Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 372 Escape
"How could I not come back? How could I wander around the world without avenging my revenge? Besides, if I don't do something, people will only think that I am weak and can be bullied, and no one will think that I am not easy to mess with. Don't you think so? Persimmons are always soft, and I don't want to be this soft persimmon. This time, I will take a rest and let him remember that I am not easy to mess with, and walk around me in the future."

"Brother, the fourth prince is now the emperor, you..."

"Zhengchu, you don't understand, there are many things you can't do when you are an emperor. Being an emperor is not necessarily the happiest. With so many things in the front court and the harem, how do you think he can do whatever he wants? It's just, I want to warn him, I want to tell him that although I will not rebel, I am not a lamb to be slaughtered. If he does not do something out of line, I will never say anything that should not be said in my life. If he does, I will let the world know about his scandal. Let me see if the emperor will be ashamed or I will be ashamed."

"Brother, you have changed a little now."

"Has it changed? I don't know. Sometimes, these things can't be chosen. I also want to be pure for a lifetime, but it always backfires. Everyone thinks that I have ruined my beautiful life. It's my own fault for becoming what I am now." But only I know, this world is like this, even if I stand motionless in the torrent of time, there will be a fleet of years to push me forward. At the beginning, as you said, I have changed, I am not what I used to be Yes, but if you take a closer look, who is there now, or who used to be? No. Everyone has something they can't help themselves, just be considerate of each other."

"elder brother……"

"You don't have to think about how to comfort me. Zhengchu, I know that I will never be able to live an ordinary life in this life. Since this is the case, why not do some great things? I am secretly sad for my fishy self, and it is even more impossible for me to see that the enemy is pressing every step of the way, and I am still complaining about myself. At the beginning, since I can’t choose to be ordinary, I can only live extraordinary, and I have no choice.”

"At the beginning, this mountain looks like a beautiful place with beautiful mountains, clear waters, singing birds, fragrant flowers, and outstanding people. But, what is the real thing? Who can see clearly? Qingyin Pavilion is a place to cure diseases and save lives. Just like this, there are still many unsettled places. You How can we force the capital city? Besides, Tianqing Mountain, this place is doomed, it is not an ordinary place. I used to think that I, a bastard, would be pulled down if I had nothing to do all my life. But when I really saw , After those things I didn't know, I really want to understand. I can't just hide and hide for a lifetime, I must make the person who hurt me pay the price. "

"Brother, this is very dangerous. After all, he is the emperor."

"Of course I know that this is difficult, but what can I do? Will he let me go if I don't move? Many things have been planted long ago and have now taken root. Do I want to see Are these things getting bigger and bigger? Impossible. Zhengchu, I know that I am not a capable person. Maybe I failed in the end and I can't take revenge. Maybe I still die, but I really tried my best. After that, I really worked hard for my tribe, my friends, and my family, and I have no regrets, do you understand?"

"Brother, you have to be careful in everything."

"At the beginning, I can only guarantee that I will try my best to keep myself safe, but if this happens, there is nothing I can do."

"Then I'll stay here and wait for your good news."

"Maybe I'll be back soon, that's not good, is it?"

Thinking about what Zhengchu was like back then, Feng Yong really couldn't connect with Zhengchu now.

Zhengchu is much more mature in his work now, and he doesn't just listen to orders anymore.

Thinking of what happened in the past, Feng Yong wondered if she didn't protect Zhengchu enough, which led to today's situation.

Feng Yong felt that if Chickweed was here, she would not wish to have such a son.

But I can't do anything about it, the accident at the beginning had too much impact on Zhengchu, like my parents, my home disappeared overnight.

Feng Yong knew that these were a great blow to Zhengchu, and also knew that in front of these, she might really be of little help.

Strictly speaking, I even acted as their accomplice.

But Zhengchu never said these things, instead he kept helping himself.

I did not dare to do what Zhengchu did, otherwise, I would have been poisoned long ago.

