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Chapter 107 I want to kill

Chapter 1 I Want to Kill

The autumn wind is desolate, and the draft from the door of the living room is even more bleak. The sound of the wind howls, blowing An Hongzhu's loose hair, coupled with An Hongzhu's red eyes and pitiful tear stains, it makes people want to put it away immediately. She held her in her arms, so comforting.

Murong Xiangxiang and Murong Lele stood aside blankly. They never thought that An Hongzhu would cry, which made Murong Xiangxiang, who had always been close to An Hongzhu, not know what to do. In Murong Xiangxiang's memory, An Hongzhu has always been calm and unhurried, and she is rarely seen even smiling or angry, so why has she ever seen her cry?
Lin Xiaoyao, on the other hand, stood in front of An Hongzhu, looking at An Hongzhu sincerely with his eyes, with a sincere tone, nervously waiting for An Hongzhu's answer.

Time seemed to be frozen at this point. Murong Xiangxiang and sister did not move, waiting for the development of the matter, Lin Xiaoyao also did not move at all, only waiting for An Hongzhu's answer, and An Hongzhu just bowed his head and shed tears, speechless, making people I don't know what is on her mind.

In the entire living room, apart from the whistling wind, there was the sound of An Hongzhu's sobbing. Lin Xiaoyao held his breath, and a little sweat broke out on his forehead. He looked at An Hongzhu, and couldn't help shouting in his heart: "Sister, isn't it alright for you to be my elder sister? Give me a quick word, I've made it so obvious, you told me if you didn't forgive me, what's going on like this?"

Time passed minute by minute like this, it seemed like a moment, and it seemed like a long time.

"Since I came with you, I will not abandon you. Even if you are looking for that demon girl, I will admit it! As for forgiving you or not, what difference does it make? If I don't want to leave, even if I am There is no way for you to let me go. What's more, I promised Wan'er and Xiaoxiang to take care of your safety. This matter is not over yet, how can I break my word and let down the trust of Wan'er and Xiaoxiang!"

An Hongzhu wiped away the teardrops from the corners of her eyes, raised her head and looked into Lin Xiaoyao's eyes stubbornly, her voice was still a little choked, but it was much better, she said slowly, her tone was inarticulately cold.

"Okay! It's really the worst for her! The relationship has fallen to the bottom again..." Lin Xiaoyao still doesn't know what An Hongzhu is thinking. She said that clearly because she didn't forgive herself, and she was so cold The tone of voice is not like this even when meeting myself for the first time!
"Forget it, I'm afraid of you. I did this dishonestly. You must hate me to death, right? I can't expect you to forgive me so quickly. I just hope that you won't be in a bad mood because of this incident. Lin Xiaoyao glared at Murong Lele, then turned around and walked outside, and said: "I'm afraid you can't help but want to draw your sword and chop me, so go out and hide for a while, don't look for me, don't worry about me, I'll be fine..."

Lin Xiaoyao sighed, with an indescribably lonely tone. In this world, he really has few real friends. An Hongzhu can be regarded as the most important one among them. An Hongzhu has been protecting himself behind his back. She is often molested by herself and doesn't get angry. She can be regarded as a confidante, but she never thought that she would be offended by him. According to An Hongzhu's personality, she may not be able to change back to her original appearance in the future. I don't know if this friendship can be kept.

Looking at Lin Xiaoyao's lonely back, An Hongzhu held her hands tightly together. She just felt that her heart was very chaotic, as if a big stone was pressing on her heart, which made her feel very depressed and her breathing was not smooth. When she got up, listening to Lin Xiaoyao's lonely voice, she wanted to open her mouth to say something, but found that she couldn't utter any words. Finally, her eyes turned red again, and tears flowed down again...

Lin Xiaoyao walked aimlessly. He was very irritable now. He just felt that everything he looked at was extremely unpleasant. Every person and every scene he saw was so annoying and annoying.

He suppressed the irritability in his heart, opened the gate of Murong Mansion, and walked to the street.

Standing on the street, looking at the crowds of people coming and going, but not knowing where to go. The world is so big, but there is no place for himself. Lin Xiaoyao felt a personal sense of loneliness for the first time. After all, I am still an outsider. Although I have some sense of belonging because of Xiao Waner and Xiaoxiang, my thoughts, my outlook on life and world values ​​are incompatible with this world. In the final analysis, apart from this skin, I have nothing else. None of them belong to this world.

