After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 105 Did You Lose Your Light?
This made Chen Chuxue's heart shake, and she began to doubt herself.

Even if the people in the program group responded so tactfully and politely to her.

But without exception, they were all rejected.

The results don't lie.

She lost this time.

Lost to those rules.

Chen Chuxue became impatient, she wanted to beat those people with better works and better songs.

So during that holiday, Chen Chuxue was thinking about how to write a new song every night.

Write a work that can be recognized by everyone like the previous one.

But when she picked up the pen, she found that her head was empty.

Those sentences and expressions that she could write very easily before, but now she can't even write a single word.

Can only face the blank white paper in a daze.

The more impatient Chen Chuxue became, the emptier her mind became.

She began to wonder if her brilliance had been burned out, and she would never be able to write such works again.

She will become ordinary in the future, getting farther and farther away from her dream.

However, these difficulties did not overwhelm Chen Chuxue all at once.

Wiping her tears while crying, she kept telling herself in her heart that she would definitely be able to do it, and these things would definitely not trouble her.

At this moment, the barrage on the Internet is very distressing for Chen Chuxue's situation at that time.

"I didn't expect it to be so serious at that time. These people are too cruel. How can a little girl bear it?"

"Actually, some people on the Internet had guessed this way at the time. It was because Chen Chuxue's move to challenge the rules made her dissatisfied with those brokerage companies and those capitals, so her popularity on the Internet at that time was actually suppressed."

"Yeah, no one thought that at that time, there would be no shows available, and the venues could not be rented."

"Oh, Chen Chuxue's appearance is so distressing. How old is she? She has to bear such a lot of pressure, and how can such a song be written if she wants to? The pressure she put on herself at that time It's too big."

"Yeah, but Chen Chuxue is a genius. She still wrote that song in the end, and it was indeed at the same level as her previous songs. The initial stage of that song was amazing. The reviews are also surprisingly good.”

"So Chen Chuxue broke those blockades because of this song. I remember that she still rented the venue at that time, and she also appeared on the show after that. The resources are very good. The famous singers in those circles are rushing to be with her. cooperating."

"Yeah, after a period of silence, Chen Chuxue's popularity on the Internet has once again reached a very high level because of that new song. Maybe those capitals can't suppress it even if they want to."

"The road to realizing her dream will definitely not be so smooth. Even a genius like Chen Chuxue has been confused before."

in memory fragments.

Chen Chuxue's confusion lasted for several days, and during this time, all her thoughts were devoted to writing songs.

So even her pen pal Zero One hasn't replied to her letter for many days.

She didn't notice either,
But this is also a very normal thing,
After Chen Chuxue was discharged from the hospital.

The number of times Zero One replied to her letters gradually became less and less.

And there will be a few days every once in a while, and she will not reply to her letter at all.

this day.

As soon as Chen Chuxue got home, she took off her coat, trotted into the bedroom, and locked the bedroom door.

Chen Yuwei outside the door sighed when she saw this scene, her eyes were full of distress.

But she didn't know how to persuade her daughter.

Chen Yuwei has of course noticed Chen Chuxue's strangeness these days, and she can also feel that there is a lot of pressure on her body.

So Chen Yuwei took her daughter to stroll around the lake today.

She hoped that in this way, her daughter could forget about these worries.

Let her not have so much pressure.

Can.
Chen Yuwei sighed at this thought, and once again felt extremely self-blaming in her heart.

When she took her daughter out today, she could clearly feel that her daughter was absent-minded.

Her thoughts are probably all on the lyrics of her new song.

And when she got home, her daughter's behavior completely verified Chen Yuwei's conjecture.

In the past few days, Chen Yuwei has been working hard.

Except for that thing about finding venues.

Chen Yuwei also saw the scene where her daughter contacted those program groups that day.

She naturally saw that her daughter was eager for a stage at the moment.

So Chen Yuwei also helped to contact many program groups on the Internet.

But those people before were almost begging her, begging her daughter to be on their show.

Now they are finding all kinds of reasons to tact Chen Yuwei.

Then leave a sentence, next time you have a chance, you must cooperate, your daughter is very good.

And Chen Yuwei couldn't see that this was a cliché, so she didn't pin her hopes on these people.

Chen Yuwei hesitated for a while, then raised her hand and knocked on the door of her daughter's bedroom.

She waited for a while, but there was still no movement in the room.

After Chen Yuwei sighed, she said softly: "Daughter, I have been helping you contact those people. I believe I will be able to find a stage for you in a short time."

"My daughter is already good enough, there is no need to put too much pressure on myself, and I also fully believe in what you said to me before, you will definitely defeat them."

After saying these words.

Chen Yuwei saw that the door of the room had not been opened yet.

She also didn't force her way into her daughter's room, but chose to give her daughter some private space.

in the room.

At this moment, Chen Chuxue was lying on the table and crying.

And because she was afraid that her mother would be sad when she heard it, she didn't cry loudly.

After the little girl sobbed for a while, she got up and picked up the blank paper that still had no words on it.

She suddenly felt so wronged.

Chen Chuxue was really shocked by the scene before her.

She began to wonder if she had lost her light.

Because Chen Chuxue suddenly felt that this field was so unfamiliar to her, that it was so difficult for her to write the first word at the beginning of a song.

After that, Chen Chuxue began to force herself to write it no matter what.

But every time I write less than two sentences, I feel that the gap between these lyrics is too different from before.

So she crosses it out quickly every time.

So it goes back and forth.

This made Chen Chuxue cry aggrieved again

At this moment, her self-confidence began to shake, and she began to fall into self-doubt.

