I'm really an emotional anchor

Chapter 325 The Weight of Dreams

"It's always better to go beyond, isn't it?"

Yu Nan looked at Gao Yuzhi and murmured, as if telling her, but also telling himself.

Gao Yuzhi didn't think much about it. He chuckled twice and said, "Girl, what you said is right. People always have to get better and better."

Yu Nan didn't answer, but asked another question.

"How have these years been?"

Gao Yuzhi was laughing at first, but when she heard this, she turned bitter and said, "It's still the same."

Yu Nan chuckled, "You didn't ask for it."

This is true, she is 54 years old this year, not to mention having a family already, and her child is only a little younger than her.

Logically speaking, why should a woman of this age come out and make trouble?
That's why Yu Nan said that she found it herself.

Gao Yuzhi felt a little melancholy upon hearing this.

Glancing at Yu Nan, he hesitated to speak.

Yu Nan was curious, "What's the matter, Sister Zhi?"

Gao Yuzhi sighed, and then said: "Little man, I want to say that I am chasing my dream, do you believe me?"

When Yu Nan heard this, the first thing he wanted to do was to laugh, but after seeing Gao Yuzhi's serious face, Yu Nan felt awe-inspiring.

"Dream chasing!"

The word dream is too heavy for her to laugh.

A song by the boss lady suddenly came to mind, and there was such a sentence in the song.

"I finally saw all the dreams blossoming, the chasing youth, the singing is so loud.

I finally fly, staring with my heart and not being afraid, I can fly as far as there is wind. "

Yes, as long as there is a dream, it should not be laughed at.

Yu Nan laughed at himself and said, "Believe it, why don't you believe it."

Gao Yuzhi's eyes flickered, but at this moment his expression was shocked.

Looking at Yu Nan, there were tears in his eyes.

With a choked smile, she stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face and said, "Thank you."

Yu Nan didn't speak, but was full of emotion in his heart.

Passing a tissue to Gao Yuzhi, seeing that she couldn't stop crying, ripples suddenly appeared in her heart.

Seeing that she was also sad, Gao Yuzhi quickly smiled, although her voice was still choked, but there was a trace of relief and relief.

She said this to several people, but no one believed it.

Even my lover just laughed at her, and the child persuaded her. In short, the closest people around him didn't want to believe her.

In fact, sometimes even she herself, when she dreamed back at midnight, was asking herself, is it meaningful for you?

The incomprehension of her relatives and the disapproval of the people around made her physically and mentally exhausted.

Now that someone is willing to believe her, she immediately feels that her persistence has meaning.

"I'm so excited, I didn't expect that you would be willing to believe it"

Seeing her like this, Yu Nan felt more and more emotional in his heart, and said, "Why don't you want to believe it? After all, it's not for a dream. Who would drift in this cannibalistic circle?"

Gao Yuzhi felt much better after venting, and said, "Young man, you can't say that, there are still many good people in this world."

Yu Nan smiled.

At this time, the food was also served, and the two chatted while eating.

Although they didn't drink, the two of them chatted with great interest.

After eating until around ten o'clock in the evening, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, then got up.

After watching Gao Yuzhi take a taxi and leave, Yu Nan drove home.

It's not that he doesn't want to send her off, but that Gao Yuzhi refuses to let her go.

On the way home, listening to the radio, Yu Nan felt very calm.

It was indeed not easy for Gao Yuzhi.

The husband didn't support it, and he sneered at her about acting, and the child also advised her to enjoy the blessings at home, so why come out to get angry when she has nothing to do?
Yu Nan doesn't know who Gao Yuzhi's husband is, but according to Gao Yuzhi himself, he was also an actor in the industry before.

The two got married because of acting, and finally came together.

It's just that after getting married, her husband seemed to be a different person. He was no longer obsessed with acting, but started a business with the tens of thousands of dollars he had saved.

Don't think he's not good at acting, but he's good at being angry. In just a few years of hard work, he has earned a million dollars.

This million may not seem like much, but it is also the home of the rich in the county.

Bought a house, a car, and had a child in between.

It can be said that the family is happy and happy, but Gao Yuzhi still can't forget acting.

So after the discussion failed, she came to the capital again by herself and started Jingpiao.

When Gao Yuzhi said this, Yu Nan asked her if she regretted it.

Gao Yuzhi was silent for a long time, then sighed and shook her head.

No regrets.

The sadness is true, but I don’t regret it.

It was hard for Yu Nan to imagine such emotion for a while.

But thinking about it now, what would I do if I faced Gao Yuzhi's situation?
Thinking of this, Yu Nan felt disturbed.

she does not know.

Yu Nan has been in the circle for several years, and has seen a lot of darkness in the circle.

Even when Xingguang wanted to sign her, she hesitated for a long time, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't dare.

I was afraid of encountering what happened to the previous company again, so I didn't dare.

Although she joined Xingguang in the end and understood that Xingguang would not "sell out" her artists, she is still used to being alone.

If the company hadn't assigned her an agent, she would have been the same as before.

Filming when there is a movie, and going to the crew when there is no movie, I rarely have the opportunity to be as leisurely as I am now.

Thinking about it this way, Yu Nan felt that his obsession with acting was not as strong as Gao Yuzhi's.

Thinking of this, my heart sank.

When he got home, Yu Nan's expression was still calm, but there was a trace of loneliness deep in his eyes.

I am 32 years old this year.

Is it big?

Not too big.

small?

Not too young, many of my peers at this age are already mothers of two children.

What about yourself?
Because I have been acting and running the crew all the time, I don't have any friends around me, let alone a boyfriend.

Maybe I have to change my way of life?
Yu Nan suddenly had another idea.

As soon as this idea came out, it was like a seed in the ground, and it couldn't wait to germinate.

After washing up, lying on the bed, this feeling of loneliness became more and more serious.

I really should change my way of life.

With this thought in mind, Yu Nan fell into a deep sleep.

The next day, Yu Nan woke up early.

Wash, cook, eat, put on makeup, go out.

After seeing Zhao Nan, Yu Nan greeted with a smile.

"Sister Nan!"

It's funny to say that Yu Nan didn't let Zhao Wan and Xiao Tao call her male sister, but she called Zhao Nannan sister happily.

Fortunately, Zhao Nan didn't shy away from this, so he let it go.

The two got along for a long time, and Zhao Nan knew her temperament very well.

It's just that today I always feel a little different.

After Yu Nan got into the car and told his destination, Zhao Nan suddenly said in surprise: "Back to the company?"

"Yes, go to the company!"

Yu Nan still smiled nicely.

Zhao Nan was curious and wanted to ask, but she was too embarrassed and could only drive honestly.

Yu Nan took out his mobile phone, looked at today's current affairs news, and was filled with emotion after reading it.

Sure enough, singing and dancing made peace, and everything went well.

After watching the entertainment news, Yu Nan was immediately happy.

I saw an entertainment media report: Lin Muqian donkey skills poor?Even interviewing "old people".

Where is this going, the bull's head is wrong, okay?

Shouldn't Qianlu's poor skills mean that he can't write a script?

Uh, it doesn't seem right either.

If that's the case, it should be called Jiang Lang's exhaustion.

(End of this chapter)