Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 138 I don't need it

How kind he is, he is only afraid that she will be alone, let her find someone she likes, and keep that person by his side regardless of the method.

At that time, she couldn't describe the feeling in her heart, but looking back now, it seemed that he was talking about herself - no matter what, keep the person she likes by her side.

Can she pretend to think that he also has her in his heart and likes her, so he would force her to stay with him in his last days at the end of his life and say such words to her?

She originally thought that she had forgotten many things about Xia Doubt, but when she thought about it at this moment this year and this month, endless pain and regret arose in her heart.

She pursed her lips and said: "Mr. Xia, I have let you down. I am not a qualified mother, so please don't come to me again because of such things. I still say that, the Xia family is enough for him to live A good life is better than following me. Let him know that he has such a mother, what else can he glorify?"

Nie Shuangyan didn't promise to make a fat face.

She thought mockingly, probably because my face is already big enough, like a steamed bun, so there is no need to promise.

Because, having a big face doesn't mean the damage is light.

Precisely because of her big face and wide coverage, the damage she received was extremely severe. If something unsatisfactory happened to her again, she would probably drown herself in the river.

She lowered her eyebrows and repeated again: "No, Mr. Xia, I appreciate your kindness."

The old man seemed to be thinking about something, he frowned and said, "Are you angry for what his mother did?"

"That's not true." Nie Shuangyan thought for a while, and said, "I have long understood that life is full of calculations, and neither of us is omnipotent, so why should we demand that the other party be a saint? What does she do have anything to do with me? I don't care. I can't help others, I can only control myself. All I can choose is which way to live, even though that way is not satisfactory."

"You..." The old man hesitated to speak.

Nie Shuangyan readily admitted: "Mr.

"True inner strength means that you have nothing to resist, no fear, no matter what others say, or what others do, or how they ask you." The old man said sadly.

If people care about other people's opinions, they will ignore their own feelings, and the more they ignore their own feelings, the more they will live like puppets for others to see.In the end, step by step, the true self was imprisoned in deep darkness.

Nie Shuangyan didn't understand this. However, she lived under Nie Lang's gaze from the very beginning of her life. She acted recklessly but not too much. She fitly became a little princess in Nie Lang's heart, but she didn't want it. However, There is no way to regret it.

It wasn't until the third life that she showed her true self a little bit, but what she got was the surprised eyes of others.

The real her is probably very unlikable.

She smiled dryly: "Thank you for your advice, but there is no need to talk about this matter. I have always loved freedom and have no interest in being entangled with my children all day long."

She then said in a consultative tone: "Some people pursue family, and some pursue freedom, right. People are different, so why force it."

The old man is not very good-tempered, how can he tolerate people's rejection over and over again, he said coldly: "You are free and easy, but you don't know if you will regret it when your life ends - if I didn't It’s better to do this than to do that.”

Nie Shuangyan laughed and said, "I only want my own good."

There was a hint of condensation on the old man's face: "You only want your own good? Do you believe it or not, as long as I give the order, there will be nothing left in your studio. It is not a good choice to anger me."

Nie Shuangyan doesn't like to be threatened by others, but if she has a little way, she will not let anyone threaten her at will.

Over the years, only one Xia has undoubtedly succeeded.

Facing the old man's threat, she laughed: "Believe it, why don't I believe it? The Xia family's industries are all over the world, and there are industries in black and gray areas abroad. It is naturally easy to deal with my small studio."

Nie Shuangyan still said in a calm manner: "You killed your own son and grandson, you don't like your daughter-in-law, and you threaten your grandson-in-law. That's awesome, the actual head of the dignified Xia family did such a thing. Whatever you want, I have no choice. Anyway, your great-grandson hated you after you died. How good he was when you were alive, your grandfather was the only one... Oh, no, it should be Only one of the three, it seems that he doesn't hate you too much. Well... Thinking about it this way, I don't seem to have any excuse to stop you. "

It sounded like she was talking to herself, but the old man never interrupted her.

In fact, what she said hit his heart, maybe as he got older, he was gradually thinking about these things, these possibilities were like ants, although they found it ridiculous, they also devoured his heart day and night.

Looking at his expression, Nie Shuangyan knew that he had been hit, but so what?She is not a kind person. Over the years, she has lived more and more realistically, and she is happy to catch others' painful feet and beat others, so she did these things.

The old man hesitated and said, "Are you because of that woman's behavior?"

"That woman? Mr. Xia's mother?"

"Well, you are resentful because she did such a thing without your permission?"

Nie Shuangyan smiled and said: "It's a lie to say that you don't complain. But the matter has come to this point, and there is nothing to say. Mr. Xia, don't think too much, you should go back and take good care of your health. You tell me this, Why don't you think about how to raise this great-grandson well, I can't protect you even if you give it to me."

The old man stood up and took a deep look at her. His eyes were no different from Xia Doubi's, but there was something less and more sharp in his eyes than Xia Doubi's.

Nie Shuangyan watched him leave calmly.

The old man walked out of the door, turned his head and said, "Think carefully, your status as his mother will not change."

"I do not need."

Four words are enough to make people feel disappointed.

Under what circumstances should a mother choose not to have her own child.

At least not for the simple reason she said.

However, there is probably nothing to ask.

The old man finally left without saying anything.

Nie Shuangyan sighed, feeling complicated. She was thinking that if Xia was undoubtedly there, she would be very happy to have this child.

Undoubtedly, Xia also faintly revealed back then that he really wanted to have futures with her, and those futures included her, him, and their children, but because of his poor health, he kept giving up on this idea.

(End of this chapter)