Chapter 368 Humanity

Now that I think about it, every single word, every sentence is poked in his heart.

The past he is proud of, in my eyes, is just a way of exchanging future, how can he not feel sad?But at this time, he still put himself in my shoes, thinking that it was Bai Zhi who changed me, and she gave me the ability to dare to say no.A few days ago, the child was kneeling on the ground begging himself, hoping that he could save the woman.But now, the same child knows everything about the court, and for a woman, he can ignore the entire palace and take over the entire brothel with great fanfare.He was even delighted, was the child in front of him really his own?
However, I pretended not to see that I continued to hurt him, hit him, and satirized him.

He also advised me that even if you are furious, you should suppress your temper. He is still very gentle. I didn't ask you to be like them!But what is the situation of the Bai family now, don't you know?Don't you know what will happen to Bai Zhi in the future?Even if you and Baizhi can stay together for a long time, what then?After you are born, men will be slaves for generations, and women will be prostitutes for generations. Do you want my grandchildren to be like this?These days, it's enough for you to run day and night for the Bai family, what more do you want to do?If there is evidence for the matter of the Bai family, it is impossible for it to become what it is today!Now, even if you find evidence, the Bai family can't be rehabilitated!Do you want the Holy Majesty to judge here and rescue there?The king's life is like a mountain, can it be said that if you go back on your word, you can go back on it?What's more, you don't have any evidence now!Yong'er, you have done enough, don't do it any more, I'll forget about this matter, but from now on, don't do these things anymore, just live your life well.Women are everywhere, and it's not hard to find talented ones. Bai Zhi is already like this, and this is the only way to go. Do you understand?

But I still insist on my own idea, what am I saying that this is already the case, and this is the only way to go?What is wrong with Baizhi about the matter of the Bai family?An unwarranted thing, an innocent woman can only accept her fate?Besides, even if there are women everywhere, talented ones run all over the street, what does that have to do with me?There are women everywhere, but there is only one Angelica dahurica!Where does the father put the child when he says this?

I also assured him, I said, with me, the glory of Fengwang Mansion will be guaranteed forever, but what about now?The only living person in Fengwang Mansion, I am hiding here in Tibet, hiding my name and not even daring to claim that I am the child of Fengwang.

Uncle Jing, I really think that I was wrong.My fault is not that I am not filial, but that I have never seen clearly what kind of person my father is after all these years.If I had known earlier, maybe there would not have been such a catastrophe in the Fengwang Mansion. If I had known earlier, maybe no one would have needed this.

So I don't want you to be like me, no matter what Saul's situation is, I hope you will go and see it, make sure, and someday, you can pat your chest and tell people with confidence that Saul is what I think , I am proud of him, instead of being furious and arguing in this situation to save the face of my own clan. "

"I know what you mean, it's just..."

"It's just that you have no idea in your heart. You are not sure. After so many years, whether Sol is what you think, is it? Uncle Jing, let me ask you, if Sol is really what Aunt Ya said Yan, will you rebel and become a member of the Great Zhou?"

"of course not."

"Then what are you worrying about? The country is like this, no matter how bad it is or how backward it is, it is your motherland, which is indelible. You have lived in Dazhou for many years, when did you forget that you are from Sol? No. Even if Sol drives you out one day, you will not abandon you. This is the motherland. No matter what Sol looks like, it doesn’t matter what it was back then, it doesn’t matter if your heart hasn’t changed, so why worry about it? ?Aunt Ya never wanted you to betray Saul, but just wanted to let you see the truth of some things. Everyone is just doing nothing for High Priest Lanchen. Since our own nation is like this, then we might as well change it instead It's not acceptance, compliance, is it?"

"There is some truth in what you said, but it's just that Mu Keya is persistent, is it really as you said?"

"Uncle Jingmin, have you really forgotten? Your mother is the high priest of Sol. She dedicated everything to Sol, her life, her family, her love, and even her own life. If There is really something wrong with this nation. She must also hope that you can bring order to the chaos and help Sol return to the way he used to be, instead of asking you to avenge her. If you die, if you die, it will be real. Revenge In fact, it is to give peace to the living, not to give peace to the dead. Instead, doing these things can really make the dead feel at ease."

"You're right. My mother doesn't want Sol to be in a mess. Every time my mother talks about her hometown, she is happy and full of yearning. Even if she knows that she may be rejected by the nation, she has never given up on this nation. How can I have no confidence in such a nation?"

"So, Uncle Jing, now we are going to Xiliang for nothing more than to beg Wei Huaqing's pursuers. Not only me, but also you must not be discovered. Otherwise, it will bring irreversible damage to Sol. Suoer As you said, Sol is now vulnerable. If Wei Huaqing uses us to start a war against Sol, maybe Sol will be destroyed. At that time, we will be Sol’s sinners, and we will be sorry for all the people of Sol. I'm also sorry for our own conscience. So, Uncle Jing, let's go to Xiliang together."

"Why do you trust Mu Keya so much? You are not afraid, she is the same as Wei Huaqing back then, does she have other plans?"

"Uncle Jingmin, what else do I have to gain? Back then, I was the concubine of Prince Feng's Mansion, and I was still the one who could stir up troubles in the capital. But now? I'm just a shrinking head who dare not admit who I am. It's just a turtle. What else can I hope for? Besides, at that time, in such a critical moment, she was willing to save her, which means that we can treat her as one of our own."

"Although I don't like her very much, Mu Keya is indeed a loyal person. How can ordinary people do their best to help the child of their former lover? Besides, it was Rui Jue who betrayed her back then. She also attacked her homeland, so it’s fine if she doesn’t hate her, and she can help her, so why doubt it? I just argued with her because I don’t want to hear people talking about my nationality. In fact, she This person is still very good."

