Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 269 Consolation
Jing Mo sighed helplessly: "No matter what, they are also your parents. Sometimes, you shouldn't do that. Don't you understand the truth that a tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and a child wants to be raised but not to be loved?"

"Uncle Jing, it's not that I'm ignorant, nor is it anything else. Let's put it this way, High Priest Lan Chen grew up beside you. She puts herself in your shoes and considers your safety every day. But you should know, Mr. Older children are different. I have learned from others since I was a child that Lord Feng is a flattering, smooth-talking person, and I despise it very much. My mother is also an ordinary woman who promises her promises. I have never been like you. Normal care. They just care about whether I am ashamed and whether I have done what I should do. No one has ever asked me if I am happy. Lord Feng can beat me up because of a little thing, and mother can also leave because of him , Abandon me in disregard, you said, how can I feel the care of my parents?
Of course, I also admit that I did regret it, and when I knew the truth, I regretted it very much.Every time I recall it, I am in great pain. If I knew the truth, I would never say those words.

Uncle Jing, do you know what I said to Lord Feng at that time?

I said, does my father think that it is not shameful to ignore the Bai family at this juncture?For so many years, the Bai family has helped their father in court, right?Isn't Fengwang Mansion ashamed of treating an old friend like this?Besides, my father thought he had guessed the holy will, but he lost his lord in the court!Why did the Holy One just reprimand the child after doing so many things?Because the Holy One knows!The Bai family was wronged!But because there is no evidence to prove the Bai family's innocence, it has to be sentenced like this!Otherwise, father thinks about it, Jun's kindness is as thin as water, is the Bai family full of loyalty?Or save the country and the people?In these years, which family has been labeled as a big rebel, not implicating the whole family, and killing them all?Why can the Bai family be given a light sentence for not making that much contribution to the country?Because the Holy One knows!The Bai family is the victim of the struggle for party power!It's like a last name in itself!Clear and clean!My father has been an official in the court for so many years, and he has made great achievements in battle. The Holy One broke the rules and became the king!But what about you?Think you understand the Sacred Heart!Will care about face!Is your face really more important than the whole Bai family?If the sage really thinks that the Bai family is guilty, our entire palace would have been implicated long ago!Do you think that with your little military exploits, you can offset a real rebellion?

Now that I think about it, every single word, every sentence is poked in his heart.

The past he is proud of, in my eyes, is just a way of exchanging future, how can he not feel sad?But at this time, he still put himself in my shoes, thinking that it was Bai Zhi who changed me, and she gave me the ability to dare to say no.A few days ago, the child was kneeling on the ground begging himself, hoping that he could save the woman.But now, the same child knows everything about the court, and for a woman, he can ignore the entire palace and take over the entire brothel with great fanfare.He was even delighted, was the child in front of him really his own?
However, I pretended not to see that I continued to hurt him, hit him, and satirized him.

He also advised me that even if you are furious, you should suppress your temper. He is still very gentle. I didn't ask you to be like them!But what is the situation of the Bai family now, don't you know?Don't you know what will happen to Bai Zhi in the future?Even if you and Baizhi can stay together for a long time, what then?After you are born, men will be slaves for generations, and women will be prostitutes for generations. Do you want my grandchildren to be like this?These days, it's enough for you to run day and night for the Bai family, what more do you want to do?If there is evidence for the matter of the Bai family, it is impossible for it to become what it is today!Now, even if you find evidence, the Bai family can't be rehabilitated!Do you want the Holy Majesty to judge here and rescue there?The king's life is like a mountain, can it be said that if you go back on your word, you can go back on it?What's more, you don't have any evidence now!Yong'er, you have done enough, don't do it any more, I'll forget about this matter, but from now on, don't do these things anymore, just live your life well.Women are everywhere, and it's not hard to find talented ones. Bai Zhi is already like this, and this is the only way to go. Do you understand?

But I still insist on my own idea, what am I saying that this is already the case, and this is the only way to go?What is wrong with Baizhi about the matter of the Bai family?An unwarranted thing, an innocent woman can only accept her fate?Besides, even if there are women everywhere, talented ones run all over the street, what does that have to do with me?There are women everywhere, but there is only one Angelica dahurica!Where does the father put the child when he says this?

I also assured him, I said, with me, the glory of Fengwang Mansion will be guaranteed forever, but what about now?The only living person in Fengwang Mansion, I am hiding here in Tibet, hiding my name and not even daring to claim that I am the child of Fengwang.

Uncle Jing, I really think that I was wrong.My fault is not that I am not filial, but that I have never seen clearly what kind of person my father is after all these years.If I had known earlier, maybe there would not have been such a catastrophe in the Fengwang Mansion. If I had known earlier, maybe no one would have needed this.

So I don't want you to be like me, no matter what Saul's situation is, I hope you will go and see it, make sure, and someday, you can pat your chest and tell people with confidence that Saul is what I think , I am proud of him, instead of being furious and arguing in this situation to save the face of my own clan. "Feng Yong smiled wryly.

Jing Mo looked at Feng Yong and nodded: "I know what you mean, it's just..."

"It's just that you have no idea in your heart. You are not sure at all. After so many years, whether Sol is what you think, is it? Uncle Jing, let me ask you, if Sol is really what Aunt Ya said Yan, will you rebel and become a member of the Great Zhou?" Feng Yong asked with a smile.

Jing Mo shook his head: "Of course not."

"Then what are you worrying about? The country is like this, no matter how bad it is or how backward it is, it is your motherland, which is indelible. You have lived in Dazhou for many years, when did you forget that you are from Sol? No. Even if Sol drives you out one day, you will not abandon you. This is the motherland. No matter what Sol looks like, it doesn’t matter what it was back then, it doesn’t matter if your heart hasn’t changed, so why worry about it? ?Aunt Ya never wanted you to betray Saul, but just wanted to let you see the truth of some things. Everyone is just doing nothing for High Priest Lanchen. Since our own nation is like this, then we might as well change it instead It's not accepting, conforming, is it?" Feng Yong said with a smile.

