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Chapter 265 265. Future Past Events (32)

When he was preparing this altar, he thought that if one day, it really came to this point, then the person he would rather disappear would be him.

He couldn't watch her die, and he was extremely afraid of being left alone.

She is different, she doesn't love him, she should be very glad that he disappeared.

Yan Chu's heart was ashamed, and the pain of being burned was nothing compared to the severe pain in his heart.

"Shan Shan," Yan Chu called her in a low voice with a hoarse voice, paranoid pain, despair of not being able to ask for it... Now all that is left is a heavy reluctance.

If he doesn't force her, he won't tolerate Yan Xi and hurt her like a demon... She may not love him, but for Yan Xi, she will stay by his side. Love is ethereal, but she may not be true to him He is unfeeling, and there is really no him in his heart.

The more he seeks, the more he loses. After greed, he has nothing. He once scorned the nature of mortals, but he never thought that one day, he would be that ignorant mortal.

After all, he failed to treat her well and repay those injuries. He simply made Yan Chu no longer in the world. She will be free in the future, and no one can hurt her anymore.

Yan Chu watched her spirit gradually solidify, and her strength continued to rise, he smiled softly, as if he didn't know that he was gradually dissipating, he slowly raised his hand, wanting to hug her one last time.

"Shan Shan," can you stop hating him so much? Can you look at him again?
On the altar, Zhen Shan seemed to hear Yan Chu's soft call. She opened her eyes suddenly. Her beautiful phoenix eyes were not as chaotic and hollow as before. They were extremely bright, so bright that they were a bit strange.

Originally, she was supposed to be unable to move on the altar, but now she raised her hand easily, and waved away Yan Chu's hands that touched her without hesitation.

While Yan Chu was stunned and flustered, she raised her red lips and opened them mercilessly, "I don't want your things."

"Shan Shan, no, no..."

The power returned to Yan Chu's body, but because of the sacrifice just now, his divine body could not bear it no matter how strong it was. At this time, he was so weak that he was not only unable to stop her self-destructive behavior, but also couldn't even get close to her.

Yan Chu was extremely frightened, her pale eyes were bloodshot, and she struggled to beg her with endless despair.

"Shanshan, don't be like this, don't be so cruel to me..."

"Even if you want to leave, can you take me away? You said that we are a family, and we will always be together..."

Zhen Shan said this before when he begged Yan Chu to let Yan Xi go, and Yan Chu ruthlessly refused at that time, and now, Zhen Shan would not even take a look at him.

She is going to be free, and she is going to accompany her Ling Ling!
Henceforth, forever and ever, she was freed from the nightmare that had haunted her since birth, how could she turn back?How could he continue to bear the nightmare self-abuse?
His mind and soul were shattered, and it was extremely painful, but Zhen Shan could only feel relieved.

She ignored Yan Chu, and slowly closed her eyes, allowing her body and soul to shatter and dissipate bit by bit.

From today on, there is no more vitality in the world, and there is no more demon concubine Zhen Shan. The fate that caused her pain and fear is about to end. From now on, she and the ancestor of the gods will never have anything to do with each other, and will never see each other again!

She has been reckless all her life, and she has never been able to tolerate the slightest bit of sand in her eyes. However, in the end, she was somewhat useless. What she wanted was not revenge, but to completely draw all boundaries with Yan Chu.

Zhen Shan knew that she was about to die out of her wits and cease to exist, but she was still afraid that she would get involved with that man again.

She was extremely afraid of those days of fear and depression. Zhen Shan just wanted to be free, and nothing else mattered.

What's more, what about revenge?

Zhen Shan is even more unwilling to pick up his things, and the endless days to come will be shrouded in his shadow, which is much more terrifying than the annihilation of body and spirit.

Yan Chu's pupils vibrated violently, and the memories between them in her mind are being erased bit by bit. Not only does she want to leave him completely, but she also doesn't want to leave his memories with him... She wants to disappear in him completely in the world!
No, how can it be?

"Good, good, good, good..."

Yan Chu threw himself on the ground in embarrassment. The altar was covered with invisible wind knives. They were supposed to protect the altar and the sacrificial ceremony from being destroyed, but now they became the biggest obstacle preventing him from approaching her.

Yan Chu, who had just been seriously injured, was unable to break through these wind knives, nor could he touch her immediately. Yan Chu's eyes were blood red, and he crawled forward in embarrassment. With every step, his body was scratched deeply by the wind knives. From the wounds on the bones, blood spattered on the altar, which was shockingly red.

Yan Chu moved forward regardless, clutching the ground with bloody fingers as he moved forward. A little more, a little more, and he would be able to reach her.

"Shanshan, don't abandon me, don't leave me alone..."

"What am I living without you? What am I living for?"

"Can you take me with you?"

"Shan Shan!"

He begged her sadly, he just wanted to be with her, but he didn't want her to leave him...

I have always had only one wish!

"Shanshan, I didn't lie to you. I really didn't lie to you this time..."

"I never thought of killing Yan Xi, can you trust me again?"

"I'll pay Yan Xi my life, you, don't treat me like this."

"Shan Shan..."

Seeing that he finally climbed to the center of the altar and was about to grab him, Yan Chu's scarlet eyes lit up, looking at her eyes, full of humble flattery.

"Shan Shan, Shan Shan," Yan Chu tried his best to hold her hand up, regardless of the bloody hand injured by the wind knife.

Don't let her abandon him, let them go together, don't leave him alone!
Don't forget her either!
He couldn't imagine how terrifying the world would be without her.

When Yan Chu was full of hope and was about to catch her, Zhen Shan's body was completely shattered at this moment, turning into a little bit of starlight and dying in front of his eyes.

Yan Chu took a moment to stare blankly at the empty altar. At this moment, all the memories about her were like bubbles, completely shattered and disappeared without a trace.

Yan Chu suddenly didn't know what he was doing here, what happened to his injuries?
However, the sky was full of gray despair, and he couldn't even scream. His lips opened and closed, not knowing who to call, and he didn't know why it hurt so much, and he felt so desperate.

With white hair all over his head and blood and tears splashing down, he knelt on the altar blankly, groping the center of the altar with his hands helplessly, as if he was looking for his most precious thing.

But what is he looking for?
What is the most important thing to him?
Obviously...

Obviously what?

He can't forget, how can he forget?
"Where? Where? Where the hell?"

Yan Chu searched like crazy, but there was nothing, nothing!
He has nothing left!
"Ah, ah..."

He was like an abandoned cub, making a desperate and begging sound, as if he had lost everything.

He finally lost his most precious heart.

I can't find it anymore!I can't find it!
　This is the end of the past between Empress and Chushen~
　　The future is ahead, they will meet again, but the broken mirror can't be rounded, the water can't be recovered, and the two can't be together again.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)