Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 439 Consolation
That's it, she was still thinking about her own face, the face of the Fengwang Mansion, such a mother, such a mother who doesn't care about right and wrong, or the happiness of her children, what kind of feelings should I have?Uncle Jing, what do you think? "

"But, after all, it's your parents. After all, you shouldn't say those excessive words to hurt their hearts. "

"Uncle Jing, that's why I said every word, never said anything excessive, I never said anything, didn't I? When she said no to me, I advised her, what mother wants me to put my conscience on? I know that I can't rescue Bai Zhi, and I also know what will happen if I take Bai Zhi away. Naturally, I won't snatch Bai Zhi, but my mother can't help me think of other ways. Even if Bai Zhi can't be rescued in the end, I will die I'm worried, if Bai Zhi could be rescued, but I didn't do it, don't talk about other things, just talk about me, I won't feel at ease in this life.

I learned that my father was reprimanded by the Holy One for many days because of this incident.But mother, just think about it, if the Holy Majesty didn't know that Bai Zhi's family was innocent, and because of the relationship between Bai Zhi and the guilty ministers, he would have sentenced Bai Zhi's family to beheaded for public display, how could he have sentenced the men to exile and the women to serve as official prostitutes?The Holy Majesty reprimanded his father for nothing more than to show the ministers in the court, and he didn't mean to blame him.Otherwise, how could he be reprimanded for so many days without punishment?

I looked at it from her point of view, so she had no choice but to give in, so I continued to persuade, mother, I didn't intend to use any extraordinary means, I just thought about doing my best and obeying the destiny.If it is God's will, I will not go against the sky.I know very well that even though my father is crowned king, he is struggling in the court, so I will not cause trouble for my father.I just thought, if there is something that can be done, I can help to do a little bit, and I will feel more at ease.For so many years, my father has received a lot of help from the Bai family in the court. Now that such a big incident has happened to the Bai family, it is not convenient for my father to come forward to help. I should also help my father to do what should be done.What do you think, mother?

So later she also supported me to do this, and told me, then you should not make too much fanfare, after all, it is not a glorious thing, and when the time comes, someone with a heart will take a copy, and it will be troublesome.Although I am not a married woman, nor a conferred wife, and you are not a son-in-law, and it is impossible to inherit the prince's title in the future, but these years, the prince has treated our mother and son very well.I don't want you to be like your elder brother, to be an official in the court, and to be promoted to a noble. I just want you and the prince to be safe.It doesn't matter whether the Bai family has a deep affection for you or a shallow affection for you, I don't want to affect the safety of you and the prince because of anything.You are not young anymore. Over the years, I never asked you how to become an official and be powerful, nor did I ask you how to make money in business and become rich like an enemy.I just ask you to be safe.How harsh my sister is to me and how harsh she is to you, I can see it all, and so does the prince.So in many things, my lord and I don't make strict demands on you. Your lord has the right to not know what you have done this year, but this matter may have an impact on our palace. I hope you can be careful Some, pay attention to the influence, if such a thing happened to the Bai family, we can not be implicated, it is already a lesson from the sage, don't let the people who are interested take advantage of it, you know?
Uncle Jingmin, is there anything wrong with this?This is all I can do to show respect, isn’t it? "

"No matter what, they are also your parents. Sometimes, you shouldn't do that. Don't you understand the truth that a tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and a child wants to be raised but not to be loved?"

"Uncle Jing, it's not that I'm ignorant, nor is it anything else. Let's put it this way, High Priest Lan Chen grew up beside you. She puts herself in your shoes and considers your safety every day. But you should know, Mr. Older children are different. I have learned from others since I was a child that Lord Feng is a flattering, smooth-talking person, and I despise it very much. My mother is also an ordinary woman who promises her promises. I have never been like you. Normal care. They just care about whether I am ashamed and whether I have done what I should do. No one has ever asked me if I am happy. Lord Feng can beat me up because of a little thing, and mother can also leave because of him , Abandon me in disregard, you said, how can I feel the care of my parents?
Of course, I also admit that I did regret it, and when I knew the truth, I regretted it very much.Every time I recall it, I am in great pain. If I knew the truth, I would never say those words.

