Guard members who stay in Konoha

Chapter 120 twelve, starting from the bud

"Brother Sakumo, I was also very shocked to hear the news of his death." Tsunade took a deep breath and said, "With his strength, he would unfortunately die. It can only be said that the task is indeed very difficult."

"Is that really the case? I think Teacher Shuo Mao sought death by himself." Tan said.

Jiraiya immediately showed a shocked expression, he stared at the bullet in disbelief, but Tsunade was not as surprised as he was, and asked, "Why?"

"Because during those days, when I went to see Teacher Shuo Mao, Teacher Shuo Mao once said that the mistakes I made were serious and caused him great pain." Tan's voice slowly lowered, "Although it is to make up for mistakes and execute task, but I feel that the teacher may sacrifice everything, even his own life, in order to make up for his mistakes."

"I see. Do you think Brother Sakumo went on that mission with the idea of ​​never coming back?" Tsunade said suddenly.

Hearing this, Zilai also breathed a sigh of relief, thinking: "So that's what happened, I thought he knew how Brother Shuo Mao died."

Hatake Sakumo committed suicide. Only a few people in the entire Konoha Ninja Village knew about it. The high-level advisers, including Sarutobi Hiruzen, were only people with very close ties such as Jiraiya and Namikaze Minato. No one knew about it, and Tsunade didn't know the reason behind it because he was away.

In Tsunade's heart, Hatake Sakumo died on a secret mission. She felt it was a pity at first, but after hearing these words, she couldn't help but feel sad. If it was that big brother Sakumo, Maybe it will really do such a thing.

As early as the second Ninja World War, Tsunade realized how persistent Hatake Sakumo was. As long as he promised good things, he would do his best to defeat the enemy and save his companions.

He was such a person who kept his promise, even though she heard that Hatake Sakumo made such a mistake, she did not dislike him.Tsunade has always been bitter about not being able to attend Hatake Sakumo's funeral, and of course she can go to worship now.

"After thinking that Mr. Shuo Mao might think so, I felt my heart ache, and wondered why he chose such a path..." Dan's voice was tinged with sadness, which was an expression of true feelings. He I really want to ask why Hatake Sakumo chose such a path, but no one has answered him.

Tsunade opened her mouth, and she found that she couldn't answer this question, and Jiraiya also didn't know what to say, so she could only remain silent.

"I'm wondering if this is actually the case. In fact, the pain is not in the physical sense of the heart, but in the spiritual sense." Dan looked at Tsunade and asked.

"You ask me like this, and I don't know how to answer?" Tsunade pursed his lips slightly, "If we talk about the mental damage of illusion..."

"I'm not talking about illusion, it has nothing to do with illusion, right?"

Indeed, this has nothing to do with illusions at all, and it is impossible to have anything to do with the mental damage of illusions.Tsunade felt that her heart was starting to ache. She had actually vaguely guessed about the question of playing, and it was this opportunity that reminded her of her boyfriend and younger brother.

At this time, Tan slowly said: "Master Tsunade, have you ever had the kind of days when you lose important people and worry about gains and losses for a long time?"

As if something exploded in Tsunade's mind with a "boom", she froze in place, how could there be nothing?Those nightmares haunt her all the time, and she refuses to leave. Even though it has been so long, she can still clearly recall the feeling at that time.

"Master Tsunade?" Shizune noticed Tsunade's expression and called out quickly.

"Hey, Tsunade." Jiraiya's expression became tense, he grabbed Tsunade's shoulder and shook her a few times, "Are you okay, hello!"

He didn't expect Tsunade's reaction to be so big. He deliberately wanted to bring up Tsunade's heartache so that she could pay attention to it. However, seeing Tsunade's reaction now, he felt annoyed for his rashness——clearly knowing People have such problems, and they deliberately mention them, even if it is for the purpose of making the medical ninjas pay attention to their psychological problems, it is too Meng Lang.

"I'm really sorry, Tsunade-sama, it must have brought up bad memories for you." Dan quickly bowed his head and apologized.

"No, it's my own problem, and you don't know." Tsunade slowly came back to his senses, reached out and pressed his forehead, as if very tired, "You're right, I have it too, then A very sad day. I seem to understand at once what you mean by heartache."

Tsunade didn't know much about the heartache that Tan said at first, but now she can understand what the other party's heartache feels like, because she has it herself, and it has been with her for a very long time.

At first, she thought it was the mental damage caused by the enemy's illusion on the battlefield, which caused the painful memories of the death of her boyfriend and brother to take advantage of it and never disappear.But after taking the secret medicine that the family used to heal mental damage, she didn't get better, so she was helpless, and vaguely felt that the problem should not be mental damage.

The impact of mental illness and mental damage is an ambiguous concept in the ninja world. Even a medical ninja like Tsunade cannot fully distinguish it, but she at least vaguely recognizes it. As soon as she mentioned it, she became more convinced of this.

"I'm really sorry." Tan said in a low voice.

"I said it has nothing to do with you." Tsunade smiled bitterly, and said, "It's me who should say I'm sorry. Later, I may not be able to solve your problem. You can only find a way on your own. In the future... you should Get better slowly."

"Even Tsunade-sama, you can't solve it?"

"At least for me right now, I can't do that." Tsunade was silent for a moment before replying.

"I understand." Dan nodded, "It must be a very troublesome problem, but I believe that Tsunade-sama will be able to find out the reason, because Tsunade-sama is the most powerful medical ninja in this village."

"No matter how powerful a medical ninja is, there are things he can't do." Tsunade shook her head. Back then, she was by her boyfriend's side, but facing his boyfriend's injury, she tried her best, but still couldn't do it. There was no way to save his life.

