
It's a pity that two tall and tall bodyguards stood in front of him with expressionless faces, and as soon as they stretched out their hands, they pushed the frail Zhao Tian to the ground, in a panic.
"Xiaotian, is that all? You want to fight me too?"
Zhao Pu pushed away the bodyguards, and slowly came to Zhao Tian, condescending, looking down at Zhao Tian who fell in the mud, shaking his head with a sad and pitiful expression.
Then, with contempt and pity in his eyes, he continued, saying:
"I'm doing this for your own good. After this, you will grow up overnight, right?"
Speaking of this, Zhao Pu paused slightly, Fang Zi sighed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said again:
"I know you must hate me to the core at this moment, but it doesn't matter, I welcome you to hate me, and I am waiting for your revenge at any time."
"Perhaps, from now on, I will be the biggest motivation for you to live!"
After finishing speaking, Zhao Pu turned around and left. Yang Xiao and the others also took a look at the drowned Zhao Tian, and then lifted their feet and left.
"My son, I am waiting for you as a father!"
"Ha ha!"
"Waiting for you to kill me!"
Zhao Pu's loud laughter came from far away from the rain curtain, and gradually his people disappeared in the rain and fog all over the sky.
Bang bang bang!
Zhao Tian was lying in the sewage, crazily smashing the ground, his face was distorted by anger and hatred, like a wounded beast!
"Zhao Pu! Zhao Pu! If I don't kill you in this life, I swear I won't be human!"
"I will let you experience the most painful torture in the world. I will let all the people closest to you die in front of you! I will let you kneel in front of me one day and beg me!"
"Woooooo-"
Zhao Tian burst into tears, and as if thinking of something, he hurriedly hugged Lin Xiaoyun's head in his arms, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world.
"Xiao Yun, don't be afraid! With me here, no one can hurt you anymore!"
"I will take you away from here, take you away from here, from now on, no one can separate us."
While crying, Zhao Tian murmured softly.
He held up Lin Xiaoyun's head and face, and once again looked at this familiar and beloved face, then he slowly lowered his face, leaned closer, and kissed Lin Xiaoyun's pale and cold forehead lightly.
Then, he found the wooden box again, wiped it clean, carefully put Lin Xiaoyun's head in, and gazed at her affectionately again.
"Xiaoyun, let's go, no matter what you want in the future, I will listen to you, I will listen to you..."
Zhao Tian slowly closed the lid, hid it in his arms, stood up, staggered, and disappeared into the rain with disheveled hair.
………………
"master……"
On the tall building, Yang Xiao stood behind Zhao Pu, watching Zhao Tian stumble away together, not only hesitating to speak but also hesitant to speak, as if he had some scruples about what he wanted to say.
"Old Yang, if you have anything to say, you might as well just say it. You probably want to ask if this is good for Zhao Tian?"
Zhao Pu didn't look back, but said calmly.
Yang Xiao nodded, and said: "Young Master Tian is probably resenting you to the extreme at this moment, I really don't want you father and son to become like this."
Zhao Pu was silent for a moment, then said, "Why don't I know?"
"But as I said just now, all of this is for his own good!"
Yang Xiao was puzzled and said with a wry smile, "For his own good?"
Zhao Pu nodded, staring at the boundless world, said:
"Not bad!"
"It's all for his own good!"
"You have to know that Zhao Tian grew up in a good environment and grew up under my protection. Although he is in his twenties, his mind is very immature, innocent and naive, just like a flower. Once the flower that grows in the greenhouse loses my protection, he will be useless and bump into walls everywhere, how can he gain a foothold in the sinister world with his little cleverness?"
"You know, there are tens of thousands of talented people in the world. There are not many people who are more capable, scheming, and powerful than Zhao Tian. Without me, can he keep the huge family business of the Zhao family?"
"Can he survive the cruel predation of the weak? I'm afraid that if I die here, many tigers and wolves will come to carve up the Zhao family. At that time, how did Zhao Tian, a young child, play with those old foxes? In the end, I will definitely not be able to escape the tragic end of destruction!"
"Hey! This is also a tragic truth that has never changed since ancient times! Throughout the past and present, at home and abroad, how many families that were once brilliant have finally been submerged in the long river of history?"
"That's why I often alert myself and others. Since ancient times, there has never been an immortal country or an undefeated family. This is the reason!"
When Yang Xiao heard the words, he couldn't help but his heart shivered, and he was greatly shocked. Zhao Pu's profound knowledge and deep thoughts are really beyond the reach of ordinary people!
These wise and far-reaching remarks are really like golden and jade good words, which give people a kind of enlightenment. Listening to one sentence is better than ten years of great enlightenment.
"But, master, even if you are doing this for the good of the young master, you don't have to do this. If you are like this, the young master will hate you for the rest of his life and regard you as a great enemy?"
