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Chapter 53 The Stress of Life and the Dignity of Life

Six friends who have been with each other day and night, said such passionate words, and now they put on such a seductive gesture - six people put their hands together and all look at you, hoping that you can put your hands together, and then say something touching - this is a very natural thing, right?

"Why doesn't he move? Normally, at this point in a movie or TV show, he should be so moved that he would embrace us with tears on his face, and then say something like a brother for a day and a brother for a lifetime. Why is he stunned? So touched?"

Under the cover of Wu Bufan's body, he secretly asked Dai Guangming. Dai Guangming glared at him, and the surrounding hurriedly closed his mouth. He continued to look at Long Bisheng with eager eyes, hoping earnestly that he could pounce on him and do what he said just now.

"We are friends." Long Bisheng said suddenly: "Very good friends."

Hu Gandang was a little puzzled: "Yeah, it is because we are friends that I hope we can enter the first team together and then go to Europe to play together!"

Dai Guangming had a thoughtful expression on his face, as if he heard something from Long Bisheng's tone, and then he sighed quickly.

"I really want to do this too. Persevere with you and become a professional player together." Long Bisheng lowered his head: "But whether I can persevere is not up to me, and neither are you. Only the coach's evaluation of us is the reason for whether we can continue to play. You have helped me enough, Zhang Yi around, when you pass the ball on the field, you are always the first to find me. Li Jie, last time you were criticized by the coach for helping me."

An unnatural look immediately appeared on Li Jie's face: "No such thing, I have never helped you, and the coach has never criticized me!"

"Hehe." Long Bisheng laughed softly, with simplicity as always: "Actually, I know and remember all these things in my heart, and I will never forget the warmth I felt in this group... Lao Hu, I understand why you are so angry today. You are angry because you think I am worthless and I have no intention of training these days. I am completely giving up on myself... I understand what you mean. Elimination, I will not give up playing football, if Yunjiatianyu eliminates me, then I will go to other clubs for trial training, even if it is in the echelon of the second-tier team, I will go, you can rest assured."

Hu Gandang heaved a sigh of relief, and smiled on his face: "That's right! For professional football, our current strength is too small, no one will care about us, but we have to work hard, because we play football for ourselves!"

Long Bisheng raised his head, with a gentle smile on his face: "Thank you, really... Thank you for all these things you have done for me. But I want to be alone now, you just leave the door open for me, I will come back after I go out for a while."

After saying this, Long Bisheng smiled at everyone, then stood up and walked out of the gate, not forgetting to close the gate at the end.

The six people in the dormitory look at each other, and I look at you, Wu Bufan said apathetically, "He...couldn't be thinking about it?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Li Jie glared at him, "I think he's just going to relax!"

"After all, we can't solve the problem he is facing now." Dai Guangming sighed: "The problem he faces now is not whether we accept him or not, but whether we can continue to play here. This problem can only be solved by the coach."

Everyone else was stunned for a moment, and then sighed at the same time.Only then did they realize that the hands of the six of them were still clasped together. After looking at each other for a while, they collectively let out a "tss" and hurriedly let go of their hands.

The surroundings took out a handkerchief from their pockets to wipe their hands, and while wiping, they muttered: "Oh, I don't know if you guys have bacteria on your hands... As I said, this kind of behavior is really childish..."

Before he could finish his words, the other five people immediately surrounded him and beat him violently. There were miserable shouts from around: "Oh...don't slap me in the face, I still need to make a living with this face...Help me, I killed you..."

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With his hands in his trouser pockets, Long Bisheng strolled on the playground.

This is his favorite place to come when he is not training, especially at night, Yunjia is not an industrial city, so although the night sky here is not as clear as in XJ, it is much better than ordinary cities.

In the past nearly a year, he has walked on this playground more than one night, but in the future, how many opportunities will he have to walk in this place where he has already sweated so much?
Thinking of this, he sneered at himself—you are such a stupid guy, and you still want to become a professional player?Don't talk about real professional players, just look at these guys around you, which one is not several times better than yourself in football comprehension?When the coach makes a movement, many students learn it after watching it once, but I have to watch it two or three times to understand it-this is three times the distance, so what if I work harder?People practice eight hours a day, and I can make up the gap if I don't sleep or eat.

Hu Gandang and the others are really good friends, and Ding Yu is also a really good coach. He has never been impatient when teaching himself. It is a pity that I have to live up to their good intentions.

