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Chapter 389 Lu Mubai's Diary ([-])

Some words have not been said, and I dare not say them.

Xiao Mo, you don’t know, just being able to see you and your smile every day has given me enough courage to face the operation.

Yes, I don't want to die, very much.

I want to live, I want to watch her marry Ling Ye, have children, and grow old slowly.

When did this happen?It's been less than two months since this girl came to me, but I seem to have known her for a long time.

She restrains me every day, quarrels when applying the Chinese medicine bag, the soft hands when she massages me at night, and when she encourages me to be brave, her gentle smile.

The love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper. It turns out that there are such miraculous things in the world.

I thought I could restrain it, but when she was hypnotized and took the initiative to hug me, I realized that I couldn't restrain it.

That night, I almost made a big mistake. In order not to let myself be impulsive, I hurt myself on purpose.

With the pain of the wound, he redeemed a mistake that was almost caused.

It turned out that she had no restraint at all.

I seem to see myself falling into the abyss step by step, knowing that it is an abyss, but I still step on it without complaint or regret.

I even wished I could take a leap and completely dive into this vortex.

But she is my brother's woman, I have not forgotten, she is my brother's woman.

Ever since I was a child, Ling Ye has always given me any good things first, and then I will find a way to find them myself.

If I want, will he also give this girl to me?

I didn't expect that I also have such a selfish side. When did I become so selfish?
No, Ling Ye finally found her own happiness, I can't, absolutely can't destroy this beauty.

She belongs to Ling Ye.

I can only try to tell myself that I don't love her, I don't love her, I don't love her at all, I just care about her and my brother's happy life in the future.

I don't love her, not at all.

I can do it.

Sunny September 11
She asked me to move to Fanghuayuan and live with them.

In fact, I was in a bad mood that day, a feeling of being abandoned, and she was leaving.

Suddenly, there was no point in even living.

It turns out that I can really care about her so much, and think so that I can see her like this every day.

She left and was picked up by Ling Ye.

I pretended not to care, I said, to be happy.

But when I left, every step hurt a little. I don't know if it was the pain in my feet or the pain in my heart.

I don't want to leave, I don't want to go back to a place without her, I don't want to live the rest of my life alone.

I also want a home with her, with a child of ours.

I know that I am sorry to Ling Ye, even if it is only a psychological betrayal, it is an unforgivable mistake.

But I can't restrain myself, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to the whole world.

I just, don't want to be alone anymore.

...it's really time to go.

Unexpectedly, Xiaomo left me behind.

At that moment, I seemed to have finally found a home, as long as there is her and Ling Ye is my home.

This diary will never be written again, and everything about her will be buried from today.

From now on, my life belongs to her and Ling Ye. I don't mind being a foil to the family, I don't mind being their supporting role, because of them, my life is meaningful.

If one day I give my life for them, that may be my best ending.

I just ask her not to forget that there used to be such a person in this world who was greedy for every warmth she gave her.

I just want you to still think of me once in a while.

(End of this chapter)