In the past, maybe it was because of being busy, or maybe it was because I had been going smoothly, but I didn't feel much, but today I just annoyed a friend, but my good mood disappeared. He stood alone on the street, looking at In a world that was incompatible with him, he realized just now that he was still rejected by this world after all.

"It turns out that I will also have this kind of lonely and lonely time. It's really... really... his-mother-ah!"

Lin Xiaoyao suddenly raised his head and yelled loudly. At this moment, he no longer cared about his worldly views and opinions. I am already very unhappy, so please don't mess with me!

This cry made Lin Xiaoyao crazily vent his inner depression. He looked at passers-by's strange eyes with cold eyes, and suddenly had a very refreshing feeling, this is me, this is the real me!I am not a person of this world, why do I have to act like the world should be?
In the more than a month since he came to this world, Lin Xiaoyao looked very beautiful on the surface. Whether it was fighting and killing, or buying and selling restaurants, everything went smoothly, and he hardly encountered any obstacles.But he knows that he is actually not happy, he has been suppressing his own nature, and has been trying to restrain himself with the rules of this world.

He pursues freedom and wants real freedom.However, he has been implicated by various things, unable to let go of his hands and feet completely, and his mood has been suppressed. Originally, it went smoothly, but it didn't have much impact, but once he encountered difficulties, even if it was a little bit of hindrance, this kind of negative Emotions gushed out immediately and could not be stopped.

Lin Xiaoyao lowered his head and covered his face with his hands. His body was trembling constantly, as if he was enduring great pain.

"I really want...to kill someone!" Through the cracks in his fingers, he could see that Lin Xiaoyao's eyes were flushed, and there was a cruel smile on the corner of his mouth.

Lin Xiaoyao looked around a few times, then nodded in satisfaction, then raised his head to look at Shi Chen, but shook his head in disappointment.

"Since you choose to monitor me, you should be aware of death. It's just too early, so let you live a few more hours. Don't thank me, I'm a good person."

Lin Xiaoyao forced himself to hold back the murderous intention in his heart, a look of indifference flashed in his eyes, he said to himself, and then started shopping aimlessly.

I remember the last time I went shopping, it was the first time I went down the mountain, and I went shopping with a big man. At that time, because I saw the ancient city for the first time, I was quite excited, and I felt extremely interesting no matter what I saw.But this time, he didn't have that interesting feeling anymore. Looking at the passers-by and listening to the loud hawking, he felt very irritable, extremely irritable for some reason!

If he hadn't maintained a trace of clarity, he really didn't know what he would do.

In this ancient city, Lin Xiaoyao was like a lonely ghost, walking aimlessly, sometimes walking three or four times, but he didn't know it at all, or he didn't care about it. At that time, he just hoped that the sky would get dark soon, and that there would be more people watching him, so that he could kill happily at night.

I don't know how long I walked, and I don't know where I went. Lin Xiaoyao seemed to feel something. He stopped suddenly, then raised his head, and saw a very rich and magnificent brothel in front of him. On the top floor of the building, there is a glittering golden plaque hanging, on which there are impressively written three large characters: Miaoli Pavilion.

Listening to the woman's accompanying laughter, the man's obscene laughter, and the endless sound of silk and bamboo musical instruments coming out of Miaoli Pavilion, Lin Xiaoyao actually felt that his irritated mood seemed to be a little more comfortable. He looked around and found that The person who watched him was still following behind him, looked at the time again, then shook his head with a smile, and swaggered towards Miaoli Pavilion.

When the madam at the platform at the door saw Lin Xiaoyao walking towards her, she quickly greeted her with a smile. Although Lin Xiaoyao was dressed in a green robe and a small hat, Lin Xiaoyao had a tall and tall figure and extraordinary momentum. At a glance, he knew that he was not a mortal. The madam knew that he was not a mortal. There has been no mistake in human aspect, so she did not underestimate Lin Xiaoyao just because of Lin Xiaoyao's clothes, and even welcomed Lin Xiaoyao more enthusiastically.

"Hey, which handsome brother is this? It's really a blessing for our sisters to visit our Miaoli Pavilion today." Qiubo said.

Lin Xiaoyao laughed a few times. It's not the first time he entered the brothel. Although he was very disciplined before and didn't make any moves, he knew what to do. I saw him lightly touching the old bustard. Then he asked, "Sister, I'm asking you someone, do you know me?"

PS: Because you read books, don't collect them, and don't vote for recommendations, Xiaoyao is so depressed!
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