Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 255
"The Wenzhou matter..."

"There is no big thing in the early stage, they just do it, let's go and talk about it. By the way, let's take a look at what the king of One Word Side by Side has done during this period, and then talk about these things. If it doesn't work, we can still drive it, Lingyou They will help. As long as you are in Jianghu, there is nothing you don’t need for such things as news.”

"How do you know that Lingyou will help?"

"Concubine Rong's matter, Lingyou already knows the importance of news. Besides, Qingyin Pavilion is a rather embarrassing place. If there is no source of news to protect yourself, I'm afraid there will be more troublesome things in the future."

When you feel down, you can talk about it.

"Do you know that when I was in the Fengwang Mansion, I also sneaked out like this. At that time, I still went to Luo Qing's important person... If I knew this, I would rather not have this person at the beginning."

"Who would have thought that this would happen? Feng Yong, you have to know that Nan Xing and the others also didn't want to, no one wanted to do this."

"At that time, although I lost the entire Fengwang Mansion, I had you, so I didn't feel scared at all. But now, Laner, I really feel confused and scared. After leaving Qingyin Pavilion, I followed Jingmo Go to Sol, I'm real, I'm in an unfamiliar place, I have nothing but you. I..."

"You don't have to worry, no matter what happens, I will always be by your side, unless, one day you don't need me anymore."

"How could I not need you? The snacks you make are so delicious, and the tea you make is so delicious. Even the best woman can't do half of you. How can I not need you?"

"I hope you always think so. You now, because of nothing else, you think I am very good. If one day, you get rid of this predicament and stand on a higher ground, you may not think me good. No matter how delicious dim sum is, it only feels delicious when you can eat it. If you can’t eat it, what good is it? Today, you still think that my dim sum flower tea is like fine nectar and jade dew, which is extremely delicious , but when the time comes, you will feel that this is tasteless, tasteless to eat, and it is a pity to throw away. People are like this, and I understand. It’s me who said these sad words, forget it, don’t say it, no That's it. Let's talk about something else. Talk about something happy, as long as we get to Sol, we will be much freer this day, won't we? We don't have to think about being king side by side, that's great."

"Yeah, when the time comes, there's no need to embarrass Nan Xing. To be honest, I really want to wake up and nothing happened. I'm still the same. Maybe everything will be much better."

"Lan'er, you said that I have today's affairs, do I have to blame myself? At the beginning Luo Qing was by my side, if I had supported the prince like him, he might not have died, and there might not have been so many matter."

"How could there be so many people who knew earlier? If I knew it wasn't my parents, I wouldn't have to go to Wanqingju. If I knew that, I wouldn't have to pretend. If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn't want to follow you. Maybe it would be better if you were alone? What is life like? How could there be so many people who knew earlier? It’s life to have regrets.”

"That's right, thinking about it now, although those things were arranged by Wei Huaqing, many of the roads were indeed taken by us, and we can't blame others, really."

"Since this is the case, you don't have to think so much. Now that this is the case, what can you do? Isn't it? Anyway, it's been agreed and confirmed now. Going to Sol, what else is there to think about? Life This is the way it is, even if you want to stand still, you will be pushed away by the years."

"Are you really as relaxed as you said just now?"

"Lan'er, don't you know me yet? What can I do? Is Wei Huaqing a fuel-efficient lamp? When I first saw him, I knew that this is a master who pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger! But what do I have?" How? I also think, like Luo Qing, choose the crown prince, but will the crown prince talk to me? I have no choice, Lan Er, I really have no choice.

Before, he was the one who took care of your Wanqingju affairs, and he gave me a lot of evidence. From what I can see now, he is using me to eliminate dissidents.Those people were nothing more than the wings of the Crown Prince and the Seventh Prince. After cutting them off, he was happy and at ease.Huh, never thought about us. "

"Lan'er, tell me, all of this, is it that God is taking revenge on me...I...I have done so many things, I..."

"Do you believe in retribution? Anyway, I don't believe in it. If there was retribution, I think Wei Huaqing would have been killed by retribution by now. Feng Yong, whether it's me or you, now we only promise this life, not the next life. If we talk about retribution, we may not be able to do anything now. But can we think about it from another angle, for example, Wei Huaqing is doing so many things now, he is definitely impossible to be a good emperor, so we deal with him. It’s not doing evil, but eliminating harm for the people. Then we won’t get retribution, right? If Wei Huaqing is a good person, we have no enmity with him, and if we rebel and become enemies with him, then we are going against the sky, You will be condemned by the gods. Thinking about it this way, isn’t it much more comfortable?”

"You think very openly, so according to you, if Wei Huaqing is a good emperor, we should let him go? What about our hatred?"

"That's not the case. For example, Wei Huaqing will be a good emperor next, but what's the use? What he did before has destined that he is no longer a good emperor. How can an emperor conspire to rebel? , where’s the forced uterus?”

"Since ancient times, how can there be a good emperor in the true sense? There is no such thing as we think so."

Why do you have to do this?Even I don’t care anymore. To be honest, in this world, good and evil will be rewarded in the end. People are always unlucky. "

"hope so."

"Look, what should I do?"

"My lord is really old, and I am writing a letter to ask for peace. My lord is really afraid of what Wei Huaqing did in the capital, and then I think about it, you are a young man anyway, and you have a quicker mind. Such."

"Then what can I do? To be honest, even if we write a letter to reconcile now, it's useless. Don't you know about Wei Huaqing's situation? Now that he has just ascended the throne, he thinks that he can't kill wantonly, so he let go of every word." Wang, do you think it will be good to wait for a while and stand side by side with the palace? It’s nothing more than the same as the Fengwang Palace back then. I can’t help you now. Replying at will is nothing more than giving people hope. It’s better to let him go by himself Find a way to find someone else to see if there will be a turning point, one abandoned child asks another abandoned child for help, it is nothing more than dying together, what is the point?"