Although I feel that this approach is somewhat unethical, but indeed, I can't find any better way.

I am indeed indecisive, and the outside world's judgment on me is not necessarily wrong.

If it was someone else, let alone drafting for Wei Huaqing, even talking to him, he would have wished to cut Wei Huaqing into pieces.

But what about myself?What did you do?

The people around me understand me so well, but can I really be worthy of the people around me?

I often say that I am not Feng Yong, and that it is normal for me not to respond to many things.

But I never thought about it. Is it because I am not Feng Yong, or because I am an indifferent person?
In the end, is it because you are indifferent and don't do it, or is it because the timing is wrong?

Having been here for so long, Feng Yong has never questioned herself like this.

I used to do a lot of things by myself because of tasks, but the tasks have long since ended, and the current tasks are not mandatory. What is the reason for my step by step?

Ask yourself, Feng Yong is not someone who cares about the world, the world is in chaos, and the safety of the people is never in his consideration.

But I use this excuse, time and time again, to avoid one thing after another.

The people around you may be right to be disappointed in you.

The Yi Zi Side by Side King did not dare to take action because he had many scruples. Thinking of his family and his friends, he had no choice but to swallow his anger.

But what about yourself?
What are you afraid of?

What are you thinking about?

At this time, the system in Feng Yong's mind suddenly reminded that last month's settlement was completed, and the ranking was also released, and she was in second...

second?That means that there is another player in front of him, and no matter what, his status and power must be higher than his own.

Who is this number one...could he be by his side too?

Thinking of this question, Feng Yong smiled wryly and shook her head, how could it be possible, if there were so many traversers around her, she should have discovered it long ago.

The system's settlement mechanism has brought Feng Yong a lot of benefits. At least, Feng Yong doesn't need to worry about money.

But thinking of this, Feng Yong felt that there was something else.

For example, this number one.

I already have enough money, so much that I need to hide my money.

The first, isn't it more?

If such a person is around, it should not be difficult to find.

Besides, the traveler, here, is actually very easy to be exposed. If there is a system, it will be even easier to be exposed.

At this time, the system prompts: After completing the special task, you can choose one to view before and after the ranking.

Special task?How can there be any special tasks?
Seeing this, Feng Yong didn't know what to say.

"You guys, I don't know when I'll be back."

"Uncle Jingmin, no matter when, we will come back sooner or later. We have revenge to avenge and friends waiting for us. How could we not come back? We know what we will encounter when we go to Sol, and we also know that this How difficult the road will be, but we are still willing, isn't it because there are so many people waiting for us? Not only the Bai family, Feng surname, but also many people are waiting for us to take revenge. We certainly won't He will give up casually. Wei Huaqing thinks that we are abandoned, so there is nothing to be afraid of. When the time comes, we will let him know that even if we are stones, we are still the sharpest stones, stones that can pierce his whole body and make his skin and flesh burst open. "

"If you can have this thought, that's a good thing. Rui Jue can rest in peace in the spirit of the sky. No matter what happened to Bai Su and Bai Wei, as long as you do this, you are the benefactor of the Bai family. You are enough to be worthy of this girl from the Bai family."

"Lord Jing Mo, no matter whether Feng Yong does this or not, he is a benefactor of the Bai family. Although his aunt's affairs are inseparable from his mother's family, when he was in danger in the Bai family, Still trying to find ways to run for the Bai family, that's enough. There are tens of thousands of famous families in the capital, and the Fengwang Mansion is not the only one that has contacts with the Bai family? The ancestors of the Bai family will also thank him. After all, everyone understands that Concubine Rong is Concubine Rong, the Dong family is the Dong family, Wei Huaqing is Wei Huaqing, and Feng Yong is Feng Yong, right?"

