Chapter 158
When Lin Yi heard this sentence, ripples began to appear in his heart because of the words in Chu Hua's mouth.
And this touch made his thinking, which was already a little slow due to illness, begin to become active at this moment.
After that, he suddenly broke away from that dazed state. When he came out, he stood up and pressed his hands on Chu Hua's shoulders and mouth excitedly, and kept saying, "Can I do it? Am I qualified?"
And when Chu Hua heard these words, the soreness in her heart became even stronger.
And again he felt that the man's situation was unfair.
He felt that Lin Yi obviously had such an amazing life, but at this moment he was still so helpless.
Even things that an ordinary person considers to be very normal are a luxury for him.
As a father, Lin Yi couldn't see his daughter because of various restrictions.
And as an ordinary person, because of those restrictions, he can only be trapped under this blue sky, except for a very few times, it is never possible to get out of this blue sky.
So Chu Hua could understand Lin Yi's mood at the moment.
He could also understand why Lin Yi was so excited.
Chu Hua nodded immediately after hearing Lin Yi's words, and then said softly, choking with sobs: "The doctor has said that there is no problem, we can go out."
"However, the doctor also told me that it is best not to go out in terms of your body, but today is indeed a suitable weather for going out. Whether you want to go out or not depends on your own choice."
After Lin Yi heard these words, he immediately nodded and started to find his coat without hesitation.
Then he gave Chu Hua an eager look to signal him to follow him.
And when Lin Yi made this move, Chu Hua immediately understood Lin Yi's choice.
He couldn't help feeling how empty and simple Lin Yi's heart was at the moment.
And he has been with Lin Yi all these years, in fact, he thinks he knows Lin Yi well.
He felt that such a radiant genius definitely had lofty ambitions and goals that ordinary people could hardly imagine.
That's why he was driven step by step to his current position.
And it is also called the god of economy by people in the circle.
But the further he goes, others find that Lin Yi's world is too simple.
And the motivation that has been driving him is also just like this.
He just wanted to give his wife and daughter a future, and he never thought about his own future.
So he doesn't have those lofty ideals and goals at all. The only thing that supports him may be those two identities.
At this moment, Chu Hua confirmed his guess through Lin Yi's choice.
Lin Yi is indeed the case.
Just like at this moment, he chose to see his daughter without hesitation.
Just like before, he didn't listen to the doctor's advice and take a good rest.It's still the same as educating your own daughter.
And the reason why he is bound by this restriction is only because he thinks that the price he pays for going out is different, it does not reduce his time, it is very likely that his time will stop flowing completely.
That's why he has never made that choice, and when he learned that today's going out may reduce his remaining time, but it will not stop his time, he will immediately make this choice.
So after thinking of this, Chu Hua couldn't help crying again.
It's just that when he was following Lin Yi, he could feel the heartfelt joy emanating from Lin Yi, so he also tried his best to restrain himself.
Even if you are crying, don't make a sound.
He felt that when he thought of Lin Yi's mood, his experience of going out this time would be reduced.
As for Lin Yi who was walking in front, because his body's various functions were far worse than before, he was completely unaware that Chu Hua behind him was crying silently because of him.
But when Lin Yi got into the car.
When he saw Chu Hua who got into the car with him, he still felt that Chu Hua was a little depressed.
But Lin Yi didn't ask Chu Hua why.
Because even if he couldn't guess the specific reason for Chu Hua's depression, he could still guess that it must be because of him.
And after he told Chu Hua the secret of his body, he often saw this scene.
So Lin Yi didn't think about anything at the moment, he was only thinking about one thing.
He said silently in his heart.
If he had known that he would regard Chu Hua as half of his family, he would not have told him about his body.
Maybe I shouldn't have let him follow me in the first place, and I should have kicked him far away.
But at this moment Lin Yi thought of what those doctors had been telling him all the time.
Although he hired the medical team on a daily basis, that is to say, the longer he can live, the more money those people can get.
However, some of the doctors persuaded him to stop all treatments and enjoy the rest of his life to the fullest because of his physical condition.
Then choose euthanasia when the torment of the disease cannot be endured.
But Lin Yi always refused, and it was not just because he was optimistic about the future where all doctors were infinitely pessimistic.