Yang Xiao became more and more puzzled.
Zhao Pu smiled and said, "There is no other way."
"Born in sorrow, die in peace! An ancient saying!"
"People like Zhao Tian have always been relied on. If a person has always been relied on and has others to help him handle everything, then he will not grow up in his entire life."
"This is the psychology of dependence!"
"If a person wants to mature and grow up quickly, he must have the ability to face the real world independently, and he must abandon dependence as much as possible. Just like Jia Baoyu in the novel Dream of the Red Chamber, he is a typical family shelter and dependence. Once the Jia family falls and loses support, he will not be able to survive independently."
"Zhao Tian is the same, and even all children are the same. He has to lose all his support before he can wake up and grow up overnight. Of course, this is passive, and he needs to endure great pain and setbacks."
"That's why we often say that the children of poor families start their own families early. This is the reason. It is because the children of poor families have no support and can only face this cruel society on their own. People are so sophisticated, and they are more sophisticated and calm than children of the same age when they speak and do things."
"Okay! Let's stop chatting. Everything from now on depends on his own fate. Whether he can be reborn from the ashes and become a butterfly from the cocoon can only be relied on by himself."
Yang Xiao nodded and sighed: "It's just that this is too cruel, but the law of survival in the world is like this. I hope the young master can start over again."
Zhao Pu turned around and said: "Last time you told me that Xiao Chen was almost at a loss, how is he doing now, when the time is right, I want to see him for the last time, and see if this spirited guy is still alive." It’s not as crazy as it was back then.”
Yang Xiaodao: "All his whereabouts are under our strict surveillance, but we did not go to trouble him according to the master's order, but just monitored his every move, but he has not been happy recently."
Then, Yang Xiao roughly explained Xiao Chen's matter, Zhao Pu nodded and said with a smile:
"He's already a son of a bitch with no claws or claws. You can look down on him if you monitor him. How about it? If you have time, arrange it. I'll go and see him, haha."
........................
In a small seaside town, recently, Xiao Chen felt lonely and pitiful.
Ever since he lost his system and escaped from Yancheng, he brought tens of thousands of yuan in cash and came to this remote and unremarkable seaside town with his anonymity. He lived in fear and anxiety.
There is always a hope in his heart, that one day his system will suddenly appear, and he can make a comeback and make a comeback by relying on the system.
Therefore, he had this level of thought, and even though he was suffering, he still persevered.
Just like people can encounter adversity and setbacks, but they cannot be hopeless.
As long as there is still hope and ambition, then he still has the motivation and courage to live, as well as confidence and ideals!
Xiao Chen was like this, he went from a rich man, young and successful, full of romance, feasting, and extravagant life, all of a sudden to a person with no fixed place to live, food and clothing, and he still persisted in surviving.
It's just his hope and motivation, but as the days passed, the system never appeared and he became desperate again and again.
It has been several months, and his system has not responded at all, and it seems that it has really left him. This makes him very distressed and secretly resentful, but there is nothing he can do.
Seeing that the tens of thousands of yuan he brought was about to be spent, he was so anxious that he couldn't sleep all night, because he knew that going on like this was not an option.
Without a system, he is just an ordinary slut who can't do farts. He likes leisure, hates work, and saves face. How can he bow his head and do those hard and tiring jobs with meager income?
Moreover, he himself is a wanted criminal, and he was wanted on the Internet, and he used a fake ID card, so he dared not contact people even more, except for eating, he seldom showed up all day long.
Whenever he walked on the street, he seemed like everyone on the street was watching him secretly, as if everyone was doubting his identity.
This paranoia became more and more serious with the passage of time, as his character became more and more paranoid and dark.
He often lives alone in a small hotel worth tens of yuan, and he doesn't go out all day long. Even the meals are bought by the hotel owner's family at a cost.
However, people are social animals after all. After staying for a long time, they feel more and more lonely, very lonely, as if they no longer exist in this world, and other people live in another latitude space, not with him. A world space.
Whenever this happens, he becomes manic and almost crazy, and the only thing that can make him vent and comfort him is to hide under the covers and commit crimes.
Because only when committing a crime, can he feel a moment of spiritual comfort and comfort, and temporarily forget all his troubles and pains!
His morbid mentality became more and more serious as the days passed.
For this, he also knows, and he also knows that he shouldn't be like this, he must cheer up and don't give up on himself!
Therefore, after he commits a crime, he will regret and hate himself, and even scold himself, vowing that he will never sin again from now on.
But after a day or two, he couldn't help but want to commit crimes again.
"Trash! Garbage! Dirty! Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, how did you become such a person?"
"You are simply inferior to pigs and dogs. Your previous high spirits and ambitions have been eaten by dogs?"
"Look at what you have become now, are you still a person? You don't look like a person anymore!"
