Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 220 Innocent
"Brother, I just want to help you. Before, I thought that practicing martial arts since childhood would be helpful to you, but later, I found out that this is not the case. I can't even protect myself well. Brother, I want to become stronger Only then can I protect you and everyone around me. Now I am too weak and can only be protected by you. I feel very sad. I know that you are all for my own good, so is my father, so is Uncle Lingyou, and so are you. Sister too... But I also want to do something else, I don't want to live under your wings forever, brother, I don't want you to protect me for the rest of my life, I also want to have shoulders as high as yours, do the same things, instead of standing behind you, you can only be protected by you."

"Zhengchu, you have to know that I never felt that you can only stand behind me and be protected by me. I knew from the incident at the inn last time that you have grown up and become a person who can be alone. , to be honest, I was not disappointed when you got hurt, I was blaming myself. I didn’t think you were not strong enough to get hurt like this, I just felt that I didn’t arrange what you were going to do, and didn’t estimate the other party’s strength, so I let you To be so seriously injured, to be honest, I feel very guilty."

"Brother, why do you feel guilty about me? I was hurt because I was not good at learning, not your fault. It was because I didn't find someone following me and almost exposed my sister. I was useless. You don't need to blame yourself. I don't think, I'm sorry, I'm like this, don't think too much. I really feel that I am too bad and useless. To be honest, at that time, if Uncle Lingyou didn't come, I was useless, I I can’t blame anyone, it’s because I’m too weak, not because my opponent is too strong. The opponent won’t show mercy to me because I’m a child, so what I want to do is to become stronger, not hide behind you. I also hope that I can Go ahead and do something for you."

"You have indeed grown up. You think about many things very thoroughly."

"Brother, what I want is not praise, I'm serious, I think I can't do it. I don't think practicing martial arts can help everyone... What everyone lacks is not a thug..."

"You are wrong, although I have never used you as a thug. But you have to know that everyone, if they want to succeed, they need division of labor, they are all counselors, they are all warriors, and it is impossible for them to succeed, you know? Just like the court, there are censors, generals, ministers, and historians. Everyone has their own division of labor. You can't ask a general to write history books, and you can't ask historians to lead troops to fight, right? So, you don't need to belittle yourself. I know better than you what I lack around me, you are fine, and if you insist on becoming stronger, I don't think you need to develop in the direction of a counselor."

"Brother, what do you think I should do?"

"You are fine now. You don't need any changes. You just need to rest and recover well here. When I take care of it in Sol, I will send you a message, okay?"

"Brother, won't you not come back?"

"How could I not come back? How could I wander around the world without avenging my revenge? Besides, if I don't do something, people will only think that I am weak and can be bullied, and no one will think that I am not easy to mess with. Don't you think so? Persimmons are always soft, and I don't want to be this soft persimmon. This time, I will take a rest and let him remember that I am not easy to mess with, and walk around me in the future."

"Brother, the fourth prince is now the emperor, you..."

"Zhengchu, you don't understand, there are many things you can't do when you are an emperor. Being an emperor is not necessarily the happiest. With so many things in the front court and the harem, how do you think he can do whatever he wants? It's just, I want to warn him, I want to tell him that although I will not rebel, I am not a lamb to be slaughtered. If he does not do something out of line, I will never say anything that should not be said in my life. If he does, I will let the world know about his scandal. Let me see if the emperor will be ashamed or I will be ashamed."

"Brother, you have changed a little now."

"Has it changed? I don't know. Sometimes, these things can't be chosen. I also want to be pure for a lifetime, but it always backfires. Everyone thinks that I have ruined my beautiful life. It's my own fault for becoming what I am now." But only I know, this world is like this, even if I stand motionless in the torrent of time, there will be a fleet of years to push me forward. At the beginning, as you said, I have changed, I am not what I used to be Yes, but if you take a closer look, who is there now, or who used to be? No. Everyone has something they can't help themselves, just be considerate of each other."

"elder brother……"

"You don't have to think about how to comfort me. Zhengchu, I know that I will never be able to live an ordinary life in this life. Since this is the case, why not do some great things? I am secretly sad for my fishy self, and it is even more impossible for me to see that the enemy is pressing every step of the way, and I am still complaining about myself. At the beginning, since I can’t choose to be ordinary, I can only live extraordinary, and I have no choice.”

"At the beginning, this mountain looks like a beautiful place with beautiful mountains, clear waters, singing birds, fragrant flowers, and outstanding people. But, what is the real thing? Who can see clearly? Qingyin Pavilion is a place to cure diseases and save lives. Just like this, there are still many unsettled places. You How can we force the capital city? Besides, Tianqing Mountain, this place is doomed, it is not an ordinary place. I used to think that I, a bastard, would be pulled down if I had nothing to do all my life. But when I really saw , After those things I didn't know, I really want to understand. I can't just hide and hide for a lifetime, I must make the person who hurt me pay the price. "

"Brother, this is very dangerous. After all, he is the emperor."

"Of course I know that this is difficult, but what can I do? Will he let me go if I don't move? Many things have been planted long ago and have now taken root. Do I want to see Are these things getting bigger and bigger? Impossible. Zhengchu, I know that I am not a capable person. Maybe I failed in the end and I can't take revenge. Maybe I still die, but I really tried my best. After that, I really worked hard for my tribe, my friends, and my family, and I have no regrets, do you understand?"

"Brother, you have to be careful in everything."

"At the beginning, I can only guarantee that I will try my best to keep myself safe, but if this happens, there is nothing I can do."

"Then I'll stay here and wait for your good news."

"Maybe I'll be back soon, that's not good, is it?"

(End of this chapter)