More because he felt that the final result was not important.
The most important thing is the process.
If he just chose to die without pain, then he would not see the pictures he experienced.
And he felt that although these pictures and experiences made him painful and tormented, he still felt meaningful.
After all, the world after death is nothingness, and he will not even be able to see or feel these pains and pictures.
And just when Lin Yi was thinking.
Vehicles also gradually entered the city.
After entering the urban area, Lin Yi could clearly feel that his body seemed to start to react a little.
Probably because of the noise of the traffic on the road, which bothered him.
It may be because the air in the urban area is far less clean than the place where he lives.
It may also be because of his complicated and uneasy mood at the moment, after all, he is about to meet his wife and daughter.
Therefore, Lin Yi couldn't tell the reason for his body's reaction.
But he did not disclose this information.
He was afraid that after he shared this information, Chu Hua, who was originally hesitant, would immediately change his mind.
Therefore, he was firmly and unquestionably allowed to return to the manor.
And Lin Yi disdained anyone's orders, but Chu Hua was the only one who was different.
Because after all, he is his family.
So precisely because of this, Lin Yi didn't tell Chu Hua how his body reacted.
It's like a child who fears telling his family that he's sick will restrain him from playing outside.
And Lin Yi is precisely because he cares about Chu Hua.
So he didn't want to hear Chu Hua's nagging.
Ever since Lin Yi learned that something happened to his body, he thought more and more and became more and more sentimental.
Thoughts are becoming more and more complicated, and emotions are becoming more and more difficult to control.
And with the passage of time, his body's various functions gradually declined, and he was obviously much faster in feeling the passage of time.
Sometimes when he is a little dazed, a long time will pass.
But at this moment, Lin Yi felt that time seemed to slow down again.
An idea that he hadn't had for a long time also came to his mind.
He wanted time to go faster.
I want to make the vehicle go faster.
He wanted to see his wife and daughter sooner.
Right now.
Looking out of the window, Lin Yi suddenly saw a middle-aged couple who seemed to be husband and wife.
At the moment they are laying tarpaulins on the ground, and then they start to take pieces of goods from their cars and put them on the ground.
After seeing this scene, Lin Yi suddenly felt a touch in his heart.
And this feeling is rarely encountered by him.
But it happened many times today.
Everything that happened around him in the past could barely move him, and his heart gradually became numb.
But today he was touched many times.
At this time, the speed of the vehicle slowed down due to the coming of the rush hour.
So Chu Hua on the side also noticed that Lin Yi had been staring out the window.
He couldn't help but be a little curious. After all, he had never seen Lin Yihui care so much about anything else.
When he saw this expression on Lin Yi's face, it was either because of his wife or his daughter.
So Chu Hua even had a guess. He thought that Lin Yi saw his wife and daughter on the side of the road, and that's why he had such an expression.
But after Chu Hua followed Lin Yi's gaze, he found that the roadside was just a simple stall.
Except that the clothes of the couple who set up the stalls were a bit torn, and the things they sold were relatively old, which seemed to be no different from the small vendors who set up street stalls around them.
So Chu Hua still couldn't understand for a while, why Lin Yi was touched by this incident.
But when he saw the child next to the couple, who took the goods with them and put them neatly on the ground, he had thoughts in his heart.
At this moment, Chu Hua heard it suddenly, and Lin Yi whimpered beside him.
And when he looked over, he found that Lin Yi had tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.
Lin Yi was indeed touched by the little girl who was about the same age as her daughter.
Because in his eyes, when he saw that little girl, he thought of his own daughter.
Chen Chuxue once had such an experience. She was dirty, living in embarrassment, and confused about the future.
At this moment, Lin Yi thought about the future of this little girl.
And also because it is the time for children of this age to go to school.
So Lin Yi also guessed that this little girl had to stop receiving education due to family reasons.
So Lin Yi seemed to see the future of this little girl.
Because although reading is not the only way to rise in this era, it is also the biggest track for these low-level people.
It is also the fairest track.
But because of her family background, this little girl even lost the qualification to step into this track.
He also thought about his daughter's past, and thought that his daughter might be in such a situation at the beginning.
So he couldn't help feeling a little bit afraid.
He was also extremely grateful that he cheered up at that time.
