Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 180 – Another Way of Living Together 3
"The relationship is probably because they all have stage names."

The man didn't mind his half-joking remarks, he just said to himself, "You both look alike."

"How is it possible, this kid looks like a girl." Somehow, Nie Lang walked over with a glass of wine, and said sloppily, "This looks is what attracts young girls nowadays. Zhang Yunan, you are just supercilious." .”

Seeing him coming, Zhang Yunan smiled, stopped talking, and walked aside.

Nie Lang looked at him and said, "If you're not used to staying here, you can go back first."

Gu Yue smiled and said, "It's okay."

There was nothing unnatural about his face.

Nie Lang didn't speak, and went to the side.

Gu Yue still stayed in the corner, maintaining a decent smile on her face, but her eyes kept looking at the group of people, or to be precise, looking at Zhang Yunnan, until the end of the banquet.

After the banquet, Nie Lang took him back to the villa.

Nie Lang has friendship with those reporters, he just needs to say hello, those reporters won't come to take pictures of him, so he didn't bring Gu Yue before he went out just to tease him.

After returning to the villa, Nie Lang took a shower.

Gu Yue sat on the bed and asked him: "Is there anything you want to ask?"

"Do you want to talk?" Nie Lang opened the bathroom door and walked out.

Gu Yue was shocked and said: "You..."

"I know you want to say something, just pretending."

"Oh." Gu Yue replied, "I have something to tell you."

"Go ahead."

"You can't tell anyone about this."

"Okay." Nie Lang said casually.

"Gu Xue is my mother, and Zhang Yunan is my father."

Nie Lang snorted, not showing any surprise: "I just said that you and your mother look alike, and your father is Zhang Yunnan. That guy, huh, was not much better than me when he was young. But later, also Just work hard."

After speaking, he raised his eyebrows and leaned closer: "I'm of the same generation as your father, how do you feel now?"

"I should ask you this." Gu Yue said unhappily, "If I talk to you nicely, this is how you react."

"Otherwise how should I react?" Nie Lang teased.

Gu Yue's heart hurts, what kind of thigh did he hug.

Nie Lang said seriously: "Okay, let's talk about it now. What are you going to do? Continue to live like this, or recognize him."

"I won't admit it."

Nie Lang clapped his hands and said, "It's done, that's it."

Gu Yue smiled, and the pain that had been lingering in her heart dissipated a lot.

The two of them washed up and then went to bed. Since it was a holiday, they slept particularly deeply.

When he woke up, Nie Lang turned on his phone and was frightened by dozens of calls. He woke Gu Yue up, and the two packed up and rushed to the mental hospital.

When they arrived, all they saw were dead bodies.

The person who died was Gu Xue.

Gu Yue's mother.

Gu Yue's support has always been her, he gave everything for her, she died, he lost his support point, and suddenly lost all his strength, he fell to the ground.

In the end, Nie Lang finished Gu Xue's affairs. As for Gu Yue, he gave him a few more days off to calm down. To be on the safe side, he sent Zhao Rui to guard Gu Yue so that Gu Yue wouldn't do anything. Something irrational happened.

Gu Yue didn't stay in the villa, but stayed in an apartment allocated to him by the company. He rarely came to this apartment, but it was fully equipped, so he left Zhao Rui outside.

He was the only one in this apartment. He turned on the stereo and played a song, and the sound rang out in every inch of space. The sound calmed him down, and when the sound sounded, he didn't seem to feel so uncomfortable.

Every word was extremely clear, and as it hit his eardrums, he felt his heart cool down inch by inch. The hot day actually relieved a bit of the heat, which made him finally regain his senses from the grief.

He hated his mother, and even wanted her to die for a time, but when she died, he began to regret it again and began to be unable to accept the ending.

He actually knew that it was Zhang Yunan who did it. Zhang Yunan had already started to suspect it yesterday. After he left several times, Zhang Yunan would also investigate these things, but he deliberately didn't say anything.

He was looking forward to it at that time, and with a bit of malicious revenge, he wanted Zhang Yunan to see what he did to a woman back then.

But now he regrets it.

The songs played on the stereo kept deepening his regret.

"I have crossed mountains and seas
Also through the sea of ​​people

everything i ever had

In a blink of an eye, it's like smoke

I was once lost, disappointed and lost all direction.”

He thought blankly, when he was still in school - he had been in school all the time, even after signing a contract with Nie Lang, Nie Lang let him study.

Nie Lang put it this way: "In today's society, people who don't study will be disliked. Even if it's filming, it's good to read more."

He kept on reading, and studying on campus was the most relaxing time for him.

At that time, he once chatted with them about this song, and they smiled lightly. Pu Shu's song is good, but it is too cynical, with a lot of dark psychology. It was a commercial song.

He just smiled and did not argue with them. He listened to the singing in silence, and the panic in his heart was gradually healed. It was obvious that the ordinary road and life were full of despair, but when he listened, he felt strange of being appeased.

His life was so bad that no matter how hard he tried, he only felt hopeless from the bottom of his heart. Therefore, no matter what songs he listened to or what he saw, he felt hopeless.

He doesn't know if everyone is like him, full of all negative emotions for a long time, hesitation, doubt, confusion, despair, anxiety, others are sincere and fearful when they treat themselves better, as if they are sorry for someone, I really want to kneel down and give When others kowtow, a person is flattered. If someone talks to him, he treats him as the sunshine of his life.

It's not cheap, it's just that I have been in a state of denying my own existence for a long time, and even feel that even the dog on the side of the road is better than myself.

At that time, I simply lowered myself to the dust and was willing to be trampled into the mud.

He was in such a state for a long time, denying himself, unable to find the value of existence and the direction of his efforts, and he was so arrogant in his bones. want to commit suicide.

He once stood on the top floor for a long time, and a strong wind blew, making his sleeves rustle. He was blown close to the edge several times by the wind, and was pulled back again.

He couldn't find anyone to ask for help to explain the pain and suffering in his heart.

Who to tell?
Parents?
There is no father, only mother, and mother is still crazy.

friend?
He did not.

Brothers and sisters?
He didn't either, his life was really boring to the extreme.

Probably he is too sensitive, or he has been tossed by years of life so that he is not like a normal person.

he does not know,

He felt so suffocated that he felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't speak out.

Sometimes when he woke up late at night, his pillow was wet, and he cried in his dream.

(End of this chapter)