Chapter 469

"Uncle Jingmin, Lan'er, don't argue about this matter. Anyway, we have come out now. What's the point of discussing these things? Whether the master is good or bad is a matter of how you look at it. Why are we doing this? Does this hurt feelings?"

"I hate such a messy person like you the most! Every time you can't solve the problem, you will mess up! This matter, no matter what happens to Lan girl and I, it's okay, but what are you doing in it? "

"Uncle Jing, I just don't want you guys to quarrel, why did it become me and Si Ni?"

"Which time were you not in love? Think about it, what happened to Concubine Rong last time, didn't you? Didn't you do those things in the past? Don't worry about it, just watch obediently and don't talk!"

"Why did I get in trouble again? What happened to me about Concubine Rong? Is it okay if I don't express my opinion? On one side is my uncle and on the other side is my master. The person lying on the bed is not only my enemy but also my aunt. What do I want to say?" ?what can I say?"

"I annoy you the most, as if we are forcing you to do everything. Right and wrong are all in your heart, how do you do it, what does it have to do with us? What do we do, what do you do, what does that person have to do with you , What is the relationship between us and you, what is the matter? It’s not that the court is divided into factions, if you choose one side, what will the other side do to you?”

"Do you think what you did was right? From the moment you and Rui Jue confronted each other, think about it, which one was right? Feng Ming is not right! You are not right either!"

Looking back now, in fact, the one who is really selfish is really himself.

From the very beginning, I followed the system one by one in order to go back and save my father.

Even if there is no task in the end, I am selfish, never think about it, and consider it from the perspective of others.

I am indecisive, never think about right and wrong, I just feel that everyone has difficulties and everyone is not easy.

But I really forgot that the most difficult thing is actually not myself, nor those people I sympathize with, but the people around me.

Not only do they have to tolerate their attitude as muddy, but they also have to tolerate their wavering from time to time.

He clearly knew that this road would cost everyone's life, but he still acted as if it had nothing to do with him.

It seems that the whole world has nothing to do with me, and it seems that it doesn't matter what I do.

While enjoying the convenience brought by Feng Yong's identity, she doesn't want to fulfill the obligations of Feng Yong's identity.

She never thinks about so many things, just like herself, she never thinks that she is Feng Yong.

Even if, I will never be Gu Lenglan again.

It is impossible to become Gu Lenglan again.

I never gave up this identity, so I never accepted my identity as Feng Yong.

He made himself independent, so he never considered the difficulties on Prince Feng's side, nor did he think about Prince Feng's mansion.

Maybe Feng Yong committed suicide not because she felt that there was no hope of saving Bai Zhi, but because she had a difficult choice between love and family affection.

It doesn't matter how Lord Feng treats the child, at least, Feng Yong must have Fengwang Mansion in his heart.

Fengwang Mansion has always been like home to Feng Yong.

No matter what his parents are, whether he is the unfavored bastard or not.

So what?

Fengwang Mansion, after all, was the place where he was born and raised. There were his brothers, sisters, parents and relatives, and there was constant separation.

He understands Lord Feng's right and left, understands all difficulties of Lord Feng, and even from the bottom of his heart, he agrees with Lord Feng's not saving Bai Zhi in order to protect the palace and his people.

It's just that he couldn't pass his own level.

I can't lose the whole clan because of my selfishness, so I can only do it, save the whole clan, let myself pay Bai Zhi a life.

Maybe he didn't expect that Bai Zhi was really dead.

In this world, there is Gu Lenglan who is not Feng Yong, and Bai Lan who is not Bai Zhi.

The world is so wonderful.

Feng Yong couldn't say what would happen in this state.

How can it be like this.

However, this is the truth.

No matter how you look at it, the fact is like this.

No matter how the outside world rumours, what kind of person Feng Yong is is not important anymore.

I've never cared about it myself.

Anyway, the people around me now are only people I know, and I can completely redefine what kind of person Feng Yong is.

"Lan'er, what will happen if I tell Jingmo about my real identity?"

