After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 177 Is the Concern He Can't Let Go of
When the professor said this, many people nodded in agreement.

They have also seen those memory fragments, so they also know the hardships that Chen Chuxue has traveled all the way.

I also know how difficult it is for Chen Chuxue.

At the beginning of her journey, she learned to overcome herself, learn to build self-confidence, and learn to have courage.

Although Chen Chuxue had Lin Yi's help in the process of owning these things, she was also herself.Many, many efforts have been made.

And after she has all of this, after she has put in so much effort, and has those lights and praises, she has to learn to face up to her mediocrity again.

Don't be disturbed by those capitals, not tempted by those fame and fortune, and always stick to your own nature.

The professor paused, and she pointed to the memory fragment that had just been played on the big screen in the middle of the stage.

She said: "Perhaps the reason why Chen Chuxue was able to persevere and stick to her own heart, maybe the question Lin Yiyi asked her at that time had an inseparable relationship."

"Because Lin Yi asked her what she would do if she really became a big star and became very rich in the future?"

Apart from Chen Chuxue saying that she wanted to take her mother out of this environment, away from this place.

She also said that she would distribute the extra things on her body to those who are suffering in suffering.

And she will not become thinking that she is superior, she still feels that she is equal to everyone, and she and everyone around her will still be friends,

So Chen Chuxue did not bow to them because of the oppression of those capitals.

Lose your own nature in order to regain your own fame and fortune.

After the professor said this, her tone suddenly became heavy, and she continued: "It is very difficult to know this."

"Because the applause and praise that the halo on Chen Chuxue's body received at that time was all obtained by her own efforts step by step."

"So she did this just to get back what was supposed to belong to her, so what's wrong with doing this?"

"I believe anyone in her position would choose to bow to those rules."

"At that time, these things were like, you met a boss who toasted you at a dinner, and you don't like drinking very much."

"Hate even drinking."

"But if you drink it, the glass of wine that the boss handed you."

"Then you will get some preferential treatment in the future work process."

"Anyway, if you refuse this glass of wine, it is very likely that you will be put on shoes."

"That's why it was also on the Internet at that time that there were many people who thought that Chen Chuxue was too stubborn, and that Chen Chuxue just succumbed to those rules, so what, and he wouldn't lose a piece of meat."

"There's even a lot to gain."

"They think Chen Chuxue is just too stubborn."

"But that's just what ordinary people think, and they can only see the present and the current benefits."

"Under Lin Yi's education, Chen Chuxue probably already saw the future."

"After drinking that glass of wine, although I temporarily gained benefits, I was temporarily out of trouble."

"It can be equivalent to breaking your principles."

"A breach of your principles."

"Afterwards, you may be eaten away step by step, and those rules will make you not like yourself step by step."

"Lin Yi has long thought of this possibility, so in order to avoid this possibility, he has been persuading his daughter to stick to his own heart, and to be true to himself even if he is treated unfairly. Current mediocrity."

"Because only in this way can she shine again and climb to the top again without arrogance or rashness."

When the professor said this, she suddenly choked up, and then continued: "In fact, Lin Yi knew very early on that even if his daughter reached the summit, she might not be able to see it."

"He also knows the final result of all his efforts, and he may not even be able to see it with his own eyes."

"However, he has been doing similar things all the time, and has always insisted on his choice."

"She will always stand silently behind Chen Chuxue and tell her, don't be afraid that I will always be there."

And in another memory fragment in the picture at this moment.

Lin Yi was still writing his suicide note, and he seemed really scared at the time.

Or maybe before he fainted that time, he really saw death approaching quietly.

So he felt he was running out of time this time.

So he arranged his own funeral.

Beginning to decide to use his last time to do something for the two concerns that he will never let go of.

The picture in the memory fragment is still playing.

Today is another weekend, and Chen Chuxue no longer has the pressure to create new songs.

Because she has written a song that the entire internet is applauding.

So she is going to let herself take a break before proceeding with the next creation.

So this time when she woke up, she wasn't impatient and let herself enter that creative state.

Instead, he glanced at the time with a very peaceful mind, and found that it was still early, so he fell asleep again.

But soon she was woken up softly by Chen Yuwei: "Xuexue, at noon today, you were invited by a program to sing a performance song. This was what you promised last week. You asked me to remind you today."

"Do you still want to go now? If so, I think you can get up and make preparations in advance."

When Chen Chuxue first heard her mother's words, she was still in a hazy sleep.

But when she heard that she had received an invitation from a program group, she immediately got up.

Yes, she agreed to a show to perform a track as a special guest.

It seems like today is the day.

So Chen Chuxue immediately got up and began to wash.

While washing her face, Chen Chuxue suddenly thought of something.

She hastily wiped off the clean water on her face and immediately went back to her room and took out her mobile phone.

She clicked on the forum and found that the user's post had not been updated.

She sent him a private message a long time ago, but the other party did not reply to her.

So Chen Chuxue felt a sense of emptiness in her heart again, and for some reason, a trace of worry also appeared in her heart.