Bang bang bang!
While complaining to himself, Xiao Chen slammed his fist on the floor so hard that his skin was torn and blood flowed out.
After regretting for a while, he held the mirror and looked at himself. In the mirror, Xiao Chen had an unshaven beard, sunken eye sockets, a sallow complexion, and dull eyes. How could he still have the slightest charm of the past?
So, he felt sad again, and couldn't help but shed two lines of tears!
All afternoon, he sat dryly in this small room of less than ten square meters, until he seemed to hear the sound of running water in the corridor.
His heart was shocked, and his ears were pricked up, because he knew that someone was taking a shower in the corner bathroom.
bath?
woman?
There was a woman taking a bath, and Xiao Chen immediately thought of the beautiful figure of the innkeeper's daughter, and that graceful figure full of youthfulness!
Because, at this time, in this dilapidated small hotel where few people lived, that woman was often taking a bath, and he had inadvertently heard her humming songs in the bathroom several times.
Thinking of this, Xiao Chen couldn't help breathing a little faster, and even his blood seemed to flow faster.
He thought of the woman's smiling face when she saw him, her bright eyes, and her delicate voice when she spoke.
But when they met outside, the woman always spoke to him warmly first, but he always pretended to be indifferent and arrogant, nodded, and replied lightly.
In fact, deep down in his heart, he is very eager to talk to girls more, and wants someone who can care about him, love him, and listen to his pain and troubles.
But, somehow, every time he met a girl, he immediately changed into a cold look.
In fact, it was the inferiority complex in his heart, he, Xiao Chen, was no longer the rich and beautiful Xiao Chen before.
He is now a lost dog, a poor wretch, a wanted criminal who can only hide in a dark corner!
What does he use to pursue others?What do you use to communicate with others?
He has no confidence and qualifications!
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen! I didn't expect you to have today, how ironic!"
"When you were in glory, did you want any women? How many women did you want? How many women took the initiative to hook you up and ask you to sleep with her?"
"Hehe, where are those women now? They're all a bunch of cousins! High-end chicks!"
Xiao Chen cursed angrily with a wry smile in his heart, the sense of loss in his heart made him shed tears again in pain.
At this moment, how much he wants to have a woman who truly loves him and doesn't care about his past gains and losses, can love her well, and is willing to be with him no matter what.
If there really is such a good woman, then what's the point of letting Xiao Chen die here?
Xiao Chen couldn't help being filled with emotions for a moment, wiped away his tears, and felt sorry for himself again in his heart.
"I don't want any nonsense success or fame, I don't want any prosperous and colorful life, I just want to have a woman who loves me and loves me, and is willing to grow old with me and stay with me for the rest of my life."
"If there is such a woman, even if I abandon everything for her, even if I die for her, I will be willing!"
"Alas! What a dreary life! This withered and hopeless life! How much longer can I endure?"
"Why don't I die! If I have the courage to die, I won't have so many troubles!"
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, you are a coward!"
After scolding and regretting himself for a while, he heard the woman's unique singing voice intermittently in his ears.
It's the innkeeper's daughter who is humming a song, probably she is enjoying herself humming while taking a bath!
Xiao Chen's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and his eyes stared blankly at the door.
He didn't know what was going on, but unexpectedly, he stood up quietly, tiptoed to the door, put his ear to the doorman, and listened quietly while holding his breath.
This time, the woman's attractive voice became clearer, accompanied by the occasional sound of rushing water.
Xiao Chen's breathing tightened, his complexion also changed, and his sallow face became hot in an instant, turning a little red.
He grasped the doorknob with trembling hands, opened the door gently, opened a gap towards the outside, and watched nervously for a while.
nobody!
There is no one!
It was empty outside, as quiet as a tomb, except for the sound of rushing water and the humming of a woman.
This is a dilapidated small hotel. It was opened in the urban junction. It was rebuilt from several floors of self-built houses, so there are not many people living there, and there are no strict security equipment. Except for the lobby on the first floor and the front room, cameras are installed. , there is no inside or aisle.
The bathroom is a shared one, and the bath is also in the bathroom, which is a small compartment.
Whenever Xiao Chen committed a crime, he would go to wash it, because he liked to be clean, so he knew what was going on there with his eyes closed.
Slowly opening the door, Xiao Chen stretched out one foot with his heart beating wildly, and then walked over slowly like a thief.
The voice became louder and more real, and Xiao Chen's heart was also beating violently, as if it had reached his throat.
He came to the bathroom door, peeked in through a small hole in the door.
This door is a wooden door, which has been in disrepair for a long time and is already dilapidated.
In addition to the squatting urinal, there is a bathroom separated by a large glass.
call!
I finally wrote this, and I have an explanation.
I will not write for the next two days.
(End of this chapter)
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