"But in the end, he is still the king of shoulder to shoulder. Seeing such a letter, I still feel a little emotional. Back then, shoulder to shoulder was so majestic. Now? The white-haired person sends the black-haired person, and there are so many things on the table. If The King of One Word was able to maintain neutrality at the beginning, but this is not the case now."

"Neutral? How do you stay neutral? Let me tell you this. At the beginning, the emperor hoped to help the crown prince by standing side by side with the palace. Think about it, if the king did not help the crown prince, what is the difference between the crown prince and the seventh prince? Then At that time, the Seventh Prince was in the limelight. The difference between the Crown Prince and the Seventh Prince was that the Crown Prince had one more word to stand side by side with the support of the palace, not because of the title of Prince. Many times, as a courtier, he had no choice, do you understand? "

"When a person is in the court, he can't even choose himself. What's the point?"

"Lan'er, you have to know that most of the time, becoming an official is for the sake of passion, but later, there is no choice. Do you think that you can resign and return to your hometown if you don't want to do it? Do you think that you eat and drink? You can exist in the court if you make jokes? Impossible. Pull out the radish and bring out the mud. Do you think that when you resign and return to your hometown, you will be the same as when you were not an official? Whether it is for your family or yourself, officialdom If you enter the circle of right and wrong, it will be difficult to get out. Otherwise, if you think about it, why did Meng Tongfu choose to commit suicide? Because if he committed suicide, those forces would not be held accountable and would let his family members go. If he resigned, or If you leave without saying goodbye, at that time, there will be so many cases of being chased and killed that it will be impossible to guard against. At that time, family members, friends, and yourself will all catch up."

"Then what is the purpose of being an official? For fame? For profit? For power? Or for something else? What's the point of being an official? If you can't do whatever you want, if you can't be loyal to the country, what's the point... ?”

"Lan'er, you can't say that. What's the point of being a man? What's the point of being a man?"

"Have you ever thought about it, don't talk about us, just talk about Concubine Rong, you said, Concubine Rong can choose to enter the palace with the task of revitalizing the Dong family? To be honest, the one I can't hate the most is her, People are in the deep palace, there are many things, and there is no choice. Who would not want to be with their parents, share the family relationship, marry a happy man in the future, and keep his life in vain? But born in such a family and sent to the palace, is there a choice? Is it?"

Bai Lan easily let go of Concubine Rong's matter, but she was the one who couldn't get over this hurdle.

"Lan'er, do you still hate me to this day?"

"What? Why hate you?"

"I sympathized with Concubine Rong back then, do you still hate me?"

"Hate you? What do you hate? Do you sympathize with her? Maybe I did hate her once. At that time, I thought, you actually sympathized with an enemy who ruined my family, and you actually felt sorry for our common enemy. But afterwards, I I just figured it out, you are not Feng Yong, so you don’t understand my feelings. You help Feng Yong live the rest of her life out of a sense of responsibility, maybe I shouldn’t have so many demands on you. Sometimes I stand by you Thinking about it from a different perspective, you are also very pitiful, you somehow became this Feng Yong, and experienced a lot that you shouldn't have experienced, sometimes I even thought, if you were not like this, maybe you would live a very comfortable life now. Perhaps, it is Feng Yong who has failed you after all. If so, why should I ask you, like me, to hate Concubine Rong?"

"Lan'er, you still don't understand me after all. I sympathize with Concubine Rong not because I am not Feng Yong. I have never felt that I have lived such a life because of Feng Yong. I know in my heart that I have today's Today's life is all about myself, trusting others, and taking the blame. I can't blame others, but myself. I sympathize with Concubine Rong because I deeply understand her difficulties. Although she has done many wrong things, However, what she is thinking about is nothing more than the glory of her Dong family. If she is not the daughter of the Dong family, if she is not selected during the draft, she may marry a high-ranking official and live happily by her parents. this life.

But because she is the daughter of the Dong family, her life has never been dominated by her alone. Although she lives a life of luxury and wealth, she has always been fighting for her family. Just love.She has never received the love she deserves from her husband like a normal woman, and she even has no control over the future of her own children.All she can do is to let her family, her children, and her future be decided by herself through her own intrigue.Although many things were wrong, but in the end it became like that, I really pity her.But Lan'er, just because I pity her doesn't mean I can forgive her.

Although I pity her and I don't hate her, I can't forgive her.Even though she is my aunt in name, even though she is Feng Yong's mother's sister, I still cannot forgive her.She made Feng's family, Bai's family, and Sol's family panic all day long, homeless, and their wives and children separated. How could I forgive her?She kept saying that it was for the glory of the Dong family, but she never thought that Feng Yong's mother was also from the Dong family!What she did with Dong Liangyu cannot be forgiven, let alone anything else.It's just that, seeing her radiant face become like that, I not only feel that she deserves it, but I also feel sorry for her.I'm just pitiful, she could have been her favorite concubine, blowing the wind around her pillow, and making her family more prosperous, but she did what she shouldn't do and shamed herself and her family. "

"Feng Yong, Feng Yong, stop talking. No matter what you think, I won't blame you."

"Lan'er, you have to understand that no matter whether I am the real Feng Yong or not, no matter whether I have Feng's blood flowing in my body or not, I am the person you first met. I have never felt that these are things I shouldn't It was Feng Yong or you who did it, and made me suffer. Even if, as you said, I am not Feng Yong, I should not bear these, of course it is true, but now that I have you, how can I Maybe keep yourself out of it? Lan'er, Lan'er, I'm still the same person, do you understand?"

"I see."

(End of this chapter)