"Are you kidding? Lord Jingmo won't believe it."

"Of course I know that Jing Mo won't believe it, but I always feel that it is better to explain many things clearly."

"Let me ask you, is Feng Yong dead?"

"That's natural, otherwise how would I get here?"

"Are you using Feng Yong's body now?"

"Yes."

"Then should you fulfill Feng Yong's obligations?"

"Do you think Jingmo will give you a chance to fulfill your obligation after you say it? He might kill you... So, in order for you to fulfill your obligation, you can't say it, understand?"

"Lan'er, that's not what it said. Since I'm not Feng Yong, I can't deceive others. He chose to help me because I am Feng Yong, but now I'm not, shouldn't I make it clear?"

"You are using Feng Yong's identity, Feng Yong's body, and the glory of Feng Yong's family, and then you say you are not Feng Yong? Are you sure that he won't regard you as Wei Huaqing's spy? Besides, you are not Feng Yong, is a simple clarification really enough?

Where has the real Feng Yong gone?Do you want to explain why Prince Feng's Mansion is like this?Don't you have any responsibility for Prince Feng's Mansion to become like this?Many things you did at the beginning were also aimed at Prince Feng's Mansion.Now that you've seen it clearly, you can just let it go. Feng Yong can't come back anyway, so why should you be persistent. "

"Lan'er, that's not what you said. Although you are not Bai Zhi, you are Bai Lan and the Bai family. I am not. I don't want to encounter any difficulties in the end. Because I am Feng Yong, they chose to save me.

To tell you the truth, I have died once, I am here now, to fulfill my duty, to do what I should do, that is what I should do.However, they are different.Although Feng Yong used to be the kind of person who was timid and timid, she didn't think so in her heart.

No matter how cowardly Feng Yong was, he always wanted to protect the people around him.Therefore, I don't want them to think that Feng Yong in their hearts is someone like me.To be honest, although Feng Yong is cowardly, at least she still has love and righteousness.

And I am not that kind of person. I am too rational and even indifferent to many things, so I don’t want to disappoint them.In the past, I didn't think there was anything wrong with carrying Feng Yong's name.When I found out about Yi An, I felt that I should really make it clear.

Gu Lenglan and Yi An have been dating for many years, but they have never had any relationship.Everything seemed to be going smoothly, so it was only natural to get married.It was Yi An who reluctantly gave up, let me go, and let her bear everything.I always thought that my father wanted me to start a family and start a business, so I found a woman to start a family and start a business.

I never thought that what a woman wants is not just a superficial family, but other things.I never thought that being with me would bring no happiness at all.People like me, although they have careers, have nothing else.

Because of my work, I haven't called Yi An for several weeks.I can get very angry at Yi An because work is not going well.What's more, I took everything Yi An did for granted. That's what a girlfriend should do. I never wanted to do anything for her.

But Feng Yong was not like this. When something happened to the Bai family, Feng Yong ran around, using his only connections and financial resources to try his best to help the Bai family and rescue Bai Zhi.There was really no other way. Knowing that Bai Zhi was dead and there was no hope of saving the Bai family, he chose to commit suicide.

Even if Feng Yong dies, Feng Yong is still a compassionate and righteous person.And I, Gu Lenglan, have always been a person who only cares about myself, is ruthless and has only work in my heart.I don’t want the Feng Yong you know to be someone like me in the coming days.

I can't tarnish Feng Yong's reputation, especially when I heard that the outside world was surprised by Feng Yong's actions, I felt that I couldn't go on like this.Lan'er, I know you are doing it for my own good. This matter is difficult to explain.

However, if I don't make it clear, I feel that I am ashamed of Feng Yong. "

"I don't care about the matter between you and Yi An. Gu Lenglan is Gu Lenglan, Feng Yong is Feng Yong. No matter what Feng Yong was like in the past, what I know, what Master Jingmo knows, Nan Xing and others All I know is you, not Feng Yong.