Fortunately, I made the decision to change the future of my wife and daughter.
Otherwise, even if he is now, he may already be able to live a normal life.
But when he sees this situation in his life, he will absolutely loathe and hate the self he used to be.
And that feeling Lin Yi couldn't imagine how uncomfortable it would make him, and he didn't want to think about it, nor did he want to experience it.
At this moment, Lin Yi is also more determined about the path he chose before and the choices he made.
He will always follow this path, he will not change the trajectory of his life, and he will try his best to complete this path.
And right now I'm on the scene of my family show.
The audience in the auditorium fell into silence again because of this memory fragment.
Especially when they saw Lin Yi's expression in the car.
And when he looked at the behavior of the family of three outside the window.
They seem to have understood the deep thoughts buried in Lin Yi's heart at this moment.
He also vaguely felt what kind of decision Lin Yi had made in his heart at this moment.
So after the audience fell into a brief silence, they began to sigh again because of this memory fragment.
"At first I didn't understand why Lin Yi was touched by the pair of vendors with their children outside the window, but now I feel like I understand. It must be because of the little girl that the pair of vendors brought with them."
"Lin Yi is probably because of the empty eyes of this little girl, and although he is helping his parents sensiblely and actively doing what he can, but her eyes have no light."
"So Lin Yi can see that this little girl has no ideals in her heart at this moment, and she is particularly at a loss for her future, and maybe he thinks of his daughter because of this little girl, and thinks of his own daughter. It might be like that too.”
"Yeah, this little girl didn't wear a school uniform, and this time was when she was going to school. She wasn't at school, but appeared here, setting up a stall with her parents to survive."
"It proves that this little girl dropped out of school, and if their life hasn't changed much, and their parents haven't changed their philosophy, maybe this little girl won't have the opportunity to study either."
"Then this little girl will have a very hard life in the future. At least her life will be subject to many restrictions and constraints, and many things will not follow her wishes."
"And maybe Lin Yi has been insisting on helping his wife and educating his daughter in the following days, probably because he was touched by this scene. He wanted to make his daughter absolutely Can't have such a pathetic life as this little girl."
(End of this chapter)
When Lin Yi heard this sentence, ripples began to appear in his heart because of the words in Chu Hua's mouth.
And this touch made his thinking, which was already a little slow due to illness, begin to become active at this moment.
After that, he suddenly broke away from that dazed state. When he came out, he stood up and pressed his hands on Chu Hua's shoulders and mouth excitedly, and kept saying, "Can I do it? Am I qualified?"
And when Chu Hua heard these words, the soreness in her heart became even stronger.
And again he felt that the man's situation was unfair.
He felt that Lin Yi obviously had such an amazing life, but at this moment he was still so helpless.
Even things that an ordinary person considers to be very normal are a luxury for him.
As a father, Lin Yi couldn't see his daughter because of various restrictions.
And as an ordinary person, because of those restrictions, he can only be trapped under this blue sky, except for a very few times, it is never possible to get out of this blue sky.
So Chu Hua could understand Lin Yi's mood at the moment.
He could also understand why Lin Yi was so excited.
Chu Hua nodded immediately after hearing Lin Yi's words, and then said softly, choking with sobs: "The doctor has said that there is no problem, we can go out."
"However, the doctor also told me that it is best not to go out in terms of your body, but today is indeed a suitable weather for going out. Whether you want to go out or not depends on your own choice."
After Lin Yi heard these words, he immediately nodded and started to find his coat without hesitation.
Then he gave Chu Hua an eager look to signal him to follow him.
And when Lin Yi made this move, Chu Hua immediately understood Lin Yi's choice.
He couldn't help feeling how empty and simple Lin Yi's heart was at the moment.
And he has been with Lin Yi all these years, in fact, he thinks he knows Lin Yi well.
He felt that such a radiant genius definitely had lofty ambitions and goals that ordinary people could hardly imagine.
That's why he was driven step by step to his current position.
And it is also called the god of economy by people in the circle.
But the further he goes, others find that Lin Yi's world is too simple.
And the motivation that has been driving him is also just like this.
He just wanted to give his wife and daughter a future, and he never thought about his own future.
So he doesn't have those lofty ideals and goals at all. The only thing that supports him may be those two identities.