Jing Mo nodded: "There is some truth in what you said, but that Mu Keya is persistent, is it really as you said?"

"Uncle Jing, have you really forgotten? Your mother is Sol's high priest. She dedicated everything to Sol, her own life, her family, her love, and even her own life. If What's wrong with this nation, she must hope that you can set things right and help Sol return to what he used to be, instead of asking you to avenge her. If you die, it will be true, revenge In fact, it is to reassure the living, not to rest in peace for the dead. Instead, doing these things can really make the dead feel at ease." Feng Yong looked at Jing Mo and said slowly.

Jing Mo nodded: "You're right, my mother doesn't want Sol to be in a mess. Every time my mother talks about her hometown, she is happy and full of longing. Even if she knows that she may be rejected by the nation, she never I have given up on this nation, how can I not have confidence in such a nation?"

"So, Uncle Jing, now we are going to Xiliang, just to beg Wei Huaqing's pursuers. Not only me, but also you, can't be found. Otherwise, it will bring irreversible damage to Sol. Suoer As you said, Sol is now vulnerable. If Wei Huaqing uses us to start a war against Sol, maybe Sol will be destroyed. At that time, we will be Sol’s sinners, and we will be sorry for all the people of Sol. I'm also sorry for our own conscience. So, Uncle Jing, let's go to Xiliang together." Feng Yong said with a smile.

Jing Mo raised his head and asked Feng Yong: "Why do you trust Mu Keya so much? You are not afraid, she is the same as Wei Huaqing back then, does she have other plans?"

"Uncle Jingmin, what else can I hope for?" Feng Yong said with a bitter smile: "Back then, I was the bastard of Prince Feng's Mansion, and I was still the one who could stir up trouble in the capital. But now? I'm just a person who doesn't dare. It's just a coward who admits who he is. What else can I hope for? Besides, at that time, in such a critical moment, she was willing to save her, which means that we can treat her as one of our own. "

Jing Mo said with a smile: "Although I don't like her very much, Mu Keya is indeed a loyal person. How can ordinary people do their best to help the child of their former lover? Besides, back then, it was Rui Jue Not only did she betray her, but she also attacked her homeland. It’s fine if she doesn’t hate her, and she can help her, so what’s there to doubt? I just quarreled with her because, I don’t want others to say that I It’s just her ethnicity. In fact, she is still a very good person.”

"I understand, Uncle Jing, everyone has something they want to protect, you too, me too, and Aunt Ya." Feng Yong said with a smile.

Jing Mo nodded: "Then according to the current situation, we really can only go to Xiliang. Unexpectedly, we will go to see the places Rui Jue often set foot on back then."

"Uncle Jingmin, Xiliang is not the important point, Sol is. If I guess correctly, Sol has been your heartache for so many years. I still remember when you said to me, Ling You, Feng Yong, I know what you mean, but I also want you to know that I have to go back. Regardless of whether I have the blood of Feng in my body or not, the Sol tribe is my hometown. No matter how the tribe abandons me, I know that, I have to go back. I have to fulfill the promises my mother made back then. This is what you want to do in this life. Saving me and saving others is just an interlude.

Just like you told me, Feng Yong, since you call me Uncle Jing, I will tell you a truth.Sometimes, in order to protect yourself, these things are necessary.Although I help take care of their parents and relatives, I have never treated them badly.This is so that I can feel at ease with them and have confidence in every action.They also understand that in many cases, I give them full power over my own wealth and life, so they also understand what I do and are loyal to me not only because I am holding on to the lives of their family members, but also because I am a Master worth following, do you understand?
You don't understand, they come with me, they are dead men, although I hold their family members, but I undoubtedly help to protect them, if they have any accidents, I can help take care of them.Without me, they are dead, dead.Don't you think that if I don't grab their family members, they won't work for me and bleed and die?At that time, I'm afraid that the family will be even worse than now.Besides, I entrust the patriarch to take good care of their families, and nothing will happen to them.They follow me and can be completely at ease.

You are not afraid of things that others are afraid of, but you are very resourceful and calm. I know that for so many years, your knot is only Sol, and the others are just clouds. "Feng Yong said with a smile.

Jing Mo nodded: "Indeed, after so many years, it's not that I have no chance to go back, but I dare not go back. One, I am afraid of being exposed, and the other is that I was still very young when I left. Now, I don't dare to go back." Go back. I don’t know if you understand me. There are some things that you can’t get close to if you imagine them too beautifully. I am the same now. If you think these things too beautifully, you dare not move forward. Maybe, I am real I'm afraid, Saul is not what I imagined, or rather, not what my mother told me."

"What is there to be afraid of? When you arrive, you may not think so. You must know that the nation is different, even if this nation is nothing now. The homeland is hard to leave. Don't you think so for so many years?" Are you looking forward to it? Looking forward to seeing the place, the people, and the country that High Priest Lanchen described to you? So, you don’t have to think about it too much. After we arrive in Xiliang and settle down, we will go to Sol to see you. Go to see what it looks like now. Only after taking the first step, will there be subsequent things. If we don’t go, you will always be timid and afraid to approach. In fact, this is not good Yes, are you right? If you go to Xiliang like this and don’t go to Sol, Sol will become a dream in your life, a dream that cannot be realized, and you dare not realize it. Whether it is a blow or a surprise, Only after reading it will you know. You have to believe in your nation, and what will be given to you must be more pleasant than frightening." Feng Yong said with a smile.

(End of this chapter)