Chen Chuxue was crying, and at some point she had a piece of letter paper and an envelope in her hands.

When she found that she had these two things in her hands.

Chen Chuxue was stunned for a long time before realizing that she subconsciously took these two things into her hands just now.

And every time she encountered those difficulties and grievances before, she would subconsciously write them in the letter.

Afterwards, Zero One can always give her an answer and let her go out.

So just now Chen Chuxue subconsciously wanted to write a letter to Zero One, expressing her grievances.

So Chen Chuxue thought of her best friend.

I wrote down what happened these days, and my inner distress and confusion.

At this moment, after seeing this scene in the memory fragment.

Many netizens on the Internet have already guessed what will happen next.

I guessed how Chen Chuxue's new song was created next.

But they still felt extremely shocked.

"So Chen Chuxue wrote to her father again this time, so this time her father guided her step by step to write the lyrics of those new songs."

"Yeah, why didn't I think of this? All of Chen Chuxue's new songs before, and the song that Lin Yi guided her to write, I think this one is also very likely!"

"The thing that shocked me the most was that Lin Yi was obviously infected with the cold after he went to watch his daughter receive the award. You all saw how serious a chain reaction a small cold caused on him. reaction, so his health was already failing, and how did he help his daughter write this song?”

"Yeah, in the previous memory clip, Lin Yi also tried to write a song for his daughter, but the scene at that time was heart-wrenching to watch, and his memory seemed to be getting worse and worse. Even in the period when he just recovered, he couldn't think of where to write the letter he planned to write to his daughter for a while."

"But judging from the results, it should be her father who guided Chen Chuxue to write the song, and I believe that the blockade on Chen Chuxue will be lifted after those rules in the circle, and it must have something to do with Lin Yi."

And in the days that followed.

Chen Chuxue's pressure was also increasing.

The body seems to have lost some weight.

After seeing this scene, Chen Yuwei felt distressed.

But no matter how much she persuaded her, her daughter seemed to be walking into that dead end, and she didn't listen at all.

This can't let her daughter let go of the pressure on her.

And until that letter came.

When that letter arrives.

Immediately, all the knots in Chen Chuxue's heart were untied.

in the letter.

Lin Yi first told a story about a person falling from the peak to the bottom.

After that person comes of age.

Wherever he goes, he immediately becomes the center of attention.

And all people will be eclipsed in front of him.

As long as he wants to, he can do his best in all aspects.

Many people around have only praise and envy for him.

But then fate seemed to play a trick on that person.

He was sick, very sick, and people around him thought he couldn't shine after carrying these illnesses.

But he still found his own way.

After telling this story.

Lin Yi recommended several videos to Chen Chuxue in the letter.

And the first video.

Even if Chen Chuxue didn't look at it, she knew that it was an extremely great athlete.

Blackheads, yellowish skin.
When he runs on the track, it's like flying.

And that year he lived up to all expectations, tying the world record and winning the championship.

And after Chen Chuxue followed the story that Lin Yi told her earlier.

She suddenly understood what Lin Yi wanted to express in her heart.

The high-spirited athlete who seems to be flying on the track has received countless praises.

Then he had an attack in another game because of his health.

So I didn't get a good result that time.

After seeing all this.

It's not that Chen Chuxue just thought of a line of lyrics in his mind.

Everything I once owned is gone in the blink of an eye.

Because of that period of time afterwards.

That athlete was attacked and criticized by many people on the Internet, who felt that he had failed everyone's expectations.

But in the end these blows did not crush him.

After many years, he once again endured his own illness and returned to the runway.

Although he had big physical problems at that time.

But he didn't fall down, but stepped over the railing step by step and reached the finish line.

After reading the letter Lin Yi wrote to her, I don't know why.

Chen Chuxue suddenly felt that her talent seemed to have returned.

And she finally had the images of those lyrics in her mind, and she was finally able to write those lyrics.

At this moment, Chen Chuxue also thought that the previous self was too anxious and utilitarian.

And the more urgent this kind of thing is, the less likely it is to be written.

Lin Yi had repeatedly told her this point in previous letters.

After Chen Chuxue adjusted her mentality, she wrote a large section of lyrics in one night.

I used to cross the mountains and the sea

Also through the sea of ​​people

everything i ever had

In a blink of an eye, it's like smoke

I was disappointed and lost all directions

Until you see the ordinary is the only answer.
When writing to the end.

Tears welled up in Chen Chuxue's eyes, and she finally wrote it out.

Her talent is not fake!
At this moment, she regained her confidence and believed even more firmly that she would be able to defeat them.

From the perspective of netizens on the Internet at this moment, it is natural and clear that this time it was Lin Yi who guided Chen Chuxue step by step and wrote these lyrics.

What moved them even more was that the story at the beginning of this letter was not Lin Yi's own personal experience?
"Sure enough, Lin Yi once again helped his daughter to enrich her self-confidence and made her write a song "The Ordinary Road" again."

"As for this guidance, I think it went too smoothly. In fact, Chen Chuxue gradually gained the ability to compose songs in the previous process. Compared with the previous few times, Lin Yi's guidance this time was much easier. Just by giving Chen Chuxue a theme and implying some core lyrics in those stories, Chen Chuxue can write so many lyrics alone."

"Yeah, I think that's why Lin Yi has been telling Chen Chuxue not to be so utilitarian in his letters. Only by calming down can he write warm lyrics. Lin Yi should also consider that after his death, if no one can Continue to guide Chen Chuxue, what will she do when she can't write songs, so he has been subtly cultivating Chen Chuxue's own creative ability, making her truly a genius."

(End of this chapter)