Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 204 Poor

Feng Yong smiled helplessly, turned to Bai Lan and said, "Lan'er, do you still hate me to this day?"

"What? Why do I hate you?" Bai Lan was confused by Feng Yong's sudden words and didn't understand what Feng Yong was thinking.

Feng Yong smiled bitterly and said: "I sympathized with Concubine Rong back then, do you still hate me?"

Hearing this, Bailan smiled helplessly: "Hate you? What do you hate? Do you sympathize with her? Maybe I did hate her once. At that time, I thought, you actually sympathized with an enemy who ruined my family, and you would I feel that everyone's common enemy is pitiful. But afterward, I realized that you are not Feng Yong, so you don't understand my feelings. You are helping Feng Yong live the rest of her life because of a sense of responsibility. For you, maybe I don't There should be so many demands. Sometimes when you think about it from your point of view, you are very pitiful. You have become this Feng Yong for no reason, and have experienced many things that you should not have experienced. Sometimes I even think, if you are not like this , maybe you will live a very comfortable life now. Maybe, after all, it is Feng Yong who is sorry for you. If so, why should I ask you, like me, to hate Concubine Rong?"

"Lan'er, you still don't understand me after all." Feng Yong sighed deeply helplessly, "I sympathize with Concubine Rong not because I am not Feng Yong. On a day like this. I know in my heart that my life today is all about myself, I trust others, and I have to blame myself. I can't blame others, but myself. I sympathize with Concubine Rong because I understand her deeply It's not easy. Although she has done many wrong things, what she is thinking about is nothing more than the glory of her Dong family. If she is not the daughter of the Dong family, if she is not selected during the draft, she may marry a The dignitaries and dignitaries live their lives happily by their parents' side."

"But just because she is the daughter of the Dong family, her life has never been dominated by her alone. Although she lives a life of rich clothes and fine food, she has always only been for her own family. It's just fighting for favor. She has never received the love she deserves from her husband like a normal woman, and she can't even control the future of her children. All she can do is to make herself happy through her own intrigues. Her family, her children, and her future can all be decided by herself. Although many things were wrong, but in the end it turned out like that, I really pity her." Feng Yong said helplessly: "But Lan'er, Just because I pity her doesn’t mean I can forgive her.”

Feng Yong glanced at the silent Bai Lan, and said seriously: "Although I pity her and I don't hate her, but I can't forgive her. Although she is my aunt in name, although she is Feng Yong's mother's sister, but, I still can't forgive her. How could I forgive her for making the Feng family, the Bai family, and the Sol family panic all day long, homeless, and separated from their wives? I never thought that Feng Yong's mother is also from the Dong family! What she did with Dong Liangyu is unforgivable, let alone anything else. But seeing her radiant like that, I not only feel that it is She deserves it, and I really feel sorry for her. I'm just pitiful. She could have been her favorite concubine, blowing the wind around her pillow, and making her family more prosperous, but she did what she shouldn't do, making herself and herself It’s just a disgrace to my family.”

"Feng Yong, Feng Yong, stop talking. No matter what you think, I won't blame you." Bai Lan said lightly.

Feng Yong shook his head: "Lan'er, you have to understand that no matter whether I am really Feng Yong or not, no matter whether I have the blood of Feng flowing in my body, I am still the person you first met. I have never felt that, These are things I shouldn't have done. It was Feng Yong or you who caused me to be like this. Even if, as you said, I am not Feng Yong, I shouldn't bear these, of course it is true, but now there are Without you, how could I keep myself out of it? Lan'er, Lan'er, I'm still the same person, do you understand?"

Bai Lan nodded: "I understand."

Feng Yong smiled as if he was relieved: "Lan'er, you know, how long have I wanted to tell you these words? In fact, I wanted to tell you that day, but things delayed it. Now, I finally said it. .”

"Even if you don't say these things, I never blame you. Because I know that no matter what you say, you are helping us to avenge from the beginning to the end. Whether it is Uncle or Lord Jingmo No matter how they look at you, they can't change my opinion." Bai Lan said with a smile.

Feng Yong nodded: "I know, you have always believed in me."

At this time, Jing Mo came over, holding a few gray clothes in his hands, and the material seemed to be rough: "Why are you still here? I went to the room to find you. These are clothes. I fumigated them with herbs." , when the time comes to wear it, it can prevent mosquito bites. The road to Sol is hot and humid, and there are many mosquitoes. If you wear this shirt, you may be bitten and your skin will fester. You should wear mine. It is thicker, at least you can wear it. To prevent mosquito bites."

"Then thank you Lord Jingmo for preparing these things for us." Bai Lan said with a smile.

Jing Mo nodded: "It's okay, it's just a matter of convenience. I had to prepare these too, otherwise I can't do anything about it. By the way, these two are insect repellent sachets. Although the smell is a bit weird, they are effective. We are on the road, not for anything, and it is better to carry it. When we are on the road, we can’t change clothes every day, and we can’t fumigate them all the time. You wear them on your body to be prepared.”

Bai Lan nodded: "Master Jingmo is really attentive. We should have prepared these ourselves, but we bothered you to bother."

"Lord Jing Mo has always been as careful as dust, don't you know?" Feng Yong said with a smile.

Jing Mo smiled helplessly: "I don't know if you are praising me or saying that I look like a woman, that's all, whatever you say is whatever you say, I still have something to do, so I'll go back first, and you guys will go back to clean up as well." Things, don't stand here and blow the air."

Feng Yong nodded: "I'll go back soon, don't worry. I'm just standing here and looking at the scenery. The Tianqing Mountain is so picturesque, it's nothing to look at, right? Besides, I'm leaving soon, next time I don’t know when I will be able to see it again. I want to see more and keep it in my mind so as not to regret it later. Maybe it won’t be as easy as this time if I want to come up next time.”

(End of this chapter)