The path of the villain is not easy

Chapter 47
Of course, as the three closest to him.Changsun Ji still has feelings for them, but it is also mixed with the balance of interests.

When someone suddenly told him that she liked herself.This sudden love completely panicked Changsun Ji, his mind went blank and he couldn't think of any words to answer this question.

Seeing that Changsun Ji didn't answer himself for a long time, his eyes were still a little erratic.Princess Taiping's eyes darkened, she smiled sadly and said, "Okay, you don't need to answer, I already know the answer."

Seeing Princess Taiping's appearance, Changsun Ji felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and seemed a little unbearable, but he opened and closed his lips and said nothing.

Princess Taiping stretched out her plain hand and wiped the teardrops that slipped out of her eyes a few times, trying to control her emotions and showing a smiling face.He laughed a few times and asked, "Why? Is it because of Ling An? Can't you forget her? She treated you like that, but you still love her?"

Changsun Ji shook his head in a daze, and said, "I don't know, princess, can you give me some time? My mind is so confused now, I don't know what to do."

"Okay, you don't need to reply me in a hurry. I know it's hard for you to forget Ling An so quickly, and I won't force you. I will leave you enough time to think about it. If, if you really treat me If you have no feelings, you can tell me directly, and I will let the emperor cancel the engagement."

At this moment, Changsun Ji really wanted to say: "Princess, you think too much, but I have feelings for Ling An, but there is no love but only hatred. After all, she is the woman who put a hat on me."

But before Changsun Ji could answer, Princess Taiping smiled and continued: "Do you know? In fact, if you really agreed to me today, I would look down on you again. I like you because you love your feelings." Seriously. Because I also want to have a husband who will be loyal to our relationship."

After finishing speaking, Princess Taiping walked past Changsun Ji and walked out the door.Changsun Ji stood where he was for a long time, then he sighed and turned around to leave the room.

The carriage was driving smoothly on the street, and one or two pedestrians kept appearing on the road, but it didn't affect the carriage's driving in the slightest.It can be seen that the driver's driving skills are very high.

Inside the car, Zizhu looked at Changsun Ji who had been silent since he came out of the room, feeling a little puzzled.She and the princess' guards were waiting at the door, there was only a bamboo curtain hanging down the door, which could not block the conversation in the room at all, and she had heard Princess Taiping's confession.

In fact, she was not surprised that Princess Taiping liked her son.She is also a woman, and Princess Taiping's liking for her can be seen, but she doesn't have much emotion about it, because the status gap between the two is too great.

There is no possibility of competition, and she does not want to compete for the son's love. She always remembers her identity. If there is a day when his or her son no longer needs her, as long as she can treat him well, she will disappear automatically. .

"My lord, why didn't you agree to the princess?"

"My lord doesn't know either. My lord is very confused now, and I don't know what to do." Changsun Ji replied with some anxiety.For the care and love of others, rather than being uncomfortable, it can be said that he is a little flattered.He doesn't want to hurt the person who loves him, but he doesn't know how to deal with this feeling.

Zizhu opened his mouth, hesitantly, but still said: "There is something I don't know whether I should say it or not."

"Is there anything else that should be said to me? Say it."

"I feel that you are so lonely. Even when I hug and accompany you, you can still feel your loneliness. But I don't know how to describe this feeling.

It wasn't until I heard the poems written by the son in the palace on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival from the guards below that I realized something.This poem has been spread throughout the capital. They don't understand the loneliness of drinking in front of a shadow, but I do.It is the loneliness in the son. "

"It makes Zizhu feel that the young master is out of tune with the whole world, as if he is not a person of this world, can't really integrate into this world, and even makes an enemy of the whole world."

"Oh, why do you say that." Changsun Ji was a little surprised, he was not from this world.It's just that Zizhu's feeling is so accurate, what he said is very close to the truth.

"Is this the terrifying sixth sense of women?" Changsun Ji thought to himself.

"Because Zizhu feels that although the young master looks kind and easy to get along with on the outside, he is wary of everyone in his heart. Including Zizhu and Ma Xiao and even...even..."

"Even Master Hou, my father, right!" Changsun Ji continued.

Zizhu secretly glanced at Changsun Ji, seeing that he was not angry, then nodded slightly.

Changsun Ji was silent, he had nothing to say, and he had no way to refute. Although he didn't want to look directly at the meaning of these words, he had to admit that what Zizhu said was true, and he had never really integrated into this world , for everyone, he has always been vigilant.

His personality makes him a suspicious person, but his previous life was a society ruled by law.No one would harm him, so he was just suspicious.

But the fact that his parents experimented on him in his previous life hit him too hard.From then on, he felt that the people around him had no good intentions for him.He feels that he is not worthy of being treated well by others, and that others are plotting against him if they treat him well.

To put it simply, Changsun Ji's situation is a typical paranoia of persecution.

He can get along peacefully with Changsun Lianyi now because Changsun Lianyi is full of philistines to him. If he needs to get something from Changsun Lianyi, he needs to pay a certain price.

Although he usually scolds his elder grandson Lianyi for being petty and not like a father, he feels very at ease with his elder grandson Lianyi, feeling that his elder grandson Lianyi has no plans for him, but this way of getting along makes his elder grandson Ji feel very comfortable and comfortable.

He also wants to change, but it is difficult to get out of it for a while.He smiled at Zi Zhu, but didn't speak.

Looking at the man next to her, Zi Zhu didn't say anything else, she wouldn't say anything like "If you have any distress in your heart, you can tell me."Since her young master didn't want to say anything, she wouldn't ask any more questions.She believed that one day her young master would tell her what was on his mind.

Zizhu sat next to Changsun Ji, then hugged Changsun Ji's waist with both hands, resting his head on his heart, listening to his powerful heartbeat.

Feeling his hand gently stroking her head, Zizhu closed her eyes docilely, but the arms holding Changsun Ji's waist tightened again, as if this could reduce the distance between her and her young master.

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