Fast-passing host super cold

Chapter 634 Fishing is worse than falling in love (48)

He lied to her, it was an indisputable fact.

And that memory, or shadow, is the most despicable part of his humanity. His mother is extreme and neurotic, often has unconstrained thoughts, and is also very emotional. She rarely has a warm voice like an ordinary mother at home. When whispering.his father...

Bai Yan gently closed his eyes.

That is a person who is very good at disguising. In fact, he is already terminally ill, but he pretends that everything is normal. He will wake up in the middle of the night to watch horror movies, draw horrible pictures, and even self-mutilate.But in the next morning, he went to work as if nothing happened, telling his students that design creation is for the public and should be active.

And he who inherited their genes——was never a normal person from birth.

He is more and more like his father, putting on a mask of hypocrisy and gentleness to the outside world. He likes to analyze the character, thinking and behavior of everyone he cares about, and then show the most perfect side to them.

However, he didn't know how to face Qingzhou.

But Bai Yan knew clearly that the real self would only make people feel scared.

"There is nothing to apologize for." Qing Zhou said slowly, and she repeated, "You are different from your parents."

"...Maybe." Bai Yan said softly, "That's because you haven't fully understood us yet. Whether it's genetics or pedagogy, research shows that I will be greatly influenced by them... In fact, you should be able to, too. Feel my abnormality."

He was referring to the few encounters before the two officially met, and also to their countless orchestrated encounters.

With Qingzhou's sensitivity, he must know that these are not coincidences.

It's just that she didn't tell the truth all the time, and he just took it as that he was really with her aboveboard.

What can be fake is always fake.

The voice of the young man was still very gentle, but there was a faint trembling that could not be explained. He seemed to be speaking objectively and calmly, but in fact he was tearing open the most vivid scar in his heart for Qing Zhou to see.

The girl stopped the pen in her hand, silently raised her head and looked at him.

There was never any emotion in her eyes, and Bai Yan suddenly panicked when she saw it, her nails even sank into the flesh, and it hurt him to pinch him - but he didn't have time to care too much at this moment.

"I know." The girl's voice still seemed light and emotionless, "Are you talking about those chance encounters?"

"..." She really knew it all.

Bai Yan curled the corner of his mouth, and pulled out a smile that he wasn't sure if it was good or not. He didn't speak, but he acquiesced to what Qing Zhou said.

"...Why do you think you can meet me by chance without my cooperation?" Qing Zhou pondered for a while and said slowly.

She squinted her eyes slightly, looking a little confused.

Bai Yan: "...?" The young man was stunned, as if he hadn't considered this point.

According to his analysis, Qingzhou had always known what she was doing... But she didn't avoid it, nor did she feel that he was sick, but agreed to a relationship with him with an almost "indulging" attitude.

and so……

"When you ran into me, I also ran into you."

Qing Zhou draws conclusions slowly.

"So if you have problems, so do I." Her tone was firm, not comforting, but Bai Yan's heartbeat slowed down inexplicably.

He coughed, and after a while, he said softly as if restarting the machine: "So..." Wasn't this matter his wishful thinking from the beginning?
He felt that he had used despicable means, but he was actually the one who was seen through in the first place?
　Bai Yan:?So it was seen through from the beginning?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)