Once upon a time there was an Uchiha

Chapter 59 34. I am a ghoul (Please collect and recommend.)
"Please, kill me!"

Accompanied by the heart-wrenching pain, Kaneki Ken yelled, his consciousness gradually immersed in memories.

A pair of warm hands appeared in front of Kaneki Ken's body, gently brushed his face, and hugged his head.

So warm, so warm, Kaneki Ken felt that his mind was peaceful, as if he was in the arms of his mother.

"Rather than hurt others, I would rather be hurt."

"Are you really living with such thoughts?" Kamdai Rishi once again appeared in Kaneki Ken's mind.

"My mother taught me this way, so..." Kaneki Ken's tone was low, and he wanted to refute, but the god Dai Lishi in his mind was ruthlessly interrupted, "Are you just following my mother's teaching like this? What is this, it's so boring .”

"Don't you think this is nonsense?"

"Is your mother really gentle and wonderful?"

"What's that?" Kamdai Rishi opened Kaneki Ken's heart and led him towards the memories he didn't want to recall.

The gentle mother is holding the money and handing it to a middle-aged woman, who is the mother's sister and Kaneki Ken's aunt.

The money my mother gave to my aunt was the so-called living expenses.

"My aunt always said that she was financially stressed, so she kept asking her mother for living expenses." Jin Muyan said.

"My mother works part-time during the day, cleans at night, and finds odd jobs in her spare time."

"Although she has been working very hard, my mother has always been gentle and has never been dissatisfied."

"And then?" Shendai Lishi asked in his mind.

"Then..." Jin Muyan was silent, his eyes became dull, "Mom died from overwork, and I became an orphan."

"There is no shelter..."

"No, I still have a place to stay." Kaneki Ken thought of his good friend, Ying.

Ying and himself have been good friends since they were young. They went to school and played together with him, and he was always with him when he was loneliest.

"Ying is my only spiritual support." Kaneki Ken saw the time when he played with Ying, while Kamdai Rishi stood aside and watched quietly, "He is your very important friend."

"But you will lose even this most important friend."

"Because of your incompetence." The words of Jindai Lishi echoed in Kaneki Ken's mind. For him, Ying is undoubtedly the most important friend.

The meaning gradually returned, and Kaneki Ken gradually returned to the reality of being tortured, being grabbed by the hair, and hearing that disgusting voice again.

"All the misfortunes in this world are due to the incompetence of the person concerned." Gecko was still preaching during the interval of torture, "Although the person who gave me the words is a scumbag, but I thank him unexpectedly now."

"In the past few days, it was you who made me realize this clearly."

"Not only are you physically tough, but you are also mentally tough."

"So, I thought of a good way."

While speaking, Gekko's tone became penetrating, and it was only then that Kaneki Ken noticed that two kneeling ghouls suddenly appeared beside him.

"They are..." Jin Muyan looked at the wriggling ghouls on the ground, with no expression on his face.

"They are a man and a woman who love each other." Gecko whispered in Jin Muyan's ear.

"Kill that one, you choose?"

Kaneki Ken was shocked for a while, his eyes were wide open, and he looked at the crying man and woman in front of him.

He knew these two couples. They were the ones who had been taking care of him these days, and they were the ones who tried to get him out.

Kaneki Ken looked at a man and a woman, speechless, he was in despair and didn't know what to do.

"You have always regarded them as benefactors, right? But now there is only one of them alive, so you choose." The gecko skillfully pressed the knuckles of his fingers.

After being tortured by the investigators in the ghoul containment, he fell in love with this gesture, and liked the expression on others that was the same as his back then.

Kaneki Ken had no choice, or they didn't know how to choose at all, his eyes tried to look at the gecko, at this lunatic.

He couldn't imagine why such a person (ghoul) existed in the family, it was a complete psychopath, and this metamorphosis had power.

"Choose quickly, choose quickly, if you don't choose, kill them all." Seeing Kaneki Ken struggling, the gecko smiled and clicked his knuckles again.

"Let me put it another way, which one do you choose to save?"

Kaneki-ken lowered his head and looked at the two of them, who were also looking at Kaneki-ken with longing on their faces.

"Why, why is it me, I have to choose."

"Okay, hurry up and choose." The gecko pressed Kaneki-ken's head, and Kaneki-ken's eyes were full of tears, "How do you choose this kind of thing?"

"If you choose this way, isn't it like I killed them?"

Kaneki Ken couldn't make a choice, but the gecko helped him make a choice. The gecko rushed to the front of the two ghouls, and Hezi appeared instantly, piercing the bodies of the two ghouls.

The vitality of the ghoul is tenacious, even if it penetrates the body, it can still survive, looking at Kaneki Ken with wide eyes.

It seems to be blaming Kaneki Ken for not making a choice and not saving them.

"It's all your fault." After killing the ghoul, the gecko looked at Kaneki Ken, trying to stimulate Kaneki Ken even more, "It's because you didn't make a choice, if you made a choice."

"Only one of them will die."

"You killed them both."

Gecko's words were like sharp knives, piercing Kaneki Ken's heart, causing his spirit to collapse.

He is a person who doesn't want to bring trouble to others. It is enough to bear the troubles himself, so why involve others.

At this moment, Jin Muyan looked at the ghouls lying on the ground in front of him, as if his hands were stained with blood.

"Is this my... fault, no." Kaneki Ken's voice was as thin as a mosquito, as if convincing himself.

"No, it's my fault, they died because I didn't make a choice."

At this time, Kamdai Rishi once again appeared in Kaneki Ken's mind, with a gentle tone without any emotion.

"Isn't it obvious that you are still like this now?"

"You can only blame yourself like this, keep blaming yourself, and blame everything together on yourself."

"Just blame yourself blindly, nothing will change."

"Just like your mother who died from overwork."

"You never thought about changing, it was all your fault, and you just blamed yourself and blamed it all on fate, which is ridiculous and just the interaction of circumstances."

"All of this is the result of your lack of ability as the person involved."

"Is not it?"

The same words as the gecko appeared in Kaneki Ken's mind, echoing constantly.

Kaneki Ken lowered his head, these words were so convincing that they denied all his previous life.

Yes, everything is caused by the lack of ability of the parties involved.

Kaneki Ken thought of his mother's death from overwork, Kagami Rishi who killed him, Dr. Kano who turned himself into a ghoul, and all the tragedies in these days.

All of this was caused by his lack of ability. If he had enough ability, all of this might not have happened.

What's ridiculous is that I have been resisting the power of benefiting the world and the power of ghouls. These powers belong to me, but I don't know how to use them.

As long as he develops this power by himself, he can kill the gecko, and the gecko will not be able to kill those two people.

All this is without power.

At this moment, Ken Kaneki no longer resisted the part of his body that belonged to the ghoul, and threw himself into the embrace of God Dai Rishi, truly becoming a ghoul, not a heterogeneous hovering on both sides.

As the rc cells in the body were activated, one eye of Kaneki Ken turned into a black eye, and a long tail grew out of the black bag on the back of his body, waving constantly in the air, breaking the iron chains that bound him.

Kaneki Ken's hair turned white, which was the result of rc cells invading the brain, and he had truly turned into a ghoul.

"It was me who was wrong, not the world."

Kaneki Ken stood on the ground, looking coldly at the gecko that tortured him into himself, without any expression on his face.

"I'm a ghoul."

(End of this chapter)