my life in japan

Chapter 29 Sparks in the Darkness
"Md, what kind of spicy chicken company, you are my superior at a young age, but you dare to fire me just by talking about you!"

"Damn bitch! And you! Stinky brat who eats dry food!"

After finishing speaking, a decadent middle-aged man reeking of alcohol slapped a girl who seemed to be just a primary school student hard.

The girl was slapped and fell directly to the ground. Her lowered head still showed no sign of lifting up. She remained motionless in the fallen position.

'Dad is drinking again.Sure enough, after drinking, he will definitely beat me again, and I was beaten again...'

'Although it hurts, but I've gotten used to it, and it doesn't hurt anymore.What a contradiction...'

'I heard from my father that it seems that the family has become like this because of unemployment.But it doesn't matter anymore...'

"I like the night. It's dark at night and I feel very safe... But I hate my father, who just beats me and scolds me every day..."

"Md! Damn it, why did I want to enroll you in school at the beginning, money thief!" After finishing speaking, the middle-aged man continued to greet the little girl, venting his anger.

Asami Yuqing is a girl from an extraordinary family.

Why not ordinary?The unemployed father was alcoholic and domestically violent, and the mother left home, not intending to take her oil bottle away.

My father also regards himself as an oil bottle, and starts beating and scolding when he has nothing to do.Perhaps, my own value lies in beating and scolding my father to vent my anger?

After being abused by my father last night, I still went to school with my wounds this morning.

It seems that domestic violence or something has never happened at all...

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"Look...that's her..."

"This kind of person is really pitiful..."

"is not that right?"

'Are you pointing at me again...'

'I know very well that the aunts just want to find something to talk about.But I hate these aunts because they always like to point and point at me.Just because they want something to chat in the circle, just for this, they come to observe me all morning, I hate it...'

Seeing Yuqing, ignoring all kinds of sights cast in the early morning, walking towards the school.

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"Ha, look who's here, it's just a fool!" As soon as he entered the classroom, a male student yelled exaggeratedly, trying to attract the attention of the students in the class.

"Hey, Jian Jian, I heard that you are a bastard? Are you a fool? Why don't you talk?"

While talking, the people in the class were still touching Asami Yuqing, pulling her hair, throwing her schoolbag, pushing her body and so on...

'Are you laughing at me again...'

'I'm used to it, but it's still annoying, so what if I say I'm not?The result is still a fool.Because they don't really care if I'm stupid.I know very well that the reason they say I'm a fool is just to find an excuse to bully me. From this point of view, I'm pretty smart, right? '

'I hate people, the father at home will only beat me and scold me; the aunts on the street will point at me; the classmates in the class will laugh at me and bully me; the teacher has never looked at me or cared about me .In other words, why do I feel that it is right for the teacher to control me?Teacher... you are just teaching and not managing people, right? '

'Is this what people do?It's annoying, and it would be nice if they disappeared!Of course they cannot disappear, but if I disappear, wouldn't the result be the same?Wouldn't that be nice? '

Asami Yuqing, an unusual junior high school girl.

Why not ordinary?He looks like a primary school student, but he is actually a junior high school student. He doesn't have a single friend, and no teacher cares about him. He is still a celebrity in the class.

Anyone can hit the famous punching bag.

If it's cowardly, then it's normal.

The problem is, no matter how much you beat or scold, you don't say a word, don't say a word, no matter how you think about it, you are not cowardly, right?
Perhaps, it would be more appropriate to describe it as "the child has no feeling".

Even in school, being bullied and oppressed, Jian Jian Yuqing is still normal.

It seems that those are all normal, just a part of school, just as normal as going to school every day.

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"Arrived at the destination! Fool Asami is really cooperative." A group of people drove Asami Yuqing from behind to a corner of the school.

"Haha, no one sees it now, so you can do whatever you want. Continue to play the one you played yesterday?"

Some of them proposed to start immediately, and they seemed to be looking forward to the program.

'Turned into a corner again...'

'You must hit me again, right?But... anyway, I'm used to being beaten, so it's fine. '

"Sure enough, I was slapped again... the left side of my face felt hot, it should be a little swollen, I was slapped very loudly..."

'Do you want to cut the wound with a knife again this time?The knife is very painful, although I am used to the pain, but the pain of the knife still makes me unable to help shouting out...'

'I hate knives, because they always scratch me and it hurts...'

'Woo! !It really hurts...'

Qianjian Yuqing was abused at school, but she still returned home on time.

Although being cut by a knife is very painful, but...to me, it doesn't seem to matter... right?

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"Hey, don't go! Are you a fool, Qianjian? You are famous, hahahaha." A group of junior high school boys surrounded Qianjian Yuqing, as if they wanted to have some fun.

"If you don't make a sound, the answer is yes~ It seems that it is really the same as the rumors."

"Snapped!"

"Hey, what about you, do you hear me?" One of the boys seemed to know that he would be fine, and slapped Qianjian Yuqing directly on the face with a lot of force.

"Hahaha, you are really a fool, you can't say a word."

"Is it right? I heard that he is a fool who can't speak no matter how bullied."

"Did you get stuck on the way home again... must be making fun of me again..."

'I keep patting my head, will I become stupid if I keep patting me like this?But...it seems better to be stupid...'

'Are you going to use the knife again?It hurts...'

'No more knives, but... stripping clothes?I don't want them to take off my clothes! '

'Do you want to resist?But... What's the use of resisting?Maybe they will have more fun?What a nuisance!Have you ever seen a girl without clothes on?It’s really disgusting to take clothes off...so sad...'

'If someone gets ripped off, does it not matter to a person like me?It's obviously such a disgusting thing, so terrible... I... better... go die...'

"Snapped!"

"I don't know if she resists, but you can't resist anyway."

'Who is this big brother?This big brother...even I think he's very handsome...but...it has nothing to do with me, right? '

"Tell me, what's going on, if you don't understand, you don't have to think about going to school tomorrow."

'Is this big brother helping me out?No way?No one will help me, right?But it looks like it frightened those annoying people. From this point of view, it really helped me, right? '

'But even if you help me, what's the use?After returning home, I will continue my daily life as before, I will still be beaten, I will still be bullied... Even if I help me... it will be useless...'

'...'

'He...glanced at me...'

'It seems...he knows about me...he obviously doesn't know...'

'It seems...he is paying attention to me...he obviously doesn't know...'

'You obviously only looked at me...how could I feel this way...'

"Today... I don't want to go home... I will be beaten... If I don't come home on time..."

'But... that big brother... seems to be telling me something... I want to know... I don't want to go home...'

Jian Jian Yuqing met a handsome big brother whom she didn't know today, as if she had received some kind of message.

It seems to be a little spark, a spark that can take oneself out of the darkness.

Asami Yuqing, who was trying to catch this spark, didn't want to go home anymore...

(End of this chapter)