After becoming a villain, I was forced to save the villain

Chapter 449 Kiss My Baby (58)

So when Ding Bao stopped in front of a hut on the top of the mountain, Lin Jinmo looked at the building in front of him in surprise, followed Ding Bao's steps and walked in. The moment he entered the house, he felt a burst of shock. Come cool.

"Come here, let me show you something."

Ding Bao stopped in front of a wall and waved at him.

Lin Jinmo walked up to him, looking at the things on the wall, with doubt in his eyes.

This is a rough graffiti, which has become dilapidated with the peeling of the wall skin, and only a vague outline can be seen vaguely.

Ding Bao stood under that wall, looking at Lin Jinmo.

"When I was very young, I saw a face on this wall. I was also afraid, so I went down the mountain and told the dean. The dean told me that I was wrong and waited for me to come up later. At that time, the wall was pulled down and a new wall was built, and I could never see that face again. I was afraid that I would forget, so I drew a face in the same position."

"When I was young, I didn't know what I was seeing."

"Later I found out. What I saw was a corpse built into the wall. I was familiar with that face. After thinking about it carefully, I finally remembered that it was my sister's face."

"Just like I raised you, I was also raised by her until I was five years old. After that, she suddenly disappeared. Later, I saw her face in that wall."

"She was the same as us. Many things were taken away. When I asked her when I was a child, she didn't say anything, but she would cry alone at night. Then she died. I don't know anything. I don't even know why she died. Do not know at all."

Rubbing the wall, Ding Bao looked at the graffiti he left behind.

"Her face has become blurred in my mind like this painting."

"I believe that if even I have forgotten her, then no one in this world will remember her anymore. Lin Jinmo, you, like her, think that silence is the best protection, that you can withstand all pressure, but in the end your The end will be the same as her, forgotten by me, forgotten by everyone, and then one day when I suddenly find out the truth, you all die, and it's over, leaving me alone and guilty in this world."

Having said that, Ding Bao pointed to the wall.

"I don't need this kind of protection, Lin Jinmo, do you understand? You can live as you want, don't be afraid of anyone, I can protect myself."

The man stood at the door, no expression could be seen on his pale face from the cold.

After a long time, he lowered his head and said in a low voice.

"Is that so..."

"Then what to do, I don't want you to suffer any harm, I just want to protect you, even if it ends badly, even if you forget me, I don't regret it."

Now, it was Ding Bao's turn to be puzzled.

She looked at him and blurted out.

"why?"

"Because you deserve it."

why?
Because I love you.

Ding Bao blinked, as if he didn't expect him to say such a sentence.

Ding Bao thought carefully about the meaning of this sentence.

Just listen to Lin Jinmo continue.

"You can accept other people's malice, why can't you accept others' kindness to you? Why do you think that Benben is the only person in the world who treats you sincerely, but I am not?"

Speaking of this, the man's eyes turned red again.

Just like when I was a child, when I was a little wronged in front of people close to me, the circles around my eyes became red.

"Ding Bao, I also want to ask why, it's not fair."

What he said plainly was more powerful than howling out hysterically.

Ding Bao looked at him, speechless for a while.

He was brought here to wake him up, but in the end, he faced Lin Jinmo's questioning and couldn't say a word of rebuttal.

Why, she also wanted to know.

Maybe it's because Benben is so stupid that she is the only one in his eyes.

It may be because before she met Benben, she had already felt the love from an old man who taught her how to love, so when she saw Benben for the first time, she seemed to see her former self.

But Lin Jinmo is different.

She was too young when she met him.

She still doesn't know what family affection is. When she was extremely weak, all she could do was to ensure that Lin Jinmo could survive.

That period of time was very hard, and she was too ignorant and ignorant at that time.

When he reacted, Benben disappeared.

She put all her energy into living and finding him.

As time passed, she forgot that there was someone beside her, his name was Lin Jinmo.

She is used to taking care of him.

But not used to being taken care of by him.

She is used to having him around.

In the end, I don't know why.

At this time, I thought back, why did I feel anger and betrayal when he was about to leave.

It may be because you can smell the aroma of rice coming from the kitchen every day when you leave work.

It may be because of the never-ending biscuits in the interlayer of my backpack.

Or maybe it's the pill box that always gets refilled when it's almost finished.

He always does everything silently.

This has already been integrated into every bit of life, making her ignore the fact that she has always been taken care of by him.

She is well taken care of by him.

So at the moment when the car accident happened, the subconscious thought in Ding Bao's mind was not resentment, but spontaneous sadness.

Everything is in front of you.

Lin Jinmo, who was against the light, walked forward slowly. He looked at the helplessness hidden on Ding Bao's face, and he knew what she needed at this moment.

"sorry."

The man approached, bent down and put his arms around her.

At some point, his back became thicker, and when he hugged Ding Bao, it was enough to shield her from the wind and snow outside the door.

He pressed against her ear, whispering softly.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

But I'm used to being ignored by you.

Get used to giving everything for you silently behind your back.

This habit is deeply rooted in my bones.

But let me also ignore your thoughts.

"Anyway, I'm sorry."

Ding Bao raised his head, opened his eyes, and his pupils contracted.

She said hoarsely.

"Lin Jinmo, why do you say sorry?"

"Because you care about me, and I care about you."

The man is smart and careful.

If Ding Bao didn't care about him, why would he care about his life.

She just needs to accept his contribution silently, but she still showed up today.

Most importantly, she also sent him a bouquet of flowers.

This is enough.

Lin Jinmo, who has only had Ding Bao in his life since he was a child, has never been greedy for too much.

As long as she has him in her heart.

At this time, Ding Bao wanted to speak countless times, but her throat was so tight that she couldn't say a word.

The tenderness and love that rushed to her face made her at a loss.

She is used to weighing everything with interests, and is used to you coming and going, so when she faced Lin Jinmo's turbulent and selfless love, Ding Bao's worldview collapsed.

She didn't believe that she deserved such love.

(End of this chapter)