"I understand, Uncle Jing, everyone has something they want to protect, you too, me too, and Aunt Ya."

"Then as it stands now, we really can only go to Xiliang. Unexpectedly, we will go to see the places Rui Jue often set foot on back then."

"Uncle Jingmin, Xiliang is not the important point, Sol is. If I guess correctly, Sol has been your heartache for so many years. I still remember when you said to me, Ling You, Feng Yong, I know what you mean, but I also want you to know that I have to go back. Regardless of whether I have the blood of Feng in my body or not, the Sol tribe is my hometown. No matter how the tribe abandons me, I know that, I have to go back. I have to fulfill the promises my mother made back then. This is what you want to do in this life. Saving me and saving others is just an interlude.

Just like you told me, Feng Yong, since you call me Uncle Jing, I will tell you a truth.Sometimes, in order to protect yourself, these things are necessary.Although I help take care of their parents and relatives, I have never treated them badly.This is so that I can feel at ease with them and have confidence in every action.They also understand that in many cases, I give them full power over my own wealth and life, so they also understand what I do and are loyal to me not only because I am holding on to the lives of their family members, but also because I am a Master worth following, do you understand?
You don't understand, they come with me, they are dead men, although I hold their family members, but I undoubtedly help to protect them, if they have any accidents, I can help take care of them.Without me, they are dead, dead.Don't you think that if I don't grab their family members, they won't work for me and bleed and die?At that time, I'm afraid that the family will be even worse than now.Besides, I entrust the patriarch to take good care of their families, and nothing will happen to them.They follow me and can be completely at ease.

You are not afraid of things that others are afraid of, but you are very resourceful and calm. I know that for so many years, your knot is only Sol, and the others are just clouds. "

"Indeed, after so many years, I haven't had the opportunity to go back, but I don't dare to go back. One, I am afraid of being exposed. The other is, I was very young when I left. Now, I don't dare to go back. I don't understand Do you understand me? Some things are too beautiful to imagine, so you don’t dare to get close. I am the same now. I think these things are too beautiful, so I don’t dare to move forward. Maybe, I am really afraid, but Sol is not That’s what I imagined, or rather, it’s not what my mother told me.”

"What's so scary? When you arrive, maybe you won't think so. You have to know that a nation is different, even if this nation is nothing now. It's hard to leave your homeland, why haven't you been there for so many years? Are you looking forward to it? Looking forward to seeing the place, those people, and that country that High Priest Lanchen described to you? So, you don’t have to think so much. After we go to Xiliang and settle down, we will go to Sol to see what happened to you. place, go and see what it is like now. Only when we take the first step will things happen later. If we never go, you will always be timid and never dare to get close. In fact, this is not good. , are you right? If you just go to Xiliang instead of Sol, Sol will become a dream in your life, a dream that you cannot realize and dare not realize. Is it a blow or a surprise? Only after reading it will you know. You have to believe in your nation, and what will be given to you must be more pleasant than frightening.”

"hope so."

"What good hope? I also hope that Saul is as warm as you said, I just remind you. You are Rui Jue's brother, no matter how Rui Jue treats me, how you treat Rui Jue , I treat you as my own brother, I have no ill intentions towards you, even Feng Yong, so don't worry."

"I know your affection for Rui Jue, and I also know that it has not been easy for you all these years. We won't cause you any trouble when we go to Xiliang."

Thinking of this, Feng Yong wanted to understand one thing, Jing Mo is just being stubborn right now.

According to the previous Jingmo, he could kill Wei Huaqing directly, so what will he have to do with him in the future?He didn't care, it wasn't Saul anyway.

But now Jingmo is different, Jingmo has really changed, not only has people become less impulsive, but also has a lot of human touch.

When he was in Qingyin Pavilion, Jing Mo saved people in order to sell favors, but now, it is no longer the case.

If it's a favor, he doesn't need to help Xia Qingmu do that. Anyway, Xia Qingmu is just a maid now, and there is no favor to sell.

But he did it anyway, and allowed Xia Qingmu to live there for so long.

It is a lie to say that it is impersonal, how many people should be sent to watch it for so many days.

If Jingmo used to care about so many things for you.

Looking at Jing Mo who was helping her arrange everything in front of her, Feng Yong really had the feeling that this was her uncle.

If Jingmo wasn't so young, it might look more like it.

Jing Mo's appearance is similar to his own, and it is really hard to call him uncle.

"Master Jingmo, you don't have to be like this. Since he can't move for the time being, it's good to make him worry more. It's not good if he doesn't go well with this, and it's also considered revenge. Otherwise, wouldn't it be an advantage to him?" Chu said with a smile.

Jing Mo nodded: "You are still able to speak at the beginning, look at you, every day, either this is not good, or that is not going well, it seems that everyone is forcing you. No one knows your difficulties, but after speaking Isn't it difficult? Isn't it still like this? Anyway, it's like this now, isn't it good for everyone to have a mouthful? Say these despondent words every day."

At this time, there was a knock on the door by Feng Langjiu: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, there is news from the Duke Protector's Mansion. Uncle Guo died suddenly at home. His death was horrific and miserable. Now everyone is preparing to go to the Duke Protector's Mansion." My condolences."

Feng Yong looked at the two of them, and said lightly: "Then you can help me see what you can give, don't give too much, it's not good, it's fine if you like it, it's not a happy event."

"I understand, Your Majesty, as well as the Queen, I want you to deliver it in person. Isn't it good to let the servants deliver it?" Feng Langjiu reminded.

Feng Yong said loudly: "This king understands, don't worry, if you are too anxious, the empress may not think of the best."

(End of this chapter)

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