"However, I think we should do it, right? In the past, there should have been some diseases that could not be cured, but now they can be cured?" Tan said: "Even if it cannot be completed in one generation, there may be someone who can inherit the research of the predecessors in the future." The result, until the day of success, isn't it? The "will of fire" believed by the first Hokage-sama should be like this, right?"

Both Tsunade and Jiraiya couldn't help being stunned. Yes, the "will of fire" originally meant endless life. The foundation of the sky becomes a tall building, and people can see a bright future. This is what the first generation of Hokage believed.

It is precisely because of this belief that in the chaotic world of the Sengoku period, the first generation of Hokage created a brand new order. No matter what problems the ninja village system has, it is much better than the chaotic era of the past. This is what everyone in the ninja world should admit.

Unexpectedly, these two disciples of Hokage would encounter a Uchiha preaching the "will of fire" to them, which is really a ridiculous thing.

"Hehe, it seems that I am too immature, and I am not as good as a young man." Tsunade suddenly laughed, a bit bitterly, from the other person, she could vaguely see the vigor of her boyfriend and younger brother. But the ending of the two of them stabbed her heart again and again.

"Tsunate..." Looking at Tsunade's expression, Jiraiya's mood is also very complicated. He understands what Tsunade is thinking, but he can't do anything now. He can't solve Tsunade's psychological problems. To be able to accompany her silently, in order to be able to rely on companionship to turn the pain in my heart.

"Master Tsunade, I think what Tan-kun said is very reasonable. We should think of a way to find out the reason and how to treat it." Shizune said from the side. She knew Tsunade's situation and felt that Tsunade's problem was actually It is the problem that Dan is facing, and what kind of situation Tsunade is, it is clear at a glance.

More and more serious symptoms of blood fear, this is not a real disease, but something more ethereal, but Jing Yin can't find what it is, and she can't understand what it is, but she can now Sure, the existence of such a thing, Tsunade, Tan, and perhaps many others have this problem.

Shizune is not arrogant enough to think that she can solve problems that Tsunade cannot solve, but as Tan said, maybe they may not be able to solve them, but they can find some clues and provide help for later generations. Maybe one day in the future, Someone will find out the reason behind it and the method of treatment.

As a medical ninja, she should do her best for everyone's health. Shizune believes that, because Tsunade taught her that way, and she doesn't want Tsunade to become more and more decadent in the future.

Maybe Tsunade is restrained because she suffers from this problem, but she will do her best to study and heal this woman who is almost going to be her uncle's wife and is now like her own mother.

Looking at Shizune's piercing eyes, Tsunade was stunned for a while, looked at the bullet, then at Shizune, and slowly, a smile appeared on his face: "You two brats, it's really... I As an adult, I can't lose like this. Later, although I can't understand the cause of this disease now, I will try to research it."

"Then, please, Master Tsunade, until then, I will try my best to be patient." Tan Weiwei saluted and said.

"Yeah." Tsunade nodded, and then said: "I'm a little tired now, can I trouble you to go back first, I'm afraid I can't entertain you anymore."

"I understand." Dan nodded at Zilaiya.

Jiraiya also took a look at Tsunade, passed behind her and patted Tsunade's shoulder lightly, saying: "Don't force it, if you think it's not good, you can give up, don't torment yourself."

Jiraiya is also very worried about whether Tsunade will toss his heart again and again because of researching this unknown disease, which will make the situation worse, which is not what he wants to see.

"You bastard, don't think of me as a fragile woman." Tsunade snorted lightly, even though she said so, there was a slight enthusiasm in her heart, no matter how unprincipled she was, she would still say something nice Say it.

"Then we won't bother you, goodbye." Jiraiya brought the bullets to the door, and Tsunade and Shizune saw them off.After gradually leaving, Jiraiya let out a sigh of relief.

"Boom, you have to be more careful in the future. I don't want to blame you, but it seems that your problem is the same as Tsunade's, and Tsunade's own problem is also very serious. Since you have such a problem, you should understand that Tsunade The pain in the hand." Zilai also said.

"I know, Master Ziraiya." Tan nodded, feeling a little annoyed in his heart, poking someone's scar in his heart was not very pleasant for him, but he did hope to advance the research on the psychological problems of ninjas .

Of course, due to the constraints of the times, in such a ninja world atmosphere, psychological problems are destined to be impossible to attract the attention of high-level officials. How can the ninja village system care about the mental health of ninjas?The fact that teenagers can be put on the battlefield has proven that they don't particularly care.

However, everything starts from a bud, and now because of the times, it cannot grow vigorously, but once the time comes, it will grow at an astonishing speed as if a lot of nutrients are poured in, pointing people to a new era.

And even if it's just a budding state, Dan hopes to do his best to help the ninjas of this era to live better, no matter how bad it is, it's better than nothing, that's what Dan thinks.

"In short, before the results of the research come out, please yourself. The so-called ninja is a patient person. I think you should not have any problems." Jiraiya looked forward and said with a smile, "I'm not a big deal to you." I am very looking forward to it, if you can say that, and with your talent, you will definitely become a very powerful person in the future, and maybe you can change your family."

"I'm not that good. As long as I can lead the family on the right path and bring some good influence to the village, I'm satisfied. Rather than talking about me, I think Mr. Minato is really outstanding." Dan smiled. .

"That's it, I'm not boasting, he is the most talented ninja I've ever seen, no one can compare." Jilai also laughed, and then slowly restrained himself, "He will definitely be the leader of this village in the future. Hokage, I believe so."

"If that time comes, I will lead the security department to assist Mr. Minato." Tan said.

"Oh, this is very good. If Minato has a helper like you, it must be even more powerful!"

While chatting, the two of them headed home.

(End of this chapter)