I'm really an emotional anchor

Chapter 153
At the awards show, the guests gathered and the stars shined.

Yue Yun was in high spirits, standing on the stage holding the trophy, proud of himself.

At the age of 35, which is when a man is in the prime of life, Yue Yun received the title of Emperor of Vision. He really said, "You are so proud of the spring breeze that you can see all the flowers in Chang'an in one day!"

After attending the dinner, Yue Yun hugged a quiet woman in the car.

A woman's appearance may not be perfect, but her gentle temperament makes her very feminine.

This woman is his manager, Wen Xia!
Also his secret girlfriend
The two have been together for six years, and they have been dating for three years. They originally planned to get married this year, but when Shidi came out, Yue Yun felt that it would be better to delay it. After all, his Business is still on the rise.

Wen Xia has a different opinion on this, but Yue Yun is a little dizzy now, and he doesn't listen, doesn't care, and doesn't care, and he is becoming more and more self-centered.
Lying in Yue Yun's warm embrace, Wen Xia could no longer feel the tenderness before.

Maybe it’s time to let go, after all, I am already 30 years old.
He straightened up and looked straight at Yue Yun for a long time, only then did Yue Yun feel something was wrong, "What's wrong?"

"let's break up"

His tone was still gentle, but his attitude was firm.

At that time, Yue Yun was puzzled at first, then suspicious, and finally a little hysterical
It's just that he still underestimated Wen Xia's determination.

The two broke up successfully.

After the breakup, Wen Xia also resigned from her position as Yue Yun's manager and chose to disappear from his world.

Perhaps it is only after losing that you learn to cherish her. Yue Yun regretted it only a month after losing Wen Xia.

He began to mobilize friends around him to help find Wen Xia's whereabouts.

It was also at this time that friends learned about their breakup.

Maybe it was God's favor, but after just two months of searching, a friend found Wen Xia in the hospital.

At this time, Wen Xia's hair had fallen out, her face was haggard, and she was exhausted physically and mentally.

She was diagnosed with stomach cancer.

After hearing the news, Yue Yun secretly went to the hospital and stayed by Wen Xia's side.

He had always known that Wen Xia had stomach problems, but he didn't pay attention because he was busy. As a result, God actually gave him such a big "surprise"!
During his stay in the hospital, Yue Yun blamed himself all day long, and began to examine his relationship with Wen Xia.

Because of my work, I didn't pay enough attention to Wen Xia. In this relationship, Wen Xia has always been the one who gave, but he was just passively accepting.

Even so, I would still quarrel with her for some inexplicable reasons.

At that time, Wen Xia would listen silently without speaking, until he finished venting, she would smile and fall into his arms.

Thinking about it now, I was really stupid at the time.
Wen Xia still left
When she left, she left with regret.

Although she was smiling, Yue Yun knew it.

She really wanted to be his wife, but she couldn't make a promise to her.

Although he did everything a boyfriend should do while in the hospital, it still couldn't make up for the sadness in his heart.

Especially when he was sorting out the relics, he found the suicide note written by Wen Xia.

In the suicide note, every word and every line was filled with thoughts about him. Until the very end, I felt a little regretful that I still couldn't be your bride.
Yue Yun collapsed.
Not to mention crying so much, the grief deep in his heart made his heart ache every day.

During that period of time, he was blinded every day, and he didn't go out to meet people, let alone talk about work and filming
I don't know when, suddenly there was a rumor on the Internet, saying that it was because of his selfishness that it caused the tragic death of his manager and his girlfriend, Wen Xia.

After the company knew the news, when they came to tell him to quickly refute the rumors, Yue Yun just responded lightly, let them do whatever they want.
The benefits of not responding are obvious. After only a week or so, the heat of this matter subsided, which made him feel relieved.

He doesn't want Wen Xia to be disturbed by others, as for his own reputation, it doesn't matter
Because of his non-response, the public opinion about him on the Internet, under the guidance of caring people, began to slide against him.

People from the company once again asked him to publicly respond to the matter, but he still did not agree, and just silently watched the ferment of things on the Internet.

During this period, he began to grow his hair and beard, so that he had no connection with his previous appearance.

Because of his behavior, the company thought that he had begun to "degenerate", so it terminated his contract.

He still had an indifferent attitude, and still went his own way.

Donated most of his assets, kept some of the rest for his own use, and handed over the rest to his parents, and Yue Yun began to wander the world.
He found a notebook and recalled the details of the relationship between him and Wen Xia, especially the places where Wen Xia wanted to visit, and he marked them with emphasis.

Alone, with a backpack and a camera, Yue Yun started his journey.

First abroad, then domestically, Yue Yun spent a year traveling to the places Wen Xia wanted to visit.

She cut her hair, shaved her beard, cleaned herself up, and then went to visit Wen Xia's grave.

He put the camera in front of Wen Xia's stele, and told her that he had visited all those scenic spots, but without you, nothing looked good.

Yue Yun talked a lot and cried for a long time in front of Wen Xia's grave.

But the lady is gone, what can he do?
His changes cannot be hidden from his family members, let alone his powerful netizens.

At the beginning, some people expressed their joy about his situation on the Internet. After all, no matter how down-and-out a scumbag is, that's what he asked for, right?

Yes, he has already been identified as a merciless, promiscuous scumbag.

It was only later that people stopped paying attention to him over time.

Because no matter what the Internet said, he never responded and just continued to live his muddled life every day.

His parents were the most worried about his state, but after persuasion and persuasion, they had no choice but to let him go.

In the end, one of his friends couldn't stand it anymore, and said to him, "If you really feel that life is boring, then go down to accompany her, if you don't have the courage, then live well for her"

At the beginning, Yue Yun didn't care about these words.

But when it was late at night and he couldn't sleep alone, he felt more and more that this sentence made sense.

It's just that when he cut his wrist with a knife, he cried again.

He has no courage.
He collapsed again, but this time the collapse was different from before, this time he was a little ashamed, until he was out of breath from crying and passed out, then it was over.

After waking up, Yue Yun looked around for food.

He was woken up by hunger.

He had already figured out that since he didn't have the courage to go down with her, all he had to do was live for her.

It's just that it's easy to be depraved but hard to move forward. That's why he has been so depressed in the past two years.

Yue Yun's family.

There was a table of dishes on the dining table, and a bottle of red wine in the middle.

Yue Yun took off his apron, sat on the stool, first poured some wine into the wine glass opposite him, then poured himself some wine, then sat down and looked at the empty place opposite him and said, "Don't worry about me, I live gone."

"cheers!"

"Respect yourself and respect tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)