But what Hu Gandang said is good, even if he is eliminated, he can't be like a few days ago when he lost his energy during training. Didn't Dad always say that no matter what you do, you have to start and finish?At least, before being eliminated, he should behave consistently.

In fact, what he said to Hu Gandang and the others just now was half true and half false.At the end of this semester, after being eliminated by Yunjiatianyu Football School (he thinks it is for sure), he doesn’t plan to play football anymore. He goes home and goes back to school. Maybe he will play football in the future after entering junior high school, high school, and university, but that’s just for fun. The dream of a professional player should be a dream...

The pace of Long Bisheng began to speed up, training ground, gym, indoor training ground, entertainment center, canteen, laundry room... Yunjia Tianyu Football School is really a good place. Unfortunately, this place is not destined to be my luck. I can only become a frog jumping out of the bottom of the well here.

The night was as cool as water, and the starry sky was bright, Long Bisheng sat down on the lawn, staring blankly at the thousands of stars in the sky.

In the dormitory in the distance, some nostalgic person is playing an old song: "Sometimes I feel like a little bird, I want to fly but I can't fly high. Maybe one day I climbed on the branch but became the target of the hunter. I flew up to the blue sky and found that I have no one to rely on..."

Long Bisheng listened intently, he had never heard this old song, but at this moment, it was so close to his mood.

"The pressure of life or the dignity of life, which one is more important?"

Suddenly, this word jumped into his ears, and Long Bisheng jumped up as if he had been shocked by electricity.

Isn't this line of lyrics a true portrayal of his current situation?
Although he is still very young, Long Bisheng has already felt the pressure of life.

In modern society, in normal work, there is probably no job that has a more brutal elimination rate than professional football. Now is no longer the era when thousands of troops crossed the single-plank bridge in the college entrance examination. Now that various universities are blooming all over the country, at least 70.00% of graduates every year can enter various universities, but what about the professional football road?Didn’t Ding Yu say that even the Yunjia Tianyu Football School with the highest success rate can successfully enter the lower echelon, only about 30.00% of them!

For Long Bisheng, if he is eliminated by Yunjia Tianyu Football School, then he can only go home anyway, at least get a high school diploma before joining the army. He can't try to go to other schools. Although it is not so difficult for him to enroll in other football schools with his resume that Yunjia Tianyu Football School favors, Long Bisheng also knows that it is impossible to afford him with his family's income.

For him, "the pressure of life" is the status quo, that is, the status quo that if he is eliminated, he can only go home to study and serve as a soldier. "The dignity of life" refers to his dream of becoming a professional player. Which one is more important?
It's not that he doesn't like being a soldier. There are no children who grow up in the military compound who don't like being a soldier, but he lacks the toughness to be a good soldier. He is too gentle. What's more, if his body grows taller, he is even more unsuitable for being a soldier, especially when he is a scout like his father-scouts are not too tall, too tall will only make them appear inflexible.

More importantly, he prefers to play football - not because his father likes to watch football, but because he has really fallen in love with this sport, the number one sport in the world.Although he always tasted failure in group games, he still loves this sport.

But now it seems that "the pressure of life" seems to be more realistic. If you can't gain a foothold in Yunjia Tianyu Football Academy and not be eliminated, then I'm afraid you can only give up "the dignity of life" and bow your head in front of the pressure of life.

"What song is this?" Long Bisheng said to himself.

PS: wry smile, this chapter was written more than half a month ago, I didn’t expect that when I published this chapter, the pressure of life really hit me.

The data of the new book is not very good, so far the collection is only in the early [-]s, and there are very few recommendations. I have read it to a few friends, and they all said that it is not enough YY, not exciting.

Is it really not okay to not YY?Now Lao Guo is under a lot of pressure. Originally, he wanted to write about the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and persistence of an ordinary person in the style of Xu Sanduo. Now it seems that it is more difficult for me to persevere.

For the current Lao Guo, writing books has become a very important part of his life, but the calm mood he had when he wrote "The King of China" no longer exists. Maybe I should be more indifferent, maybe I should cater to the public's psychology. To be honest, now I don't know what this book will look like when it is finished under the influence of various mentalities.

The only thing Lao Guo can promise is that no matter what, this book will definitely be finished, and it will never be unfinished. Lao Guo must be worthy of that contract, and worthy of the brothers who have been waiting for Lao Guo's new book for so long.

Grumble, I hope the brothers will not blame it.

(End of this chapter)