At this moment, Chu Hua confirmed his guess through Lin Yi's choice.
Lin Yi is indeed the case.
Just like at this moment, he chose to see his daughter without hesitation.
Just like before, he didn't listen to the doctor's advice and take a good rest.It's still the same as educating your own daughter.
And the reason why he is bound by this restriction is only because he thinks that the price he pays for going out is different, it does not reduce his time, it is very likely that his time will stop flowing completely.
That's why he has never made that choice, and when he learned that today's going out may reduce his remaining time, but it will not stop his time, he will immediately make this choice.
So after thinking of this, Chu Hua couldn't help crying again.
It's just that when he was following Lin Yi, he could feel the heartfelt joy emanating from Lin Yi, so he also tried his best to restrain himself.
Even if you are crying, don't make a sound.
He felt that when he thought of Lin Yi's mood, his experience of going out this time would be reduced.
As for Lin Yi who was walking in front, because his body's various functions were far worse than before, he was completely unaware that Chu Hua behind him was crying silently because of him.
But when Lin Yi got into the car.
When he saw Chu Hua who got into the car with him, he still felt that Chu Hua was a little depressed.
But Lin Yi didn't ask Chu Hua why.
Because even if he couldn't guess the specific reason for Chu Hua's depression, he could still guess that it must be because of him.
And after he told Chu Hua the secret of his body, he often saw this scene.
So Lin Yi didn't think about anything at the moment, he was only thinking about one thing.
He said silently in his heart.
If he had known that he would regard Chu Hua as half of his family, he would not have told him about his body.
Maybe I shouldn't have let him follow me in the first place, and I should have kicked him far away.
But at this moment Lin Yi thought of what those doctors had been telling him all the time.
Although he hired the medical team on a daily basis, that is to say, the longer he can live, the more money those people can get.
However, some of the doctors persuaded him to stop all treatments and enjoy the rest of his life to the fullest because of his physical condition.
Then choose euthanasia when the torment of the disease cannot be endured.
But Lin Yi always refused, and it was not just because he was optimistic about the future where all doctors were infinitely pessimistic.
More because he felt that the final result was not important.
The most important thing is the process.
If he just chose to die without pain, then he would not see the pictures he experienced.
And he felt that although these pictures and experiences made him painful and tormented, he still felt meaningful.
After all, the world after death is nothingness, and he will not even be able to see or feel these pains and pictures.
And just when Lin Yi was thinking.
Vehicles also gradually entered the city.
After entering the urban area, Lin Yi could clearly feel that his body seemed to start to react a little.
Probably because of the noise of the traffic on the road, which bothered him.
It may be because the air in the urban area is far less clean than the place where he lives.
It may also be because of his complicated and uneasy mood at the moment, after all, he is about to meet his wife and daughter.
Therefore, Lin Yi couldn't tell the reason for his body's reaction.
But he did not disclose this information.
He was afraid that after he shared this information, Chu Hua, who was originally hesitant, would immediately change his mind.
Therefore, he was firmly and unquestionably allowed to return to the manor.
And Lin Yi disdained anyone's orders, but Chu Hua was the only one who was different.
Because after all, he is his family.
So precisely because of this, Lin Yi didn't tell Chu Hua how his body reacted.
It's like a child who fears telling his family that he's sick will restrain him from playing outside.
And Lin Yi is precisely because he cares about Chu Hua.
So he didn't want to hear Chu Hua's nagging.
Ever since Lin Yi learned that something happened to his body, he thought more and more and became more and more sentimental.
Thoughts are becoming more and more complicated, and emotions are becoming more and more difficult to control.
And with the passage of time, his body's various functions gradually declined, and he was obviously much faster in feeling the passage of time.
Sometimes when he is a little dazed, a long time will pass.
But at this moment, Lin Yi felt that time seemed to slow down again.
An idea that he hadn't had for a long time also came to his mind.
He wanted time to go faster.
I want to make the vehicle go faster.
He wanted to see his wife and daughter sooner.
Right now.
Looking out of the window, Lin Yi suddenly saw a middle-aged couple who seemed to be husband and wife.
At the moment they are laying tarpaulins on the ground, and then they start to take pieces of goods from their cars and put them on the ground.