Does she think that something will happen to the other party, does she think that the other party has suffered some accident or encountered some accident?
Because of the popularity of this song, Chen Chuxue is very grateful to her, and it is also because of his and her posts that she was inspired to write these songs.

So this time Chen Chuxue did not give up contacting this forum user.

She sent him another private message this time.

Today at twelve o'clock I will be singing the new song inspired by your posts on a show.

You once told me that you and I live in the same city, so if you want, I can contact the staff of the program group and ask her to give you a live ticket.

And you can also ask them to reimburse you for the round-trip transportation costs.

Because that forum user once told Chen Chuxue that he is a fan of Chen Chuxue, and he likes those songs of Chen Chuxue very much.

So Chen Chuxue thought that if he had time, he would definitely come to see her on the spot.

She will then thank that forum user in person for the inspiration she received from those posts.

And there is another reason, Chen Chuxue also wants to see this very much, what kind of person is such a knowledgeable and well-mannered person?

In Chen Chuxue's mind, she should be the kind of handsome uncle who has a very individual character and makes himself very stylish.

So Chen Chuxue also wanted to confirm her conjecture.

but.In fact, Chen Chuxue didn't have much hope for that forum user to come to the scene.

Because he never replied to himself for every message he sent before.

It seems that since that time, after I sent him the photo of the first meal I made, he has never logged in to this forum again.

However, Chen Chuxue still stared at the phone in front of her for a long time.

Just when she felt that there was no hope this time, she was about to close the phone and put it back on the table.

The forum user actually sent her a reply.

The forum user sent her a long message this time.

He first congratulated Chen Chuxue for his success during this period.

He also said that he had watched the stage of her new song on the Internet, and he thought it was very good, and he felt that he did not believe Chen Chuxue wrong.

Her new song is sure to shine just as well.

However, he politely rejected Chen Chuxue's next proposal. ,
He said he was acting poorly right now, and he had so much on his plate that he didn't have time, and he was very sorry about that.

When Chen Chuxue saw this reply, she quickly replied: "Of course, it's my own business that matters. This is just a suggestion."

"You must not feel any burden because of this. If you don't have time this time, then next time."

Originally, Chen Chuxue was pleasantly surprised by that forum user's reply.

After learning about his affirmation of her and knowing that he has seen her stage, she is already satisfied.

And originally I wanted to thank him for his posts in some way to inspire myself.

Then how could she add a burden to the other party.

So Chen Chuxue thanked a few more words, and then turned off the phone.

She couldn't help thinking when she walked out of the bedroom.

Such a talented person must have been influenced by a lot of knowledge.

And this knowledge and culture is definitely beyond the reach of ordinary families.

So someone like him must be busy with these big, big things.

And in another memory fragment, Lin Yi was also busy with a big matter just as Chen Chuxue said.

Being busy with something that everyone goes through.

At this moment, everyone in the ward also went out.

Only Lin Yi was writing silently in the room.

When Lin Yi wrote those things, he felt that there was no need to write everything he wanted to say in his suicide note.

Because who would care at that time, and his suicide note, he is not going to hand him over to his wife and daughter.

So when Lin Yi was writing a suicide note.His heart is full of entanglements.

However, although there were many emotions in his mind, the pen in his hand never stopped.

Because he already felt his own death at this moment.

So he felt that his time was running out.

So what time does he have to waste on sentimentality.

He must hurry up to finish his suicide note and arrange his funeral.

So he wrote like this until it was getting dark.

When he finished writing the two pieces of paper, he breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that today should not be the day when he leaves this world, because at this moment, he has a headache and ringing in his ears.

His condition is still very good.

And when he finished writing the suicide note, a feeling of relief appeared in his mind.

This feeling made him feel very comfortable.

It made him feel that he hadn't felt this kind of ease and freedom for a long time.

Lin Yi suddenly felt that he was not treated so unfairly by fate, and he was not the most miserable person in the world.

Because there will always be people in the world who die without even making arrangements for what they want to express in their hearts.

Compared with these people, he is much, much luckier.

So when Lin Yi thought of this, for some reason, tears began to well up in his eyes.

The temperature in the room has been well controlled by various machines.

But Lin Yi still felt a little cold at this moment.

Maybe it was because of his declining vitality, or maybe it was something else.

The room he was in had a nice view.

Even if he sat on the hospital bed and looked out, the scenery outside the window was still unobstructed.

Even though his current eyesight was extremely blurry looking at the scenery outside the window, he still saw many flowers and trees.

and some bare trees.

Lin Yi couldn't help sighing in his heart at this moment.

I probably couldn't see these trees growing leaves again.

At this time, my family show group is on the spot.

After Chen Chuxue saw this scene, she couldn't help crying again.

Because when her father was writing his suicide note and began to accept his own death, it was the time when she thought her ideal had been realized.

Chen Chuxue never imagined that she had such a dazzling performance on the stage at that time.

She thought that her ideal must be when she had achieved success and was about to sing her new song on that stage.

His father was leaning on the hospital bed alone, writing his suicide note and arranging his own funeral.

He never gave up the promises he made to himself even until his death.

He was still thinking about himself and his mother.

He was still his concern that he couldn't let go of.

(End of this chapter)