There are many things, not to say that you are Feng Yong now, so you should do what you should do.Although you are responsible for the affairs of the Fengwang Mansion, you have been working hard for the affairs of the Fengwang Mansion for so long, and you are also working hard for the affairs of the Bai family.

Don’t others know or understand these things?In fact, everyone is nothing more than seeing and saying that they can't do it.If those people really had that kind of strength of character, they wouldn't have to resign and return to their hometowns one by one after Wei Huaqing came to power.

Don't they want to get along?They simply thought that they didn't take the fourth prince seriously at the beginning, and now that Xianyu has turned around, they might take revenge, so they did this.Did they not want their daughter to go to the palace?
They felt that they had looked down on Wei Huaqing so much, that if their daughter entered the palace, she would definitely suffer and be tortured, so they agreed to your secret exchange.They never thought about what Wei Huaqing had done and whether he was suitable for this position.

This is also the reason why the former side-by-side king was willing to be humiliated and cold, and he didn't want to rebel or take revenge.Because the King of One Word Side by Side knows that Wei Huaqing is suitable for this position, and if Wei Huaqing is pulled down, there will be no successors in this position, and the world will be in chaos.

And what about these people?Never thought about this, they only wanted to do their own business, and never thought about anything else.If you care about this, you are wrong.No one has ever thought about who you really are.A name is always just a code name.

What you do, your personality, is your mark.You said that Gu Lenglan is as cold as a mountain breeze as his name suggests.But why did Yi An choose to let you go despite the pain?It's because she can't bear to torture you.

In fact, marrying someone you love, even if you don't love yourself, is a kind of happiness.If these things are unbearable at all, it is impossible for Yi An to date you for many years.Yi An has let go of many things, why should you be persistent.

In this world, there are no Gu Lenglan and Yi An, only Feng Yong and Chen Xiwei.Now, one of them is a master and the other is a subject, why do you have to think so much? "

"But, if I don't say it, wouldn't I be sorry for Jing Mo?"

"Master Jingmo knows you, not Feng Yong. Although Master Jingmo keeps saying that they are all from Prince Feng's Mansion and Saul, he recognizes you. Moreover, Master Jingmo is also making changes. Many things. , since it is already wrong, why do you need to think so much.

Did you say that Feng Yong will come back?Now at this time, if there is a rift between you and Mr. Jing Mo, wouldn't it be possible for someone with a heart to take advantage of it?If you want to say, let's talk about it after everything is done. At that time, we will let Mr. Jingmo deal with it, can't we?

It is completely futile for you to talk about this matter now. No one will thank you, and no one will praise you. Everyone will think that you are a fool.You may even wonder why you came here, why did you do this.

Now that you are Feng Yong, you should live your own life well instead of doing those things.Think about unnecessary things.I also once complained, why did you help Concubine Rong speak.Why don't you avenge the Bai family, why are you indecisive and timid.

But later I learned that for many things, revenge is not just about revenge.The hatred of the Bai family is hatred. Can we ignore the people of the world and the common people?It was easy to kill Wei Huaqing, but what to do later?Are we going to watch the world go into chaos?
The king's pain is not less than ours, but he can see clearly, why can't we?Many things are not because we can't do it, but because we dare not explain it clearly.We all have so many things now, why should we care about these unnecessary things?

Could it be that you are not Feng Yong, so everyone can watch you die?We have been a whole for a long time, we all prosper, and we all lose. Do you think that Wei Huaqing will let the rest of you go just because you are not Feng Yong?

It's impossible, maybe, from the very first contact with you, Wei Huaqing knew that you were not Feng Yong at all.Many things, who can tell?It's pointless to care about these things. "

Bai Lan's words were still in my ears, Feng Yong seemed to have made up her mind, she seemed to be a different person, and said lightly: "I have an idea, I don't know if it will work, why don't we discuss it and see if it works?" No, how about it? If you have any ideas when you get home, you can also bring them up, and we will discuss them carefully."

(End of this chapter)

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