"You are right. I have never hated anyone with the Feng surname. I have the blood of the descendants of the Feng surname in my body, and I don't feel ashamed, because I know that Concubine Rong is Concubine Rong, and the Dong family is the Dong family. The royal family is the royal family, and the Fengwang Mansion is the Fengwang Mansion. If Ruijue had colluded with the Dong family and the royal family back then, the Fengwang Mansion would not be where it is today. Even a bastard would not be able to live here. I understand. I believe people with discerning eyes They all understand it, but I don’t know if the people of Sol understand it.”

"What... what does Lord Jingmo mean?"

"I haven't been back for many years, and I just pass on news on weekdays. I don't want people to find out, so I didn't leave any clues. After my mother left Sol, she didn't return for many years. The Sol tribe thought she was dead. After dealing with the Sol tribe, they thought I was dead, and didn’t even know that I was still alive. As a general, Rui Jue once went on an expedition to Sol, I’m afraid..."

"You mean, in the eyes of the Saul people, Lord Feng is the enemy who destroys their homeland?"

"That's right, in fact, the only person who knows about our relationship is the leader of the Sol tribe, but he didn't explain it to the tribe. I don't know why, so I hope you can stay anonymous when you go there. The same goes for the Helian tribe and the Sol tribe. To maintain diplomatic relations, you can only live under the name of the Helian people."

"Uncle Jing, in that case, if I rebel, wouldn't it be justifiable and dishonorable?"

"Is there any justification for rebellion? Let me tell you, as long as you rebel, it is not justified. It doesn't matter what name you use, it is not justified. What do you think, what is the slogan of fighting for the king?" , can you convince the public?"

"Uncle Jingmin, I don't mean it this way, but I will pull Wei Huaqing down sooner or later. As for who comes, I don't care at all. If I do this, won't I ruin the reputation of the Helian clan, and will I also implicate them?"

"Do you still want to do this in Sol territory? I just let you hide there for a while, and wait until Wei Huaqing thinks you are dead, and then come back to plan big things, instead of letting you rebel there. I can't let Sol The people of Seoul helped you rebel. They don’t need to believe me, but I can’t not protect them. This is the teaching I got from my mother since I was a child, and it cannot be violated.”

"Uncle Jing, I understand, then I know what to do. It's just that you haven't gone back for so many years, have you thought about how to explain it?"

"No matter how many years have passed, Suo Erjing is still Suo Erjing, it cannot be Jingmo. Even if I am gray-haired and turned into a dry bone, my grave is still engraved with Sol Jing, it is impossible to engrave Jingmo, you Do you understand? No matter how much they misunderstand, it is impossible for me to betray my family and change my surname, do you understand?"

"I understand, I understand, you are Suo Erjing, you will not be Jing Mo, your heart, from the beginning to the end, is surrounded by the Suo Er tribe, although you are not a high priest in name, but in reality Above, your blood, your bone marrow, all tell you to protect every inch of land and every people."

Thinking of what happened back then, Feng Yong felt that now she seemed to have failed in her promise to everyone.

Jingmo also thought about his future, but he never thought about it. He would only shrink back and stagnate.

I have always used the excuse that I am not the real Feng Yong, but after thinking about it carefully, for so long, Wei Huaqing has not only harmed people who are related to Feng Yong to him.

I can actually be so tolerant, thinking about it, I also look down on myself like this.

I really don't know whether to say that I am indifferent or willing to be abused.

If it was someone else, I'm afraid they would rush into the palace to kill Wei Huaqing now.

But is he escaping now?What are you still doing?

Are you really the kind of person who cares about the world?
I really care about the ownership of this world after Wei Huaqing steps down?

I really think that it doesn't matter if the people are displaced and the world is in chaos?

In my own eyes, am I Feng Yong or the once indifferent Gu Lenglan?
I never thought about this question, just like before, I never knew whether I loved Bailan or not.

From the beginning to the end, I have been avoiding, never really looking directly at these problems that should be faced squarely, I am always hiding, hiding...

(End of this chapter)