Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 200 Nie Shuangyan's Choice
Nie Shuangyan frowned and said: "It's your business that you like me, but you told me, then this matter is related to me, I have to tell you, just like you said, I don't like you. It's not that you deserve It's not worthy of me, but because I have someone I like, then other people's likes are not important to me, so even if I know that you like me, I just know it. Respond, I think you should understand, "

When she said that she has someone she likes, only three words appeared in her mind-Xia Doubtless.

She thought almost sadly, why?She obviously didn't like him when he was still alive.However, when he died, he thought of his kindness again and again.

Some people died, but he was still alive.

How powerful he was, even if he died, he still remained in her heart, making it impossible for her to accept others.

When he was still alive, he said more than once that she should be well. After he died, she would find someone who loved her, get married again, have children, and live the life a woman should live.

He said that it was his last wish to keep her by his side, and he wanted to keep the person he loved the most by his side, no matter what method he used.

But in the end he chose to let go.

Maybe it's like a mother talking before she died in childbirth-she couldn't bear it.

Mom couldn't bear the old man, and he couldn't bear himself either.

How is he so stupid!
She doesn't know why he likes her so much, and I'm afraid she won't have the chance to know in this life.

She really misses him.

"He's so stupid," she murmured.

She seemed to be looking at Xi Fu, but she didn't seem to look at it, she sighed: "It's so stupid, he told me to wait for him to die, find someone who loves me, remarry and have children, and live the life a woman should live. What? The life that a woman should live, should a woman be trapped between the family and the kitchen? A woman is destined to marry, so should she sacrifice for the family? A man is busy with his career, so he can start a family and start a business, and do what he wants. Chic and unrestrained. If a woman is busy with work, she is a strong woman. Even the woman herself teases with a three-pointer, and says a strong woman with five-point contempt. If she does what she wants, she will say that she doesn’t care about her family, and she is out of line .It's ridiculous."

Even though she said this, there was only sadness on her face, no hatred, and Xi Fu knew in her heart that she did not hate the person she spoke of.

He suddenly felt ridiculous in his heart. He only thought that he was not worthy of her, so he didn't dare to approach her, but he never thought that even if he was worthy of her, she might not like him.

She is a good woman, and just because she knows that she is a good woman, she makes herself understand that no matter whether she is excellent or not, she will not like herself.

The saddest thing is that he still ran to her so shamelessly and said that he liked her so and so.

He knew himself well, even though he said on the surface that he would not cause her any trouble, he still had a thought in his heart, always thinking that even if she didn't have someone she liked now, then, after he confessed to her, When she accepts others, she also thinks about herself, and that's enough.

This is how he expresses his love with unknown dirty thoughts, but she is still so stupid that she still thinks of him, fearing that he will be stuck in this fantasy that is destined to have no ending and will delay his life, so she deliberately Clarify your own ideas.

He was a little ashamed, he knew that with the character of the person in front of him, he would not laugh at himself, but the frustration that came from his heart had already made him feel ashamed.

Seeing his ugly face, Nie Shuangyan thought that what he said was too much and hurt his heart. He has always been a sensitive and inferior person, so he was concerned at the moment: "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"

He didn't know why, but she was obviously caring about him, and was more considerate and paying attention to him than before, but he felt that the distance between them was further away.

He showed a bitter smile: "It's nothing."

She waved her hand, and when he walked over, she patted him on the shoulder solemnly, and comforted him: "A good man should have the world in his heart, how can he indulge in the love between a man and a woman? Xifu, I have told you more than once, do you have any love?" Very good talent, as long as you don't let your talent be buried, you will become a very powerful person. You are different from ordinary people. Ordinary people are suffering from various emotions in the world, but you don't Same, don’t be obsessed with these feelings. You see, life is like climbing a mountain. Although the scenery along the way is beautiful, only when you climb to the mountain can you see all the mountains and see them all. The beautiful scenery is all in sight.”

He is obsessed with obsession: "Life is like climbing. If you don't enjoy the scenery along the way, what's the use of climbing the highest mountain?"

Nie Shuangyan sighed: "You think so, I can't force it, and you don't force me either. Xifu, I really have high hopes for you. I still say that all feelings should be nothing more than the source of your accumulation of writing for you. Not something you live by."

Xi Fu put his hands on his chest, he could feel the beating of his heart, he said: "I can deceive anyone, but I can't deceive myself. Sister Nie, I like you very much."

Nie Shuangyan thought to herself that she must be a murderer, why everyone loves her.

Later, she wrote a book called "My Mary Sue Life".

She sighed and said, "Everyone's happiness is similar, but their pain is different. Often we don't feel happiness, but only pain. It's probably because people have greed and are never satisfied."

She was pointing at him, implying that he was dreaming to get an affirmative answer from her.

Nie Shuangyan looked at his firm eyes, patted the sofa with a headache and said, "Come on, sit down first, I will explain to you the theory of love."

He sits down.

Nie Shuangyan said solemnly: "After all, love is a flashy and empty thing. Only third-rate literati are willing to sing it. If you talk too much, you will get bored very easily and it will not last long. But later people add too many things to it. Love is no longer Pure, if a lover asks others to love himself, that is not love. Now our love is like this. If you like me, you think I will respond to your love, and you want me to like you the same, but in fact it is I don't like you, so you will be disappointed. I say this to you today, not to say that I am disappointed in you, because I understand that if you want to love someone, you can't find such pure love if you don't ask for anything in return. "

"I'm not……"

Nie Shuangyan interrupted him and said: "Listen to me first, my sister didn't mean to teach you a lesson, but my sister is someone who has experienced it and understands that even if two people love each other, it doesn't mean anything, even if the love is greater than the world, But there are too many things in this world that make people unable to be together."

(End of this chapter)