After seeing this scene, Lin Yi suddenly felt a touch in his heart.
And this feeling is rarely encountered by him.
But it happened many times today.
Everything that happened around him in the past could barely move him, and his heart gradually became numb.
But today he was touched many times.
At this time, the speed of the vehicle slowed down due to the coming of the rush hour.
So Chu Hua on the side also noticed that Lin Yi had been staring out the window.
He couldn't help but be a little curious. After all, he had never seen Lin Yihui care so much about anything else.
When he saw this expression on Lin Yi's face, it was either because of his wife or his daughter.
So Chu Hua even had a guess. He thought that Lin Yi saw his wife and daughter on the side of the road, and that's why he had such an expression.
But after Chu Hua followed Lin Yi's gaze, he found that the roadside was just a simple stall.
Except that the clothes of the couple who set up the stalls were a bit torn, and the things they sold were relatively old, which seemed to be no different from the small vendors who set up street stalls around them.
So Chu Hua still couldn't understand for a while, why Lin Yi was touched by this incident.
But when he saw the child next to the couple, who took the goods with them and put them neatly on the ground, he had thoughts in his heart.
At this moment, Chu Hua heard it suddenly, and Lin Yi whimpered beside him.
And when he looked over, he found that Lin Yi had tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.
Lin Yi was indeed touched by the little girl who was about the same age as her daughter.
Because in his eyes, when he saw that little girl, he thought of his own daughter.
Chen Chuxue once had such an experience. She was dirty, living in embarrassment, and confused about the future.
At this moment, Lin Yi thought about the future of this little girl.
And also because it is the time for children of this age to go to school.
So Lin Yi also guessed that this little girl had to stop receiving education due to family reasons.
So Lin Yi seemed to see the future of this little girl.
Because although reading is not the only way to rise in this era, it is also the biggest track for these low-level people.
It is also the fairest track.
But because of her family background, this little girl even lost the qualification to step into this track.
He also thought about his daughter's past, and thought that his daughter might be in such a situation at the beginning.
So he couldn't help feeling a little bit afraid.
He was also extremely grateful that he cheered up at that time.
Fortunately, I made the decision to change the future of my wife and daughter.
Otherwise, even if he is now, he may already be able to live a normal life.
But when he sees this situation in his life, he will absolutely loathe and hate the self he used to be.
And that feeling Lin Yi couldn't imagine how uncomfortable it would make him, and he didn't want to think about it, nor did he want to experience it.
At this moment, Lin Yi is also more determined about the path he chose before and the choices he made.
He will always follow this path, he will not change the trajectory of his life, and he will try his best to complete this path.
And right now I'm on the scene of my family show.
The audience in the auditorium fell into silence again because of this memory fragment.
Especially when they saw Lin Yi's expression in the car.
And when he looked at the behavior of the family of three outside the window.
They seem to have understood the deep thoughts buried in Lin Yi's heart at this moment.
He also vaguely felt what kind of decision Lin Yi had made in his heart at this moment.
So after the audience fell into a brief silence, they began to sigh again because of this memory fragment.
"At first I didn't understand why Lin Yi was touched by the pair of vendors with their children outside the window, but now I feel like I understand. It must be because of the little girl that the pair of vendors brought with them."
"Lin Yi is probably because of the empty eyes of this little girl, and although he is helping his parents sensiblely and actively doing what he can, but her eyes have no light."
"So Lin Yi can see that this little girl has no ideals in her heart at this moment, and she is particularly at a loss for her future, and maybe he thinks of his daughter because of this little girl, and thinks of his own daughter. It might be like that too.”
"Yeah, this little girl didn't wear a school uniform, and this time was when she was going to school. She wasn't at school, but appeared here, setting up a stall with her parents to survive."
"It proves that this little girl dropped out of school, and if their life hasn't changed much, and their parents haven't changed their philosophy, maybe this little girl won't have the opportunity to study either."
"Then this little girl will have a very hard life in the future. At least her life will be subject to many restrictions and constraints, and many things will not follow her wishes."
"And maybe Lin Yi has been insisting on helping his wife and educating his daughter in the following days, probably because he was touched by this scene. He wanted to make his daughter absolutely Can't have such a pathetic life as this little girl."
(End of this chapter)
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