Uncle Jing, do you know what I said to Lord Feng at that time?

I said, does my father think that it is not shameful to ignore the Bai family at this juncture?For so many years, the Bai family has helped their father in court, right?Isn't Fengwang Mansion ashamed of treating an old friend like this?Besides, my father thought he had guessed the holy will, but he lost his lord in the court!Why did the Holy One just reprimand the child after doing so many things?Because the Holy One knows!The Bai family was wronged!But because there is no evidence to prove the Bai family's innocence, it has to be sentenced like this!Otherwise, father thinks about it, Jun's kindness is as thin as water, is the Bai family full of loyalty?Or save the country and the people?In these years, which family has been labeled as a big rebel, not implicating the whole family, and killing them all?Why can the Bai family be given a light sentence for not making that much contribution to the country?Because the Holy One knows!The Bai family is the victim of the struggle for party power!It's like a last name in itself!Clear and clean!My father has been an official in the court for so many years, and he has made great achievements in battle. The Holy One broke the rules and became the king!But what about you?Think you understand the Sacred Heart!Will care about face!Is your face really more important than the whole Bai family?If the sage really thinks that the Bai family is guilty, our entire palace would have been implicated long ago!Do you think that with your little military exploits, you can offset a real rebellion?

Now that I think about it, every single word, every sentence is poked in his heart.

The past he is proud of, in my eyes, is just a way of exchanging future, how can he not feel sad?But at this time, he still put himself in my shoes, thinking that it was Bai Zhi who changed me, and she gave me the ability to dare to say no.A few days ago, the child was kneeling on the ground begging himself, hoping that he could save the woman.But now, the same child knows everything about the court, and for a woman, he can ignore the entire palace and take over the entire brothel with great fanfare.He was even delighted, was the child in front of him really his own?
However, I pretended not to see that I continued to hurt him, hit him, and satirized him.

He also advised me that even if you are furious, you should suppress your temper. He is still very gentle. I didn't ask you to be like them!But what is the situation of the Bai family now, don't you know?Don't you know what will happen to Bai Zhi in the future?Even if you and Baizhi can stay together for a long time, what then?After you are born, men will be slaves for generations, and women will be prostitutes for generations. Do you want my grandchildren to be like this?These days, it's enough for you to run day and night for the Bai family, what more do you want to do?If there is evidence for the matter of the Bai family, it is impossible for it to become what it is today!Now, even if you find evidence, the Bai family can't be rehabilitated!Do you want the Holy Majesty to judge here and rescue there?The king's life is like a mountain, can it be said that if you go back on your word, you can go back on it?What's more, you don't have any evidence now!Yong'er, you have done enough, don't do it any more, I'll forget about this matter, but from now on, don't do these things anymore, just live your life well.Women are everywhere, and it's not hard to find talented ones. Bai Zhi is already like this, and this is the only way to go. Do you understand?

But I still insist on my own idea, what am I saying that this is already the case, and this is the only way to go?What is wrong with Baizhi about the matter of the Bai family?An unwarranted thing, an innocent woman can only accept her fate?Besides, even if there are women everywhere, talented ones run all over the street, what does that have to do with me?There are women everywhere, but there is only one Angelica dahurica!Where does the father put the child when he says this?

I also assured him, I said, with me, the glory of Fengwang Mansion will be guaranteed forever, but what about now?The only living person in Fengwang Mansion, I am hiding here in Tibet, hiding my name and not even daring to claim that I am the child of Fengwang.

Uncle Jing, I really think that I was wrong.My fault is not that I am not filial, but that I have never seen clearly what kind of person my father is after all these years.If I had known earlier, maybe there would not have been such a catastrophe in the Fengwang Mansion. If I had known earlier, maybe no one would have needed this.

