My Japanese story is a bit sweet

Chapter 51 Kill Me
The taxi stopped in front of [Ghost Story Detective Agency], Yukino Risa's anxious figure got out of the car.

She glanced at the ordinary houses in front of her, but the street lights couldn't reach here, and it was dark in front of the door.

Everything was no different from the last time she came here.

The lights were on on the second floor.

Yukino Lisa ran all the way and ran into this ordinary house with countless stories hidden.

Maybe there used to be a poignant and romantic love, maybe there used to be a family full of laughter and sadness, but now, under the cold moon and breeze, there is only sadness left.

If he was alone, he wouldn't have done anything stupid.

Yukino Risa's face turned pale again in an instant, and her legs and feet, which were already running, involuntarily sped up a little.

Seemingly seeing the anxiety that was about to explode in her heart, she rushed up to the second floor. In front of the small room, Yukino Risa suddenly stopped.

Her eyes swept across the neatly tidied room. In the corner, the wardrobe was open, and a person squeezed into the gap of about [-] centimeters between the cabinet and the corner.

In the place where the light cannot reach, in the dark shadows, an afterimage is quietly curling up there.

Yukino Risa walked over and moved the cabinet away.

What appeared in front of her was a body that seemed to have lost its life, with a pair of blank eyes open blankly, and a look of haggard written all over her face.

There was even a faint smell of decay coming from the body, which made people almost mistakenly think that the inside of this body had already started to rot.

Yukino Risa squatted down slowly, two rows of crystal clear teardrops slid down her fair cheeks.

"Star Sauce."

Fujiwara Hoshizora's body moved, as if this familiar call vaguely touched somewhere deep in his heart.

Just a moment later, he curled up his legs again, put his head in his hands, and refused to take a single look at the outside world.

The posture like a baby curled up in the womb fully exposed his most vulnerable side.

Yukino Risa's lips trembled slightly and she choked with sobs as she whispered: "Sister is here. Please cheer up..."

He was motionless and his face was blank.

Tick-tock, transparent teardrops, slipped from the cheeks, but landed on Fujiwara Xingkong's face, moist with a touch of warmth.

It wasn't the first time Yukino Risa saw him so vulnerable.

She hugged him tightly, desperately trying to comfort the crying heart with every bit of warmth in her body. Behind the hot tears, she kept talking softly, to him, and to herself.

"it will be pass away."

"Like the scenery in the tram window, it will pass soon."

Yukino Risa exhausted all her strength, carried him out, put him back on the bed, turned off the light, and then lay down beside him.

"Do not be afraid…"

"Don't be afraid."

"Will be fine."

"everything will be fine!"

She spoke softly, her voice soft but firm.

"Sister Risa" Fujiwara Hoshira opened her mouth numbly, her voice was so hoarse that it could only be made by a mummy that had been dried for many years.

"kill me."

"Fool, people will die if they are killed."

Fujiwara Xingkong did not speak again.

His eyes were closed tightly, motionless like a cold corpse.

Yukino Risa smiled, although there were faint tears in her eyes, "How can you say death lightly? How can you talk nonsense? Life is the most precious thing in this world, and miracles will happen by accident. .”

I really want to kill you.
But no matter how hard I try, I can't do it myself.
you know i really want to stay with you at kisaragi station forever
The tide-like night slowly dissipated, and the whistle of the tram and the chirping of crows played a symphony of the new day.

Yukino Risa opened her eyes, there was a faint light in the room, the haggard and sad boy was still gently held in her arms, still motionless and confused.

She didn't try to wake him up, just stayed with him quietly, with her arms around him.The two of them lay there quietly.

Only she can understand how hurt he is at this moment.

Yeah, you've been redeeming all along.

But how can you be redeemed?

The day passed quickly, and night fell again.

She got out of bed, opened the window, and went back to bed.

The city wind blew by, carrying the fragrance of April cherry blossoms, gently blowing on their faces.

"Star Sauce."

She rubbed Fujiwara Hoshizo's forehead with her nose.

"My sister is so sleepy, but my sister doesn't want to sleep, and wants to keep looking at you like this."

"If you don't sleep, you will grow old very quickly."

"But my sister is already 28 years old, she is not young anymore."

"I'm old and ugly, will you still like my sister?"

For some reason, there may even be a trace of guilt in her heart, but Yukino Risa really feels a kind of happiness from her heart.

There was a light and reassuring smile on her beautiful face. Even when she fell asleep, her hands were around his shoulders.

When I woke up, it was the afternoon of the next day, the sky outside the window was orange, and the crimson clouds were floating freely with the wind.

I heard the cries of seagulls over Tokyo Bay in the distance.

With a reassuring and happy smile on the corner of her mouth, Yukino Risa gently opened her eyes, beside him was still sleeping peacefully, his breath was beside her.

"Are you hungry?" she asked.

Not answered.

She smiled again and said, "But sister is hungry, I'll go get some food, you should follow along."

Get up from the bed, put on the apron at home, there is a busy figure in the kitchen.

Soon, the smell of tonkatsu wafted in the air.

The slender figure constantly shuttles between the kitchen and the dining table, forming a beautiful landscape.

Chopsticks for two, chawanmushi, miso soup, etc. are prepared on the futon table. In addition, there are plates of shredded cabbage, tonkatsu, fried shrimp, potato salad, and miso pickles in small plates, seafood Braised vegetables, pickled pickles, etc.

On this day of 28 years old, Risa Yukino showed a cooking talent that she had never had before.

[Silver の Dragon の Back に 九って]
riding on the back of a silver dragon

[成けに行こう明の Desertへ]
fly to the desert of life

[Silver の Dragon の Back に 九って]
riding on the back of a silver dragon

[运んで行こう雨云の吸を]
Through the vortex of cloud and rain

Humming, she walked into the room, carried Fujiwara Xingkong out, and put it on a chair.

"Eat something." Yukino Risa's eyes fell on his face.

What she received in response was an empty, lifeless dullness.

"Oh, I forgot." She smiled stupidly, turned around and walked to the refrigerator, took a can of Pepsi from it, and returned to the dining table.

"I really don't understand why you like to drink this carbonated drink."

"I don't like it at all."

"Don't think too much, it's not because you're afraid that too many carbohydrates will make your body out of shape."

Most of the time, she was talkative, and he kept silent.

It's the same as usual.

Yukino Risa knew that he would have such a reaction long ago, so she didn't need to be annoyed, she smiled lightly to herself, lowered her head and stretched out her white and slender fingers, picked up a small piece of fried pork cutlet, and brought it to his mouth.

Hoshizo Fujiwara opened his mouth like a mechanical reaction, and sent the tonkatsu into his mouth.

Neither chewing nor swallowing, just staring in the direction of the kitchen door.

(End of this chapter)