So I don't want you to be like me, no matter what Saul's situation is, I hope you will go and see it, make sure, and someday, you can pat your chest and tell people with confidence that Saul is what I think , I am proud of him, instead of being furious and arguing in this situation to save the face of my own clan. "

"I know what you mean, it's just..."

"It's just that you have no idea in your heart. You are not sure. After so many years, whether Sol is what you think, is it? Uncle Jing, let me ask you, if Sol is really what Aunt Ya said Yan, will you rebel and become a member of the Great Zhou?"

"of course not."

"Then what are you worrying about? The country is like this, no matter how bad it is or how backward it is, it is your motherland, which is indelible. You have lived in Dazhou for many years, when did you forget that you are from Sol? No. Even if Sol drives you out one day, you will not abandon you. This is the motherland. No matter what Sol looks like, it doesn’t matter what it was back then, it doesn’t matter if your heart hasn’t changed, so why worry about it? ?Aunt Ya never wanted you to betray Saul, but just wanted to let you see the truth of some things. Everyone is just doing nothing for High Priest Lanchen. Since our own nation is like this, then we might as well change it instead It's not acceptance, compliance, is it?"

"There is some truth in what you said, but it's just that Mu Keya is persistent, is it really as you said?"

"Uncle Jingmin, have you really forgotten? Your mother is the high priest of Sol. She dedicated everything to Sol, her life, her family, her love, and even her own life. If There is really something wrong with this nation. She must also hope that you can bring order to the chaos and help Sol return to the way he used to be, instead of asking you to avenge her. If you die, if you die, it will be real. Revenge In fact, it is to give peace to the living, not to give peace to the dead. Instead, doing these things can really make the dead feel at ease."

"You're right. My mother doesn't want Sol to be in a mess. Every time my mother talks about her hometown, she is happy and full of yearning. Even if she knows that she may be rejected by the nation, she has never given up on this nation. How can I have no confidence in such a nation?"

"So, Uncle Jing, now we are going to Xiliang for nothing more than to beg Wei Huaqing's pursuers. Not only me, but also you must not be discovered. Otherwise, it will bring irreversible damage to Sol. Suoer As you said, Sol is now vulnerable. If Wei Huaqing uses us to start a war against Sol, maybe Sol will be destroyed. At that time, we will be Sol’s sinners, and we will be sorry for all the people of Sol. I'm also sorry for our own conscience. So, Uncle Jing, let's go to Xiliang together."

"Why do you trust Mu Keya so much? You are not afraid, she is the same as Wei Huaqing back then, does she have other plans?"

"Uncle Jingmin, what else do I have to gain? Back then, I was the concubine of Prince Feng's Mansion, and I was still the one who could stir up troubles in the capital. But now? I'm just a shrinking head who dare not admit who I am. It's just a turtle. What else can I hope for? Besides, at that time, in such a critical moment, she was willing to save her, which means that we can treat her as one of our own."

"Although I don't like her very much, Mu Keya is indeed a loyal person. How can ordinary people do their best to help the child of their former lover? Besides, it was Rui Jue who betrayed her back then. She also attacked her homeland, so it’s fine if she doesn’t hate her, and she can help her, so why doubt it? I just argued with her because I don’t want to hear people talking about my nationality. In fact, she This person is still very good."

"I understand, Uncle Jing, everyone has something they want to protect, you too, me too, and Aunt Ya."

"Then as it stands now, we really can only go to Xiliang. Unexpectedly, we will go to see the places Rui Jue often set foot on back then."

"Uncle Jingmin, Xiliang is not the important point, Sol is. If I guess correctly, Sol has been your heartache for so many years. I still remember when you said to me, Ling You, Feng Yong, I know what you mean, but I also want you to know that I have to go back. Regardless of whether I have the blood of Feng in my body or not, the Sol tribe is my hometown. No matter how the tribe abandons me, I know that, I have to go back. I have to fulfill the promises my mother made back then. This is what you want to do in this life. Saving me and saving others is just an interlude.

(End of this chapter)